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mastram kahani 8TH SEMESTER !

Chapter-56 : Mystified End
Update-222
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"Arman bhai....ek photo mere sath bhi..."Rajshri Pandey ne mere khane ki plate se rasgulla utha kar kaha"mujhe bhi anchoring sikhao na, next year main bhi karunga...."
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"le kha le pura..."apne khane ki pate Rajshri Pandey ke hath me thamate hue maine kaha....
"ye kya, Arman bhai...khud hee kahte ho ki dil pe nahi muh me lo aur khud dil pe le rahe ho..."
"abey, main lund pe le raha hoon...wo dekh kuchh launde idhar aa rahe hai aur jaisa ki kuchh der se main dekh raha hoon uske anusar wo BC photo khinchwane ke liye aa rahe hai...."
"to isiliye aapne plate mere hath me rakh di..."
"ab likh kar du kya... Jab tak main aa nahi jata ,beta yahi par rahiyo warna...."
"ok Arman bhai..."
"ye kya Arman bhai...Arman bhai laga rakha hai be...shree Arman bhai bol..."
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Pandey ji ko khane ki plate dharakar main usase thodi door khada ho gaya aur jaisa maine socha tha, waise hee wo launde mujhe pakad kar photo khinchwane ke liye le gaye....man to bahut kar raha tha ki ,salo ko bahut galiya baku...lekin phhir socha ki jate-jate kyun kisi ke bheetar virodhabhas alankar paida karke jaun, isliye main unke sath chala gaya....
"waha kya kar rahe the, Sir..."
"kuchh khas nahi ,bas padhayi kar raha tha....15 din baad exam jo hai...."
"jate-jate kuchh tips ya advice dete jao na sir...taki hum laundo ka kuchh bhala ho..."ek junior ne photo session ke baad mujhse puchha...
us ladke ke aisa bolte hee waha mauzood baki ladko ne bhi hau-hau karna shuru kar diya.....
"tips....hmm....'C' is the most adult/bad letter in the alphabet...for example....chut,chutiya, chutad, chus ,choochi ,chat ,chodu,chudai etc. etc. "
"are hum is tarah ke tips ki baat nahi kar rahe hai...humara matlab career..future se tha...kuchh advice do na..."
"le...ye to wahi baat ho gayi ki pyase se kue ka pata puchhna...chodu sale..."us junior ko dekhkar maine gala fad-fad kar khud se kaha ,lekin jab usne puchha tha to mujhe kuchh na kuchh to kahna hee tha aur mere khayal se maine aage jo kaha ,wo shayad kisi bhi sawal ke liye mera best answer tha....
"tumse behtar tumhare career...tumhare future ke baare me koyi nahi soch sakta.ek mahan purush the ,unhone kaha tha ki 'aap hamesha waise hee bante ho ,jaisa ki aap sochate ho na ki jaisa dusare sochate hai.....best of luck..sorry mera matlab all the best...chod do duniya"
waha se nikalkar main wapas khane ki table ki taraf bhaga , jaha Pandey ji meri plate hath me liye hue ab tak khade the....
us waqt mujhe jaise yakin nahi ho raha tha ki aaj ke baad main kabhi class nahi jaunga, pata nahi mujhe ye yakin karne me mushkil kyun ho rahi thi ki aaj se main boring lectures attend nahi kar paunga....waise is baat se mujhe khush hona chahiye tha kyunki ab na to koyi assignment pura karna tha aur na hee koyi presentation dena tha...ab na to subah 9 baje uthne ki jaroorat thi aur na hee raat ko jaldi sone ki mazboori...in sabse mujhe bahut khush hona chahiye tha,kyunki vastav me ye wahi chize thi...jinki mujhe hamesha se chah thi...lekin main khush nahi tha ,zara sa bhi nahi...balki is waqt mere dimag ke background me ek music slowly-slowly baj raha tha aur hath me khane ki plate liye main slowly-slowly kayi logo ke baare me soch raha tha.... Sabse pahle maine jiske baare me socha wo mera dost Arun tha....
Arun : college me mujhse milne wala pahla insan...jo bilkul mere type ka hai. bas launde ki yaddasht thodi kam hai , jaise ki ise kuchh bola jaye ki 'chodu, ye baat kisi ko mat batana...to aksar ye wo baat josh-josh me dusaro ke samane bak deta hai...aur phhir mujhse galiya khata hai....'
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Naveen : shuruat me ye mere bahut karib raha ,lekin jab third semester se hum log branch wise divide hue to iska connection mujhse thoda toot gaya aur jab S.P. ke bunglow me Pandey ji ne iski bike thoki to uske baad mujhse iska connection puri tarahhee toot gaya....even hi, hello ki formality tak hum dono ab nahi nibhate.
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Bhupesh(B.H.U.) : isase meri dosti Arun ke karan hui thi aur Arun ke karan hee ye humare sath ek saal tak raha.waise ye launda mujhe kuchh khas pasand to nahi tha, lekin Arun aur Saurabh iske bare me bahut baate karte the, jiske karan mujhe bhi aisa dikhawa karna padta tha ki wo mera bahut achchha dost tha. bhu ki mujhe sirf ek quality pasand thi aur wo ye ki bhu ko hamesha sare khabar ki jaankari rahti thi ,phhir chahe wo khabar college ki ho ya phhir duniya ki....
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Vibha : college me mujhse mili pahli ladki...darasal main jo baad me bana uski neev isne aur iske boyfriend-Varun ne milkar rakhi thi....baad me ye ek saal tak humare yaha teacher rahi aur mujhe hamesha apne subject me achchha number diya...Vibha ko main do karan se kabhi nahi bhool sakta ,pahla'A walk to jungle' aur dusara iske last words(fuck you) jo isne jate-jate mujhse kahe the....
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Deepika mam : iske bare me kya kahna...ek taraf isne mujhse apni gand marwayi aur dusari taraf meri khud bhi mari....college me ab tak ki best maal. I hope ki jo maine uske sath kiya ,uske baad wo mujhe zindagi bhar na bhoole aur mere lund ko hamesha yaad rakhe.
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Varun : is duniya me main sabse jyada jin logo se nafrat karta hoon, ye chutiya unme se ek hai...college me iski baadshahat kayi salo tak rahi lekin jab Sidar bhai ne hostel walo ko ek kiya to Varun ka patan hona shuru kiya aur aakhir me maine iski kabra banayi aur ise gaad diya....apne college ke aakhiri dino me Varun ki haalat ek kutte ki tarah thi aur ye 8 saal tak engineering karne ke bawzood engineering ki degree hasil nahi kar paya aur college walo ne iski gand par laat marar ise bahar kar diya....
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Esha : Esha....my love. Jo meri zindagi me apne boyfriend ke sath aayi, lekin college ke aakhiri dino me meri girl-friend bani....ye ek aisi ladki thi ,jo mujhe bore kare ya mujhse ghisi-piti baatein kare to bhi mujhe bahut maza aata tha...waise isne to mujhe 8th semester me propose kiya tha lekin maine to ise teen-teen language me first semester me hee i love you bol diya tha...jiska pata ise abhi tak nahi hai...
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Gautam : Esha ke sath mila ek gift...ek aisa gift jo achchha hote hue bhi mujhe kabhi pasand nahi aaya. Yadi ye Esha ka boyfriend nahi hota aur mere samane jyada hoshiyari nahi chodta to zaroor main iski izzat karta ,par filhaal aisa kuchh bhi nahi tha aur hum dono ek-dusare ki surat tak se nafrate karte the, karte hai aur karte rahenge.....
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Sidar : Sidar ke college me aane se pahle aksar ye hota tha ki city ke launde hostel me ghuste aur hostel walo ko maar-peet kar chale jate the...lekin phhir is launde ne sabhi hostel walo ko ek sath kiya aur City walo ki wo haalat ki....ki ab City wale ya local launde hostel ka naam sunkar hee kaanp jate hai aur puri duniya ka ekmatra aisa insaan jiski baatein main mana karta tha.filhaal to wo is duniya me nahi hai, lekin unki yaadein hamesha mere sath is duniya me rahegi aur college me mera naam salo tak chale ya na chale inka naam zaroor chalega, aisa mera manna tha.
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Divya : Esha ke sath ye bhi ek gift ke roop me meri zindagi me aayi thi...waise to shuru-shuru me ye meri fan thi lekin baad me jaise-jaise mera aur Gautam ka pyar parwan chadha,waise-waise iska behaviour badalta gaya...ye mujhe shuruat se hee pasand nahi thi ,lekin Arun aksar bola karta tha ki iska doodh bahut mast hai,par afsos ki main kabhi dekh nahi paya
Saurabh : well, iski entry meri life me ek saal baad hui lekin jordar hui aur isi ne mujhe ye manne par majboor kar diya ki best friend ek nahi ,do bhi ho sakte hai ya phhir do se bhi jyada...
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Sulabh : meri tarah maha-ghamandi aur pure college me ise siway iski girl friend ke koyi dusari ladki pasand nahi thi....kabhi-kabhi ye aand kha jata hai lekin yadi dosto ko madad ki jaroorat ho to kabhi apne hath khade nahi karta...phhir chahe wo madad ka samay exam ke ek raat pahle kisi ko pura topic padhane ka kyun na ho....
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Megha : Sulabh ki girl friend aur college ka ekmatra aisa couple jiske bare me maine kabhi ulti baat nahi ki...
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Rajshri Pandey : Pandey ji se meri pahchan ,Sidar bhai ke karan hui thi....dil ka saaf aur mera sabse bada chela...Humare college me Gutkhe ka brand ambassador.
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Angelina : iski entry meri life me kisi toofan ki tarah hui thi aur yadi ye mere college me padhti to main yakin ke sath kah sakta hoon ki mujhe isase pyar ho jata...main Angelina ke sath mushkil se teen din raha tha, par wo teen din meri life ke sabse yaadgar teen dino me se the...kul-milakar main kahu to yadi mujhe ye ab mil jaye to main Esha ko chhodkar isase direct shadi kar loon...i really like her
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Chhatrapal : Chhatrapal yani ki chhatru...ye mujhe sirf isliye nahi pasand tha kyunki ye bhi meri tarah philosophy jhadta tha aur mauke bemauke bina maange mujhe salaah diya karta tha...wo to teacher hone ke karan maine lihaaj kiya ,warna isko apne shabdo se aisa chodta ki mere pair pakad kar mujhse maanfi mangte hue kahta"guru ji maafi dai do, humse galti hoyi gawa..."
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Aradhna : meri zindagi ki pahli girlfriend...jo ki thik ek normal ladki ki tarah thi...dusari ladkiya jaha mere paas tak nahi bhatakti thi wahi ye mere sath tandav karne me lagi rahti thi....Aradhna khud ko bahut funny samajhti thi aur aksar facebook, magzine ,nana-nani ki kahaniya kitab ke aise sade hue jokes marti thi, jisase better joke to main tab marta tha jab main kg-1 me tha....maine iska dil toda lekin mujhe kabhi bura nahi laga aur na hee mujhe aisa karte waqt mujhe Aradhna se koyi sympathy thi...bas dil kiya aur maine uska dil tod diya....
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Us din farewell me dimag ke background me baj rahe music ke dauran mujhe apne bare me ek aur baat pata chali ,jo ye ki yadi mere dost khaskar ke Arun aur Saurabh mere sath na ho to main bhi ek normal ladke ki tarah emotional ho sakta hoon...kyunki Esha mujhse door bhag rahi thi aur mujhe mere dosto ke bina waha party me bilkul bhi maja nahi aa raha tha....mere sath Rajshri Pandey jaroor tha, lekin uske hone ka kuchh khas asar mujhpar nahi hua....
"abey main nikalta hoon...mujhe neend aa rahi hai...."bahana marte hue main bola...
"lekin Arman bhai...abhi to laundo ki daru party aur langar dance baki hai...itani jaldi sokar kya karoge aur waise bhi kal se college thode hee jana hai aapko...."
"ab college nahi jana to kya main raat ko sona band kar doon....tu sath chalta hai to chal,mujhse faltu ki bakwas mat kar...."
"aap jao, main aata hoon thodi der me..."
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Pandey ji se vida lekar main Country Club se bahar jaane laga lekin us waqt mujhe kya maloom tha ki Aradhna ke roop me ek dhamaka country club se bahar jane wale raaste me mera intezaar kar raha tha....Aradhna akele waha khadi thi.shuru me to uspar meri nazar nahi padi...lekin jab nazar padi tab tak peechhe hatne ka rasta hee nahi bacha...isliye mazboor hokar mujhe Aradhna ke paas jana pada....
"hi...how are you...."
"Arman sir...i love you...please mere sath...."
"ruk...please aisi baatein mat kar....warna khamkha do-char baatein sun legi mujhse.ek baat bata...college ke itane sare ladko ko chhodkar tujhe main ek akela hee mila kya , jaana apna rasta naap kyun mera mood kharab kar rahi hai aur waise bhi ab main is college me do-char dino ka mehmaan hoon to uske baad to ye sab hota hee na, jo kuchh din pahle maine kar diya....zara soch main kitna achchha hoon jo tujhe latka kar nahi rakkha...meri taraf se free chhoot hai tujhe,kisi bhi ladke ko pakad le...."
"iska matlab aapki pahle se hee planning thi ki jab tak college me rahoge mere maje lutoge aur phhir chale jaoge..."
"aur nahi to kya....tune kya socha main tujhse shadi karunga...apne dimag ka ilaaz karwa aur life me aage badh.waise bhi darwin chaha ka ek siddhant hai ki 'is duniya me wahi jeene ke layak hai, jo situation ke according khud ko dhaal le...warna tujhe jaisi ladki ki duniya tarah-tarah se legi...be a mard.good bye "
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Update-223
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"aur nahi to kya....tune kya socha main tujhse shadi karunga...apne dimag ka ilaaz karwa aur life me aage badh.waise bhi darwin chacha ka ek siddhant hai ki 'is duniya me wahi jeene ke layak hai, jo situation ke according khud ko dhaal le...warna tujhe jaisi ladki ki duniya tarah-tarah se legi...be a mard.good bye "
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"lekin...sir..."rote hue Aradhna itna hee boli...
"sorry babes...main emotional proof hoon.isliye tum chahe apni aankho se aansu bahao ya phhir apni dono aankhe hee nikal kar mere samane rakh do.mujhe koyi fark nahi padne wala aur aainda mere samane mat aana, warna main kya kar sakta hoon ,ye apne door ke bhai...kallu se puchh lena..."Aradhna ke aansuo ne to phhir bhi mujhpar koyi asar nahi kiya...lekin jab wo rone lagi to meri fati aur main waha se bhaga.....
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Anchoring karne ke dauran ghanto khade hone ke karan main bahut thak gaya tha ,isliye hostel ki taraf aate hue maine seedha plan banaya tha ki abhi jakar mast sona hai aur subah Esha ko call karke do-char lambe-chaude dialogue dena hai....
"aa gaya lawde...kitna selfish hai be, akele-akele daru pee li aur hume puchha tak nahi...dekh kaise gala sukh raha hai mera aur Saurabh to pyas se tadapte-tadapte bhagwan ko pyar ho gaya...."mujhe dekh Arun bola...
Arun is waqt apne bed par aise baitha tha ,jaise baba Ramdev subah-subah yoga karte waqt baithte hai....Main chup-chap andar aaya to Arun upar chhat ki taraf dekhte hue bola....
"hey uparwale...Saurabh ko narak me hee bhejna,bahut badmash launda hai....use garam tel ki kadhayi me daalkar talna aur pakode banakar sabko khila dena....Arman ,chal palthi markar baith ja,yoga karte hai..."
mujhe maloom tha ki is waqt banda daru peekar tann hai ,isliye iski kisi bhi baat ka virodh karna yaha tak ki isase baat bhi karna matlab puri raat ullu ki tarah jagna tha.isliye main abki baar bhi kuchh nahi bola aur chup-chap apne bistar par let gaya... neend to mujhe gand fad lagi thi, lekin machchharo ne sona haram kar rakha tha.
"Arman lund...mujhe wo laudi Aradhna mili thi....sali pagla gayi hai, bol rahi thi ki....yaad nahi kya bol rahi thi.lekin itna jaroor yaad hai ki kuchh khatarnak bol rahi thi,jise sunkar meri aur Saurabh ki gand fat gayi thi...."
"are kuchh nahi lawda...aisich emotional blackmail kar rahi hai...apne aapko bahut turramkhan samajhti hai.bolti hai ki lawda shadi karo...jaise duniya ki baki laundiya mar gayi hai..."
"kar le shadi... kar le...mast gand hai. "
"itni hee pasand hai to tu hee ghus ja uske gand me...mujhe kyun bol raha hai.BC ne jeena haraam karke rakha hai.har kahi tapak padti hai...tu dekhna yadi agli bar mujhe kahi dikhi na to...to....main seedhe uske mu me lund dunga."
"maine to pahle hee kaha tha beta ki mat jao uske karib...lekin tujhe hee jhanda fahrane ka bada shauk tha..."neend se jagte hue Saurabh bola....
"tu to so raha tha na be..."
"laad mera so raha tha...Arun chutiyapa kar raha tha ,isliye sone ka natak kiya....ye aalund bol raha tha ki chal aaj raat bhar na sokar yoga karte hai...."
"Saurabh tu kuchh bhi bol ,lekin ye Arman lund hai bada ghamandi...sala dusare ki koyi parvaah nahi.main kya bolta hoon,sale ka khoon karke thoda punya kamate hai..."
"baat to sahi hai...zindagi me ghamand karna thik nahi hai"
"yadi tumhari zindagi me ghamand karne layak kuchh bhi nahi to phhir tumhari zindagi thik nahi... "maine kaha...
"tum lodu, marne ke baad narak me hee jaoge aur yadi narak jaane se bachna chahte ho to baba Arun ke sath yoga ka abhyas karo.baba Arun tumhare sare papo ko ,jo tumne ab tak kiye hai...unhe maaf kar denge aur tumhe apni sharan me lekar tumhari roj gand marenge...aao balak Arman...baba Arun ke lund ko pranam karo..."
"jyada bolega na to main pankhe ka taar nikal dunga,phhir garmi me karna yoga....aur lawda narak me jane ki dhamki kise de raha...main to narak me hee jaunga, bhale mujhe swarg hee offer kyun na ho..."
Pankhe ke taar nikal dene ki meri dhamki se aur gand-fad garmi me machchharo ke sath raat bitane ke dar ne Arun ka to muh band kar diya...lekin dusari taraf Saurabh ka muh ab bhi khula tha.
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"to tu swarg nahi jana chahta..."
"ek shart par..."
"ek shart par....bol to aise raha hai ,jaise bahut bada mahapurush ho.waise shart kya hai..."
"shart...shart ye hai ki main swarg tabhi jaunga jab mujhe waha ka raja banayenge aur chodne ke liye har din nayi maal denge...warna main narak ki raah pakad lunga...."
"aur narak me rakshas jab teri lenge ,tab kya karega..."
"laad...kuchh nahi ukhad payenge mera...jab mujhe tel ki garam kadhayi me dalenge tab main usme tairunga aur tair-tair kar...tair-tair kar sunami laa dunga.jab koyi aag me pel ke tapi sariya meri taraf karega to main us sariya ko muh me le lunga aur thanda karke steam generate karunga aur phhir us steam se turbine+generator connect karke electrical energy paida karunga aur salo ko electricity ka aisa jhatka dunga ki gand se mutth aur lund se se goo niklega....."
"chup kar re lawda....kaan se blood nikal jayega yadi aur kuchh kaha tha...bhaiya aap mahan ,aapki jubaan mahan...main chala sone..."
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Narak-swarg ko lekar maine Saurabh ki jo fadi,uske baad wo seedha sokar hee raha.
dusara din mere liye bahut si surprise lekar aaya.Main un dino sapne me bhi nahi soch sakta tha ki koyi mujhpar hamla kar sakta hai ya mere khilaf koyi planning kar sakta hai....farewell ki raat ki agli subah mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi aa rahi thi...dil kiya ki daru pee loon,lekin kal raat ke mere invention 'leave daru...live life ' ke karan main ruk gaya aur cigarette lene ke liye hostel ke ek ladke ke sath dukan ki taraf nikal pada....
"Arman bhai...chalo na ek jagah se hokar aate hai..5-10 minute lagenge bas..."
"kaha...pahle bola hota to gadi lekar aate...."us launde ko saaf mana karte hue maine dukandar se kaha"lawde ,kharab cigarette di na to chodunga yahi par...ekdum fresh maal dena..."
"are bas yahi...ek dost se milkar aate hai...hostel ke peechhe ,paas me jo colony hai na...waha rahta hai.."
"waha to bilkul nahi jaunga....us mohalle ki ladkiya,sali buri nazar se mujhe dekhti hai...upar se 15-20 minute ka raasta hai..."
" are chalo na Arman bhai...aap chaloge to thoda rola rahega.aapke rahte hue waha ki ladkiya meri taraf bhi ek-do baar dekh lengi..."
"kaisa gay aadmi hai be,...jabarjasti chalne ke liye force kar raha hai..."
"are chalo na Arman bhai...5 minute to lagega bas...kitna paisa hua yar..."
us launde ne turant cigarette ke paise diye aur mujhe apni sath us colony ki taraf le jaane laga,jaha uska dost rahta tha....
"pura aand kha gaya tu ,subah-subah...ye 5 minute ka rasta hai...10 minute already ho chuke hai aur lawda abhi to sirf aadha raasta paar hua hai..."
"ek shortcut se le chalta hoon...jaldi pahuch jayenge..."bolkar wo launda jhadiyo ke beech me se ghus gaya aur uske peechhe-peechhe main bhi ghus gaya....lekin jab bahar nikle to saamne koyi colony nahi balki humara khoni ground tha...jaha 20-25 ladke apna chehara scarf se dhake hue khade the....shuru me to mujhe samajh nahi aaya ,lekin waha kya ho raha hai aur kya hone wala hai ,ye main turant samajh gaya....
"madarchod..."hostel ke jis launde ne mujhe yaha tak laya tha ,uske muh me jor se ek mukka marte hue maine kaha....
mera mukka seedhe uske honth par pada, jisase uska honth to fata hee sath me khoon ki bauchhar uske muh se nikalne lagi.....
"BC ,mujhe pelne ka plan bana rahe the to kuchh achchha plan banate...ye bhi koyi plan hai....lawda isase achchha plan to main tab bana leta tha...jab main plan ki spelling tak nahi janta tha....huh. BC ek superhero ko aise chutiye plan se maroge...."
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Update-224
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"BC ,mujhe pelne ka plan bana rahe the to kuchh achchha plan banate...ye bhi koyi plan hai....lawda isase achchha plan to main tab bana leta tha...jab main plan ki spelling tak nahi janta tha....huh. BC ek superhero ko aise chutiye plan se maroge...."
"ek kaam karta hoon,puri taaqat lagakar bhagta hoon aur yadi 5 minute bhi bhagta raha to hostel pahuch jaunga....lekin isase to meri izzat par thappa lag jayega.yadi maine aisa kiya to in kutto aur mujhme kya antar rah jaunga....lekin lawda maar khane me kaunsi izzat badhti hai, usme to aur bhi naam kharab hoga..."
Aain waqt par mera dimag apne aim se divert ho gaya tha kyunki jaha mujhe khud ko bachane ke ideas sochane chahiye the waha main soch raha tha ki bhagne me jyada izzat rahegi ya phhir do-char ko maarkar mar khane me jyada izzat rahegi.sala ajeeb situation thi waha par...ek taraf wo mujhe kis-kis tarah marna chahiye ye soch rahe the wahi dusari taraf main bhag jaun ya yahi khada rahu ye soch raha tha......
"abhi exam ko 15 din baki hai...tab tak to thik hee ho jaunga...phhir inme se har ek ko zinda yahi par gadunga...to finally fix hua ki kisi ek ka scarf apun ko ladayi ke waqt nikal kar use pahchan lena hai aur phhir usase yaha mauzood ek-ek ki identity lekar in sabki gand marni hai...."
ye sab sochkar maine un sabhi scarf bandhe hue ladko se kaha"maro na be, kya dekh rahe ho...jaldi maro thik hone me bhi to time lagega na...warna phhir main tum logo ko zinda kaise gadunga aur ek baat mujhe marte waqt yaad rakhna ki jo mujhe jitna marega use main utna return bhi karunga aur beta,jo hostel se hai...wo to apni khair manaye kyunki hostel ke launde unhe zinda jala denge...pata nahi kya hoga tum logo ka...waise yaha aate waqt maine unhe khabar kar di thi aur meri mathematics kahti hai ki wo bas 5 minute me yaha aa jayenge...."
"iske paas mobile nahi hai, chodu bana raha hai hume...aate waqt hee maine sab check kar liya tha..."hostel ka jo launda mujhe yaha tak laya tha,apna honth sahlate-sahlate khada hua.....
"abey to jaroori hai kya ki main mobile se hee unhe khabar doon...shaktiman nahi dekha kya, jisme shaktiman...Geeta vishwas se aankh band karke baat karta tha....let me try one more time...wo kya hai na ki kal daru nahi pi to signal pakad nahi raha"aankhe band karke maine aise hee hostel wale laundo ko bulaya....
"are maro na isko...kyun khade ho aise..."ek ladka scarf utar kar mujhse bola
"tu to collector ka launda hai na...tu in sabme kab shamil ho gaya... ..sale dhokhebazo,..."
"koyi dhokha nahi hai aur tune hee us din sabke saamne kaha tha na ki'mayne ye nahi rakhta ki tum kaise karte ho...mayne ye rakhta hai ki tum kya karte ho'...isliye ab humne kaise kiya ispar koyi dhyan nahi dega balki humne tujhe buri tarah se mara ispar sab....."
"complete your sentence please...."collector ke launde ki bolti achanak beech me band hote hue dekh main bola....
"ye sab kaha se aa gaye...."gand fati me ek aur ne apna scarf neeche kiye aur wo ladka Mahant tha....
"salaaa...kaise din aa gaye hai mere..ab koyi bhi...waise inki achanak fat kyun gayi..."un sabko hakka-bakka dekhkar maine khud se kaha aur jis taraf dekhkar wo sab apna muh fade khade the ,maine us taraf dekha....
"oye BC hostel ke ladko ko kaise khabar hui...kahi sach me to mere andar shaktiman wali power nahi aa gayi aur jo maine thodi der pahle aankh band karke apna dar kam karne ke liye kaha tha,wo in sabne sun liya ho....."
Wo nazara dekhne layak tha, jab hostel ke saare ladke jhadiyo se kud-kud kar ground ki taraf daud rahe the...kayi to waha se bhag nikle ,lekin jyada door tak nahi bhag paye...kyunki jis taraf wo bhage the,udhar se bhi hostel ke ladke aa rahe the.....
"shabash...ab in lawdo ko batata hoon ki marte kaise hai...."
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"tujhe pela to nahi ,in kutto ne..."Upar se neeche tak mujhe dekhkar Arun ne puchha aur phhir turant hee saamne khade Mahant ko pakad kar marne laga....
"sala ,itna bura to mujhe bhi nahi laga....ise kyun lag raha hai khair,pahle inko pelta hoon...."Mahant ko Arun se chhudakar maine kaha"mera goggle laya hai be..."
"kaisa bakchod aadmi hai be...humlog ki gand fati me thi ki tu maar na kha jaye aur...."
"rahne de...aise boring scene mat create kar ab..."Arun ko beech me hee rok kar maine Rajshri Pandey se kaha"ja be bhagkar pani lekar aa..."
"Pani...lekin kyun..."
"inka gala katne se pahle in sabko pani pila deta hoon...taki gala aasani se kate...ja bhagkar le aa..."
"lekin main hee kyun,...kisi aur ko bolo "
"tu jayega ya nahi..."
"jab gardan hee katni hai to pani kyun pilana...moot pilayenge MCO ko..."
"ja na ,inaam dunga..."
"tu kahi mat ja be...yahi rah."Pandey ji ke badhte kadam rokte hue Saurabh ne mujhse kaha"aur tu thoda serious ho ja...maine pahle bhi kaha tha aur ab bhi kah raha hoon..."
"serious ho jaun...lawda exam chal rahe hai kya..."
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Mera man tha ki main pahle individually sab par dialogues maru ,lekin Saurabh ke virodh aur gusse ne mujhe aisa nahi karne diya aur phhir hostel ke sabhi ladke milkar un sabko marne lage...siway collector ke ladke ko chhodkar....Mahant,Yashwant ka to maine soch liya tha ki wo dono waha honge, lekin main hairan tab hua jab waha maine Kaliya, Varun aur Naushad ko dekha.....
"isko chhod...main dekhta hoon ise"Kaliya ke baal pakadte hue maine jor se uska sar ghumaya"kyun be incest lover....tu bhi. isko sabse jyada marna..."
Aur jab ek aur scarf hata aur mujhe Varun dikha to main aur chauka....
"hat sale ,failure se to main baat hee nahi karta...iske muh me danda dalkar ,gand se nikal do..."
phhir main Naushad ki taraf badha...
"tu bhi...BC ,tum sab ye batao...kab se plan bana rahe the mujhe marne ka...mu me sharam bhi nahi hai.tum sabke...chhodna mat kisi ko.*** chod do inki..."
hostel ke lagbhag pure ladke waha ground me pahuch chuke the aur jo pahle nahi pahuche the wo dheere-dheere installment ke roop me waha aa rahe the.jitne launde milkar un 30 ladko ki pitayi kar rahe the,usase jyada waha khade hokar us sabka maza le rahe the.kuchh video bana rahe the to kuchh chilla-chilla kar bata rahe the ki kaise mare...koyi kahta ki ye fad do,koyi kahta wo fad do...koyi kahta yaha lund do to koyi kahta waha lund do....koyi kahta inke upar moot dete hai to koyi kahta nanga karke in sabko ghar bhejenge...kul-milakar jitne log waha the,utne type ke ideas mil rahe the....
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"Collector ke launde ka kya karna hai..."mere paas aakar Arun ne puchha...
"karna kya hai...use bhi mar,lawda kahi ka topchand hai kya...balki use sabse jyada mar..."
"koyi ladka uspar hath nahi utha raha...sabko dar hai ki collector kahi uski baja na de..."
Maine bahut socha...pel ke socha ki us collector ke ladke ko mara jaye ya yun hee jane diya jaye...ek aam aadmi kahega ki chhod do lekin mujh jaisa ek mahan aadmi kahega ki chod do....waise mera dimag collector ke ladko ko dekhkar mujhe kah raha tha ki wo danger zone hai aur mujhe waha entry nahi karni chahiye lekin usko main aise nahi jaane de sakta tha...
"la hockey stick de mujhe...."Arun se maine kaha...
"pagal hai kya...jaane de use..."
"abey main marne nahi jaa raha ,main to bas aisich dialogue-bazi karne ja raha hai..."
"sach..."
"teri kasam..."
Arun se hockey stick lekar main Collector ke ladke ke paas gaya.uski haalat is waqt bahut hee nazuk honi chahiye thi...lekin BC shaan se aise khada tha,jaise wo Arman ho aur hostel ke ladke mere gang ko dho rahe ho.
"kyun pe bhosad...gand fat gayi na..."
"maine tujhse pahle bhi kaha hai ki main tujhse nahi darta aur ab to aur bhi nahi darunga ,jab mujhe maloom ho ki inme se ek bhi banda mujhe hath tak ahi lagayega..."
"tujhse aisa kisne kaha..."
"mujhe maloom hai...maine aksar apne dosto ko aise khade rahkar maar khate hue dekha hai, lekin aaj tak kisi ne chhua nahi..."
"mere pair chhu..."
"itna bada fattu nahi hoon main..."
"okay...phhir.mujhe mat kahna ki maine tujhe kyun........mara."ek thappad marte hue main bola aur phhir hockey stick se head to foot uski massage karne laga...
abhi mera man bhi nahi bhara tha ki Arun aur baki ladko ne mujhe pakad liya.
"lawde...bola tha,use hath mat lagana...kaisa jhat hai be...ab gand marana apni..."
"ab jab ise maar diya hai to,jo hona hai wo to hoga hee na...to kyun na thoda aur achchhe se mar loon.taki baad me mujhe tassali to rahe ki meri taraf se bhi koyi kami nahi hui thi"
Maine jo kaha tha wo un sabka khoon jalane ke liye kafi tha...lekin wo maine sahi hee kaha tha.isliye jin ladko ne mujhe pakda tha,unhone chhod diya aur Arun galiya bakta hua,waha se chala gaya...
"mayne ye nahi rakhta ki tum kaise karte ho, mayne ye rakhta hai ki tum kya karte ho....ye tujhe yaad tha na, to phhir tujhe wo bhi yaad hoga jo maine iske baad kaha tha ki'humne har us chiz ki kimat chukayi hai...jo hume mila hai' to tu janna chahega ki ye sab mujhe kis kimat me mila....ab jo bhi main tere sath karunga,wo tujhe zindagi bhar ye ahsaas dilayega ki apne baap ke dam par kabhi nahi udna chahiye...."uska pair pakad kar charo taraf ghaseetate hue maine kaha...
Collector ke ladko ko ghaseetate waqt mera jab bhi man karta main use ruk kar marne lagta aur jab mera man bhara tab maine use waise chhoda aur hath jhadte hue sabko waha se chalne ke liye kaha......
Mujhe chhodkar sab aapas me baat kar rahe the ki mujhe, collector ke ladke ko nahi marna chahiye tha.tabhi Rajshri Pandey peechhe se daudta hua aaya aur mujhse bola...
"Arun ka phone hai..."
"tu itna fati me kyun hai,mere dwara jhoothi kasam khane se mar gaya kya Arun...."
"Aradhna ne suicide karne ki koshish ki hai..."
"dhat teri...zinda to hai na..."
"zinda hai...abhi aadhe ghante pahle ki khabar hai ,jiski khabar Arun bhai ko warden ne abhi hostel jaane par di."
"achchha hua ,zinda hain...ye lawda suicide karna aajkal ka fashion ban gaya hai...ab to usase kabhi baat tak nahi karunga...Arun ko bol,warden se puchhe ki wo kis hospital me hai aur warden se puchhane ke baad bike lekar ground ki taraf aaye..."
 
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achchha hua ,zinda hain...ye lawda suicide karna aajkal ka fashion ban gaya hai...ab to usase kabhi baat tak nahi karunga...Arun ko bol,warden se puchhe ki wo kis hospital me hai aur warden se puchhane ke baad bike lekar ground ki taraf aaye..."
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Log kahte hai mujhe ghamand nahi karna chahiye lekin mere sath situation hee aisi paida hoo jati hai ki main ghamandi hone par mazboor ho jata hoon.ab aaj ke khooni ground ke khel ko udaharan ke taur par le lo....College ke ek se ek surmao ko pani pilane ke baad ab banda ghamand na kare to kya sharam kare. Waise bhi life me maza hawa ki taraf bahkar nahi aata ,uske khilaf jaakar aata hain,ye baat alag hai ki kabhi-kabhi yahich maza...saza de jati hai.
log kahte hai ki main jyada hawa me udta hoon lekin un baklolo ko kaun samjhaye ki duniya upar se hee khubsurat dikhti hai,neeche se to lagbhag sab kuchh badsurat hee hai.aisi lines main ghanto bol sakta hoon, lekin abhi Aradhna hospital me admit thi ,isliye main apne sapne se nikalkar vastavik duniya me aaya....jaha main , Pandey ji aur Arun bike par hospital ki taraf tezi se badh rahe the.
"dekh kar chalao ,Arun bhai...warna abhi to humlog kisi ka haal chal puchhane hospital ja rahe hai ,kahi thodi der baad log humara haal-chal puchhane na aa jaye..."
"lawde, tujhe bhai ki driving par shaq hai...ruk abhi tujhe main apna control dikhata hoon...."kahte hue Arun ne speed badha di....
"ek baat batao be, tumlog udhar kaise pahuche..."
"kidhar...ground par..."
"hao..."
"wo to lawda mujhe kal hee hostel ke ek launde ne bata diya tha ki ,tujhe pelne ka plan Mahant aur Yashwant bana rahe hai.jo main tujhe kal batana bhool gaya aur subah-subah wahi launda aaya aur hum sabko jaga kar bola ki tujhe ground par gherne ka plan hai ,bas phhir kya tha...pahuch gaye hum log..."
"aur ye ladka kaun tha,jisne mujhe bacha liya...use to oscar milna chahiye..."
"Mahant ke group ka hee ladka hai ,jisne ain waqt par dal badal liya,warna abhi main aur Pandey Aradhna ko nahi, tujhe dekhne ja rahe hote...."
"yadi wo Mahant ke group ka tha to phhir ground par kyun nahi tha...."
"tujhe kya lagta hai, bahane sirf tu hee bana sakta hai...usne bhi kuchh bahana bana diya hoga aur use ye sab itna exact isliye pata tha kyunki hume ye sab information dene wala aur koyi nahi balki Kaliya-Mahant ke room me rahne wala unka room partner tha..."
"lawde ke baal ,aalund...jab tujhe maloom tha ki wo log mujhe pelne ka programme bana rahe the to tune mujhe raat ko kyun nahi bataya....main pela jata to, tujhe maloom hai ki meri kitni fat gayi thi..."
"ab lawda mujhe kya maloom tha ki roj 10 baje uthne wala ,aaj 8 baje uthkar beedi peene jayega...ek to sale subah jaldi uthkar ghor paap karta hai ,upar se ilzaam mere upar daal raha hai...hat lawda, baat mat kar tu mujhse, utar bike se..."
"jyada hoshiyari mat jhad...nahi to uthakar neeche fek dunga..."
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Jab mujhe pata chala tha ki Aradhna ne suicide kiya hai to main bahut tension me aa gaya tha lekin jab mujhe ye maloom chala ki wo zinda hai to main utna hee relax bhi ho gaya....lekin jo main soch raha tha..halaat usase jyada kharab the, bahut jyada kharab....jiska pata mujhe hospital pahuch kar laga....
Hospital me pahuchane wala main akela nahi tha ,waha mere pahuchane se pahle hee college ke bahut se log mauzood the, jisme Girls hostel ki warden, uski friends aur kuchh ladke the,jinka room hospital se thodi doori par hee tha...
"jao be ,puchhkar aao ki wo ab kaisi hai aur ye zaroor puchhna ki Aradhna ne suicide kyun kiya...."
"chal Pandey..."Arun ne kaha...
"tu mat ja...Rajshri Pandey ko akele bhej...ja be Pandey A to Z ,sab kuchh pata karke aana...."
Main aur Arun College ke baki logo se bahut door hee baithe aur Rajshri Pandey ,un sabki taraf jaankari ikattha karne gaya....Rajshri Pandey, bahut der tak unlogo se baat karta raha aur jaise-jaise samay aage badhta ,Pandey ji ki shakl ki rangat khatam hoti ja rahi thi...jiske karan mera bhi gala sukhta ja raha tha ki tabhi Arun ne mujhse puchha...
"abey ,Arman...kahi Aradhna teri vajah se to....."
"hat sale...is time par mazak mat kar..."
"main mazak nahi kar raha...tune ,use chhod diya kahi isliye to usne suicide nahi kiya....."
"pa...pagal hai kya be.Pyar me bhi koyi suicide karta hai...yaha universe har ek second me millions mile expand ho raha hai aur tu un purani baaton ko lekar pada hai...."maine khud ko nirdosh sabit karne ke liye hadbadahat me bola"aur ye bosdiwala, Pandey...waha ladkiyo ko line marne laga kya...jo abhi tak wapas nahi aaya..."
Meri ye gali turant asar kar gayi aur Rajshri Pandey apni baat-chit khatam karke humari taraf aane laga....Shuru-shuru me jab main hospital ke andar aaya tha tab maine socha tha ki Aradhna bilkul thik hogi aur bed par sharam ke mare apna sar jhukaye padi hogi...jaha jaakar main usase kahunga ki'kaise be...zinda kaise bach gayi...' lekin yaha aakar maine jo scene dekha use dekhkar main itna bechain ho gaya ki Pandey ji ke humare paas pahuchane se pahle hee main apni jagah par khada hua aur turant Pandey ji ki taraf chal diya.....jiske karan College se jo-jo log waha mauzood the, un sabki nazar mujhpar pad gayi.....
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"Arman bhai, abhi aap chup-chap mere sath bahar chalo, bahar sabkuchh batata hoon..."
"hua kya...wo thik to hai na..."
"I.C.U. me hai...doctors bol rahe hai ki 50-50 ka chance hai...abhi aap bahar chalo, warna yadi college ke ladkiyo ne aapko yaha dekh liya to kahi bawaal na macha de...aap mere sath seedhe bahar chalo..."
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Waha se bahar aane ke baad Rajshri Pandey ne wo sab kuchh bataya, jo use Aradhna ki saheliyo se pata chala tha...jiske anusar...Aradhna ne kal subah rat poison khaya tha, lekin rat poison ne turant asar nahi kiya aur dopahar tak uski tabiyat jab kuchh down hui to use hostel me hee glucose ke kuchh bottle chadha diye gaye, jiske baad wo kuchh der tak thik rahi aur phhir aadhe-ek ghante ke liye farewell party me bhi aayi.Farewell party se aane ke baad uski tabiyat phhir kharab hui aur jab uski saheliyo ne warden ko iski khabar di to Warden ne use hospital me admit hone ke liye kaha...lekin Aradhna ne hee hospital jane se mana kar diya aur phhir raat ko neend ki kayi goliya khakar so gayi lekin aaj subah hote hee uski halaat bahut jyada kharab ho gayi....jiske baad emergency me use yaha hospital laya gaya.
Rajshri Pandey ne mujhe Aradhna ke suicide ki vajah bhi batayi aur wo Vajah main tha...jiska ullekh Aradhna ne bakayada suicide letter likhkar kiya tha, jo pahle Aradhna ki saheliyo ko mila aur phhir uski saheliyo ke dwara warden ko......
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"abey mahan chutiye....."apna matha pakad kar Arun bola"ye kya kiya tune.....udhar collector ke ladke ka case aur idhar ye Aradhna ka suicide case...."
"aisa thode hota hai...college ke kitne ladke-ladkiya ek-dusare ko aise dhokha dete hai...to kya sab suicide kar le....isme meri kya galti hai..."
"teri pahli galti ye hai ki tune ek galat ladki ko dhokha diya aur dusari galti ye ki usne tera name bhi mention kar diya hai....."
"ruk ja...kuchh nahi hoga.sochane de mujhe..."idhar-udhar chalte hue maine apne 1400 gm ke dimag par jor dala ki mujhe ab kya karna chahiye....lekin main jab bhi kuchh sochane ki koshish karta, main jab bhi in sabse nikalne ke baare me sochta to Aradhna ki farewell ki raat wali surat mujhe dikhne lagti....jiske karan mera sochna to door ,aankh band karke lambi saanse tak lena dushwar ho gaya...
"BC...kuchh samajh nahi aa raha....bacha le uparwale, ab se no daru...no ladki...Esha se bhi break-up kar lunga...nahi break-up nahi, kahi usne bhi Aradhna ki tarah suicide kiya to ,tab to main chus lunga....Esha...Esha se yaad aaya, usne bhi to ek baar Suicide karne ki koshish ki thi, jiski vazah Gautam tha....lekin use kuchh nahi hua tha....yesss...Arun ,idhar aa bhi...is problem se bahar nikalne ka solution mil gaya.. .kisi vakil se jaan-pahchan hai kya teri...meri ek se hai ,lekin wo sala dusare state me rahta hai...jaldi bata...kisi vakil ko janta hai kya..."
"haan...ek hai..."
"call kar use jaldi aur sari baat bata..."
"abey, tune socha kya hai pahle ye to bata aur aise fati me mat rah...aise ghabrate hue tujhe pahle kabhi dekha nahi ,isliye mujhe bekar lag raha hai...."
"thik hai..."maine apni aankhe band ki aur jaisa ki maine pahle bhi bataya ki Aradhna ki tasveer meri aankho ke saamne tandav kar rahi thi...uske bawzood maine ek lambi saans bhari aur aankh band kiye hue bola"Ek baar Esha ne suicide kiya tha Gautam ki vazah se...lekin Gautam ko kuchh nahi hua tha...isliye plan ye hai ki hum bhi wahi karenge ,jo Gautam ne kiya tha...."
"lekin Gautam ne kya kiya tha...ye kaun batayega...."
"dhat teri ki...ab ek aur jhanjhat...ruk thodi der sochane de mujhe...."main phhir Arun se thodi door aaya aur waha paas me lage chhote-chhote paudho ki pattiyo ko masalte hue ye sochane laga ki ab kya karu....kaise maloom karu, wo sab kuchh...jo Gautam ne first year me kiya tha.....
mujhe koyi idea to nahi mila,lekin anjaane me mere dwara paudho ki pattiyo ka tutna dekh, waha se thodi door par khade worker ne mujhe aawaz dekar danda dikhate hue waha se door hatne ki salaah di....
"iski maa ka...yaha itna serious matter chal raha hai aur ise global warming ki padi hai..."badbadate hue maine us paudhe ko jad se pura ukhad kar us worker ke saamne wahi fek diya....jiske baad wo worker daudte hue meri taraf aane laga....
"maa chod dunga teri...nahi to jaha khada hai ,wahi ruk ja...BC aandu-pandu samajh rakha hai kya, jo mujhe danda dikha raha tha...gand me dam hai to aa lawda. Pahle tujhe hee niptata hoon, baki baad me dekhunga...."
gusse se meri dahad sunkar wo worker ruk gaya aur apne sathiyo ko bulane ke liye chala gaya...
"Pandey ,chal gadi nikal....ye satak gaya hai ab..."bolkar Arun mujhe hospital se bahar le aaya.....
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aise mauke par mujhe ek shanti ka mahol chahiye tha, jaha koyi mujhe disturb karne wala na ho lekin wahi shanti ka mahol mujhe naseeb nahi ho raha tha.Hospital ke gate ke bahar dusari side kayi chay-pani walo ne apna dera jama rakha tha...jisme se ek par Aradhna ki kuchh saheliya apna sar pakad kar baithi hui thi....aur mujhe Arun ke sath ,bahar khada dekh,sab mujhe dekhkar man me galiya dene lagi...jisase mera mind aur divert hua...
"Arman...ekdum shant rahna.Sona aa rahi hai idhar...isliye wo jo kuchh bhi bole, chup-chap sun lena...."Ek ladki ko apni taraf aate dekh Arun ne khuspusate hue kaha....
 
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"Arman...ekdum shant rahna.Sona aa rahi hai idhar...isliye wo jo kuchh bhi bole, chup-chap sun lena...."Ek ladki ko apni taraf aate dekh Arun ne khuspusate hue kaha....
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"ab yar tu ,aise situation me aisi tharki baat kaise kar sakta hai...idhar main itni pareshani me hoon aur tu Sona...chandi ki baat kar raha hai..."bolte hue maine aankhe band ki...Aradhna mujhe phhir dikhi aur maine lambi saans li....
"kaisa baklol hai be....tu bas usase bahas mat karna...."
"abhi mera dimag bahut jyada kharab hai ,yadi usne kuchh ant-shant baka to ,do char hath jama bhi dunga...do case ho hee chuka hai, teesara bhi jhel lunga..."
"mere baap...kuchh der ke liye Charlie Chaplin ban ja...."
"Charlie Chaplin...matlab kuchh na bolu..."
"matlab...jis din Charlie Chaplin ke ghar me tragedy hui thi us din ka uska act ab tak ka best act mana gaya hai...isliye tu bhi ekdum waisich cool rahna...ab chup ho ja..wo aa gayi..."
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Arun ke karan main chup ho gaya.Sona humare paas aakar kuchh der tak apne kamar me hath rakhkar mujhe dekhti rahi aur main kabhi baye to kabhi daye dekhta.maine kuchh der tak intezaar kiya ki wo mujhe ab gali degi...ab gali degi.lekin jab wo mujhe kuchh bolne ke bajay sirf ghoorati rahi to main bola...
"jo bolna hai ,bol na jaldi...."
"sharam aa rahi hai thodi ,bahut..."
"sharam hee to mujhe nahi aati...."
"disgusting....jab se Aradhna ke suicide ke bare me uske papa ko pata chala hai, unhe hosh tak nahi...idhar Aradhna apni zindagi se lad rahi hai aur udhar uske papa....kya bigada tha usne tera, jo use aisa karne par majboor kar diya.jab pyar tha hee nahi ,tab kyun uske sath sambandh rakha tune....bloody hell...."
Sona jaise-jaise mujhe sunati,Arun mera hath utni hee jor se daba kar shant rahne ka ishara karta...meri aadat ke hisab se to main kisi ka lecture sun nahi sakta tha ,isliye main ye sochane laga ki Esha se kaise maloom kiya jaye ki usne jab suicide karne ki koshish ki thi to aage kya hua tha.....
"idhar dekh idhar..."bolkar Sona ne dusari taraf dekh rahe mere chehre ko apne hatho se pakad kar apni taraf kiya....
"teri maa ki....hath kaise lagaya be tune...jyada kachar-kachar karegi to kachcha chaba jaunga.bol to aise rahi hai jaise maine khud ne chuhe marne wali dawa laakar use diya aur bola ho ki'le kha aur mar ja'...khud to dus-dus launde ghumati hai aur mujhe yaha aakar naseehat de rahi hai....bhool gayi pichhale saal jab ek ladka tere karan Yashwant se maar khaya tha.sali khud to kayi ladko ki zindagi barbaad kar di aur yaha mujhe suna rahi hai..."
is beech Arun ne mera hath dabana jari rakha isliye maine uska hath jhatakte hue kaha...
"hath chhod be tu...ise aaj goli de hee deta hoon, bahut shan-patti kar rahi hai apun se....tune kya socha tha ki tu yaha aayegi aur mujhe chamka kar apne saheliyo ke saamne deenge hakegi .wo aur ladke honge jinpar tu hukumat karti hogi...mujhse thoda door rahna...warna jab Police mere paas aayegi tu tera naam le lunga aur kahunga ki'tune mujhe aisa karne ke liye kaha tha'...ab chal nikal yaha se..."
"maine sahi suna tha tere baare me...tujhe ladkiyo se baat karne ki tameej nahi hai..."
"abey nikalti hai yaha se...ya tameej sikhaun tujhe main...aur by the way, tujhe bahut tameej hai ladko se baat karne ka....sali........."mere muh se aage bas galiya hee nikalne wali thi ki main chup ho gaya....
"abhi chahe kitna bhi akad le ,ye sab karke tujhe raat me bahut tension hogi.tujhe neend tak nahi aayegi...."
"apun ki life me jab tak tension na ho to tension ke bina neend hee nahi aati...ab tu chal ja..."
"how dare you..."
"aa gayi na apni aaukat pe...char saal me english ka sirf ek line sikha'how dare you'....ab chal isi ke aage english me bol ke dikha...."
iske baad Sona kuchh nahi boli aur chup-chap udhar se jaane lagi....lekin main phhir bhi chillate hue bola..
"apne kaan ke sath apna sab kuchh khol sun le...ye sar sirf tirange ke aage jhukne ke liye bana hai...ladkiyo ke samane nahi aur tujh jaisi ladki ke samane to bilkul bhi nahi...agli baar se kisi ladke ko kuchh bolne se pahle soch lena kyunki har ladke tere boyfriends ki tarah jhandu nahi hote...kuchh jhande bhi gaad dete hai..."
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Sona ke jane ke baad ,main Arun ke sath kuchh der wahi khada raha aur jaise hee Rajshri Pandey bike nikalkar bahar aaya...hum dono bike par baithkar hospital se nikal liye....
"Esha se puchhu kya be...batayegi na..."
"dekh le...direct mat puchhna...thoda ghooma-fira kar baat karna..."Arun bola...
"main kya bolta hoon Arman bhai...Esha ko sab kuchh sach bata do aur phhir puchho....mujhe pakka yakin hai ki wo zaroor madad karegi..."peechhe mudkar Rajshri Pandey ne kaha...
"tu lawde seedhe dekhkar bike chala aur jab mujhe yakin nahi hai ki sach batane se Esha help karegi to tujhe kaise yakin hai be...chutiye...ab ,lawda tum dono me se koyi kuchh mat bolna,main call kar raha hoon uske paas..."
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Main hamesha se yahi manta hua chala aa raha tha ki mere samane koyi si bhi dikkat...kaisi bhi pareshani aaye ,main un sabko badi aasani se jhel sakta hoon aur mera yahi bhram mujhe us waqt himmat de raha tha ki main kuchh na kuchh to aisa soch hee lunga, jo mujhe is problem se bahar nikalega....log kahte hai ki mujhme ghamand bahut hai ,mujhe ghamand nahi karna chahiye ,lekin ab unko ye kaun samjhaye ki yahi ghamand to hai, jo mujhe buzdil nahi banata......
maine bike par baithe-baithe apni aankhe band ki aur phhir lambi saans li....us waqt yun aankhe band karke apne fefado ko hawa se bharne me mujhe achchha feel ho raha tha aur meri bechaini bhi kam ho rahi thi....
"hello...."Esha ke call recieve karte hee main bol pada"mere mobile par abhi Divya ka messege aaya tha...usne mujhse kaha hai ki tum Gautam se pyar karti ho aur first year me tumne Gautam ke liye suicide bhi kiya tha...."
"sab purani baat hai...tum na hee puchho..."jis tezi ke sath maine sawal kiya ,usi tezi ke sath Esha ki taraf se jawab aaya....
"purani daru aur purani ghatnaye hamesha hee asardar hoti hai...."
"maine tumse kabhi Aradhna ke baare me puchha, jo tum mujhse Gautam ke baare me puchh rahe ho...."
"abhi dialogue-dialogue khelne ka time nahi hai.....jaldi bata,,.."
"puchhate raho..main nahi batane wali..."
"thik hai, phhir...mujhse milne ek ghante baad City Care me aa jana...."
"kyun..."
"kyunki main is waqt Hostel ki chhat me khada hoon aur bas kudne wala hoon....zinda raha to mil lena ,warna door se dekhkar chale jana...."Mobile ko thodi door le jate hue maine Pandey ji se kaha"bike rok side me aur mera naam chillana..."
" to main kaha tha...haan yaad aaya, main suicide karne wala tha...mujhe jab se Divya ne ye messege kiya hai tabse do-teen heart attack aa chuke hai...pani peeta hoon to pyas aur lagti hai, khana khata hoon to bhookh aur badhti hai....jaldi se bata,warna bas main kudne hee wala hoon...."
"chillao be..."Rajshri Pandey ko ek jhapad markar maine kaha aur mera jhapad khakar wo turant chillane laga....
"Arman bhai....Arman bhai.....Arman bhai...."
"bose dk naam hee leta rahega ya aage bhi kuchh bolega...."dusara jhapad markar main dheere se bola...
"Arman bhai...neeche aa jao, warna giroge to hath pair toot jayenge..."
"abey hath ,pair nahi...main mar jaunga seedhe ye bol..."
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Rajshri Pandey ne waisa hee bola ,jise sunne ke baad Esha ki jeebh ladkhadane lagi aur main samajh gaya ki Aradhna ke suicide se bachne ke liye mujhe apne suicide ka khel bas thodi der tak aur jaari rakhna hai...
"ab bolti hai ya main jump maru..."
"thik hai.....tum pahle wapas neeche utar jao....wo Gautam ne mujhe chhodane ki dhamki di thi...isliye maine suicide kiya tha..."
"bas itna hee...how boring. Maine socha kuchh interesting matter raha hoga....uske baad kya hua..."
"uske baad main hospital me kuchh din rahi aur phhir wapas ghar aa gayi..."
"koyi case nahi kiya tha tumne ya tumhare gharwalo ne..."mudde par aate hue maine Esha se Puchha...
"nahi...shuru me shayad mere dad ne FIR ki thi ,Gautam ke khilaf...lekin unke lawyer ne mere bachne ke baad mere dad ko case wapas lene ke liye convince kar liya....that's all"
"phone rakh ab....baad me baat karta hoon...chal bye."
"are...aise kaise..."Esha kuchh aur bolti usase pahle hee maine call disconnect kar diya aur Arun ko ghaseet kar apni taraf kheenchate hue bola"tu apne pahchan wale jis lawyer ki baat kar raha tha na,use phone karke uske pair pakad le aur pura matter bak dal..."
"abhich call karu"
"nahi...abhi kyun call karega...ek saal baad karna.."
"wo to main isliye puchh raha tha kyunki wo teri tarah fizool insaan nahi hai...Advocate hai wo..."
"Arun bhai...Advocate kya karega is matter me ,lawyer ko call karo...jo kala coat pahan kar adalat me jata hai..."
"abey chutiye....."call karte hue Arun mujhse bola"isko samjha kuchh..."
"tu idhar aa side me..."Rajshri Pandey ko thodi door laate hue maine kaha"Advocate bhi lawyer hee hota hai be , lawde...."
"matlab..."
"ab matlab kaise samjhaun tujhe....matlab jaye gand marane abhi tu chup rah, hostel jaakar Google maharaj se puchh lena..."
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Esha se baat karne par mujhe kuchh khas madad nahi mili kyunki Lawyer wala idea to mere dimag me pahle hee aa gaya tha...lekin Esha se baat karne ke baad jo mujhe pata chala wo ye ki , main ab buri tarah se fas gaya hoon kyunki Esha ke case me uske dad ne compromise kar liya tha aur Esha zinda bhi bach gayi thi .Mere case me filhaal abhi to aisa kuchh bhi nahi tha...kyunki na to Aradhna ka baap mujhse compromise karne wala tha aur na hee abhi ye sure tha ki Aradhna zinda bach jayegi....
"bhatti bhaiya bol rahe hai ki Police yadi tujhe lene aaye to bhagna mat aur chup-chap unke sath chale jana...."
"ye to main already karne wala tha....aage bol aur ye kaisa naam hai...bhatti"
"abey bhatti unhe pyar se kahte hai...unka pura naam Bharat Trivedi hai...bhatti bhaiya bol rahe the ki tu Police ko sab kuchh sach mat batana matlab tu Police se ye bolna ki Aradhna hee tujhe pareshan kar rahi thi....tere aur Aradhna ke beech sex hua hai, iska jikra to bilkul bhi mat karna....baki bhatti bhaiya kuchh ghante me hostel aa jayenge..."
"to mujhe karna ye hai ki ab main chup-chap hostel jaun aur wahi pada rahu....hai na..."
"haan..."
"to chal....ab thoda better feel kar raha hoon..."
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Yadi mujhe maloom hota ki mere chhodne ke baad Aradhna aisa gul khilayegi to main kabhi use dekhta tak nahi...kabhi usase baat tak nahi karta. Wo to meri hee kismat footi thi jo main uski ragging ke waqt waha canteen me mauzood tha...jiske baad hum dono ki baat-chit chali.ye baat-chit wahi dab jati lekin phhir Esha ke karan mere andar anchoring karne ka keeda jaga aur waha mujhe phhir Aradhna mili...jiske baad ek-din mere muh se Esha ke liye 'i love you' nikal gaya aur maine Aradhna se betahasha pyar karne ka excuse de mara, lekin mujhe kya pata tha ki mera wo excuse ek din mujhpar hee accuse bankar barsega...jo hua so hua ,sab kuchh tab bhi thik ho sakta tha lekin mujhe hee Aradhna ko chodne ki kuchh jyada lalak thi aur mere us verb me Kallu ke challenge ne helping verb ka kaam kiya....
hostel aate samay bike main chala raha tha aur sath me ye bhi soch raha tha ki kitna fast hoon main, abhi mere khilaf koyi case tak nahi bana aur idhar maine usase bachne ka rasta bhi bana liya lekin meri soch mujhpar tab bhari padi...jab hostel pahuchne ke kuchh der baad hee Police ki jeep ghargharate hue hostel ke samane khadi hui....kayi police wale hostel ke andar ghuse aur jitno ko dekha unhe pakad kar bahar nikala aur zameen par baitha diya....
"bahut charbi badh gayi hai tum logo ke andar jo sale aaye din har kisi ko marte firte ho....aaj beta collector ke ladke ko maarkar fase ho jaal me...abhi thane lejakar tum logo ki sari charbi utarta hoon...."apni jeb se kagaz ka ek tukda nikal kar ek police wale ne kaha"main jinke-jinke naam lunga...wo jakar jeep me baith jaye...."
"Arman....Arun....Saurabh...Rajshri Pandey....Umesh....Santosh...Brijesh....Suraj Pratap...Radhelal...sab yahi par hai..."
Jawab me waha mauzood laundo ne apna hath utha diya...Jeep ke pichhe wali seat par aaram se 4 aur mushkil se sirf 6 log hee baith sakte the...lekin un salo ne boriyo ki tarah dus logo ko daba-daba kar bhara....kaun kitna dar raha tha ,kiski kitni fati thi...ye hum me se koyi nahi janta tha...lekin itna to zaroor tha ki jin 10 ladko ko police ne pakda tha unme se koyi thane le jate waqt roya nahi aur na hee kisi ne Police ke samane apne hath jode...BC sab role se jeep me aise baithe jaise unhe Police station nahi balki kisi function me le jane ke liye as a chief guest invite kiya gaya ho...
 
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Duniya me kuchh bhi karo, kisi ke liye bhi karo ,kaise bhi karo...sabse jyada important hota hai uski shuruat aur usase bhi jyada important hota hai us shuruat ka ant.phhir chahe wo koyi Science Project ho ya phhir koyi Exam...phhir chahe wo pyar karna ho ya phhir mutth marna...har ek karta, har ek karam aur har ek karan me ye fit baithta hai...
Mere college life ki shuruat ekdum jhat hui thi ,ye mujhe maloom tha lekin mere college life ka ant bhi jhatu hoga ,ye mujhe nahi maloom tha...bilkul bhi nahi...zara sa bhi nahi...electron ke size ke barabar bhi nahi. Yadi 8th Semester ko nichoda jaye to bahut se aise reason maloom honge...jiske chalte wo sab kuchh hua, jise bilkul bhi nahi hona chahiye tha....jaise college ke 50 saal usi saal pure hue, jab main final year me tha aur Prinicipal ne pure final year ko auditorium me bulakar Golden jubilee ke function ki jaankari di...phhir Chhatru mahoday beech me apne anchoring ka dhindhora peetne ke liye aa gaye aur Esha ke karib jaane ki chah me main bhi anchoring karne ghus gaya.
Esha aur Maine pure saat semester ek-dusare ko ignore markar gujara tha lekin us 8th Semester me anchoring ke chalte hum-dono ke beech jo gile-shikve the sab door ho gaye....pure saat semester Esha ke muh se friend...dost ka ek lafz bhi mere liye nahi nikla ,lekin 8th semester me usne direct 'i love you' bol dala....Anchoring ke dauran hee auditorium me dekhte hee dekhte Aradhna meri lover ban gayi, BC jaha saat semester meri real life me koyi ladki nahi thi...are real life gayi bhad me mere to facebook life me bhi koyi ladki nahi thi wahi 8th Semester me ek zinda had-mans ki ladki ko mere samne paros diya gaya...
aur to aur Anchoring ki vajah se hee farewell ke din meri zindagi me Collector ka launda ghusa.kul milakar kahe to sare fasaad ki jad Anchoring hee thi...kyunki yadi mere andar Anchoring karne ka keeda na paida hua hota to na to Esha aur main ek dusare se kabhi baat karte aur na hee Aradhna meri kabhi girlfriend banti aur na hee Collector ke launde se meri kabhi mulaqat hoti, kyunki mere anchoring na karne ki situation me hostel aur city ke students ka farewell alag-alag hota.......................
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Police station pahuchte hee hum sabko lock up ke andar daal diya gaya...kayi ghante hum sab lock up me ek sath band rahe ,lekin hum me se koyi kuchh nahi bola....sab aise behave kar rahe the jaise koyi ek-dusaro ko janta tak na ho ya phhir sab gunge bahre ho gaye the...
"kya ye sab meri vajah se hua hai..."un sabko aise shant kisi soch me dooba hua dekh maine khud se kaha"nahi...yadi ye log mujhe kasoorvar mante to kabka Arun mujhse bhid gaya hota...waise maine kiya bhi kya hai, ye sab to hota rahta hai...yadi main un logo ko nahi marta to wo log mujhe marte...nope, maine kuchh galat nahi kiya ,main kuchh galat kar bhi nahi sakta..."
"tum me se Arman kaun hai...."mere dhyan me vighn dalte hue ek constable ne lockup ke bahar se puchha...
"main hoon..."apna ek hath khada karte hue maine jawab diya...
"chal bahar aa....S.P. Sahab bula rahe hai..."
"S.P.....ye to apna hee aadmi hai. do-char naseehat dekar chhod dega...bach gaye lawda..."S.P. Ka naam sunkar mere andar yahi khayal aaya aur main turant uthkar constable ke peechhe chal diya...
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"namasty Sir..."S.P. Ko dekhkar main bola...
"chal baith..."
"dhanyavad sir..."jhatke se chair kheench kar main aise baitha jaise abhi thodi hee der ke baad hum dono milkar do-do peg marenge....
Meri nazar me R.L.Dangi yani ki apne Police adhikshak ki jo chhavi thi ,wo ek bahut hee sajjan purush ki thi...ek dum seedha-sadha jeewan, shant swabhav...saral vyavhar...atyant dayalu...kul milakar main R.L.Dangi ko ek bahut hee nek dil insaan samajhta tha, lekin meri ye galatfahmi us din door gayi...
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"tune aaj kise mara hai, pata hai..."
"hmm..."gardan up-down karte hue meri muh se sirf itna hee nikla....
"jab tujhe pata hai ki tune kise mara hai to ye bata ki kiske bal par tune aisa kiya....kaun hai tere peechhe..."
"mere peechhe....koyi nahi..."
"tujhe kya lagta hai ki main yaha kyun aaya hoon...."
"case ko dabane ke liye aur mujhe pakka yakin hai ki aapke yaha se jaane ke thodi der baad hee hum log bhi nikal jayenge...."
"Arman...tune us din jis Superintendent of police ko dekha tha uska bartaav kuchh alag tha aur tu aaj jis Superintendent of police ko dekhega uska bhi bartaav kuchh alag hee hoga, mere kahne ka matlab hai ki us din tune mujhe achchha-bhala kaha hoga lekin aaj ke baad bura-bhala kahega...isko pakadkar daal de andar aur thik dhang se mehman nawazi karo in salo ki...."kahte hue Dangi mahashay khade hue aur phhir Constable ki taraf dekhkar bole"pahle to in sabki khoob dhulayi karo aur jab inki dhulayi ho jaye to mujhe call kar dena...."
"is meharbani ki koyi khas vajah ,sir..."
"khas vajah...hmm..."peeche palatkar Dangi bola"khas vajah ye hai ki Collector mera bahut achchha dost hai aur uske ladke ko main apna beta manta hoon..."
"aise to main bhi khud ko Narayan bhagwan ka avtar manta hoon to main kya sach me avtar hoon...ye sab dakiyanusi baatein hai aur ek insaan ko in sab baato me bilkul nahi padna chahiye...samajhdar insan ko to bilkul bhi nahi...."
"sabse jyada ise hee marna aur ise iska ahsaas jaroor dilana ki dakiyanusi baatein bhi dakiyanusi nahi hoti"
"abey MC...sath nahi dena tha to mat deta...kaun sa humlog tujhse madad magne gaye the be jhaklet...lekin aise apne chamcho ko hume thokne ke liye bolkar tune bahut galat kiya....ruk lawda...mujhe banne de S.P. Phhir tujhe aur tere us Collector ko ek sath chodunga...."S.P. Ko waha se jata hua dekh main badbadaya....
S.P. Ke jaane ke baad Constable ne mujhe wapas mere gang ke paas pahucha diya aur sabko khade hone ke liye kaha.....
Ab humlog shadi me to aaye nahi the, jo Police wale nashta-pani puchhte ,salo ne hath me danda liya aur jisko paya usko pelna shuru kar diya...BC mujhe time hee nahi mil raha tha ki kuchh soch saku...kyunki main jab bhi kuchh sochane ke liye dimag par jor dalta ,tab tak mere body ka koyi na koyi portion dande se laal ho jata.....Shuru-shuru me to maine do-char dande sah liye ,lekin agli bar jab constable ne apna danda uthaya to maine danda pakad liya.....
"mere khilaf ek taraf collector aur dusari taraf S.P. hai to kya hua..mera mama bhi MLA hai ,isliye apne ye lathi charge ab band karo, warna tum sabki dayi-mayi ek kar dunga...BC chutiya ,samajh kar rakhe ho ka be...."mujhe mar rahe constable par cheekhte hue maine kaha...."ruk kyun gaya , mar....tu to beta khatam hai ab....bas pata lagne de mere mama ko"
Mere Mama MLA hai iska unpar jordar asar hua aur thodi der tak ek-dusare ki shakl dekhkar wo sab lock up se bahar nikal gaye....
"lawde bola tha...mat mar us collector ke launde ko aur chutiye tera Mama ,MLA hai ,ye tune pahle hee bata diya hota to itna sab kuchh hota hee nahi..."
"mera koyi mama-vama nahi hai be...wo to ye sale pelte hee ja rahe the ,isliye hawa se ek MLA ka character lana pada...."
"wah beta ,ab to aur dhang se pelwa diya tune...jab inko pata chalega ki tu inse jhooth bol raha tha tab to ye aur pyar se humari band bajayenge.....ek baar main yaha se nikal jaun, kasam khata hoon,teri surat zindagi me kabhi nahi dekhunga...."Arun bola...
"tension mat le...jab tak inko sach pata chalega tab tak tera wo lawyer hume yaha se nikal le jayega....mujhe to dar is baat ka hai ki kahi ye log mere ghar khabar na pahucha de ki main yaha lock up me band pada hoon, warna mera ram-ram satya ho jayega...mujhe bahut sharif mante hai mere gharwale..."
"tu kuchh bhi bol Arman...lekin aaj ke baad teri-meri dosti khatam..."bolte hue Arun jaha khada tha ,wahi apna sar pakad kar baith gaya.....
Jab se maine MLA wala jhooth bola tha, tab se mujhe sirf Advocate Bharat ka intezaar tha ki wo aaye aur jaldi se hume nikal le jaaye....Bharat ke intezaar karte-karte shaam ho gayi, lekin wo nahi aaya....sham se raat hui, tab bhi wo nahi aaya, upar se Arun mujhse rootha hua tha ,jiske karan main usase kuchh baat bhi nahi kar pa raha tha....
us din humlog aadhi raat tak jagte rahe is aas me ki abhich Arun ke pahchan wala lawyer aayega aur humlogo ko chhuda kar chalta karega ,lekin BC wo raat ko bhi nahi aaya....raat ko kya, wo to lawda savere bhi nahi aaya aur tab meri fatni shuru hui....
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"Arun...tere wo bhaiya kaha rah gaye..."
"gand mara tu...mujhse kya puchh raha hai. Koyi aaye chahe na aaye lekin yadi in logo ne mujhe phhir mara to lawda main saaf bol dunga ki isme tera hath tha, humlog ko chhod do..."
"dikha di na apni aaukat..."
"hao lawda ,dikha di apni aaukat...ab tu har jagah apna chutiyapa karega to kaha tak humlog sahenge...hazar baar bola tha ki Collector ke ladke ko hath mat laga lekin nahi yadi tu aisa karta to ye The Great Arman ki shan me gustakhi hoti...khud to chusa hee ,humlog ko bhi chuswa diya...tuuuu....baat mat kar mujhse, warna lawda aaj ladayi ho jayegi...."
"chal be fattu...itni hee fati me rahta hai to jakar chat le Collector ka..."
"Arman main, bol raha hoon...chup ho ja..."
"are chal be...tum jaiso ki baat main manne laga to ho gaya mera bantadhar..."
Baki ke laundo ne hum dono ki badhti ladayi ko roka aur dono ko ek-ek kone me fek diya....
Main us waqt kayi karano se pareshan tha...pahla karan Collector ki power thi ,jiske jariye wo meri aisi-taisi kar sakta tha...dusara karan ain mauke par S.P. ka mere khilaf ho jana...teesara karan Aradhna thi...jiske baare me na chahte hue bhi mujhe sochna pad raha tha aur chautha karan jo mujhe pareshan kar raha tha ,wo ye ki kal dopahar se mere pet me khane ka ek nivala tak nahi gaya tha ,jiske chalte mere dimag ki door khane se judi hui thi....ab khali pet aise situation me kuchh sochna thik waisa hee tha ,jaise ki bina lund ke chudai ke competition me hissa lena....
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"chalo be ,bahar niklo sab...S.P. Sahab aaye hai..."apna danda thok kar ek constable ne door se hee hum sabko bahar aane ke liye kaha...
 
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"chalo be ,bahar niklo sab...S.P. Sahab aaye hai..."apna danda thok kar ek constable ne door se hee hum sabko bahar aane ke liye kaha...
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"S.P. aa gaya hai, sab log uske samne apni gardan jhuka kar khade rahna aur sirf mujhe hee baat karne dena..."apni jagah par khada hote hue Saurabh bola"aur Arman tu ,sabse peechhe rahna..."
"ye duniya badi zalim hai mere bhai..jitna daboge utna adhik hee dabaye jaoge.ab kal raat ka mamla hee le le...yadi main in constables ko apni akad nahi dikhata to sale subah tak marte rahte lekin aisa...."
"raham karke ab koyi philosophy mat jhad kyunki bahar jo tera baap baitha hai na uske samne gardan jhukane me hee bhalayi hai isliye please ab koyi naya bakheda khada mat karna...."meri baat khatm hoti usase pahle hee Saurabh mujh par ghayal sher ki tarah toot pada...
"mujhe pata hota ki tum log aise rondu ho to kabhi tum log ke sath nahi rahta..."
"kahe ka rondu be....bhool mat ki college me teri jo ye gundagardi chalti hai na wo humi logo ki badaulat chalti hai...ek baar tere upar se hostel ka tag hat gaya na to phhir teri koyi aaukat nahi...isliye ab shant rahna..."
"kisi mahan purush ne sach hee kaha hai ki......"
"abey oye mahan purush....ye aapas me baat-chit karna band karo aur bahar aao...sahab bula rahe hai."mujhe beech me hee rok kar constable ne ek baar phhir apna danda zameen par thoka....
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Humare Lockup se bahar nikalte hee constable ne apne hath me pakde hue dande se hume bahar jaane ka ishara kiya ,jaha S.P. ek chair par aaram se baithkar kuchh pee raha tha aur do constable uske sath wahi par khade the.....sab launde attention ki position lekar S.P. ke samne khade ho gaye. Saurabh ke plan ke mutabiq Saurabh sabse aage khada tha aur main sabse peechhe....
"jao , use lekar aao..." glass table par rakhkar S.P. ne apne paas khade Constable se kaha aur phhir hum loho ki nazar us constable par ad gayi ki BC ab kaun aaya hai...kahi Collector mahashay khud to nahi padhare hai ,ye dekhne ke liye ki humlogo ko barabar maar padi hai ya nahi.....
"nahi lawda...Collector aata to mahol hee kuchh alag hota.ye koyi dusara jhandu hai, kahi mera koyi fan to nahi..." bahar khadi laal batti wali gadi ki taraf taktaki lagaye maine dheere se kaha aur collector ke ladke ko Constable ka sahara lekar langdate hue chalta dekh main bhauchakka rah gaya....
"ye lawda....ye itni jaldi kaise hosh me aa gaya, kal hee to mara tha isko....sale ko jaan se mar dena chahiye tha"
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"pahchana ise...isi ki vajah se tumlog yaha par ho..."table par rakhi glass ko hath me lekar hilate hue S.P. bola"isne mujhe bataya ki ise sirf ek ne mara hai aur mujhe pakka yakin hai ki wo ek tum me se hee hai ,isliye apne aap bata do ki wo kaun tha...."
Us waqt S.P. ke samne jaane ke sivay mere paas koyi dusara rasta nahi tha ,kyunki yadi main khud samne nahi jata to phhir Collector ka wo chutiya ladka apni tooti hui ungali meri taraf kar deta...isliye main apna sar jhukaye aage gaya aur mujhe apni taraf aata dekh S.P. ko ye samajhne me bilkul bhi mushqil nahi hui ki wo mahan purush main hee hoon, jisne uske muhbole bete ka ye hashra kiya tha.
"tu....tune mara ise..."
Jawab me main ekdum murti ke mafiq khada raha .Collector ka ladka taqriban 5 minute me humare paas kachhue ki chal se chalte hue nahi balki main kahu to rengate hue pahucha aur jab wo humare paas pahucha to use chair me baithne ke liye hee kayi minute lag gaye....
maine Collector ke ladke par nazar dali...mathe par kahi jagah gahra nishan tha aur lawde ka aadha naak chhil gaya tha aur hath-pair ka to puchho mat ,sala lula-langda ho gaya tha kuchh hafto ke liye ya phhir kuchh mahino ke liye....lekin ek baat jo mujhe andar se khaye ja rahi thi wo ye ki ye chutiya(s.p.) apne sath is dusare chutiye ko kyun laya hai...kahi ye hume mujra to nahi dikhane wala....
"ye tha wo..."mujhe paas aane ka ishara karte hue s.p. ne apni ungaliya hawa me ghumayi aur main jaise hee uske paas gaya ,usne mera shirt apne hatho me pakadkar collector ke ladke se ek baar phhir puchha"yahi tha na wo...."
"h...hh..haan...."mari hui aawaz ke sath mere dushman ne mujhpar muhar laga diya.
"chal neeche baith...ghoorta kya hai be , baith neeche zameen par..."
"ye main nahi karunga sir..."dabi hui aawaz me main bola...
"are baith ja na zameen par...Sir se jubaan kyun lada raha hai..."Saurabh S.P. ka paksha lete hue bola...
"kuchh bhi kar lo, main zameen par nahi baithne wala...."
"oye, baithao sale ko markar zameen par..."
S.P. ke muh se itna sunte hee ek constable mere paas aaya aur do-char mukke mujhe jadkar ,mujhe jabarjasti zameen par baithne ke liye mazboor kar diya....
"ab chal sale maafi mang mere bete se..."
Abki baar maine koyi movement nahi kiya...na to haa kaha aur na hee Na kaha...koyi ishara tak nahi kiya ki main ye karunga bhi ya nahi...bas jaise zameen par baitha tha,waise hee baitha raha....
"jao ,jakar sabko bahar bula lao aur yadi ye maafi na mange to sale ko gherkar marna...."
mera zameer to ye karne ki izzazat nahi de raha tha lekin phhir bhi maine ye kiya aur sala dusara koyi rasta bhi to nahi tha...kyunki yadi main us waqt unki baat nahi manta to wo BKL mujhe jaan se hee mar dete....Collector ke ladke se maafi magne ke baad main jab khada hua to S.P. muskurate hue bola....
"tujh jaise ladko ko bahut achchhi tarike se janta hoon, main...tum logo ko marne-peetne se kuchh nahi hota,balki tum logo ko tumhari hee nazar me gira dena hee asli zakhm dena hota hai...jo maine tujhe abhi-abhi diya hai.ab tu zindagi bhar apna sar nahi uthayega kyunki jab-jab tu apna sar uthane ki koshish karega ,tab-tab tujhe main aur ye police station tujhe yaad aayega....ab chal nikal ja yaha se kyunki tere Principal se maine tum logo ko jaldi chhodne ka vada kiya hai..."
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Main waha se bilkul shant chala jata ,jab S.P. ne mujhe jane ke liye kaha tha lekin jab main peechhe muda to mujhe sabse pahle Saurabh ki shakl dikhi ,jo sabse aage khada tha aur phhir uske dwara kahi gayi baatein mujhe yaad aayi, jo usne mujhse lock up ke andar kaha tha....uska jawab main lock up ke andar hee de deta yadi Constable ne apna danda peetkar hume bahar aane ke liye na kaha hota to.....
Mujhe tab bahut gussa aaya tha ,jab meri naseehat par chalne wala Arun mujhe naseehat dene laga tha,lekin maine khud ko control kiya...mujhe tab bhi bahut gussa aaya tha jab Constables hume peet rahe the, lekin maine khud ko control kiya...mujhe tab bhi bahut gussa aaya tha jab Saurabh aaj subah mujhse meri aaukat ki baat kar raha tha,lekin maine khud par control kiya aur mujhe tab bhi gand-faad gussa aaya tha jab S.P. ne mujhe zameen par baithwa kar Collector ke ladke se sorry bulwaya ,lekin abki baar bhi maine khud ko control kar liya par jab peechhe palat kar maine Saurabh ko dekha aur uski kahi hui baat mujhe yaad aayi ki"meri aaukat sirf hostel ki vazah se hai' to abki baar main khud par control nahi kar paya aur peechhe palat kar chair par baithe Collector ke ladke ki chhati par kaskar ek laat mara ,jiske parinamswaroop Collector ka ladka chair samet neeche zameen par ja gira....
"tu aaj kya bol raha tha be Saurabh ki tum logo ke karan meri power hai aur yadi hostel ka tag mere naam ke peechhe se hat gaya to main kuchh bhi nahi...to tu dekh chutiye...meri akad tumlogo ke vazah se nahi hai aur mere naam ke peechhe se hostel ka tag hat jane ke baad mera kya hoga, wo to baad me dekhenge ,lekin tum logo ke peechhe se yadi mere naam ka tag hat gaya tab dekhna ki tum logo ka kya hota hai aur beta tum logo ke andar kitna dam hai ye maine aaj dekh liya....isliye ab yaha se jao aur apne muh me kalikh potkar chhip jao.abey salo jitne tumhe logo ke naam yaad nahi honge na usase jyada mujhe kabir ke dohe yaad hai ,isliye mujhe cross karne ki koshish kabhi mat karna...."gusse se kanpte hue maine apna gardan S.P. ki taraf ghumaya aur bola"aur tu be lodu...khud ko samajh kya rakha hai be..tu mera ghamand kam karega...to sun, tere andar jitna khoon nahi hai na usase jyada mere andar ghamand bhara pada hai ,jise tu to kya ,tera baap bhi khatm nahi kar sakta aur ab tu mujhe yaad karke apna sar sharam se jhukayega ki ek mamuli se ladke ne tujhe tere hee thane me tere hee logo ke beech ,lodu...chutiye ,abey...sale kaha tha.ab tujhe jo ukhadna hai ,ukhad le aur apne is baklund bete ko yaha se le ja ,warna abki baar main laat chhati par nahi balki gardan par rakhunga..."ek aur laat Uski chhati par rakhte hue main cheekha aur pichhale kayi ghanto se jo jawalamukhi mere andar dhadhak raha tha, wo finally foot gaya sath hee ye ahsaas dilate hue ki ab ye log mujhe bahut fodenge...
 
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ek aur laat Uski chhati par rakhte hue main cheekha aur pichhale kayi ghanto se jo jawalamukhi mere andar dhadhak raha tha, wo finally foot gaya sath hee ye ahsaas dilate hue ki ab ye log mujhe bahut fodenge.
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Jab mujhe yakin ho gaya ki ab mera bhajiya talna tay hai to phhir maine socha ki kyun na tel ko aur garam kiya jaye isliye main Hostel ke ladko ki fadte hue bola....
"tum log beta ,sab apna samaan bandh kar jaldi se ghar nikal lo kyunki yaha se mukti pate hee main sabse pahle tum sabko is duniya se mukt karunga...mujhe jaha dikhoge wahi goli markar tum logo ki jeewan-leela khatm kar dunga...salo mere khilaf jate ho..."phhir Collector ke ladke ki taraf dekhte hue main bola"tu pahle kya bol raha tha be jhatue ki tu mujhse nahi darta par ab tu ye kahne se hee darega ki'tujhe mujhse dar nahi lagta'....."
Meri pichhale kuchh der ki harqato se jaha mere sare dost hairan the wahi S.P. ke sath sare police wale bhi shocked the ki lawda kahi main pagal to nahi ho gaya.....
Hostel ke launde kuchh der thane ke parisar me khade rahe aur phhir waha se chal diye.iske baad do constable ne mere dono hath peechhe karke pakad liya kyunki unhe shayad ye dar tha ki kahi main S.P. ko bhi na chod du....
"latka Bose dk ,isko...."ek constable ko gali bakte hue S.P. bola aur Collector ke chhore ko uthane laga....
Maine jo punya ka kaam kuchh der pahle kiya tha uski vajah se un logo ne meri bahut aarti utari aur itni aarti utari ki aarti naam se mujhe nafrat ho gayi....salo ne body ke har ek parts par nishan diya aur jab gussa shant hua to mujhe le jakar lock up me fek diya......
"thok MC par ragging ka case...sale ki zindagi barbaad kar dunga main..."Constables par chillate hue S.P. bola aur wahi chair par baith gaya.....
"hao lawda, main hee ek chutiya dikh raha hoon na....par ek baat jaan lo ki main tum logo ki tarah anpadh gawar nahi hoon aur na hee sari duniya tum logo ki tarah chutiya hai jo ye na samajh paye ki ye ragging nahi thi aur waise bhi waha ek se ek tum jaise gadhe detainers ,seniors the....aur jab court me mera .lawyer ye puchhega tab ki 'kya main un seniors aur detainers ki bhi ragging le raha tha'...tab bolo lawda ,kya jawab doge...."middle finger un sabko dikhate hue main bola...
"tujhe shayad maloom nahi ki main kya chiz hoon ,main case court tak pahuchne hee nahi dunga..."
"baap ka raaz hai kya...jaha 100 students poster lekar sadak par nikal jayenge ,wahich tu chus lega...tu abhi adhik se adhik sirf mujhe kuchh din yaha rakh sakta hai aur thodi der mar sakta ,isase adhik tu kuchh nahi kar sakta...admit it. Aur main bahut achchhi tarah se janta hoon ki tu kaun hai, par shayad tu nahi janta ki main kaun hoon...."
"nikal kar latka phhir se sale ko aur tab tak maro jab tak mar na jaye...."
S.P. ke aadesh ka palan karte hue do-teen Constable lock up me ghus gaye lekin tabhi S.P. ne badi dheemi aawaz me un sabko wapas aane ke liye kaha......
"ise kya hua ,fat kyun gayi iski...BC kahi media to nahi aa gayi...kitna famous hoon main "
"ye to iska dost hai, jo lawyer ko lekar aa raha hai...."S.P. bola....
"Good Morning ,Mr. R.L.Dangi...i am advocate Bharat Trivedi...."
"baithiye...."
iske baad maine lock up se jo scene dekha wo ye tha ki Bharat Trivedi ne lambe-chaude kayi kagaz ke panne nikalkar table par fek diye,jiske baad S.P. ke chehre ka rang utar gaya aur phhir usne akele me Bharat Trivedi se kuchh der baat karne ki peshkash ki,jise unhone man liya aur waha se uthkar thane ke parisar me ghoomte hue bahut der tak dono baatein karte rahe.....
" BC kahi ye dono ek-dusare ko sex story to nahi sunane lage...pakka lawde bahar ek-dusare ka lawda pakad kar 61-62 kar rahe honge...warna itni der to court me case nahi chalta , jitni der ye log case chala rahe hai....."
khair thodi der baad dono wapas aaye aur S.P. ne kaha ki mujhe chhod diya jaye....us waqt jab wo ye bol raha tha to uske chehre ka expression kuchh aisa tha jaise duniya ka sabse bada dukhi insaan us waqt wahi hai....
jaise taise karke main khada hua aur dheere-dheere lock up ke bahar aaya...ab mere chalne ki speed thik waisi ho gayi thi, jaise kuchh der pahle maine Collector ke ladki ki batayi thi bas fark itna sa tha ki wo sahara lekar chal raha tha aur main bina kisi ke sahare ke chal raha tha....us waqt meri ye halat karne wale constables ke andar na jaane kaha se mere liya dher sara pyar umad aaya ,jo mujhe sahara dene ke liye aage badhe....
"kyun nautanki kar kar rahe ho be...chhuna mat mujhe. Salo tumhi ne ye halat ki hai meri...lawde dogle kahi ke..."
"Arun....ye aise kaise behave kar raha hai..."mera aisa ravaiya dekhkar Advocate ke mathe par shikan utpann ho gayi aur wo Arun ki taraf dekhkar bole...
Jawab me Arun sirf meri taraf dekhta rah gaya aur jab main kachhue ke mafiq rengte-rengte thoda aur aage badhkar Arun aur Advocate ke paas pahucha tab Arun mujhe kandha dene ke liye meri taraf aaya....
"Chhuna mat mujhe...apun ko kisi ki help ki jaroorat nahi hai."
"what the hell man, Arun mujhe yaha lekar aaya aur meri vazah se tum yaha se bahar ja rahe ho, isne tumhari madad ki hai , you should thank him..."
"ye kaun hai yar...ye bhai maine na to tujhe bulaya tha aur na hee ise kaha tha ki tujhe lekar aaye...main ek Engineer hone ke sath-sath ek lawyer bhi hoon aur maine LLB ,NLSIU,Bangalore se tab complete kar li thi ,jab tune LLB ki shuruat tak nahi ki thi aur ye ,mera former friend...jo tujhe yaha lekar aaya hai wo isliye nahi kyunki ise meri madad karna tha,balki isliye kyunki ise dar tha ki kahi wapas lautkar main iska game na baja du....yanna raskalla"
"Mr.Dangi ,mere sare papers wapas kijiye aur ise wapas andar kijiye..."
"muh me le lo ab...udhar register-vagister me in logo ne kuchh-kuchh chadha diya hai aur yadi ab ye tujhe tere papers wapas karte hai to ye log dhang se chusenge...."
"Bharat bhaiya, aap mere sath aao, main batata hoon aapko...."bolkar Arun,Bharat Trivedi ko apne sath Police station se bahar le gaya.....
mujhe Police station ka gate par karne me 5 minute lage aur gate se nikalte waqt maine peechhe palat kar S.P. aur uske constables ko ek baar phhir se apni middle finger ke darshan karaye aur finally bahar nikla....Bahar ,Bharat Trivedi ,Arun ke sath apni Car ke aage khada tha. Kuchh der pahle jaha Bharat Trivedi ka chehra rone sa ho gaya tha ,wahi ab wo ekdum shant khada tha...mujhe bahar dekh kar Arun bola....
"chal ,Car me baith Arman...."
"Is Car me... "
"nahi to kya tere liye ab main bugatti ya ferrari laun..."
"aisi car to mujhe koyi free me de tab bhi main na loon...main paidal hee hostel jaunga...lawda bhookh bahut lagi hai ek kaam karta hoon pahle 20-30 samose kha leta hoon, phhir hostel ki taraf prasthan karunga...."
Mujhe us waqt pata nahi kya ho gaya tha jo main waisi ajeeb-harqate karne laga tha....mere aise behaviour se sab hairan the...kuchh ne to pagal ,satka tak kah dala tha aur ye sawaal main aaj bhi khud se puchhta hoon ki kya wakayi main us din Police station me satak gaya tha ya wo sab sirf mera ghamand , mera akad ,mera attitude tha....
Police station se nikalkar main ek samose wali dukan par gaya aur us dukan wale se bhi meri bahas ho gayi....
"harami sale...kal ke samose khilata hai.ja lawda paisa nahi dunga...."maine plate zameen par fek kar kaha....
"Chhotu ,Lallan ko bol ek ladka natak kar raha hai...."
"maa chod dunga Lallan ki aur tum sabki yadi hath lagaya to....abhi-abhi Jail se chhuta hoon aur maloom hai kya case thamujhpar....ek murder aur 7-8 half murder.kal se lawda yadi basi samosa taze samose ke beech me dalkar milaya to tujhe aur teri dukan ko mitti me mila dunga...."
Jaha tak meri yaddasht jati hai aur yadi main sahi hoon, jo ki main hamesha rahta hoon to main usi din wapas Police station gaya aur abki meri pahle se bhi jyada durgati hui....Abki bar meri durgati ka karan Aradhna bani.Police station se hostel ki doori yun kuchh 5 kilometer ke lagbhag hogi par mujhe waha pahuchne me 2 ghante lag gaye aur jab hostel ke samne pahucha to waha Police jeep khadi dikhayi di......
"ye log kahi mujhse mafinama to magne nahi aaye...salo ko maaf nahi karunga...main bhi latka-latka kar marunga..."Police jeep ki taraf badhte hue maine kaha.....
"chaliye sir ,wapas....Police station aapke bina suna-suna hai..."hostel ke gate ke andar se nikalte hue S.P. bola"main khud tujhe arrest karne aaya hoon ,iska matlab tujhme kuchh baat to hai...."
"chahe jitni tareef kar le, main autograph nahi dunga...."
main us samay soch bilkul bhi nahi raha tha ki ye log mujhe wapas pakad kar le jaane ke liye aaye hai ,maine socha ki yun hee kuchh bayan-vayan lene aaye honge....
"autograph to ab main tujhe dunga ,wo bhi zindagi bhar ke liye....kyunki tere upar ab half-murder ka nahi balki murder ka case chalega...."
"kyun...Collector ka launda upar chala gaya kya...."
"wo nahi , ek ladki hai-Aradhna....wo upar chali gayi hai...adhe ghante pahle hee thane me uski warden aur uski saheliyo ne aakar tere khilaf report likhwa di hai..
ab tu to gaya beta....tujhe mujhse hoshiyari nahi chodna chahiye tha upar se abki bar tera Principal hee tere khilaf hai,jo har bar tujhe bacha kar le jata tha....."
 
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tujhe mujhse hoshiyari nahi chodna chahiye tha upar se abki bar tera Principal hee tere khilaf hai,jo har bar tujhe bacha kar le jata tha....."
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"Aradhna mar gayi...par uski halat to utni bhi kharab nahi thi..."
"par teri halat jaroor kharab hogi ,wo bhi mere hatho...aisa todunga tujhe ki phhir kabhi jud nahi payega. ise bharo re..."Constables par gala fadte hue R.L.Dangi ne kaha....
R.L. Dangi ke huqm ki tameel karte hue uske pantaro ne mujhe turant jeep ke andar ghuseda ,ye kahte hue ki"hume maloom hai ki ,tera koyi mama MLA vagerah nahi hai...S.P. sahab ne puri chhan-been kar li hai...ab to humare hath tujhe marne se pahle ek pal ke liye bhi nahi rukenge....."
Udhar mujhe jeeb me baithakar ,S.P. khud ko mili sarkari gadi me baithkar nikla aur idhar mere paas siway Aradhna ke bare me sochane ke aalawa kuchh nahi bacha tha ,kyunki beshak main chahta tha ki Aradhna meri zindagi se nikal jaye ,lekin wo to duniya se hee nikal gayi...beshak hee Aradhna ke suicide ke kayi reason rahe ho jaise ki uski dimagi halat kharab hona , kayar hona par jo baat mujhe kachcha chabaye ja rahi thi wo ye ki main khud un kayi reasons me se ek reason tha ,jiski vazah se Aradhna ne suicide ki thi ya phhir thoda aur detail me kahu to main hee wo tha jisne Aradhna ko suicide karne ke liye reasons diye...main kuchh bhi bahana mar sakta tha,apne dimag ka istemaal karke main koyi bhi tikdam khel sakta tha,jisase Aradhna ko bura na lage ya phhir kam bura lage....par maine aisa nahi kiya ,bilkul bhi nahi kiya...1 percent bhi nahi aur nateeza Aradhna ki maut ke roop me samne aaya tha.
us waqt mujhe jo sabse jyada pareshan kar raha tha wo na to Superintendent of police tha aur na hee Aradhna ki maut...us waqt jo mujhe sabse jyada pareshan kar raha tha ,wo main khud hee tha.mera dimag har ghadi do ghadi mujhpar chillakar kahta ki'maine Aradhna ko mara..meri vazah se uski maut hui' aur phhir jis hospital me Aradhna admit thi ,waha uski maut ke baad ki ek kalpanik tasveer mere samne aa rahi thi...maine Aradhna ke maa-baap me se kisi ko nahi dekha tha ,par tab bhi mera dimag Aradhna ke maa-baap ki ek kalpanik tasveer mujhe dikhata,jo ki bahut hee....bahut hee jyada dardnak aur dayneey thi...
us din Police Van me baithe-baithe mujhe pata chala ki asal me jhatka lagna kise kahte hai aur main dua kar raha tha ki mujhe jaldi se jaldi 10-12 attack aaye aur main bhi parlok sidhar loon....kyunki police van me pade-pade mere dimag dwara mujhe dikhayi gayi har ek kalpanik tasveer mujhe aisa zakhm de rahi thi ,jiska koyi nishan to nahi tha ,par dard bahut jyada tha...itna jyada ki main us waqt ye chahne laga tha ki main ab bas mar jaun.
waise har ek normal insaan ,har koyi jo mujhe pasand ya napasand karta tha...har koyi jo mere dosto me tha ya phhir dushmano me tha ,wo sirf yahi soch raha tha ab mujhe bahut buri mar padegi...koyi to mujhe 302 dhara ke antargat doshi bhi maan chuka tha par aisa bilkul nahi tha aur kamaal ki baat to ye hai ki sab kuchh bilkul aisa hee tha...kahne ka matlab meri itni jordar thukayi hui ,jitni ki na to pahle hui thi aur na hee ab kabhi hogi...mujhpar 302 dhara bhi chadhayi gayi par ye sab us waqt mere liye koyi mayne nahi rakhte the ,kyunki Aradhna ki maut ne mere dil aur dimag me bahut gahra zakhm diya tha aur lakh koshisho ke bawzood main is zakhm se ubar nahi pa raha tha...main jitne bhi din police station me raha har pal mere khud ki imagination meri jaan nikalti rahi...mera tez dimag hee mere un zakhmo ko bharne nahi deta ,jo us waqt meri atma ka gala daba raha tha...din ka waqt to phhir bhi nikal jata ,par raat ko har roj Aradhna mere sapno me aati ,pahle to wo mujhe hasti hui dikhti...bhagte hue mera naam pukarti aur har baar main is bhram me pad jata ki wo ab bhi zinda hai lekin jaise hee main sapno ke is mayajaal me fasta ,tabhi Aradhna ki hostel me pankhe se latki hui tasveer mujhe dikhti aur uski jeebh jo bahar nikal aayi thi wo bahut der tak hilte rahti thi.....jiske baad ek tez dard mere sar ko pakad leta aur meri aankh khulte hee main apne sar ko pakad leta....
main kul ek hafte thane ke ek lockup me band raha shuru ke do-teen din to Police walo ne mujhe khoob dhoya par jab meri taraf se koyi responce nahi mila aur na hee maine koyi tevar dikhaye to unhone bhi mujhe marna chhod diya...
un 7 dino me meri aankhe puri kali pad chuki thi,sharir ke kayi ang thodi si movement me hee gand fad dard dete the,itna dard ki khud ke dam par chalna to door uthna tak mushqil ho gaya tha....
"chal bahar nikal...tujhpar se case hata liya gaya hai...tera bada bhai aaya hua hai tujhe lene..."bahar se ek constable ne mujhe aawaz di tab maine apni aankhe kholi aur mujhe pata chala ki abhi din hai .
kyunki lockup me mera adhiktar samay aankh band kiye hue guzarta tha aur is samay main apne dimag par havi hone ki koshish karta tha...matlab ki main apne wahi purane tevar ,wahi purana ghamand ,wahi purana attitude ,wahi purani soch ko khud ke andar paida karne ki koshish karta ,jinki vazah se main yaha tha kyunki mujhe maloom tha ki yaha se jab main niklunga to mujhe inhi ki sabse jyada jaroorat padegi...
pure ek hafte baad jab main lock up se nikla to aisa laga jaise ki mujhe nayi zindagi mili ho ,main khud ke dam par uth bhi nahi sakta tha ,par yaha se bahar nikalne ki chah ne mujhe itna sashaqt bana diya ki main ab apne hee dam par chal raha tha....bahar R.L.Dangi ,mere Pita shree, mera bada bhai aur ek lawyer baitha tha.Main seedhe unke paas gaya aur puri taqat lagakar sabse pahle apne pita shree ke pair chhue aur phhir bade bhai ke.....
"isko sudhar lo ,warna abki baar to ye bach gaya par agli baar nahi bachega....upar se iski akad itni hai ki humare hee police station me hume hee galiya de raha tha....filhal abhi to humne iski akad nikal di hai..."
aise hee S.P. mujhe kayi naseehat dete raha ,meri shiqayat karta raha aur aakhir me usne Aradhna ka naam liya....
"ek baat bata, tujhe kaisa laga ek bholi-bhali ladki ki zindagi khatm karke...tune uske maa-baap ki halat nahi dekhi shayad...uski maa ne ek hafte se pani tak nahi piya ,wo ab ICU me admit hai aur bechara uska baap, wo to lagbhag pagal ho gaya hai...wo ab bhi ye manne ko taiyar nahi ki uski beti mar chuki hai....Arman tune bahut galat kiya... "
"aapke muh se kisi dusare ke liye galat shabd shobha nahi deta..."itni der se S.P. Ki bak-bak sunkar main jab marne ki halat me pahuch gaya tab maine bhi ek teer chhoda"ek baat batao ,aap...yadi is case ke pahle Collector ke ladke ka case na hota...ya phhir main Arman na hokar koyi dusara ladka hota to kya tab bhi aap meri wahi halat karte jo aapne ki hai....darasal galat to aapne kiya hai..."
"dekha aapne..."mere papa ki taraf dekh kar R.L.Dangi bola"main iski isi akad ki baat kar raha tha...hume maaf karo aur ise lekar yaha se jao...ek to kisi ki zindagi khatm kar di upar se mafi magne ke bajay jubaan lada raha hai...nonsence"
"aapke ghar me chaku hai...."
"haan hai...to"bhadakte hue S.P. bola
"to aap us chaku se kya karte hai..."
"kya karte hai matlab..."
"aap us chaku se kya karte hai matlab aap us chaku se kya karte hai..."
Jawab me Dangi sahab chup hee rahe tab main bola...
"aapke ghar me chaku hai aur aap us chaku se sabziya kat-te hai apni gardan nahi...pyar bhi usi chaku ki tarah hota hai Dangi ji ,jisme doshi pyar nahi balki balki wo insaan hota hai jo ya to pyar me apni jaan deta hai ya phhir us pyar ko laat markar aage badh jata hai....galti Aradhna ne ki thi,maine nahi..."
"sahi kah raha hai tu ,galti usne ki...tujh jaise insaan ke liye apni jaan dekar...."
"galti to aakhir galti hee hoti hai aur har galti ki ek saza tay hoti hai ,bas khud ke andar jigara hona chahiye us saza ko swikar karne ki...Aradhna me darasal himmat hee nahi thi ,isiliye usne mujhse badla lene ke liye apne jaan de di ,warna yadi wo mujhse pyar karti to kya mera naam suicide note me likhkar jati ? S.P. Sahab duniya ki sabse badi problem hai jalan...jiske andar jiske bhi khilaf ye jalan paida ho gayi to phhir un dono ka kalyan hona nishchit hai...Aradhna ke andar bhi mere liye yahi jalan paida ho gayi thi ,usase meri khushi dekhi nahi gayi aur by the way main ye tujhe kyun samjha raha hoon, main to ab chhoot gaya hoon aur next time jab kabhi bhi tera pala mujhe pade to kuchh karne se pahle ye jaroor soch lena ki jab tu ek murder case me mera kuchh nahi ukhad paya to ab kya ukhad lega...."S.P. ki ghanti bajakar main Constables ki taraf palta aur bola"tum log to apni khairiyat manao, kyunki ab mera sirf ek hee aim hai...UPSC ka exam clear karna aur phhir tum sabko clear karna"
 
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Mujhe bahar nikalne ke liye ek MLA ,ek sansad aur ek high court ka lawyer ne apni-apni power ka istemal kiya....MLA ko mere bhai ne dhoondha ,lawyer ko hostel walo ne aur Sansad to hostel me rahne wale ek launde ka baap tha....waise bhi suicide note me kisi ka bhi naam likh dene se wo apradhi sabit nahi hota ,lekin kuchh din dikkato ka samna jaroor karna padta hai.
Lock up se nikalkar mujhe seedhe ghar le jaya gaya aur jab tak exam shuru nahi hua tab tak main ghar me hee apna ilaaz karwata raha....mera mobile chheen liya gaya, ghar se bahar kahi bhi mere aane-jane par ban laga diya gaya, yaha tak ki mere kisi dost ko bhi mujhse milne nahi diya gaya aur jab mere final exam shuru hone me do din baki the ,tab Pandey ji ladki...jo ki meri future bhabhi thi..wo mujhse milne aayi aur us din meri life me ek aur twist ne pravesh kiya....jo ye tha ki Pandey ji ki do beti thi aur jisne bachpan se mera jeena haram kar rakha tha wo Pandey ji ki chhoti beti thi aur uski badi bahan se mere bhai ki shadi ho rahi thi.....
"kamaal hai , aaj tak mujhe yahi pata tha ki Pandey ji ke bagiche me sirf ek phool hai...lekin yaha to do phool nikle..."
Pandey ji ki badi beti bhi hai aur usase Vipin bhaiya ki shadi hone wali hai ,ye jaankar mujhe rahat mili aur main thoda-bahut sukoon lekar wapas college ke liye ravana hua.....
"abki baar kuchh galat nahi hona chahiye Arman....ye baat tu yaad rakh le, warna pure college ke samne marte-marte ghar launga...."Railway station me bade bhaiya ne shabd roopi teer chalaya aur mujhe wapas college ke liye ravana kiya......
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Mera man ab ye faltu ki mar-dhad ,dialogue bazi se khap chuka tha aur finally main wo ban raha tha ,jo ki mujhe first year me hee ban jana chahiye tha...us din college aate waqt train me bahut maal mili ,lekin apun ne kisi ki taraf dhyan tak nahi diya...main bas shant apni seat par pure raste baitha raha aur khidki ke bahar jhakte hue Esha ke bare me sochate raha...
main soch raha tha ki wo mujhe dekhkar pahle to ekdum se khush hogi ,phhir thoda sa ignore maregi ,mujhse ladegi...aur aakhir me i love you bol degi...ab Esha hee mere paas ek aisi achchhi yaad thi ,jise lekar main apne college se jana chahta tha ,lekin mujhe kya maloom tha ki Esha ke roop me ek aur bomb mera intezaar kar raha tha jo mujhpar bas footane hee wala tha....
Hostel me mujhe wapas dekh kar mere khas dosto ke aalawa baki sab khush hue , sabne haal chal puchha aur Aradhna ko galiya baki....pura din mere room me juloos umadta raha aur first year se lekar final year tak ke ladke mujhse milne aaye....siway mere khas dosto ke. Wo log to tab room me bhi nahi rahte the,jab main room me hota...bas beech-beech me apna koyi samaan lene aate aur chale jate...raat ko bhi wo kisi dusare ke room me hee sote the...na to unhone koyi pahal ki aur apne ko to pahal karne ki aadat hee nahi thi.Mere khati dosto me se sirf ek Rajshri Pandey hee tha jo mujhse mila tha aur Arun-Saurabh ke room chhodane ke baad wo mere hee room me rahne laga tha.....
Hostel pahuchkar dil kiya ki Esha ko call kar loon lekin phhir socha ki kal to exam hai aur exam dene to college aayegi hee isliye usase seedhe college mil liya jayega.isliye dusare din jab main 8th Semester ka pahla exam dene college pahucha to notice board me sabse pahle ye dekha ki CS-final year wale kis class me baithe hai aur phhir apni class dekha...
Exam hall se bahar nikalte hee main A-18 ki taraf bhaga ,jo Esha ki class thi aur class ke gate se andar nazar dali....Esha baithi hui thi.Main taqriban aadha ghante tak waha class ke bahar khada rahkar Esha ka intezaar karta raha aur jab wo bahar aayi to main uski taraf badha...
"hi...kaisi hai..."
"Gautam aaya hua hai ,isliye please tum na to mujhse baat karna aur na hee mere peechhe aana...."
"marunga sale ko, yadi tere aur mere beech me aaya to..."tez aawaz me main bola, lekin phhir Railway station me bade bhaiya ki naseehat yaad aate hee main dheema pada aur bola"mera matlab tha ,main abhi jata hoon aur tere peechhe nahi aaunga...."
Us din ke baad Esha mujhse face to face nahi milti thi aur jab main uske number par call karta tab uska number hamesha switch off ka gaan karte hue milta ,isliye maine mazbooran ek din Avadhesh Ko hostel bulaya aur usase puchha ki itne dino me aisa kya ho gaya ,jo Esha na to mujhse mil rahi hai aur na hee baat kar rahi hai....
"kuchh khas pata nahi ,par kuchh dino pahle sunne me aaya tha ki Divya aur Esha ke beech patch up ho gaya hai...."
"hmmm...."
"yo bro...Esha and Divya are back to being friends..."
"bas yahi bacha tha ab sunne ko... "
"aur to aur ,Gautam use har exam ke din College chhodne aur lene aata hai....kuchh to ye bhi bolte hai dono ki engagement bhi Esha ke 8th semester khatm hone ke baad ho jayegi...."
"gazab...chal thik hai, tu ja...bye..."
"bye...."
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BC ,wo sab kya ho raha tha...mujhe kuchh samajh nahi aa raha tha , isliye maine decide kiya ki next paper ke din jab Esha college aayegi tab main usase zaroor baat karunga...phhir chahe waha Divya ka bhai khada ho ya phhir mera bhai.waise bhi lawda aakhiri teen din hee bache hai College me aur yadi ab nahi puchha to zindagi bhar nahi puchh paunga......
Itne dino me har din Esha ki class ke bahar khade hokar intezaar karte hue maine Esha ki timing observe kar li thi...jiske according,wo exam time ke thik 5 minute pahle class ke andar ghusti aur phhir pure teen ghante baad hee bahar nikalti thi. Lekin phhir bhi apun ko risk nahi mangta tha...isliye main us din bhi aadhe ghante pahle exam hall se nikla aur Esha ke exam hall ke bahar khada uska intezaar karne laga....
Esha apne timing ke anusar hee bahar nikli aur bahar mujhe dekhte hee usne wahi kaha,jo wo pichhale kayi dino se mujhse kahti aa rahi thi....lekin is baar main nahi mana aur uske shortcut markar usase pahle parking par pahuch gaya.....Parking me mujhe dekhkar pahle to Esha chauki aur ek baar phhir usne wahi line dohrayi...
"Gautam ,yahi hai...isliye tum na to mujhse baat karo aur na hee mere peechhe aao..."
"Gautam ki maa ki.......jai, chutiya samajh rakha hai kya...jo itne din se ghuma rahi hai,abhi ghuma kar ek hath dunga to sari battisi nikal aayegi...."
"mujhe tumse koyi baat nahi karni..."
"wah beta, jab man kiya tab kud kar aa gayi aur jab man kiya to chali gayi....bhool mat ki main wahi Arman hoon ,jo....."
"jo is college ka sabse bada chutiya hai...."meri aawaz ko kat-te hue ek teesari aawaz aayi aur jab nigahe us aawaz ki taraf gayi to Gautam ke darshan hue.....
"tu...nikal le beta, pichhali baar ki mar bhool gaya kya..."
"nahi bhoola ,isiliye to itne din se Esha ke sath College aa raha hoon ,isi mauke ke intezaar me ki kab tu aaj wali harqat kare aur main tujh par apni bhadas nikal saku...."
"tu...mujhpar bhadas nikalega."jabarpeli haste hue main bola"chal be ,tujh jaise hazar bhi aa jaye to mera kuchh nahi ukhad nahi sakte...aur mera mood kahi ghoom gaya to yahi par lita-lita kar marunga,isliye thodi der ke liye chal foot le..."
"le nahi jata yaha se ,bol kya karega...."mere paas aate hue Gautam bola...
"Gautam...tum isase lad kyun rahe ho.ise sach batao aur is kahani ko yahi khatm karo.."Gautam ka hath pakad kar Esha boli...
"meri tarah shayad ise bhi pata hai ki yadi tu mujhse bhida to durgati teri hee honi hai ,isiliye isne tujhe rok liya...."phhir Esha ki taraf dekh kar main bola"yadi tune aise hath pakad kar mujhe bure kam karne se rokne ki koshish ki hoti to kasam se main aaj wo nahi hota ,jo main hoon...khair koyi baat nahi ,jo hua uska gam tum jaise chhote aur neech log manate hai ,main to yugpurush hoon...mujhe isase kya matlab ki kal kya hua aur kal kya hoga....isliye ab apna muh fado aur bakna chalu karo.5 minute ka time hai tum dono ke paas, wo sab kuchh yad karne ke liye jo tum kahne wale ho..."
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Gautam mujhe kuchh der shanti se dekhkar apne dimag ki batti jalata raha aur main wahi khada Esha ko dekh kar soch raha tha ki jaane ye log ab kaun sa dhamaka karne wale hai....kyunki ab main itna saksham nahi tha ki koyi dhamaka sah saku...aur is ladki ko parakhne me main kaise dhokha kha gaya...isne kabhi to aisa kuchh kiya hee nahi jisase ispar mujhe kabhi koyi shaq ho....sala dil toot gaya yar, in aakhiri ke dino me.dil to karta hai ki main bhi suicide kar loon ,lekin nahi main to yugpurush hoon aur yadi maine suicide kar liya to mere jo itne sare fan hai ,unka kya hoga,....
"Arman , kya tumne kabhi socha ki jab ground par Gautam ke gunde tumhe mar kar chale gaye the to tumhe hospital kisne pahuchaya tha...."mujhe bahut der se apni taraf dekhta hua pakar Esha uncomfortable mahsoos karne lagi aur tab wo boli....
"kisi ne 108 ko call kar diya hoga...."
"ekdum sahi jawab par call kisne kiya tha ,kya ye maloom hai..."
"dekh abhi mera dimag chadha hua hai, isliye jyada shanpatti mat jhad aur seedhe-seedhe bol ki kahna kya chahti hai...."
"108 ko call Esha ne kiya tha..."Esha ke kuchh bolne se pahle Gautam mere aur Esha ke beech khada hote hue bola"aur bas wahi se teri barbadi ki neev rakhi gayi...tujhe to Esha ke pair chhukar use thanks kahna chahiye ki usne teri jaan bacha li..."
"wo bhi kar lenge,pahle aage to bak...aur aainda kabhi aise achanak mere samne khade mat hona ,warna achanak hee samne wale ke chehre par mukke marne ki bahut kharab aadadt hai mujhe..."
"Arman...bas teri isi aadat ki vazah se humne wo sab kuchh kiya ...."
"mukke khane ke liye ? Abey jhandu tu ek bar bolkar to dekhta ,1000-2000 mukke to main free me de deta main tujhe...."
"tune third semester ke us khooni ant ke baad mujhe bahut shant-shant dekha hoga...hai na. Tune us waqt sochta tha ki meri tujhse fat gayi hai aur main tujhse darta hoon, par mere lallu lal aisa kuchh bhi nahi tha...actually ek din jab main aur mere dad ek sath baithkar tere bare me soch rahe the tabhi mujhe khayal aaya ki yadi tujhe harana hai to kyun na us field me haraya jaye, jaha tu kabhi powerful hai....yani ki dimagi khel aur usi din se maine tere dimag ke sath khelna shuru kar diya tha....tere city walo ke sath har chhote-bade jhagde sirf mere dimag ki upaj thi ,taki tujhe Police ki nazar me laya ja sake...main tujhe aur teri shaksiyat ko thik tarah se bhanp gaya tha ,isliye jo main sochta tu wahi karta aur phhir apne isi plan me maine Esha ko shamil kiya ya phhir ye kahe ki Esha khud shamil hui ye kahte hue ki'wo lallu ,lattoo hai mujhpar..do line yadi pyar se bhi baat kar li to saans lena tak bhool jayega...' aur yahi mera bonus sabit hua...waise to maine kabhi dhyan nahi diya tha ki tu ,Esha par fida hai...par jab flashback me jakar maine sab kuchh yaad kiya tab mera kaam aasan ho gaya aur yaha se mere is mission ki bagdor Esha ke hath me aa gayi....Seventh Semester tak humne tere dimag ke sath khela ,tujhe parkha ki tu kis situation me kaisi harqate karta hai aur phhir jab tujhe puri tarah jaan liya to hum sabne milkar aage ka programme set kiya....waise to tere sath pichhale kuchh dino jo hua,wo main bahut pahle bhi kara sakta tha ,lekin 8th semester ke aakhiri din subh muhurat ki tarah the...jisme tu ek to behad hee kadwi yaad lekar jata aur dusara tujhe sambhalne ka koyi mauka nahi milne wala tha.first year se lekar final year tak tune kayi kahawate kahi hongi par ek famous kahawat hai ki'yadi waqt kharab ho to oot par baithe insaan ko bhi kutta kat leta hai' aur yadi tere sath hua....Aradhna ka tere life me aana humare liye bonus tha... Hume maloom tha ki jab Esha tujhe propose karegi to tu uske proposal ko accept hee karega aur uske baad Aradhna ko laat markar apni zindagi se bahar kar dega aur ek ladki ko jab kisi se sachcha pyar ho jaye to wo itni asani se use nahi chhodti....isiliye Esha ne Aradhna se teri setting karwayi taki yadi hum fail ho jaye tab bhi Aradhna kuchh na kuchh bawal khada karegi hee....lekin wo suicide kar legi ,iska andaza kisi ko nahi tha....ab aate hai un dino ki taraf jaha ye sab hua.
City aur hostel ka farewell ek sath karakar tu us din ye soch raha tha ki jeet teri hui ,par haqiqat thik ulti thi...hum to chahte hee the ki pure college ka farewell ek sath ho aur tu usme anchoring kare....kyunki hume tujhe Collector ke ladke se jo milwana tha.darasal baat ye hai ki Collector ke ladke se meri bahut lambi shart thi ki wo farewell ke din sabke samne waise gande comments de sakta hai ki nahi....shuru me to usne mana kar diya par phhir maine uska mazak udana chalu kar diya ki wo, Arman se dar gaya hai,isiliye challege accept nahi kar raha...abki bar usne challenge accept kar liya aur phhir farewell ke din teri ,usase nok-jhok hui....jiske baad maine use aur bhadkaya...sath hee tere pure dushmano ko bhi maine hee ye kahkar hawa me baitha diya ki'ab tu tumhare sath Collector ka ladka hai, akele me bula kar mar do...koyi police case bhi nahi hoga...."....un becharo ko to is baat ki hawa tak nahi hai ki wo sab mere dost nahi ,mere plan ka sirf ek hissa the. Well intially mera jo plan tha uske according, tu ground me buri tarah mar khata aur apne final exam nahi de pata....lekin phhir maine socha ki ise kyun na thoda aur khatarnak banaya jaye. Isliye main tere hostel ke andar aise bando ki talaash karne laga ,jo tujhse khunnas khaye hue ho aur mujhe pata tha ki tere ghamand aur tere bure bartav ke karan aise ek nahi kayi ladke mil jayenge...jo tujhe marna chahte ho...aur wahi mujhe Kaliya aur uske room partners mil gaye....us din jab tujhe ground me pelne ka plan tha to uske ek din pahle Kaliya ke room partner dwara Arun ko in sabki khabar dena ,ye us ladke ne mere kahne par hee kiya tha...actually mere plan ke according us din mar tu nahi balki mere khud ke dost khane wale the, jisme Collector ka ladka bhi shamil tha.waise yadi tu chahta to Collector ke ladke ko chhodkar in sabse bach sakta tha ,lekin tune aisa nahi kiya aur thik aisa hee maine socha tha.....iske baad ki kahani to tujhse better koyi nahi jaan sakta aur phhir Aradhna ka case....ufff, kitna sukoon mil raha hai mujhe .aur tu aise din dekh sake isiliye Esha ne us din 108 ko call karke tere jaan bachayi ,warna tu to usi din nipat gaya hota....kaisa laga mera game..."
Gautam ke itne lambe plan ko sunkar mera sar ghoomane laga kyunki wakayi me uska plan successful hua tha aur meri har taraf se band baj chuki thi...mujhe kuchh sujh hee nahi raha tha ki ab kya bolu.isliye maine ek baar Esha ko dekha ,aankho hee aankho me bye kaha aur parking se hostel ki taraf chal diya.......
"Sidar ke bare me nahi janna chahega ki ,uske sath kya hua..."haste hue Gautam bola"uski maut kaise hui ,ye bhi nahi janna chahega kya..."
"Sidar ke mamle me to chup hee rah tu ,warna zinda ,zameen me gad dunga...main shant hoon iska matlab ye nahi ki kuchh karunga nahi.isliye chup-chap yaha se nikal ja aur yahi dua karna ki zindagi me kabhi mujhse mulaqat na ho..."
"isi...teri isi aadat ne teri mari hai...waise ek bar phhir puchh raha hoon
Kya tu ye janna nahi chahega ki Sidar ke sath kya hua..."
"kya hua be Sidar ke sath....strike me danga hua tha...ye mujhe maloom hai"
"dange karwaye bhi ja sakte hai Arman sir.waise ye sab karwane ka humara koyi mood nahi tha ,lekin tere coma me jane ke baad wo kuchh jyada hee ungali kar raha tha...warna tu hee soch ki strike me chaku, talwar lekar kaun aata hai...."
"teri maa ki choot...tu gaya kaam se..."Gautam ki taraf daudte hue maine uski gardan pakdi aur peechhe khadi car me uska sar de mara.
"yadi pure shahar ki aaulad na hokar sirf ek baap ki aaulad hai to ruk yahi..."bolkar main parking me se daudte hue door aaya aur ek bada sa patthar uthane laga....lekin BC patthar itna bada tha ki mujhse utha hee nahi, isliye main wapas Gautam ki taraf bhaga ki kahi wo bhag na jaye aur tabhich mera sixth sense ,jo itne dino se band pada tha ,usne kaam karna shuru kar diya.....
"ek minute....kahi Gautam ye to nahi chahta ki main isase ladayi karu...yadi main isase abhi ladta hoon to maa kasam ise iske dosto ke paas pahucha dunga aur phhir mujhpar ek police case banega aur abki bar to meri aur bhi durgati hogi kyunki S.P. to muh fade mera intezaar hee kar raha hai ki kab main wapas aaun....isiliye...isichliye jab maine sab kuchh sunne ke baad bhi kuchh nahi kiya to lawde ne Sidar ka topic chhed diya, taki main ise maru aur jail chala jaun....wah beta, once again nice plan....lekin ab nahi...."
"le mar...marna...dam hai to mar..."
"jis chiz me mujhe maharath hasil hai ,usme tu ek baar jeet gaya ,iska matlab ye nahi ki har baar jeetega...ja tujhe aur tere baap ko maaf kiya, tum bhi kya yaad rakhoge ki kis insaan se pala pada tha..."
"tu khud ko bahut unique samajhta hai...abey tujh jaise daru peekar ,hostel ke dam par ladayi-jhagda karne wale har college me kaudiyo ke dam par milte hai.tu meri jeb me rakha sirf ek patakha hai, jise jeb se nikal kar main kahi bhi fod sakta hoon...."
"beshak main ek patakha hoon lekin main footunga wahi ,jaha main chahta hoon....aur tu apne kis jeet ki baat kar raha hai, jaha tere kayi dost buri tarah mar kha gaye ? ,jaha kuchh ne apni jaan gawa di ?
Aur itna sab hone ke bawzood tu mujhse mar kha raha hai,wo bhi khushi se....sharam kar kuchh. Yun meri tarah dialogue delivery ya mere foot-step follow karne se tu Arman nahi ban sakta....kyunki Original to main hoon ,tu to sirf mera ek copy cut hai...tune do saal laga diye mujhe harane me ,abey mand-buddhi .
,tune ye nahi socha ki mere paas puri zindagi padi hai in sabka badla lene ke liye aur tu khud soch jab tu sirf meri tarah sochkar mera itna nuksaan kar sakta hai to jab main khud tere bare me sochunga to tera kitna nuksaan karunga....tera plan ekdum perfect tha ,lekin tab tak hee jab tak ke tune mujhe apne plan ke bare me bataya nahi tha...."
"dam hai to mar... Le marna"
"abey tumhari itni aaukat kaha ki mere hath se mar kha jao...tum jaiso ko mara nahi jata,unke muh me sirf thuka jata hai "Gautam ke muh par thukte hue maine kaha...lekin mera nishana thik nahi laga aur Gautam bach gaya....tab main bola"sala, tu to mere thook ke bhi kabil nahi....badbye, teri to main ab kah ke lunga..."
"Arman...main tumhari dimagi halat samajh sakti hoon..."Esha beech me boli...
"jab main kisi se baat kar raha hoon to interfere kabhi mat karna....tu...yakin nahi hota tu is gande aadmi ke sath iske gande plan me shamil hui.tu to pure ek semester 'Arman...i love you....Arman i love you' bolti rahi Esha...mera dimag mujhe kahta ki tu jhoothi hai,lekin main nahi mana...i really love you,Esha...lekin iska matlab ye nahi ki main wo sab bhool jaunga jo tune kiya....tujhe tadpa dunga main mere paas aane ke liye...itna mazboor kar dunga ki paglo ki tarah mujhe dhoondegi aur tab main tere samne aakar tujhe reject karunga."
"Arman...mujhe tumhare liye sach me bura lag raha hai ,isliye sabki bhalayi isi me hai ki tum ab apni zindagi me aage badho aur is kahani ko yahi khatm karo...."
"wah ,apni bari aayi to zindagi me aage badho...huh, us waqt tum log zindagi me aage kyun nahi badhe ,jab ye sab kaha..."Goggle lagate hue main bola"aur ye kahani yahi khatm nahi hogi ,main iska sequal banaunga aur hero main hee rahunga...usme tum sabke har paap ka payi-payi hisab chukaya jayega....Goodbye, hate you"
Parking se hostel ki taraf jate hue mujhe kuchh yaad aaya ,isliye main parking se thodi door me hee ruk kar chillaya...
"sun be Gautam chutiye, tujhe teri girl friend ne bataya hai ki nahi mujhe nahi maloom par ek shandar, jaandar aur dhamakedar dushman hone ke karan mera farz banta hai ki main tujhe bata doo ki farewell ke din maine teri girl friend ko bahut der tak kiss kiya tha....yakin na aaye to puchh liyo..."
Ye sunte hee Gautam ki gand fati aur wo Esha ki taraf dekhne laga....
"dekha beta ,ye hai Arman ka jalwa...tum dono yaha aaye the mujhe ullo sabit karne...par ullo sabit khud ho gaye,isliye ab ek kaam aur karna ki ullo ki tarah aaj raat bhar jagna.waise bhi ab jo maine bolne wala hoon,use sunkar tujhe aaj raat neend nahi aayegi aur wo ye hai ki' farewell ke din Esha ne mujhe sex karne ke liye kaha tha...wo bhi ek baar nahi balki teen-char bar, wo to meri hee niyat achchhi thi,warna....chalo jao be, tum bhi kya yaad rakhoge ki kis mahan vyakti se pala pada tha....badbye"
Ye un dono se meri aakhiri mulaqat thi aur phhir final exams khatm karke main thik akela waise hee college se nikla ,jaise college me aaya tha.....
 
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