Desi Sex Stories - Lust " Kimat " Love

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Update - 88

" Hi "

" helo "

" sorry late night call karne ke liye ? am i disturbing ? "

" no.. "

" ok thanks, i need a favour "

" ok " mein chote jawab de raha tha kyun ki lambi baat karne wala mahol nahi tha background se shor bahut jada aa raha tha.

" actually rahul is a bit drunk, isliye use tumhara number lekar mene hi call kar liya "

" uska aisa hi hota hai hamesha " vo ye sun kar thoda sa hansi.

" actually, mene call isliye kiya kya tum meri ek help kar doge ? " madad ke alawa ise kya chahie hota hai .. ajeeb hi hai ye.. mana karne ka dil tha aaj na jane kyun par mana kar nahi sakta tha.. professionalism par sawal lag jate.. maa ka lawda professionalism... zindagi jhand ho gayi hai.. .

" sure.. " usne apna wahi kaam bataya.. na jane kyun ye ladki khud koi kaam time par nahi karti.. aur agar iska IT itna bekar hai to salla use nikalte kyun nahi..

" thank you so much.. and i am really sorry.. tumhe itni late night disturb kiya "

" no its ok.. "

" thank you so much.. ankit.. okay have a good night bye.. "

" ek min.. " mujhe fauran yaad aya ki us ullu ke pathe ko pata nahi hai ki mein kal jaa raha hu.

" han bolo "

" actually mein kal delhi jaa raha hun office ke kaam se .. to rahul ko bata nahi paya.. message to drop kar dia hai lekin pata nahi dekhe ya nahi.. isliye use yaad se keh dena please... "

" ohh.. yeah... no issue sure.. "

" thanks.. bye.. enjoy.. "

" you too.. " raat ko 2 baj gaye, kuch apna dimag aur google devta ki jai.. dono ki madad se mene akansha ka kaam kiya aur so gaya. Subh jab nikla to as usual rahul aya nahi tha, mene phone nahi kiya aur nikal gaya.

Ghar pahuncha to mummy ke liye surprise tha unhe pata nahi tha ki mein aa raha hun. Us din se lekar agle teen din tak client ke sath rakh kar marwai mene. Agle din mene kaam khatam kar dia, vaise to 7 din ka kaam tha lekin meri banai planing pehli baar kaam ayi thi jiski badault hi 7 din wala kaam 4 din mein nipta dia tha mene. Kaam bhi successfull raha aur client ne mujhe dinner par invite kia.

" han khana bahar kha kar aunga "

" pehle kyun nahi batata ? ab mene khana bana dia "

" to kya hua bana dia to.. bekar ki baat na karo "

" tujhe sab bekar lagta hai.. chal rakh phone " maa ka behaviour abhi bhi waisa hi tha, dimag kharab kar deti hai.. khair baat khatam karke vo sham client ke sath hi nikli.. ghar ate der ho gayi thi, sab chuke the, mein bhi apne kamre mein jakar aram se so gaya aur aisa soya ki pata hi nahi chala subah kab hui, 4 din ki thakan ka asar acha bhala bol raha tha sharir mein....

Subh jab maa ne darwaja khat-khataya tab nind kholi usme mene darwaja khola aur phir so gaya. Maa ne light on kar di aur pata nahi kisi ke sath baat karti hui andar ayi. Mene chadar lapeti muh par aur so gaya.

" kitna soyega... raat mein late aya tha kya ? "

" hmm "

" batao yahan itna late ata hai vahan to pata nahi kya kya karta hoga "

" sone do yar abhi "

" 5 minute mein uth jaa.. kaam wali aa gayi hai safai karni hai... "

" mein nahi uthunga "

" han yahi umid hai tumse.. maa to kamwali hai.. jo sab kaam kare.. parwah hi nahi hai " ye tanna mujhe aisa chuba ki mein nahi janta kyun chuba...mein fauran uth baitha.

" ek to sala admi itne time baad ghar aya hai uppar se ye sab suno.. agar nahi jhel sakti to bulati kyun ho.. chala jata hun mein... " mein is waqt behad gusse mein tha.

" han to chala jaa.. roka kisne hai.. mujhe itna moh nahi hai .. jada bolne ki jarurat nahi hai mujhse.. "

" theek hai.. chala jata hun... sala kadar hi nahi hai.. aunga hi nahi ab " mein bistar se tilmilate hue utha.. kamre se bahar aya papa wahin khade the kuch bole nahi.. umid thi ki bolenge par nahi.. mein fresh hua aur apni ticket jo teen din baad ki thi use aaj dophar ki karwa di. Packing karna shuru kar chuka tha aur udhar se maa ke tanne ab badhte jaa rahe the.

" meri to kadar hi nahi hai is ghar mein.. shadi ke baad pati suna raha tha ab beta.. yahi naseeb hai mera.. " vo rote hue papa se baat kar rahi thi aur mujhe farak nahi padh raha tha. Choti si baat par itna bol jati hai tab unhe koi parwah nahi to mene kya theka le rakha hai.. bhad mein jaye sab.. mene packing ki aur ghar se hi nikal gaya, na kisi ko kuch bola aur na hi dekha... jabki abhi flight ko bahut time tha.. ye mera gussa tha jo shayad bahut din se kahin daba tha.. jo nikal chuka tha.. bas jagah aur halat theek nahi the..

Airport par baitha tha aur bas subh hue vakaye par soch kar khud se hi keh raha tha ki bekar mein gussa kar baitha.. insan gusse ke aage sab bhul jata hai vo ye nahi samajh pata ki kuch second ka gussa agar hum andar rakh le to kismat ki kahani kuch aur ho jati hai... Mene ek baar socha ghar phone karun par phir himmat na hui.. vaise bhi unki taraf se koi response nahi tha.

8 baje mein vapis pune tha... ek hi din mein kya se kya ho gaya.. kya soch kar gaya tha... kya ho gaya.. office mein sir ko mene keh dia tha.. aur vo is baat se khush the ki mene time se pehle kaam khatam kiya aur iske chalte do din ka off mujhe mil gaya tha.

Generally mein fb par status dalta nahi lekin us din mene pune vapis ane ka checkin dal dia tha, rahul ko bataya nahi tha, use surprise dena tha aur check in dekh kar vo hua bhi.. vo office ke kaam se mumbai tha aur kal raat tak ane wala tha. Mein khana kha kar fb scroll kar raha tha, acha time pass ho jata hai.. usme kuch chutiye videos aur memes dekh kar. Phir scroll ke time par ata hai ek sabse bada chutiapa, friend suggestion ka.. time pass karne ke liye mene socha chalo us list ko hi check kar lia jaye...

Pehli ayi ek gaunv ki ladki.. ' bc fb filter nahi lagata kya ?' mene delete kia to uski jagah ek aur aya, launda.. swipe.. agla bhi launda.. swipe... jitne launde ate gaye unhe swipe hi karta gaya mein.. chehra bhi dhang se nahi dekha.. kuch school time ke chutie the.. jo aaj stylish ban chuke the... mene unhe bhi swipe kia aur phir ayi ladki.. jo shayad apne school ki thi, mutual friends bahut the.. mein uski profile mein gaya aur dp dekhi.. bc pehle to gareeb lagti thi ab khandani ban gayi thi.. mene back kiya aur phir swipe karna shuru kiya.

" itni khubsurat.. fake kahin ki sali.. " dp dekh kar hi profile ki sachai pata chal jati hai.

" ye to pakka nakli hogi.. behen ki lodi.. naam manju aur photo bc itni sundar.. maa ki lawdi naam par dhayan deti to kuch launde fans jate.. swipe.. "

" waah madarchod... iske to naam mein hi jhol hai... priy@, ye pakka angel priya ki sagi hai... swipe... " aisa karte hue mene vo suggestion list complete ki aur jaise fateh hasil kar li ho aisi tassali hui. Mein fb band karke phone lock karne wala tha ki ek ke baad do message whatsapp par popup hue, unknown number plus no dp.

Mene whtsapp khola aur message box, message tha. Hi and came back ? mein confuse ki kiska number ho sakta hai. Mene reply kia.

" hi.. who's this ?" message blue tick mein tabdeel bhi ho gaye.

" offcourse you didn't know. Mein wahi hun jo tumse hamesha kaam karwati hai "iske sath dant fad vala smily.

" Ohh akansha.. "

" sorry, mene tumhara number save nahi kara tha us raat isliye nahi pehchan paya " mene puri baat ache se samjhayi.. adat padh gayi thi office ki wajah se ek-ek akshar likh kar samjhao warna boss log gand par hath fair jate hain..

" its okay.. waise tum to week ke lye gaye the ? "

" vo actually ghar par ladai........... " mene itna likha aur phir delete kar dia. " kaam jaldi kar aya to socha vapis aa jaun "

" rahul ne kaha tha ki tum family ke sath rehte ho "

" han.. "

" then ? gaye the to ghar par aram kar lete "

" ghar par kaisa araam............ " mene phir delete kia. " bas aise hi .. "

" hmm.. " is hmm dekhne ke baad na to jawab samjh ata hai kya do aur khud se sawal karunga ? to sochegi chep ho raha hai.. aur nahi sochti bhi to mein kya puchu?

" so back to office tomorrow ? " usi ne message kia.

" nah.. "

" then ? "

" sir ne 2 din ka off de dia.. "

" really ? why ? "

" mera kaam acha lag gaya unhe.. "

" that's great... " aur thumbs bhej dia.. na jane kyun mujhe ye sab conversation ek tarfa aur badi hi practically si lag rahi thi. Maza hi nahi aa raha tha.. Uske baad mene koi reply nahi dia bas simple smily dia aur whtsapp exit kar dia. Bistar palang se nikal kar jab palang par laita to akansha ka message aya hua tha.

" hey.. !! "

" Hi... karne ka shauk rakhti hai aap ? " ye pehli dafa tha mene jab kuch aisa apni taraf se likha tha... send karne ke baad khayal aya ki kyun likha..

" hehehe.. actually that hey is for.. ki mujhe ek idea aya.. "

" ohh kaisa ? "

" why don't we have lunch tomorrow ? " umeed nahi thi.. par lunch ka sun kar ajeeb si feeling nachne lagi

" aap free ho ? "

" lunch ke liye to bilkul.. tumhara office hai nahi isliye we can meet.. if you are okay ? "

" yeah.. i am okay "

" that's great.. "

" then i'll c u tomorrow.. "

" ok.. " iske baad vo to chali gayi lekin mein us convo ko khole baitha raha. Man mein bahut se sawalon ka khayal aya ki puch kar phone net off karke so jaun subh jab uthunga to reply mil jayega.. jaise.. kahan milna hai.. kitne baje.. etc etc.. par phir man hat gaya... mene conversation se exit kia aur phir whtsapp se exit karne se pehle mene us number ko add contacts kiya aur Akansha ke naam se save karke band kar dia.

Mera bheaviour, mujhe khud samajh nahi aa raha tha... ek jagah kuch acha lagta to dusri taraf sab kuch bekar... aur filal na mujhe kal ki chinta thi aur na hi koi excitment ... mene rajai odhi aur so gaya..

 

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Update - 87

Naya saal ane par sab koi na koi resolution lete hain ya sochte hain is baar kuch naya hoga.. ye saal acha jayega... par sahi kahun vo sab bhand ke akandh chutie hote hain jo aisa sochte hain... aisa kabhi bhi kuch bhi nahi hota.. aap vaise hi har saal jeete ho jaise ki jee rahe hote ho yani ki ... kisi chutie ki tarah.. sahi keh raha hun mana is baat ke andar mein khud ko chutia keh raha hun lekin galat kahan hai kuch bhi .. sali zindagi kam chutia thodi hai... jaise live scenario hi dekh lo, abhi do paise kamane laga to maa ke bheje utpat shuru ho gaya.. shadi ka matlab akhand chutiape ki shuruwat.. udhar office ki zindagi to waisi hi hai jaise paida hona aur marna.. subh paida hue bache ki tarah jau rote-rote aur vapis aau to marne jaisi halat mein bilkul chup chap pade rehna.. jo ki mein pada tha... rahul ne bahut bola ghum kar ane ko lekin mein alsio ki tarah pada tv ke channel badal raha tha.. vakai mein theek hun... zindagi chutia, log chutia aur hum bhi chutia hi.. do chiz hai life mein kamana aur chudwana.. bas.. vahi kaam karte hain sab aur mein bhi wahi kar raha hun....

Office bilkul waisa hi tha, bas kuch zimmewari badh si gayi thi, new year ke baad meri akansha se koi baat cheet nahi hui thi, shayad mein use bhul gaya tha ya bas dhayan hi nahi raha uske bare mein sochna, maa bhi ghar ane ko keh rahi thi, par chutti milni mushkil thi aur is saal ka pehla mahina khatam par tha, mein priya ko wish karke bas sone hi jaa raha tha ki phone par mail thi. Mene dhayan nahi dia aur so gaya. Agli subah mujhe rahul ne nind se aise uthaya jaise sale ke pichwade mein aag lag gayi ho aur aag bhujane ke liye use lund chahie ho.. sala gay kahin ka..

" kya hua bhutneke... " mene ankhein malte hue kaha.

" ye le phone hai.. " usne phone mere hath mein thama dia.

" kiska hai ? aur tere phone par mere liye kyun ayega.. bc drame na kar " mene phone patak dia.

" akansha ka hai.. " vo bol kar chala gaya, use offc jane ki jada jaldi thi isliye vo taiyar hone mein lag gaya. Bc akansha ka naam sun kar ek bar to man kiya is rahul the gand ko khub gali dun bc subh subh gali niklwa di aur use akansha ne bhi sun li hogi, ye meri izzat ke lawde hi lagwayega ek din

" helo "

" helo ankit, good morning " bc subh subh aisi awaz sune ko mil jaye to morning good kaise na ho

" good morning akansha ji "

" ji ? really.. akansha is fine " mein kuch nahi bola. " waise ankit i need one favor, if you do no mind ? "

" ji bilkul " uske baad usne jo kaha mene suna aur ant mein bye keh kar phone cut kar dia. " in ladkiyun ko tab hi yaad ati hai jab favour chahie hota hai, 'chalo bhai lag jao majduri par' mein fresh hua aur nikal gaya office. Office phuch kar jab mail dekha to akansha ka tha aur jo usne phone par kaha tha wahi mail mein tha. Mene uska kaam nipta kar mail par revert kar dia aur office ke kaam mein jut gaya. Lunch time ke baad mujhe sir ne bulaya aur mera pehla client bada client set de dia. Fat rahi thi meri, wajah no ek pehla itna bada client dusra jo technology par use install karna tha vo product naya launch hua tha office ka. Samajh nahi aa raha tha kaise hoga.. khud study ki kuch seniors se help li bas sham tak majdur apne naye hatiyar ke sath taiyar.

Sham ko office se bahar nikal kar rahul ka wait kar raha tha to dekha uske sath akansha bhi aa rahi hai. Wah is launde ke alag maze hai.. boss ki chut aur laundiyu ka sath nahi chutta iska.

" hi ... " akansha ne hath aage badaya, mene use hath milaya. " thank you so much for the help .. hamari IT team bas... "

" it's okay, ye to mera kaam hi hai " baat karne ka man bhi kare aur bolne ko kuch na ho tab insan kaisa feel karta hai .. mujhe bilkul wahi feel ho raha tha is waqt.. bc ajeeb si ulti aa rahi thi na nikalne ko ho rahi thi na andar kahin adjust ho rahi thi. .. behen ki lodi

" aisa nahi hai.. tum mere liye thodi kaam karte ho, mana bhi to kar sakte the "

" adat nahi hai "

" kiski "

" mana karne ki.. " meri baat sun kar vo hans di.

" mera to koi kaam nahi karta tu sab mana karta hai " rahul bina bole kaisa reh sakta tha.

" han nahi karunga.. jaa jo karna hai kar "

" dekh li teri dosti.. "

" han dekh lenge.. ab chalein.. "

" aree.. kahan sara time jana hota hai tujhe us boring se flat mein "

" galti se wahi rehta hu to wahi jana padega, ab chal "

" nahi bahar jaa rahe hain.. "

" bahar ? "

" han.. and infact mein tumhe hi bulane ayi thi.. " akansha boli.

" kahan ? "

" aise hi hangout.. with all.. chalo .."

" nahi yar.. aap sab jao "

" kaha tha na mene ye aisa hi hai " rahul phir bola.

" why ? you don't like us ? " mein hans dia.

" nahi yar.. par office ki thakan bahut hai.. phir kabhi chalenge aap log jao " mera man hi nahi tha ya mein tha par jana nahi chahta tha. Akansha kuch der mujhe ghurti rahi jaise man hi man galiya de rahi ho.

" rehne do akansha .. ye bekar hai.. na drink karta na ise ghumne ka shauk.. hum chalte hain... "

" hm.. chalo bye.. " is bar uski bye mein vo hi wali feeling nahi thi, mene bye kaha aur chal dia flat par. Uske baad koi baat cheet hamare bich nahi hui jaise ek dusre ko jante hi nahi.

Din aise beet rahe the jaise superfast train mein baitha kar time travel karwa rahe ho... kal mujhe jana tha, subh 9 baje ki flight thi, maa ke arman pure ho rahe the unhone ghar bulaya tha aur client bhi delhi ka tha.

Mei bas tv band karke sone ka soch raha tha, rahul aaj bhi bahar tha aur ab 12 bajne wale the tabhi mera phone bajne laga.

" itni raat ko kise kya ho gaya.. kahin rahul pee kar mar to nahi gaya harami.. " mene phone dekha, unknown number tha.

" helo " mene kaha aur samne se awaz sun chup ho gaya.

 

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Update - 86

Akansha... kya ye wahi akansha thi jo mujhe us din office mein mili thi, yaad bhi nahi takreeban 1.5 mahine hone ko aye par iska ye matlab thodi hua ki 1.5 mahine mein insan itna khubsurat ho jata hai... ye kaise ho sakta hai ? nahi... mene us din shayad dhang se dekha hi nahi tha, sach mein ... dekha hi nahi tha...

Akansha, orange color ke one piece mein ayi thi, pata nahi kaise mene.. kaise mene uski itni sundarta ko us din dekha hi nahi tha.. itni sundar ? to mene kaise miss kar dia... ajeeb si bechaini dil mein uthi.. tez dhadak raha tha jaise vo chehra mere bilkul kareeb hai.. vo lambi badi ankhein... choti si naak aur uske honth... ise jada describe mein khud ko nahi de paa raha tha. Log kehte hain rang dekh kar insan ko chahna nahi chahie mujhe bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki vo rang ki vajah se khubsurat hai ya nahi.. par vo behad khubsurat hai ye mein samajh gaya tha.. shayad mere jeevan ki pehli aisi ladki jo mene itni khubsurat dekhi thi...

" ankit ? " rahul ke awaz se mein apne sawalon se bahar aya. " remember akansha.. " uske kehte hue meri nazar jo akansha par thi vo uspar aur gehra gayi, vo meri taraf dekhte hue halka sa muskurai. Jiske baad phir mere sawal bhoot ki tarah chipak gaye. Ye muskan to shayad us din bhi thi ? to meri nazar tab kyun is muskan par nahi gayi aur aaj hi kyun... kahin mene koi love story to nahi padi thi ? yaad kyun nahi aa raha kuch... bc... padi hi nahi to kaise yaad ayega.. par ye muskan ... akansha ki ye smile... ek aisi shanti kyun hai jo sukun de rahi hai... itni shant muskan par phir bhi itni pyari.....

" ankit ? " chipke hue bhoot jo mujhe behad ache lag rahe the use ek haramkhor tantrik baba bante hue rahul ne alag kar die.

" han bilkul... " jabki mujhe jara sa bhi akansha ka dhayan nahi tha.. bas naam chhod kar.....

" Hi.. " usne hath milane ke liye aage badaya to mene bhi bada dia aur hath milate time alag si hi gudgudi hui... fefdon mein... dil mein.... aur bas... iske aage kahin nahi... is baar ye gudgudi bas wahin tak simat kar reh gayi...

" Thanks for the help once again... uske baad tumse milne ka chance nahi mila "

" thanks ? " mein thoda confuse hua phir khud hi yaad kar baitha.. " ohh no problem... " hath abhi tak mene chhode nahi the, phir jab ye khayal aya ki ek skin aur meri skin se touch hai to mene hath chuda lia. Iske baad vo excuse kehti hui vahan se chali gayi aur mein use apni ankhon se use vahan tak chhod kar aya jahan tak chhod sakta tha...

" chhod aya ? " jab mene apni nazare uspar se hata kar vapis ki tab rahul ne mujhse pucha. Mene kuch nahi kaha.. na kehta to vo manta nah aur han kehta to use chedne ka mauka mil jata.

" mein tabhi soch raha tha ki kaise... matlab kaise kar sakta hai tu " vo ek dum se bola.

" kyaa.. ? " mein turant bola, mujhe laga kahin vo use jakar bol dega to kahin kuch gadbad na ho jaye. Ye dar wala badlav mere andar tabse aya tha jabse naukri lagi thi kyun ki suna to yahi jata hai hamare job culture mein ki log ek dusre ke khilaf bhadakate hai logon ko apni position uppar lane ke liye aur agar kisi ne ye mere sath kar dia to meri naukri to jayegi plus jo khun mera kholega use kahin mein kisi ka murder karke jail na chala jaun.

" yahi ki akansha se milne ke baad tune uske bare mein pucha kaise nahi.. "

" matlab ? "

" abe use milne ke baad koi us ladki ko kaise bhul sakta hai... salle.. par jis tarah tune use dekha ye samajh aa gaya ki tu use bhula nahi hai "

" aisa kuch nahi hai.. "

" sab kuch hai dalle... mein to hairan tha ki tune uske bare mein mujhse kuch pucha kyun nahi.. phir mujhe laga ki shayad teri kahin aur setting chal rahi ho isliye tune dhyan nahi dia "

" meri kisi se setting nahi hai be.. "

" acha matlab tu ye bata raha hai mujhe taki mein teri madad kar saku akansha se setting karane mein " bahut harami insan hai rahul.. baton mein tumhe kab fansa de tum samjah nahi paoge..

" harami pana band karega apna.. aisa kuch nahi hai.. ye baton mein uljhane ki chal kisi aur par chala kar.. aur ab yahan party mein khane pine aye ya phir teri bakchodi sunne.. "

" bukhad sala.. yahan bhi khane ki padi hai.. mein chala pine.. care to join.. ? "

" chal sakta hun par ise jada kuch nahi.. " phir hum dono us taraf gaye jahan bar bana hua tha, sabhi suit pehne gentleman vahan daru ka glass badi adab ke sath pakde khade the jaise bc inse jada agyakari koi dusra hai nahi ... vahan hamare sir bhi khade the.. kareeb 5 minute tak usne pakaya aur end mein enjoy bol kar chala gaya. Udhar rahul ne apne liye glass pakdwaya aur mene bhi par vo ek fruit juice wala without cocktail drink tha... vahiyad.. tha.. par dikhane ke liye pakda hua tha. Itne mein meri nazar phir vahan padi jahan nahi padni chahie thi, akansha par..

" ye ladki aaj mere piche kyun ghum rahi hai.. " mein use milna nahi chaha raha tha na jane kyun.. Vo apne group ke sath thi.. shayad uske friends ya colleague ke sath. Usne shayad dhayan nahi dia aur rahul bhi filal kisi se baat kar raha tha isliye sirf mein hi tha jo use dekh raha tha. Haye... ye khubsurti... ye masumiyat uske chehre ki.. vo muskurahat uske dil ki jo uske chehre par thi.. maturenes uske chehre par aisi bikhri hui thi jaise janmi hi use sath lekar ho... ek dum perfect figure ke sath... bahut kam ladkiyan aisi maintained hoti hai aur itni khubsurat bhi shayad ye professionalism ka bhi affect tha us par.. marketing line.. par mujhe kya farak padta hai koi bhi line ho... lekin uski khubsurti ki line bilkul sateek tha.. mujhe aisa feel na jane kyun aa raha tha ki ye ek movie jaisi love story rahegi.. bahut sundar ladki aur ek average guy but dimag se thoda intelliegent aur usne us ladki ki madad ki jiske baad kuch badti mulakaton mein use pyar ho gaya... Ek min.. pyar .. kya mene abhi abhi ye kaha ki mujhe use pyar ho gaya.. matlab ho jayega ? aur ye love story bich mein kaha se aa gayi.. Mujhe apni present value nahi bhulni chahie...

" kitna dekehega... bc us din office mein to dekha tak nahi tha.. dhang se tabhi tujhe yaad nahi.. jabki is ladki koi ek baar dekh le to ise baat karne ke liye tadapta hai... aur salle aaj tu use ghure hi jaa raha hai.. hua kya hai tuje ? " mujhe pata nahi tha ki rahul bhi ab wahi dekh raha hai jahan mein.

" aisa kuch nahi hai.. vo dekh vo bhi drink kar rahi hai vahi dekh raha hun.. chehre se lag nahi raha tha ki vo drink kar rahi hai .. " bahar se to mene itni asani se kaha jaise mujhe farak nahi padta ki vo kaun hai, kya lena dena hai mera use. Par sahi kahun dil itna jala aur itna gussa aa raha tha andar se ki ye kaise pii sakti hai.. kaise se jada kyun piii rahi hai.. pata nahi kyun par mujhe to gusa aa raha tha ab koi bhi mujhe jaisa soche.. society ki language mein vo kaun se chutiye shabd hote hain jo ladko ko die jate hain... bc yaad kyun nahi aa rahe chhodo maa chudaye...

" to shakal se tuje pata chalta hai ki kaun piyega kaun nahi aur tujhe kya.. salle ladki hai to pii nahi sakti kya.. "

" nahi.. "

" teri soch to badi kharab hai "

" mene kaha nahi.. mujhe kya farak padta hai piye khub piye.. " mene apni nazar mod li.

" padna bhi nahi chahie.. aur jo itna tu ghur raha hai vo jada ghurna bane ise pehle mein ye bata dun ki she is nearly to get engaged. " rahul ki akhri line ne dimag blank kar dia, blank tone.. ki tarah blank... par kyun ? abhi to kuch hua hi nahi na love story na pyar.. na movie ke chalte scene to blank kyun hona.. chal hat... mein phir normal enovirment mein pahunch gaya.

" ghurna paap thodi hai aur vaise bhi agar sundar chiz dekhni nahi chahie to unhe sundar dikhne ka hak nahi... kyun ki jaruri nahi agar hum ladke kisi sundar ladki ko dekhe to sirf uske sharir ko dekh rahe ho, uski value ki sundarta ko sarhana bhi ata hai hume.. "

" fair and valid point maharaj... " usne hath jod lie.

" hey rahul.. come join us.. " usko bhi bulana jaruri tha...

" chal aja.. akansha bula rahi hai "

" tu jaa.. mein nahi aa raha.. vaise bhi mein odd lagunga.. " yahi farak hai mujhme aur dusre laundon mein... mein apni value kabhi kam nahi karna chahta.. Ego kahe ya attitude lekin meri apni khud ki kuch shartein jinhe todna mere bas mein bhi nahi.

" sure ? "

" aise puch raha hai jaise mein suicide karne ko keh raha hun.. mana kiya na.. mein drink nahi karta yar.. aur phir odd banke khada rahunga, vo mujhse drink karne ka bar bar puchenge.. hasenge... do batein banayenge.. vaise bhi mein unhe janta nahi.. khama kha agar mera temper loose ho gaya to gadbad ho jayegi " pata nahi kyun phir se purane wala mein zinda ho raha tha, jo mein lana nahi chahta tha...

" ok " iske baad vo bhi kuch nahi bola aur chala gaya. Mood ka satyanash kar dia is ladki ne mera... isliye ladkiyun ko apni life se bahar kar dia tha taki focus mera bas ek cheez par rahe, apne kaam par apni tariki par..

Mein bas 2-3 minute hi baithe the ki kano mein awaz padte hi meri nazar ghumi, ye phir aa gayi , mene socha par sala ladkiyan tumhare man ki feelings kab badal dete hain pata nahi chalta.

" hey.. "

" hi.. "

" sorry, but its your choice lekin can i ask you something ? "

" yeah.. "

" why didn't you join us ? i know ki ye tumhari wish hai.. but if everthing's fine.. tum hamare sath join kar sakte ho ? if not then it's ok.. mene bas isliye pucha ki we are enjoying and you are sitting alone.. " vo ek sath bahut boli aur mein muskura dia.. ye kaisa expression tha

" nhi nahi.. aisa kuch nahi hai.. but it's like mein drink nahi karta.. isliye mein aap sab ke bich odd nahi banna chahta tha bas iske alawa koi reason nahi hai "

" seriously ? " mujhe pata tha vo ye bolne vali hai ki tum drink nahi karte bc inhi sawalon se ab chid ho chuki thi... kya insan ka pina itna jaruri hai ? really ? par jab vo boli to kuch alag hi boli.

" tumhe ye lagta hai ki hum drink ki wajah se enjoy karte hai.. no mr. you are wrong.. its just a gesture.. and we dont mind.. tum drink karte ho ya nahi.. actually we don't care...at all sorry mein tumhare muh par bol rahi hun par we still do not care for anyone personal life... " bc ladki ne to dil hi jeet lia

" i like it... " mein fauran bola aur meri tone itni funny thi ki vo hans padi. Galat disha mein dil mud raha tha mera... bahut galat.. mein single ladkiyun ke bare mein nahi soch raha tha and she is about to..

" to could i ask you to join ? " uske bolne par mein is infinite world mein aa gaya. Infinte kyun ? waqt ane par ye bhi pata chalega..

" yeah sure.. agar apko problem nahi to mujhe kaisi.. " mein apni jaah se khada hua aur hum sath aage bade. " apki drink ? " usne vo wahin chhod di thi.

" i don't need anymore.. i guess.. " ajeeb bandi thi.. khair bandiya to sab hi ajeeb hoti hai isme naya kuch nahi tha..

Us raat vo bahut boli.. mere se nahi.. matlab group mein ... rahul aur mein uske sath hi rahe puri sham aur phir 12 bajne ke baad sabne new year wish kiya, hum dono ne ek dusre ko offcourse... par usme itna khas nahi tha jo kahun... she is very professional, koi lalu chapo nahi... uske baad dance ka program shuru hua.. ye dusra kaam jo mujhse kabhi nahi hua.. usne mujhse pucha... par mene saaf mana kiya aur uske baad usne dubara nahi pucha aur khud chali gayi.. dance usne kiya 4-5 minute hi par jitna kia nazre wahi rahi... un logo ka raat bhar rukne ka plan tha.. par mera nahi... rahul ka to samajh aa gaya tha.. mona ke sath vo nikal lia.. isliye mera aur koi plan nahi tha.. Akansha ne mujhse pucha par mene na hi kaha jiske baad usne koi force nahi kia.. aur karti bhi kyu ? kya mein aisa cha raha tha ? pata nahi usne na kaha aur bye keh kar mein nikal gaya.

Ye saal bahut si batein bandh kar gaya tha mere sath.. jinko mein bhula kar hi aage badh raha tha... par jate jate vo mujhe kahin aur hi bandh kar chala gaya tha.. shayad takdeer ab mujhe kuch dikhana chahti thi....

 

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Update - 85

Do min ki awkward silence ke baad rahul hi bola. " tune to apna saman pack kar liya yani tu mera kaam nahi karega ? " mein bhi is waqt thoda hadbadaya hua tha aur kuch pal pehle bole gayi baat ko badlne ke liye uski baat mein baat jod di.

" han to tu 10 minute mein aa raha tha... ab meri dukan band kal ana. " mene charger bag mein dalte hue kaha.

" aisa mat kar badi umeed se aye hai tere pas.. "

" kyu aisa kya naya kand kar dia tune ab ? " bolne ke baad phir dhayan aya ki vo akela nahi hai. " i mean kya ho gaya aisa ? "

" are kaam mera nahi.. akansha ka hai " Akansha... ishara uske sath ayi ladki ki taraf tha.

" kaisa kaam ? "

" are ise ek file nahi mil rahi.. bahut important hai aur IT wale ko server par nahi mili keh raha hai delete ho gyi hogi.. "

" han to kaise milegi.. trash nahi hota usme.. delete yani server se bahar.. " mere kehte hi rahul to chup hua par vo ladki yani akansha boli.

" to koi chance nahi hai ? "

" han yar dekh na... mene bola tu dhund dega.. tu to kuch bhi kar sakta hai "

" kuch bhi.. matlab... kaam karwane ke liye kuch bhi bahane lagayega... " mene laptop kholte hue kaha. " ip... " mere bolne ke baad kuch second dono ghurte rahe jaise unhe samajh nahi aya phir akansha ko jaise dhayan aya.

" oh yeah sorry... " usne bag se ek notebook nikali aur rahul ko de di, darasal vo mujhse thodi dur hi khadi thi.. jaise mere andar khujli wale kide reng rahe ho

Rahul se notebook li, ip aur user ke sath password usme tha, hairani ki baat thi ki IT ke bande ne server ka access de rakha tha.. varna aisa kaun karta hai.. server ka access kaun deta hai... sala chutia IT wala... mene man mein mazak udaya par chehre par expression aa gaye jiske bare mein jab socha to nazar rahul aur akansha ki taraf gayi vo dono hairani se dekh rahe the.

" file name ? "

" Important cases, like that thi file name "

" hmm, naam bhi nahi pata.. kaam bada dia.. " mein khud se bola par dono ne sun liya hoga.. mene pehle simple kuch command chalai, jise mujhe pata tha ki nahi milegi.. locate, find.. grep sab lagaya par nahi mili yani file delete ho gayi thi.

" file to sach mein deleted hai... " mene kaha par kaam nahi roka apna.

" yar delete kar di hogi kisi ne.. i am sure ki mene server par copy karwai thi. This IT guy... he is totally rubish... " vo thoda gusse mein aa gayi thi.

" email id ? " mene jab pucha to vo hairani se meri taraf dekhne lagi.

" excuse me ? "

" apki email id ? file nahi chahie ? "

" par apne abhi kaha ki vo delete hai.. "

" han vo to thi hi... "

" mene kaha tha na ye banda kuch bhi kar sakta hai.. " rahul bich mein kud pada phir akansha ne apni email id aur mene use file send kar di.

" thank you so much.. apne meri bahut badi help ki hai.. "

" its okay... " mein laptop band karke bag mein dalne laga.

" thank you rahul.. ok bye.. i gota go.. i will meet you tomorrow.. bye .. "

" bye.. " choti muskan ke sath mein bola aur vo chali gayi.

" chale ab.. " mere bolne ka intezar tha rahul ko bas. Hum dono raste mein the tab mene use sunaya.

" salle tune bataya nhi ki tu kisi ke sath aa raha hai.. khamakha meri reputation ki maa chodne par laga hai "

" abe to gali mat dia kar "

" aisa ho sakta hai kya... "

" hahaha.. han vo to hai.. par salle tu bhi ladki ke aage bahut style mara.. pehle kaha delete ho gayi hai.. aur phir baad mein de di file utha kar "

" abe delete hi hui thi "

" rehne de itna to mujhe bhi pata hai server se delete yani khatam "

" bc yahi tak to soch sakte ho tum.... server se delete hui files ko hum recover kar sakte hai.... iska bhi tarika hai.. mene script bana rakhi thi.. bas dono ko use kiya aur file recover kar li.. "

" tu to sch mein intelligent hai lawde.... , gaya beta IT wala ab.. "

" gaya matlab ? "

" tujhe pata hai akansha kaun hai ? "

" mujhe kaise pata hoga lawde "

" abe managing post par hai.. gand mar degi kal IT wale ki... "

" teri boss hai kya ? "

" nahi... hamara department alag hai mera HR uska marketing.. "

" farak kya hai ? "

" bahut hai hr vo hota hai jo marketing manage karta hai, resources provide karke aur marketing... "

" rehne de.. bc tum logo ki bakchodi na palle padti .. itne manager hote hain ye samajh nahi ata ki kaun kiski jagah hai... bas itna bata tere se uppar post par hai na "

" han ... "

" to tu gand mara.. "

" bc.... " vo bilbila kar reh gaya. Raat ko dinner aaj mene akele kia, mona ke sath chudai ka program tha bhai sahab ka. Mona ek divorcy akeli rehne wali aurat thi, aur rahul ki boss bhi.. dekhne mei kuch khas nahi thi.. par chudai ke liye khas ki kya jarurat bas lund ki atma ko shanti milni chahie aur vo rahul ko bharpur mil rahi thi. Mona aur rahul ka connection mumbai se tha.... aur dono ka transfer idhar hua tha ya yun kahun ki mona ne hi rahul ka transfer karaya tha apne sath. Dinner karte hue mein ye soch raha tha to lund bhi akadne laga lekin phir soch kar kuch nahi kiya kyun ki man nahi kiya. Phone utha kar dekha to mail hui thi o bhi thank you ki.. jo akansha ki thi.. mene use swipe karke hata dia aur tv dekhte hue so gaya pata hi nahi chala.

Diwali ke baad ke jo mahine hote hain us sal mein bache hue bade hi bakwas hote hain, aram karne ka time bhi nahi hota.. kaam hi kaam no holiday.... holiday milta bhi hai to year end par yani ki new year par. New year ki party announce hui thi office mein ... vo bhi kisi party disc type mein.... baad mein rahul se pata chala ki building ke kayi office ne co-ordinate karke party organize ki hai tabhi itni shandar ho rahi hai, mumbai mein aksar aisa hota hai ki jahan ek building mein kayi office ho to unme se kuch office mil kar party organize karte hian jise party badi aur badia hoti hai. Ek hafta tha abhi party ke liye, din tha 22 december jab mujhe mere sir ne apne cabin mein bulaya.

" Ankit... how are you ? kaam kaisa chal raha hai ? "

" all well sir.. " meri thodi fat rahi thi kyun ki jab koi maanger tumhe bulaye to samajh lo gand lagne wali hai.

" good... mene tumhe isliye bulaya hai kyun ki next month ek bahut bade client se meeting hai aur agar baat jam gayi to tumhe use handle karna hai "

" mujhe " kaha tha na... fad di na gand....

" han why ? tumne interview mein kaha tha ki you are very good in clint handling.. so now here is your chance.. "

" no problem sir... " ab ise kya batata fati hui gand ka dard..

" great... ready rehna... and don't worry i know you can handle... " mein room se bahar aa gaya.. gand to ab fadi jaa chuki thi.. bas ab border par ladne ke liye langadate hue jana baki tha. Khair mein akar apne kaam mein lag gaya kyun ki ane wala time kisne dekha tha...

31st december

" chal na bhai.. kitna taiyar hoga.. " mein adhe ghante se rahul ka wait kar raha tha bhosdiwala aurton se jada taiyar ho raha tha.

" han aa raha hun bas "

" bc aisa kaun si bra penty pehen raha hai jo fit nahi ho rahi tujhe.. salle "

" speical order se mangwai hai .. " vo bahar aya.

" bc mona ke sath aaj sex badal kar chudai ka program hai kya "

" tujhe kaise pata ? salle hamari jasusi karta hai haramkhor "

" han madarchod tu tikka hi isliye hai ... varna tuj jaise jhantu ko kuch ata bhi hai kya "

" yahin rape karwayega apna ya chalega.. " hum dono aise hi behas karte hue nikal gaye. Party vakai gazab jagah par thi.. behtarin hotel aur gaza ka enviornment..

" bada paisa lagaya hai "

" kamate bhi to bahut hai.. chal aja.. " rahul ke piche piche mein chal pada. Bc jitna mature ho jaun lekin ye party mein jakar hath wath milane se mein abhi bhi parez hi karta tha, ajeeb sa lagta tha mujhe in sab mein. Hum dono jitno ko jante the unse hath mila kar vahin khade ho gaye. Mahol bada hi gazab tha, ek se ek ladki thi jo fashionable dress pehen kar ayi thi. Aisa mahol mene aaj pehli baar dekha tha, ise pehle aisi party kabhi hui thi nahi meri zindagi mein.

" hey akansha... " rahul ki awaz sun kar mene apni nazar us taraf ki aur bas wahin dekhta reh gaya.

 

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Update - 104

" seriously tumhe late ho jayega ? "

" han yar, kya karun end time par kaam aa gaya, tum log enjoy karo mein thodi der mein aa jaunga "

" rahul wants to talk to you "

" salle harami aaj ke din bhi time par nahi aa sakta "

" yar seriously kaam aa gaya, tu bas thodi der de mein ata hun, akansha ko phone de "

" harami sala... "

" hmm "

" akansha please take care .. "

" i will, tum kaam khatam karke aao ok "

" hmm ok bye "

" Ye sala sudhrega nahi kabhi bhi.. " akansha ke baithe hi rahul bola.

" hota hai kabhi kabhi " akansha defence karte hue boli.

" maaf kar dijeye hume hum bhul gaye the ... " rahul ne hath jodte hue kaha to vahan sab hans die. Sabhi ke pas apni apni daru thi, ek taraf music chal raha tha. Sabhi apas mein hansi mazak kar rahe the, badte waqt ke sath daru bhi badti gayi.

" akansha what happen ? tum drink nahi kar rahi mjhe bahut ajeeb lag raha hai " rahul ka nasha kafi badh chuka tha.

" no i am good, actually mein kafi din baad drink li, its ok for me, by the way i guess ankit doesn't like it so i avoid... " akansha ne bade simple lehaze mein jawab dia.

" usko to bahut si chizen pasand nahi... "

" tum uske sath agar isi tarah baat karti hogi to ye bhi pasand nahi ata hoga use hahaha "

" matlab ? "

" aise english mein... bahut galiya deta hai jab use koi ladki aisi english jhadti hai to hahaha " rahul ki baat akansha ko ajeeb lagi par usne ignore karna behtar samjha.

" vaise tum jabse uske sath relation mein ayi ho bahut badal gayi ho, vo akansha jise mein janta tha vo nahi rahi tum.. ankit ne bahut badal dia tumhe ... sala hai hi ek number ka chalu... "

" hey... tum mere samne usi ki burai kar rahe ho .... " akansha ko bura laga par rahul dono ka dost tha isliye usne zahir nahi kia. Isi bich rahul ke doston ne dance ke liye kaha par usne mana kar dia aur baki sab ko bhej dia, ab sirf vo aur akansha reh gaye the.

" burai uski kyun karunga dost hai apna.. mein to tumhe keh raha hun "

" aisa kuch nahi hai, usne kabhi kisi chiz ke liye mujhe aaj tak mana nahi kia "

" sahi mein ? kya baat hai bada hi badal gaya hai sala, kuch aur hi lag raha tha mujhe to "

" tum kya kehna chahte ho "

" bas yahi ki vo itna badal gaya ... "

" kyun tumhe aisa kyun lagta hai vo badal gaya hai ? he is so simple and straight "

" lagne ki kya jarurat hai, harami tha ek number ka aur hota bhi kyun nahi akhir delhi wala jo hai " ab vo ajeeb sa lagne wali feeling akansha ko kuch aur jada ajeeb lagne lagi.

" college time mein ek number ka harami tha ... na jane kitni hi " rahul ne apni drink khatam karte hue hinchai khai, " kitni hi ladkiyun ki bajai hai usne " nashe mein rahul ye bhul gaya ki use kis tarah baat karni chahie.

" what do you mean ? " akansha ko ab kuch galat feel ane lagi.

" girls akansha, he was ..... into them... totally.... pata nahi mujhe to naam bhi yaad nahi bataye the usne... ritika, disha..... aur... aur vo kaun thi.. kya naam tha uska... han... vo uski college teacher ankita... aaah... jis tarah usne bataya tha, us time se aaj tak vo meri imagination mein hai... lucky bastard college teacher ko usne college ke washroom mein hi... seriously us din to mene bhai sahab ke charan chu liye the.... aur tum kehti ho ki vo simple hai hahaha.. "

" tum mazak kar rahe ho i know.. " akansha kuch pal chup rahi sochti rahi uske baad usne apne aap ko ye samjhaya ki aisa ho nahi sakta jaisa usne suna hai.

" hahah, mazak to tum kar rahi ho, aise keh rahi ho jaise you don't know anything, he fucks all of them akansha, ab chupane se kya hoga i know wo tumhara bf hai par isme kya sharmana ... " akansha rahul ki batein sun ke baad samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki kya soche.

" aur ab tum mil gayi use, ek se ek ladkiyan uske pas hi jati hai, sala lucky harami kahin ka haha.. " rahul ne vodka ka glass khali karte hue kaha.

" kaun lucky hai bhai ? " mene us shor mein itna hi suna aur bagal mein aa baitha.

" are mera bhai aa gaya.. " rahul mujhse gale milte hue bola, pura tun tha.

" abhi tere bare mein hi baat ho rahi thi ... "

" mere bare mein, aisi kya baat kar raha tha ... hume bhi to pata chale " mene bas itna hi kaha ki mujhe aisa laga akansha apni jagah se uthi hai. Mene uski taraf dekha to vo bina meri taraf dekhe hi vahan se chal di.

" akansha... " mujhe kuch ajeeb laga, " akansha.. " mene use dubara awaz lagai par usne phir bhi nahi suni. Vo apni jagah se thodi dur gayi aur mene tabhi use rok lia.

" akansha.. kya hua ? " uska chehra puri tarah se tuta hua tha jaise kuch hua ho " kya hua hai? " vo kuch nahi boli aur apne aap ko chuda kar jane lagi. Mujhe ek pal bhi samajh nahi aya ki ye ho kya raha hai ? kya vo mere sath mazak kar rahi hai par aisa mazak ? tabhi mere dimag mein rahul ki baat yaad ayi ' abhi tere bare mein hi baat kar raha tha ' Ye sochte hi mein akansha ki taraf bhaga.

" sorry " bhagte hue mein kisi se takraya par ruka nahi aur bhagta hua disc se bahar nikal gaya.

 

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Update - 103

" Akash ka call aya tha "

" hmm phir ? " akansha kuch soch mein dub gayi. " koi serious baat hui ? "

" he wants me back " vo meri taraf aur mein uski taraf dekhne laga.

" he said, ki mein jaisa chahti hun vo bilkul vaisa hi ho jayega "

" hmm, phir ? " vo bahut normal thi isliye mein bhi khud ko normal rakhne ki kosish kar raha tha.

" to i said ki i know you love me and i do too " uske itna kehte hi meri sansein hi ruk gayi. Ye surprise dene wali thi akansha mujhe pata hota to zeher ka order deta bc

" but tumse nahi use jo mujhse bina ye kahe pyar karta hai " uski smile aur uski is line mein is kadar khoya ki khud par abhiman hone laga ki dunia ki sabse jada khubsurat ladki mujhse pyar karti hai.

" tumne solid jala dia use matlab " meri college wali bhasha jaisi tone sun kar vo hans di.

" so you told him ki you are seeing me ? " mene hichakte hue pucha.

" yeah.... "

" and ?? "

" ankit don't mind but.. "

" aisa kya keh dia ? "

" ki tumhari wajah se i left him.. and i still loves him not you "

" hmmm " mere itne fike response ki use umeed nahi thi. " he is right "

" what ? " is baar shayad use surprise mila.

" he is right, you left him because of me, but kash vo is baat ko samajh pata ki agar ek ladki kisi ko pyar karne ke baad kisi ke liye chhod de to vo uske sath khush nahi hogi, agar vo ye samajh jata ki vo khush hai uska pyar khush hai, to shayad ye bhi ki why you left him ? its so simple, we are together kyun ki we are the happiness of each other aur jab tak ye feeling mere andar hai akash kya bhagwan bhi kahe ki you love him more than me, i will not believe him either " meri baat sunte hi akansha apni jagah se khadi ho gayi, mujhe samajh nahi aya ki mene aisa kya galat kaha, to mein bhi apni jagah par khada ho gaya. Vo mere thik bagal mein aa khadi hui aur phir muskurate hue mere galle lag gayi.

" thank you... i don't think ... " vo mujhse alag hui, vo kuch kehna chahti thi but kuch keh nahi paa rahi thi, uska chehra ek dum lal ho gaya tha, she is overwhelmed completely... " you deserve more ... " badi mushkil se usne halki awaz mein kaha, mein use samjhata ki ye kehne ki jarurat nahi use pehle pata nahi kaise lekin vo mere liye... i never imagine ki mein aisa kabhi kahunga apne liye vo bhi ki.. Akansha mere liye wahan par ghutno ke bal baith gayi... i mean .. ek second ke liye mere liye vo time bilkul ruk gaya. How she did this ? Restro ke kuch log hamari taraf dekh rahe the aur mein akansha ko aur vo mujhe..

" Mr. Ankit.. will you be mine.. forever.. " uski awaz... kaise itni pyari ho sakti hai, acha bhala tha mein iske pyar ne mujhe itna acha bana dia .. mere uppar ek bhoj aur bada dia, mein ro deta kasam se itna jazbati ladka bana dia is ladki ne ki pucho mat.

" duffer " mein bhi usi ki tarah baith gaya. " i am already yours.. ye lo hath bhi le lo.. " mene uska hath pakad liya aur usne mera, " chehra bhi le lo " mein uske chehre ke najdeek pahunch gaya. " aur dil bhi check ka lo tumhare liye hi dhadak raha hai " kehte hi mein uske galle lag gaya. Jo awaz uski hansi mein thi, vo khushi, vo khushi ka is tarah feel hona ki samaj na ana ki rona kyun aa raha hai sab kuch tha usme.

" why ? " mein use alag hote hue bola.

" because you are my happiness " itna kehte hi uski ankh se ansu aa nikla, ye pehli baar tha jab mene uske ansu to dekhe the par khushi ke the aur is baat ki khushi mujhe thi ki vo meri vajah se khush hai.

" are pagli mein to ye keh raha tha kyun is gown ko pehen kar niche baithi, ganda ho jayega vo "

" hatt.. " mene uski ankho se ansu hataye aur use khada kia aur khud bhi khada ho gaya. Raste bhar hum dono aise aye jinhe kehte hai love birds bilkul vahi style mein aram mein arm, uska sar mere kandhe par, solid ise kehte hai love story mujhe khud par itna fakr ho raha tha ki kya kehna, vo kehte hain na ek na ek din hume vo milta hi hai jo hum chahte hain.. par mene kya aisa kabhi chaha tha ?

Akansha ka flat aa chuka tha, yani use chhod kar jane ka waqt.

" good night.." vo bol kar andar jana chahti thi.

" akansha "

" hmm "

" i'll never forget what you have done for me.. never ever .... that was.. " itna hi keh paya uske baad usne apne honth mere honto par rakh die.

" don't... " usne itna kaha aur ek baar phir apne honth mere honton par rakh die aur is baar hum kuch der tak ek dusre ke honton ko chumte rahe, vo feeling kuch jada hi sar chad gayi thi, kiss karte hue mein aur vo flat ke andar tak aa gaye par tabhi piche akansha kisi chiz se takrai aur hum dono ek dum hosh mein aa gaye. Dono ki sansein tezz chal rahi thi, meri to hawa hi tight ho chuki thi, but i know ki we both lost in that feeling. Pehle to hum ek dusre se nazre churane lage phir ek dusre ki taraf dekh kar hasne lage. Ajeeb hoti hai ye feeling.. samajh nahi ata ki karna kya hai ... Finally usne mujhe hug kia aur mein goodnight keh kar nikal gaya.

Kehte hain na life mein kuch din aise hote hain jo apke liye rememerable hote hain meri life mein kuch ek do din aise rahe hain jaise india ka world cup 2011 bas usi tarah mera ye aaj ka pal tha jo mene akansha ke sath bitaya tha, aur agar mein is memorable day ko sach mein apna hissa banana chahta hun to mujhe ab vo kaam karna hoga jo mene abhi tak nahi kia, shayad yahi sahi waqt hai jiska mujhe intezar tha.

Normal life jab khush rehti hai to roz ka kaam bahut asan ho jata hai uppar se apke sath vo ho jo apki khushi ho tab to yah lagta hai ki aisa hi chalta rahe. Is baar bari meri thi mauka bhi tha, Rahul ka promotion hua tha aur vo delhi aya tha aur isi baat par hum sab party mein ikhata hone wale the....

 

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Update - 102

Vapis jate hue akansha ne mujhse ek sawal kia jisme do jawab the.

" ankit kis baat ka dar hai ? and don't lie, mujhe pta hai kisi baat ka dar hai tumhare andar, aisa kya hai jo tumhe takleef de raha hai "

" dar "

" mein kuch samjhi nahi "

" tumhe khone ka dar.. tumhe naraz karne ka dar... akansha mein tumhe kho nahi sakta, aaj, kal .. kabhi nahi.. na hi naraz dekh sakta.. "

" hmm... " vo itna hi boli. Bas itna ...

TV par Interstellar aa rahi thi aur mein sofe par laita hua vahi dekh raha tha, akansha baal bandhte hue ayi aur mere aage akar sofe par bachi hui thodi si jagah mein lait gayi.

" so tired " usne abhi abhi flat rent par liya tha, acha bhala tha lekin usme bhi use khushi nahi thi, apni tarah set kara aur mujhse bhi karwaya. 2 Hafte se vo lagi hui thi, mein to sirf sunday hi uski help kar paa raha tha aur aaj ye 2nd sunday tha aur aaj jakar use tasali mili thi. Usne mera hath pakad kar apne uppar khud kiya kyun ki mein apni movie dekhne mein kuch jada hi magn tha, vaise bhi last ka scene chal raha tha jahan vo 5th dimension mein murf ko morsecode ke through formula bata raha tha taki earth ke logon ko bacha sake, mene bas sofe par akansha ko itni jagah di ki vo lait jaye.

" ankit "

" hmm "

" can you cuddle me tight "

" hmm " uski baat sun kar mene akansha ko thoda waist se tight pakad lia lekin dhayan to mera uspar tha hi nahi. Akansha kuch der laiti rahi aur uski nazar bhi tv par rahi par use us movie mein koi interest nahi tha. Usne apni pair se dusre pair ko sehlaya aur ek gehri sans khinchte hue usne ankh band kar li.

" ankit, you know i was thinking about the night when you said you are scared " tv ki awaz itni thi ki akansha ki baton par dhayan kam hi jaa raha tha.

" hmm " mene bhi sirf itna hi kaha.

" but mene uska response nahi dia " usne bolte hue meri taraf dekha jahan meri nazar to tv par thi. Vo fauran meri taraf palat gayi, jise meri pakad use chhut gayi aur tv se dhayan hat uski taraf ho gaya.

" movie is more important than me.. " ye ladkiyun ke tanne, mene fauran tv usi pal band kar dia.

" never " mene kaha aur remote rakh dia vaise bhi movie khatam ho chuki thi lagbhag

" kaho.. " mene uske chehre par aye hue baal piche kar diye aur kamar par hath rakh kar uski taraf dekhne laga.

" why you scared ? "

" matlab ? " hum dono ek dusre ki ankhon mein dekh rahe the.

" us raat tumne kaha ki tumhe dar hai ki tum mujhe kho doge ? aisa kyun lagta hai tumhe " uske sawal par mene nazre jhuka li kyun ki mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki mujhe aisa dar kyun hai ? par kahin na kahin is baat ka jawab bhi mere pas tha par mene apne aap ko anjan bana rakha tha kyun ki mein janta tha agar vo baat mene batai to mein sach mein ise kho dunga hamesha hamesha ke liye.

" ankit do you trust me ? "

" tumhe ye puchne ki jarurat bhi nahi hai " mene uski ankhon mein dekhte hue kaha.

" you never asked me about my past ... "

" janta hun to kya puchun "

" kitna jante ho, bas jo mene bataya, kabhi ye nahi janne ki kosish ki mein uske sath kitna close rahi hongi .. "

" akansha " mene use chup rehne ka ishara kiya kyun ki mein samajh raha tha ki vo kya kehna chahti hai "

" usne mujhe kahan kahan chua " vo chup nahi hui. " hamare bich kitni intimacy thi, kis had tak... "

" please stop... i dont care.. vo tumhara past tha.. "

" exactly.. tumhara bhi past hoga, aur mujhe pata hai sahi time ane par tum khud bataoge .. par i don't care... because i love you who you are not who you were.. so don't be scared.. mein tumhe cha kar bhi nahi chhod sakti.. " mein nahi janta tha ki vo itne ache se bhi samjha sakti hai. " aur mujhse darna chhodo idiot.. mujhe apna samjho ... aur tumhe kya lagta hai ye dar sirf tumhe hi hai ? kya mujhe nahi hai ki agar tumne mujhe chhod dia to ? "

" aisa to sirf tabhi hoga jab ye ankhein band ho jayegi kabhi na khulne ke liye "

" i hate you "

" i know "

" no seriously agar tumne ye baat dubara kahi to ... " mene kuch nahi kaha bas uske forehead par kiss kar di.

" ab ye kisliye ? " usne gusse ka natak dikhate hue kaha.

" bas tumhe chune ka bahana chahie tha " mere kehte hi uske chehre par smile aa gayi aur hum dono muskura die.

" idiot "

" uhm-hmm "

" vaise ek baat puchun "

" pucho ji "

" i know ki tum us raat mujhse is baat ka jawab chahte the lekin mene nahi dia, to tumne uske baad dubara kyun nahi pucha ? "

" kyun ki mein janta tha ki tumhe jab sahi lagega tum khud bata dogi "

" itni jaldi kaise samajh gaye mujhe tum "

" samjha nahi hun, bas pyar itna ho gaya ki khud samajh jata hun "

" haye ye ladka.. "

" haye ye ladki.. " phir hum dono hans die aur usne mere honton par apne honth rakh kar mere sine mein apna sar chupa liya aur hum dono aise hi ek dusre se lipte hue vahan laite rahe. Insan ko pehli nazar mein samajh lena aur kehna ki mein sab janne laga hun to bahut badi bevkufi hogi, akansha se pehli mulakat ke baad aisa mene kabhi nahi socha tha ki uska dil ek bache ki tarah hoga, hum ek insan ko jitna jante hai utna kam hota hai aur jitna janne utna rishton ko majbur banata hai, shayad vo sahi waqt tha jab mein use ye bata deta ki mera bhi ek past hai is dar ko hata kar ki vo mujhe chhod degi, isliye nahi ki mein use apna rishta aur majbut banana chahta hun balki isliye ki uska hak hai.

Mere andar ka ye dar to khatam ho gaya tha ki mein akansha ko kho dunga kyun ki vhi dar uske andar bhi tha jabki aisa to kabhi nahi ho sakta ki mein use chhod dun to vo bhi mujhe kyun chhodegi ? mujhe is baat par vishwas rakhna tha ki jitna pyar mein use karta hun utna hi vo bhi karti hai aur jab mujhe khud ke pyar par bhrosa hai to uske pyar par na karke bevkufi nahi kar sakta. Mujhe sirf apna hi nahi sochna ab mujhe hamara sochna hai, rishte mein is dar ko bitha kar rakhna ki hum ek dusre ko chhod denge use sirf takleef badegi hi, Akansha ne sahi kaha tha ki dar tab hota hai jab hum kuch chupate hai, isliye mujhe is baat ko khatam karna tha, taki vo dar apne aap nikal jaye, bas sahi waqt ka intezar tha.

" tu ghar se aaj kal bahar jada rehne laga hai kya baat hai ? " mein office se akar kapde badal raha tha tab maa ne toka

" han to office hai .. jana pdta hai.. mana nahi kar sakte "

" bigadta jaa raha hai "

" han koi nahi bigadne do mujhe "

" khana hai ya nahi ? "

" ab jab jaa raha hun to khana kahan se hoga.. late aunga "

" pehle bata dia kar.. mehnat lagti hai aur kitni late ayega "

" pata nahi "

" papa se baat karati hui tere "

" han kara do, har baar papa ki dhamki mat dia karo, bada ho gaya hun mein "

" humse bada nahi hua hai, koi ladki wadki ka chakar hai kya ? " is baat par mene apni maa ko aise ghura jaise use sab pata hota hai.

" jada mat bolo aap.. jao yahan se.. taiyar hone do "

" hath se fisal gaya hai ladka.. koi kadar hi nahi hai maa baap ki " fusfusate hue vo nikal gayi.

Mein taiyar hokar nikal gaya, Akansha ke pas cab karke pahuncha, acha nahi lagta gaddi leni padegi, man mein to aya par paise kahan the jo leta khayal jaldi hi nikal dia . Mein flat ke niche khada uska intezar kar raha tha, aur jab vo utar kar ayi to mein use dekhta reh gaya, vaise to use ab roz dekhne ki adat thi par black colour ke us gown mein vo ek dum delhi ki bhasha mein kahun to katal kar dene wali lag rahi thi ek dum katli.. by god...

" wao... man hi nahi kar raha bahar jane ka bas tumhe lekar baitha rahun aur dekhta hun.. "

" hehehe.. idiot " usne mujhe hug kia aur hum dono dinner ke liye nikal gaye, na jane kis baat ka plan banaya tha usne aaj ka, jo vo dinner par hi batane wali thi.

 

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Update - 101

" aur.. "

" jaise hawa tumhe chu rahi hai vaise hi mein tumhare badan ko chune ki kosish karunga.... tumhari ankhein... honth.. tumhare hath... ungliyan... "

" ankit.. "

" hmm "

" bass.... "

" kuch galat kiya mene ? " ye message likh kar mene send nahi kia, kyun ki ek pal ke liye mujhe laga jaise mein kuch jada aage nikal gaya par sahi mayine mein meri intension bahut pure thi, pehli baar is feel ko dil mein mehsus kar raha tha, kuch soch kar mene message send kar dia.

" no idiot... its just... "

" ? "

" i missed you so much right now... and if we continue i know where it will end.. "

" hmm "

" ankit mein kuch kahun ? "

" bilkul "

" i just don't want ki hamare bich physical touch ko lekar koi bhi problem ho .. do you know na ki mein kya kehna cha rahi hun "

" akansha.. " ye ladki bhi na " tum ho na sath mein.. bas hath thame rakhna use jada touch ki filal jarurat nahi padegi mujhe.. "

" what do you mean by filal ? "

" filal matlab abhi ke lie "

" to baad mein Mr. ? "

" baad mein to hoga na... "

" shut up idiot... hehehehe.... "

" "

" i am sorry "

" ye kis khushi mein ? "

" itna acha tumhara mood mene spoil kar dia.. "

" pagalu.. "

" tumhare sath bitaya koi pal spoil nahi ho sakta.. chahe vo jaisa ho.. "

" "

Vo raat sine mein bas gayi thi, jada kuch hua nahi tha par jo hua uska har moment dil se hi nikal raha tha, us raat samajh aya ki pyar mein physical hone ki koi talab nahi hoti, sach kaha hai kisi ne ... ek bar dil pyar se bhar jaye uske baad use kisi chiz ki bhuk nahi hoti...

Ek sham mein office mein baitha tha, garmiya aa chuki thi, mein kam nipta kar thoda google par news padh raha tha tabhi akansha ka phone baja, kareeb 6 baje the ..

" han ji ... aaj jaldi off ho gaya... " mene phone uthati hi kaha.

" ankit.. " par uski awaz mein kuch aur tha.

" something is not right.. tum aa jao.. plz.. " vo behad dari hui thi. Mein fauran apni jagah se khada hua.

" akansha... kahan ho tum "

" plz.. mujhe bahut dar lag raha hai "

" tum ho kahan ? " mein fauran office se bahar nikla, kyun par nahi janta tha aisa laga jaise bahar nikalte hi mein uske pass pahunch jaunga.. aur sahi mein us pal yahi laga jaise mein uske sath usi office mein hun..

" tum plz aa jao.. mujhe bahut dar lag raha hai... "

" tum shant ho jao aur batao ho kaha... mein aa raha hun... mein ... " bas itna hi keh paya aur phone cut ho gaya.
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" are you serious ? "

" surprise ... " mujhe gussa to bahut aa raha tha par uska muskurata chehra dekh mera gussa jaise kahin kho gaya. Vo sidhe mere galle aa lagi. This is the best surprise in my whole life and i can feel it inside my heat but couldn't tell akansha.

" ye kya mazak tha yar ? " jaise hi vo mujhse alag hui mein bola.

" dar dekh rahi thi tumhara "

" acha to madamji hamara test le rahi thi.. bahut ache "

" kabhi kabhi aisa karna chahie you know "

" aur vo kyun ? "

" it feels.. good.. " usne is tarah bola ki use dekh kar aisa laga mano koi bacha ho.

" lucchi... " mene uski kamar par chunti kat di.

" oyee... "

" par achanak se kaise ? "

" kyun .. tumhe pasand nahi aya "

" offcourse.. "

" matlab nahi aya

"

" are aya baba.. par mein ye puch raha tha ki tum phir jate hue rula kar jaogi "

" abhi to ek aur surprise hai.. "

" kya ? "

" sari baat yahan office ke bahar hi karni hai mr. ? "

" i'll be back " office se pack kiya aur akansha ko lekar ek shanti si jagah jaa phuncha, na hi jada shor na hi jada roshni... delhi mein aisi jagah ki bhi kami nahi thi. Sath baithe the hum, hath pakde jaise barso baad kuch mila ho vapis mujhe, itne dino se lag raha tha ki ek baar chu lun akansha ko ek baar use galle se laga lun uska hath pakad lun aur aaj waqt ne hathon mein hath de dia tha. Vo mere kandhe par sar rakh kar baithi thi aur mein sach mein bas yahi chahta tha, baat to hum log roz hi karte hain par khamoshi ki apni juban hoti hai jiska asar bina shabdon ke bhi dil mein bahut hota hai.

" is bar mein tumhe rone nahi dungi.. "

" aur is baar mein bhi tumhe airport par chhodne aunga.. "

" bhejne ki itni jaldi hai "

" mere kehne se ruk jaogi ? "

" bol kar to dekho " is bar hum dono ki nazre ek dusre ki ankhon mein thi. Mein kya bhala mana karta ? Balki mein to ye soch kar hi rone ko ho gaya tha ki vo jaa rahi hai aur meri ankhon mein aa chuka tha, na jane kaise mein itna emotional ban chuka tha ? samajh nahi aa raha tha..

" kabhi nahi... " mere do shabdon ka matlab vo samajh chuki thi aur mere is emotional lalu jaise chehre ko bhi.

" idiot.. " vo mujhse zor se lipat gayi, kaun kehta hai ladkiyun mein takat nahi hoti ? azma kar dekho ... dil tak asar hua hai uski takat ka. " roye to pitte ... "

" hat mein kyun raounga.. "

" mein kahin jaa rahi ... i am here ankit.. now.... and always now... " mene use fauran khud se alag kia.

" kya kaha tumne ? " vo muskurai.

" mein kahi nahi jaa rahi .. kabhi nahi... "

" means u... "

" mene job yahin shift kar li hai... " uski ye line mere liye itni khushi ki thi man kiya uchal uchal kar nach padu aur purre cafe mein meri taraf se sabko daru pilwa dun kasam se itni khushi sine mein bardasht nahi ho rahi thi. Mene shayad socha nahi tha ki mein aisa karunga... mene akansha ko excitment akar chum liya ek small kiss hi sahi .. bas kar di lekin.... mera chehra shayad use bata raha hoga ki mein khush hun matlab bahut hi jada aur isliye kuch nahi bol paa raha.

" i am sorry " agle pal mujhe yaad aya ki mene kiss ki hai jo ki mujhe nahi karni chahie thi.

" sorry ? kyun ? "

" vo mene.... kiss ki... us.. lie " baat khatam ki mene to usna apna sar pakad lia.

" are you mad ? ... tum us baat ko aise mat jodo.. "

" means koi dikkat nahi na sab fine ? "

" obviously " usne kaha aur mein apni khushi mein vapis aa gaya, mene use apne sine se tight laga lia matlab bahut jada vala tight.

" par itne kam time mein ? " kuch der baad khate hue mene pucha.

" hmm, bahut lamba time tha.. har ek din ... you know, tumse mil kar jane ke baad har din jitna tumhare liye difficult tha utna hi mere liye, mein janti thi tumhara ana mushkil hai ab vapis to khud hi kyun na try karun.. so jo opotunity mili bas use le li.. "

" pagalu... itni achi jagah chhod di .. "

" chhodne ke piche ki vajah bahut badi hai ... and i can't miss " usne mere hath par apna hath rakh dia.

Vapis jate hue akansha ne mujhse ek sawal kia jisme do jawab the.

" ankit kis baat ka dar hai ? and don't lie, mujhe pta hai kisi baat ka dar hai tumhare andar, aisa kya hai jo tumhe takleef de raha hai "

" dar "

" mein kuch samjhi nahi "

" tumhe khone ka dar.. tumhe naraz karne ka dar... akansha mein tumhe kho nahi sakta, aaj, kal .. kabhi nahi.. na hi naraz dekh sakta.. "

" hmm... " vo itna hi boli. Bas itna ...

 

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Update - 100

Mein subh jaldi nikla, man to nahi tha office jane ka lekin office se chutti milne se rahi thi isliye jaldi uth kar mein pehle akansha se milna chahta tha, isliye jo mein kar sakta tha vo kar raha tha. Theek 8 baje mein uske hotel ja pahuncha tha jahan vo tehri thi, 10 baje mere office pahunchne ka time tha, 20 min late hi sahi itna chalta hai ye janta tha aur yahan se mera office ka rasta adha ghanta yani abhi mere pas 2 ghante to the hi. Mein reception par pahuncha, uska room no. pucha jo kal raat puchna chahie tha, balki mein itna bevkuf hun ki mein usko room tak chhodne nhi gaya kuch jada hi khush ho gaya tha shayad mein vaise bhi kya karna chahie aur kya nahi ye sab mujhe abhi pata hi nahi tha.

Mene room ki bell bajai, mein janta tha vo so rahi hogi, 2-3 bar bell bajane ke baad room khula. Akansha ke vo bikhre hue baal, chehre par nind aur uska night suit man to yahi kia ki abhi galle laga lu par apne emotions par kabu kar liya, naya naya pyar aur uska utawlapan sala maza hi kuch aur hai iska to.. sach mein uchal raha tha kuch dil mein....

" good morning.. " battisi dikhate hue mein bola. Vo ek dum nind se jagi aur usne mujhe dhayan se dekha.

" ankit... morning.. " uske chehre par smile aa gayi, kasam se ek pal uske chehre ko niharta raha, sach.. agar aisi morning roz mile to mein zindagi bhar use pehle uthne ko ready hun. " par tum yahan ? kya time hua hai ? " vo ek dum hosh mein ayi.

" 8 baje hai abhi.. "

" ohh i thought mein jada so gayi " usne apne baal piche karte hue kaha. " i am so sorry.. come in.. " vo apni jagah se hati aur mein andar aa gaya. Andar akar jab mein piche ghuma to akansha room band karte hue mere pas ayi aur mere gale lag gayi. Meri to hearbeat aisi badi jaise kisi ne current ki nangi taar sidhe dil mein ghusa di ho. Mujhe samajh nahi aya ki mein vapis use hug back karun ya nahi, mere hath bich mein hi ruke the, aisa nahi tha ki mene aaj se pehle use hug nahi kiya tha par ye warmness, ye closeness... ya yun kahun .. ye gudgudi aaj tak nahi hui thi.. sahi mein aisa lag raha tha jaise ye kudrat ka vo takya hai jise lapet kar mein zindagi bhar sota rahun aur kabhi uthun hi nahi...

Vo mujhse alag hui aur mere chehre ko ghurti rahi jo kahin aur khoya hua tha, " kya hua mr. thinker " uski awaz se mein hosh mein aya.

" nahi .. kuch nahi.. how was the night ? " mene apne uthe hath niche kar liye, vo meri is halat ko samajh kar andar hi andar muskura rahi thi aur vo uske chehre par tha.

" it was good, relaxed and... " vo jakar bed par baith gayi aur mein uske bagal mein jaa baitha.

" and ? " vo kuch kehna cha rahi thi par keh nhi paa rahi thi, ek chiz jo mene abhi tak akansha ke sath reh kar sikhi thi vo thi care.. Mene uska hath apne hath mein liya.

" something is bothering you ? "

" no.. " usne apna chehra utha kar meri taraf dekha, uske chehre ka glow ankhon se utar kar dil mein chap gaya tha kasam se.. kabhi kabhi insan itna khubsurat lagta hai ki us uppar wale ko shukria kehne ka dil karta hai ki usne insan banaya hai....

" then ? " mere puchne par vo kuch nahi boli aur apna sar mere kandhe par rakh lia aur mere hath par apne hath majbut kar liye. Sukun shanti.. apnapan.. iske alawa dunia bekar hai.. ye insan mere andar aise bas gaya tha jo meri ruh tak fail gaya tha, sach itna pyar kar baitha tha mein ise....

Akansha ke chehre par bal aa gira to mene use utha kar piche kar dia aur phir uska chehra utha kar apni taraf kiya aur pucha " kya hua madam "

" believe nahi ho raha " vo boli.

" kya ? " mein samajh to gaya tha lekin uske muh se sunna chahta tha, yahi to khushi hai pyar mein... jahan apko pata hai ki samne wala kya kehna chahta hai phir bhi aap bache ki tarah anjan bante hain aur uske muh se sunna chahte the.. sach bachpan aur pyar mein koi farak nahi, salle dono hi kabhi bade nahi hote...

" ki ... "

" ki mujh jaisa ladka tumhe kaise mil gaya ? "

" smart, dashing, intelligent.. hai na ? " mene mazak kiya, kya karun adat se majbur, ruka nahi gaya , vo meri baat sun kar muskura di. Joker banna pasand tha zindagi bhar, is chehre par muskan ko lane ke liye.

" u know "

" hmm "

" lucky mein hun.. ki mujhe tum mili, har bar yahi sochta tha ki mujhe aaj tak kuch nahi mila, par ab jab mila to usne zindagi bhar ki kasar puri kar di, ab kuch chahie bhi nahi zindagi mein.. sab kuch mil gaya mujhe " mein kuch jada bol gaya, na jane kaise... par ye mein nahi sala dil bol raha tha, jaban uska sath de rahi thi, galla in dono ke barabar ki madad kar raha tha, kul mila kar sab salle mile hue the...

" kisi ko life mein itni importance mat do ankit ki uske jane ki takleef bardasht na ho " akansha chutte hi boli, ek pal ke liye mujhe uski baat pasand nahi ayi par jaldi hi samajh gaya ki usne aisa kyun kaha. Uske kehte hi mene use apna hath chudaya aur usko cuddle karte hue bola.

" jaa kar dikhao... bhoot ban kar sayein ki tarah chipka rahunga.. " mene hanste hue jawab dia jise sun kar vo hans di.

" samajh nahi ata... ki tum aise khush kaise ho jate ho achanak se... iti badi baat ko itna simple kaise bana lete ho.. "

" kyun ki meri khushi mere sath baithi hai.. aur jab khushi tumhare sath hi ho to kaun bhala khush nahi rahega.. " mera andaz bada hi alag tha kehne ka, ye sun kar vo dhire dhire phir se mere galle lag gayi aur kuch der aise hi rahi aur is baar mene bhi pura respond kiya, sach night suit mein bhi aisa lag raha tha jaise andar tak chu liya ho mene use.

" bas don't ever leave me again like you did "

" promise "

" but ek baat puchun ? " vo mujhse alag hui.

" hmm "

" tumhari nosy itni red kyun ho jati hai ? " ek pal baad dono khub hanse.

" office nahi jana ? "

" jana hai yar and sorry.. mein tumhare sath aaj ka tym spend nahi kar paunga.."

" i know, thank you.. "

" kisliye ? "

" mujhe milne ke liye "

" bore to nahi ho jaogi na mujhse ? "

" hattt.... " vo bed se khade hote hue boli. " lunch nahi sahi par breakfast ? "

" bilkul ji "

" ok, tum bas 5 minute do mein fresh hokar ati hai, tum tab tak breakfast ka order de do "

" 5 minute matlab 5 minute na.. 25 minute to nahi na ? "

" hehehe very funny ? " uski is chide hue expression dekh kar bahut hansi ayi. Vo to washroom mein chali gayi, par... remember usne kuch der pehle kaha tha ki believe nahi ho raha ? sawal to uska tha par sach believe nahi ho raha tha ki ye sach hai.... abhi wala.. jo ho raha tha... adhe ghante ka samay beet gaya sala pata hi nahi chala... ye acha waqt yun hi kaise beet jata hai ? isme koi time please ka option nahi hota kya ?
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" what ? " naha kar jab akansha bahar ayi to ek pal mein use dekhta raha, phir apni nazre jhuka li, aisa to mein kabhi nahi tha hain na ? mein to mauke dhundta tha kab aisa pal mujhe koi de de aur mein lut lun usee... kya laga tha mujhe nhi pata chalega ki mein kab itna badal gaya ? apne aap ko bhul gaya apne kal ko bhul gaya ? bhula kuch nahi hun... par agar koi ek insan ko badal sakta hai to vo ek insan hi hota hai ab vo badlta kaise hai ye bhi insan par hi nirbhar karta hai..

" breakfast oder nahi kia ? "

" nahi "

" why ? "

" kyun ki mein tumhe breakfast yahan nahi balki bahar se karunga.. delhi aai ho to kam se kam yahan ka swad to chak lo .. "

" hmm... jaisa aap kahe mr. " uske baad hum dono bahar gaye aur mene use paranthe khilaye.. mashur to nahi par han badia.. ye sab mene pune mein bahut miss kia, do hi to mashur chiz hai yahan ki ek to laundia dusra yahan ka khana pina... . Bade hi yadgar pal the ye mere liye, par mein janta tha jaise jaise ye waqt aage badh raha hai vaise vaise jane ka pal najdeek aa raha hai. Mein hotel tak vapis aya, uske sath uske room tak gaya, aisa nahi tha ki mujhe jaldi thi jane ki lekin jab vo room khol kar andar gayi, mujhse andar nahi jaya gaya. Na jane kyun par andar vapis jane ki himmat nahi hui. Vo shayad samajh gayi thi isliye khud andar ghuste hi jab use mehsus nahi hua ki mein andar nahi aa raha vo ghumi aur vahin deewar ke sahare khadi ho gayi.

Ek pal hum dono ek dusre ko dekhte rahe, kya bolna hai isliye nahi balki isliye ki kaise bolein... Kisi ko pane ke liye jitna mushkil hota hai use kuch kehna use jada mushkil kisi ko alvida kehna hota hai...

" i think i have to leave.. " kehna bahut kuch chahta tha par wahi hai ki kaha mene kuch aur hi.. pata nahi kyun par lafzon se jana hi likha. Usne halki muskan ke sath ek pal apni nazre jhukai.

" will you be alright.. " usne meri ankhon mein dalte hue pucha. Nahi.. blkl nahi.. man ne kaha to par jazbat itne the ki ek pal ke liye mujhe use nazre hatani padi. Phir uske thoda najdeek jakar uske galon par halki si ungli firate hue han mein sar hila dia, pata nahi mene aisa kyun kiya.. par use aise chune ka dil kar raha tha. Usne meri ungli ke sparsh se apni ankhein band kar li aur mera hath pakad liya.

" juth bhi nahi bolne ata tumhe dhang se .... "

" kuch kehna hai to bolo ? " usne meri taraf dekhte hue kaha. Vo samne se keh rahi thi aur mein bevkuf kuch keh nahi paa raha tha.

" don't miss me too much... " mein hansa to par ankhon se nahi sirf shabdon se hi, vo fauran mere galle lag gayi aur is baar mujhe sochne ki jarurat nahi padi hathon ne khud ba khud use behad tight jod lia khud se. Kuch der baad jab use alag kiya jiska ek pal bhi man nahi tha sahi keh raha hun to uski naak phir lal thi, jise dekh mein hans dia.

" i m gonna miss this... this.. " mene uske chehre ki har tarf apni ungli rakhi aur phir dil ki aur ishara kiya... " and this too... "

" why you love me so much ? " usne aise sawal kiya jaise use mera pyar karna pasand na ho, par kya farak padta hai mujhe is baat se.. mein to karta hi hun na aur isme mujhe accept karne mein koi sharam nahi. Mene bas apne kandhe utha die aur samjha dia use ki mujhe nahi pata.
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Mein janta tha vo mera intezar karegi, akansha airport ke entrance par thi aur nazar uski samne nahi thi jabki kisi ka intezar kar rahi thi, jaise jaise queue aage badh rahi thi uski ankhon se umeed jaa rahi thi, bich bich mein vo apne phone ko dekhti, bechaini uske chehre par thi aur waqt hath se nikalta ja raha tha. Jab use uski ticket aur Id mangi to use vo pehle dia gaya nahi ek bar usne phir piche dekha lekin use vo chehra nahi dikha, usne lambi sans chhodi aur akhir vo andar pahunch gayi. Andar ghuste hi usne apna phone bag mein dalne ki sochi ki tabhi vo bajne laga..

" expectation ha... " uske phone uthate hi mein bola.

" ankit... " vo palti lekin ab bahar nahi jaa sakti thi. Kanch ke bade si deewar thi aur mein use bhi dur khada tha lekin hum dono ek dusre ko dekh paa rahe the. " why ? tum to jante the na mein kab jaa rahi hun "

" bilkul.. tabhi to tumhare chehre ki pareshani pichle 20 minute se dekh raha hun "

" tum bahut bure ho "

" tumne chuna hi insan bura hai.. " mein muskura dia, par uske chehre par muskan kahin nahi thi.

" tumne aisa kyun kia ? kyun nahi mile ? " vo ache se janti thi delhi airport par entry nahi kar sakte non-traveller.

" aise hi... " mere pas koi jawab nahi tha, shayad tha bhi to kehne ke liye nahi mil raha tha.

" i hate you ... " vo shayad rone wali thi.

" don't ... mein bina bataye ja sakta tha lekin use tumhe bahut bura lagta aur milta to shayad tum ja nahi pati.. isliye jo ho raha hai vo best hai akansha "

" no.. you have to be here.. pas to aa jao "

" nahi.. "

" why ? "

" to mein tumhe jane nahi dunga.. "

" ankit mujhe samajh nahi aa raha ki mein ... "

" don't worry akansha " mein samajh gaya ki vo kya kehna chahti thi. " mein tumhe nahi chhod raha aur na hi tum mujhe.. to phir kyun darna.. dur ho rahe hain alag thodi... hai na ? " mein use samjha raha tha jabki uska jana mujhse bardasht nahi ho raha tha.

" aisa kyun lag raha hai abhi abhi mile the aur itni jaldi dur ho gaye hum.. "

" tumhe kaise pata ? "

" kya ? "

" mein yahi soch raha tha.. " mene fauran kaha, meri baat sun kar usne apna hath kanch par rakh dia. Dur se mein dekh paa raha tha ki uski ankhein bhar ayi hai.

" go akansha.. now just turn and go.. "

" bhag jao ab.. varna pitai kar dunga.. " mein kehte hue hansa aur apni sans control ki vo meri baat sun kar hansi to par uski ankh se ansu utar aya. Vo ghum gayi, shayad un ansu ko chupana chahti thi.

" akansha... "

" hmm.. "

" tum bahut cute ho... bas ab jao.. bye.. " kehte hue mene phone cut kar dia aur jaldi si ankh saaf karke vahan se hat gaya.

" helo.. ankit... " jaise hi use mehsus hua vo fauran ghumi par nazar ke aage vo nahi tha jo hona chahie tha. Usne phone milaya lekin vo mene uthaya hi nahi. Ye pal dono ke liye akele rehna jaruri tha, adapt karna jaruri tha, varna jo pyar abhi shuru hua hai usme duri khal rahi thi, use bhi mujhe bhi.. Dono ka yun emotional hona bahut ajeeb tha, par jab mein vapis aa raha tha tab mujhe ek baat mehsus hui ki vo ajeeb nahi tha balki dil se hua ek sacha pyar tha, jiske dur hone par use bas bura lag raha tha. Tabhi na vo milna chahta tha aur na hi bina mile reh pa raha tha.

Mein janta tha ki uski flight land hone wali hai aur ek ajeeb si kashm-kash thi dil mein ki kaise baat karun, use bura laga hoga.. mene jaise use bheja usme.. par mein kaise samjhau use ki aisa karna jaruri tha.. kuch der is halchal se nipatni ki kosish mein waqt beet gaya aur mujhe yaad aya ki uski flight land hue 10 minute nikal chuke hain. Mene phone kia... ring jati rahi.. jati rahi... jaise jaise ring bajne ka waqt badh raha tha meri heartbeat badh rahi thi, mein samajh gaya ki use bura lag gaya hai isliye vo answer nahi kar rahi .. phone bas katne ki wala tha ki finally vo answer hua..

" pahunch gayi ? "

" hmm.. just on time you called.. can i call you back ? "

" han bilkul.. " phone cut hua to mujhe laga jaise ho gaya sab khatam.. Adha ghanta phone ki taraf dekhta raha ki phone ayega.. ayega.. ayega.. par vo bajne ka naam nahi le raha tha, mein soch raha tha khud karun ya nahi.. vo bhi samajh nahi aa raha tha... par tabhi phone bja...aur meri jan mein jaan ayi.

" sorry luggage lene mein time lag gaya, just in taxi now "

" hmm.. i thought.. "

" you thought ki mein phone nahi karungi, naraz hongi right ? "

" hmm.. "

" itna sab kuch kyun soch lete ho tum "

" i am sorry akansha.. but that was.. "

" don't be i know.. mein bas ... " vo ek pal chup hui... " bas ek baar chuna chahti thi .. taki lage na ki ye sab dream hai.. "

" dream nahi hai.. bilkul nahi hai.. aur agar hai to mein kabhi is nind se jagne nahi dunga ... "

" kaha se latte ho itni achi batein ? "

" lane ki jarurat nahi padti.. jab bhi tumhare bare mein sochta hun bas nikalta khud se yahi hai "

" bas ek dikkat hai.. " mein bola.

" kya ? "

" ab tumhe mujhe dantne ke liye roz phone karna padega.. "

" idiot.. " uski hansi sun kar muskura pada. Dar lagta hai pata nahi kyun, jabki itni technology ke baad hum alag kahan reh patte hain kisi se... par phir bhi vo touch.. vo feel.. vo hath pakdna.. vo ek chota sa hug hi.. use to hum mehsus nahi kar patte. Akansha nahi balki mein to bilkul naya tha in sab mein, jaldi hyper hota tha, jada sochta tha, ek din ki baat hai 5 bar phone karne ke baad bhi usne nahi uthaya to mein pata nahi kya kya soch baitha jabki reason tha ki vo phone ghar chhod gayi thi market jane se pehle.. isi baat ka dar tha mujhe uske dur hone par, mene use bhi ye baat batai, kyun ki mein soch kar bas khud tak ise rakhna nahi chahta tha.. Vo meri halat to samajh rahi thi aur samjha bhi rahi thi lekin mein kabhi kabhi jada hi over-react kar deta jis chakar mein kabhi unchi awaz mein use baat bhi ho jati. Complexity dimag mein bahut jada badh rahi thi samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kya kar raha hun kabhi kabhi.. phir ek din...

" ankit.. "

" i am so sorry akansha.. i just.. samajh nahi ata kyun aisa react karta hun mein.. shayad tumse itna dur hun isliye "

" kisne kaha dur ho.. dekho samne to ho.. " usne apni smile dikhate hue kaha. Mein ek pal ke liye shant hua par uski baat sahi thi, hum dono aksar video conference ke through ek dusre ko dekh lete the.. par baat to wahi thi ki vo feel missing thi...

" look... i know.. tum kya miss kar rahe ho.. aur sahi kahun to mein bhi wahi miss kar rahi hun.. chalo ek kaam karte hain.. "

" kya ? "

" hath rakho screen par.. "

" kyun ? "

" do na.. " uske kehne par mene rakh dia aur phirusne bhi vaisa hi kia, " ab ankhein band karke bas ye socho ki mein yahi hun tumhare sath..meri awaz to tumhre kano mei hai.. tumhra hath mere hath mein.. jab jab tum mujhe sochoge tab tab hawa tumhre chehre ko chuegi.. " ye sab juth tha mein janta tha par uske bolne par sab mehsus ho raha tha, shayad isliye bhi kyun ki aaj se pehle uske muh se aisa mene suna tha hi nahi tha.

" feel better ? "

" much better " mein hanste hue bola.

" see.. Akansha the love therapist ka kamal.. next time appointment leni padegi Mr. aur is baar ki fees ? "

" hahaha.. kya lengi fees mein.. "

" Yahi smile.. hamesha.. " uske chehre ko dekh kar na jane kyun man mein ek khayal aya aur vo is waqt kyun aya keh nahi sakta.. par aya..

" akansha mujhe tumhe kuch batana hai "

" hmm... bolo.. " mein kuch sochta use pehle uska phone bajne laga, " ankit is it urgent ? " usne phone ke baad mujhse pucha.

" nahi... itna bhi nahi..

" ohk then my love.. shall your lady leaves... "

" hahaha.. yes she can... " uski inhi harkaton ne to dil jeet rakha tha.

" i'll text you babye... " har bar ki tarah usne ek pyari si kiss di aur mein bas use dekh kar muskurata aur call disconnect ho gaya.

Sab kuch normal chal raha tha, mein akansha ko samjhne laga, vo mujhe.. dono ek dusre ko time de pate kabhi kabhi nahi bhi de pate.. kai bar meri taraf se hi hota tha, meri adat thi jab jada thak jata to baat karna pasand nahi karta tha, akansha ko bura laga jo aam baat thi par dhire dhire use bhi samajh ane lagi meri adat . Kareeb 5 mahine yun hi beete, milnege.. har hafte yahi kehte the lekin dono itne uljhe the is kaam ki bhag daud mein ki waqt nikalta jaa raha tha. Us raat ki baat hai, jab hamari kuch batein fantasies par chal rahi thi aur pahunchte hue vo fantasies kuch jada gehra gayi.. phone par dono whtsapp par the..

" acha to janab ki fantasies itni uppar hai.. "

" use bhi jada uppar.. "

" hehehe.. ise aage mat kehna... "

" nahi.. kahunga nahi.. tumhe mehsus karwaunga.. "

" acha vo kaise.. "

" mere honth tumhare chehre ko chu rahe hain bas vo honth is waqt tumhari ungliyan hai jo tum apne chehre par faira rahi ho.. "

 

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Update - 99

Hum jab khud ko nahi samajh patte ki hua kya hai to dusron ka samjhna bhi mushkil ho jata hai, maa ko laga to tha ki mein shant hun par kyun ye unhone nahi pucha aur puchti to bhi mere pas jawab nahi hota kyun ki mein khud nahi janta tha. Hafta beetne ko tha, na mujhe meri khabar thi aur na hi kisi ko meri, new setup ki vajah se kaam bahut tha aur mera focus bhi sirf usi par tha.

Saturday tha, sab ya to jaldi chale gaye the ya apna time pura karke, mein abhi kaam hi nipta raha tha, next week har halat mein ise process mein lana tha vaise bhi time ki koi parwah thi hi nahi.

" han aaj bhi thoda late ho jayega, khana bana kar rakh dena khud le lunga, han theek hai " phone cut karke mene ghadi mein time dekha, adhe ghante ka kaam aur tha, takreeban 9:35 par mein office se nikla, halki halki delhi ki sardi hawa aur sardi ki vajah se sunsan sadkein, sukun dila rahi thi. Mein office se nikal kar kuch kadam hi nikale honge mere kadam vahin ruk gaye. Dhoka ankhon ka tha ya kismat kar rahi thi par akansha mere samne khadi thi. React karne ke liye na to lafz the na hi kuch aur.... par iski umeed nahi thi...

Mein itna hairan tha ki kuch soch pane ki kosish tak nhi ki, kadam khud ba khud uski taraf bade, vo behad simple andaz mein mujhe hi dekh rahi thi, mein uske nazdeek pahunchte hi jaa raha tha aur jab uske najdeek aya..

" do you know what i feel ? " mein abhi khada hi hua tha uske pas.

" i.. i.. kya ? "

" you think i don't know anything ? " mein kuch soch hi nahi paa raha tha to uske sawalon ka kya jawab deta, ajeeb sa dimag ho chuka tha.

" tum yahan kaise ? "

" do you think i don't understand ? "

" did you ever asked how i felt ? "

" did you ever notice ? "

" did you ask me ? " uske sawalon ke sath uski awaz bhi bhari ho gayi thi.

" akansha "

" no.. you didn't .. you didn't said a single thing and never thought what i wanted to say and still you think you are right ? "

" tell me ? why you thought everything is right from your end and wrong from my end ? "

" i don't... i just thought you didn't care " finally mera dil jo itne dino se band pada tha vo khul gaya.

" meri value kya thi tumhari life mein.. bas kuch din ki dosti, ise jada kya .. "

" kya expectation rakhta tumse ki mein jaa raha hun to tumhe bura feel ho raha hai ya nahi ? ya phir ye ki itne din ki mulakat ke andar mein tumse pyar karne laga aur galti kar di ek choti si umeed laga baitha ki shayad tumhe bura lagega par tumhe kya farak pada kuch nahi ? bas usi mein dil dukh gaya akansha.. aur is kadar dukh gaya ki dard khatam hi nahi ho raha .. " bolte hue mein rone vala tha isliye chup ho gaya taki himmat ikhati kar saku. Ye dard samajh nahi aa rha tha apne liye aa raha tha ya uske liye.

" you know everything ? " vo khuli hui ankhon se meri taraf dekhte hue boli.
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" tumne sab apni marzi se decide kar liya ki mene kya socha ? "

" kya ek baar bhi tumne ye nahi pucha ki akansha tumhe kaisa laga ki mein jaa raha hun ? did you asked me before leaving .. ki i quit... "

" puch nahi sakte the ek baar... kya ho jata puch lete to.. "

" kya hota agar puch leta mein to ? " mein bol pada. Vo ek pal ke liye mujhe ghurne lagi, uske chehre par gussa tha jise vo chupa nahi paa rahi thi.

" to mein tumhe yahi kehti ki kyun jaa rahe ho tum bhi mujhe chhod kar.. kya mein itni buri hun ki har koi mujhe apna thoda waqt bhi nahi de sakta.. "

" tumne ek baar bhi nahi bola akansha.. "

" kuch batein bolne ke liye nahi hoti "

" mein bhagwan nahi hun jo har batein padh lun.. kabhi kabhi hume batana bhi padta hai "

" hmm " vo chup ho gayi aur mein yun khada use dekhta raha umeed mein ki vo kuch kahegi par vo nahi boli.

" i never thought akansha ki mein tumse pyar karne lagunga, aur usi wajah se bas umeed kar baitha.. kyun ki mein janta hun ki tum mujhe kabhi pyar nahi kar paogi "
vo ek pal khamosh khadi rahi, mera dil janta tha ki is waqt mein kaise chup tha, i know..ki jo mein ek hafta pehle kho chuka hun aaj use puri tarah se kho dene wala tha.

" mene jaisa kaha.. u know everything.. tum khud se itna kaise soch lete ho "

" remember you said... ki jis pyar mein umeed ki jarurat padh jaye vo pyar kabhi aage nahi badh sakta.. " uski is baat se indication mila jaise sab kuch khatam.

" mein.. to kuch bhi bolta hun... " ankhein malte hue mein bola varna ansu bahar aa hi jata.

" tum bolte nahi sirf sochte ho, apne man se kuch bhi... tumne ye kaise soch liya ki tumhare jane se mujhe koi farak nahi padega, tum ye kaise keh sakte ho mein tumse kabhi pyar nahi karungi.... tumne ye kaise soch liya ki mujhe tumhari koi fikar nahi hai... tumne ye kaise soch liya ki mein khush rahungi tumhari jane ke baad.. mujhe batao..har chiz tum kaise soch sakte ho.. "

" par tumne rukne ke liye bhi to nahi kaha "

" shut up ankit.. shut up.." vo thodi unchi awaz mein boli par uske lafzon mein ladkhdahat thi.

" i m sorry.. " mein bola.

" sorry for what.. "

" pata nahi.. bas i m sorry.. nd thank you "

" kisliye.. " vo jhinkte hue phir boli.

" for those memories i spend with you.. " mein bas roo hi deta pata nahi kyun mujhe itna rona aa raha tha.

" are you mad ? tum kya soch rahe ho ... "

" yahi ki tum chali jaogi.. "

" shut up... idiot... mein itni dur se kya jane ke liye aaungi ? " vo mere thoda kareeb ayi.

" han ye bhi hai.. " mene phir apni ankhein saaf ki. " sorry "

" kisliye " usne apne shabd ko lamba khincha.

" umeed karne ke liye, shayad mein ye bhul gaya ki pyar mein chota bada uncha nicha nahi hona chahie, mujhe khud se kehna chahie tha bas mene isliye nahi kaha kyun ki i thought tumhe kyun farak padega... mein hun kaun ? mere hone na hone se aaj tak kisi ko koi farak nahi pada to ab kyun padega ? " vo mere pas ayi, usne mere hath pakde aur khadi ho gayi.

" kai baar hume bhagwan banne ki jaruat nahi padti hai ankit, bina kahe dil jaan leta hai... umeed honi chahie par wo umeed rishte se badi nahi.. "

" mein bhi kya kya soch baitha tha... "

" keh dete ek baar... "

" next time dhayan rakhunga.. maybe kehna behtar hota hai, kam se kam puch hi lunga.. "

" hmm " vo halka muskurai, do pal nahi lagte sab kuch theek hone mein, dikat kahan hoti hai.. kami kahan reh jati hai vo mujhe abhi samajh aya.. kami hoti hai humare andar jo hum apni batein apni umeed ke chalte keh nahi patte, shayad sahi kaha tha akansha ne rishton ke aage hum umeed ko jada bada bana dete hain.

" par tumne mujhe jane se pehle bye bhi nahi kaha tha " mujhe achanak yaad aya to mene shikayat tone mein kaha.

" kaise kehti.. "

" kyun ? tumhare andar bhi attitude aa gaya tha kya ? "

" thappad khaoge "

" nahi mar sakti.. "

" acha mar ke dikhau ? "

" kaise marogi, hath to mene pakad rakhe hai " mene uske hath thode uppar karke dikhaye jiske baad hum dono ek bar ek pal ke liye hanse aur chup ho gaye.

" tumne mujhe bataya hi nahi tha "

" matlab ? " mein thoda confuse ho gaya.

" tumne mujhe bataya hi nahi tha ankit ki tum kab jaa rahe ho, mujhe to pata hi nahi tha tum chale gaye, mujhe rahul se pata chala.. jab mein tumhare apartment ayi office jane se pehle " uske kehte hi mene uska hath chhoda aur apna matha pakad liya, ye to mere dhayan hi nahi tha ki mene use bataya kaha tha ki mein kab jaa raha hun.

" i am sorry... "

" bas ab.. tumhare chehre pr sab hai kuch kehne ki jarurat nahi "

" tum kaisi bani ho "

" matlab ? "

" matlab generally ladkiyan aisi nahi hoti, unme attitude hota hai.. tumhari jagah koi aur hota to vo kabhi mujhse baat nahi karti.. mene ek jagah pada tha jahan ladki ko kabhi koi bhi farak hi nahi padta tha ki ladka use baat kare ya na kare, jhagda hone par kabhi reply nahi karti thi ... chahe galti uski khud ki bhi.. vo uske samne ro gaya phir bhi.. use koi farak nahi pada "

" aisa kabhi nahi hota ankit, insan ek pal bhi kisi se pyar kare na to use rota hua dekh nahi sakta.. "

" ye kaise pata chalega ki vo sach mein pyar karti thi ? "

" jaise mujhe pata chala vaise.. " uske jawab ne mujhe chup kara dia. Bolne ke liye shabd nahi the aur sochne ke liye uske jitni soch nahi thi.

" par tum yahan kaise ? " ek dum mere dimag mein aya.

" tumhari wajah se idiot.. sab kuch arrange kiya jaldi jaldi.. tumse milne ke liye.. "

" aaj tak mere liye koi market se chochlate kharid kar nahi laya aur tum mujhse milne aa gayi.. " mein muskura dia aur vo bhi, sach aaj mein haar gaya par in a better way vo bhi is ladki se, kyun ki ab yahi ladki meri zindagi ka ek lauta aisa pal tha jise mein marte dum tak sath rakhna chahta tha, vo kehte hain na true love, vo ho hi gaya tha mujhe..

" chalein.. " mene uska hath pakda aur hum dono chal die, halki sardi mein uske sath, bahut si batein hui... dil ka bhoj aise halka hua jaise subh bhari saman rakh kar apni redi mein bechne nikla hun aur sham tak sab kuch bik gaya, sahi mayine mein apas mein ek dusre se baat cheet karna aur apne rishte mein hamesha rishte ko eham rakhna na ki khud ko vo khud ki khushi hi hoti hai bas hum yahi nahi samajh patte.

" jhel paogi mujhe ? " akansha ka hotel aa chuka tha, aur use chhod kar jane se pehle mein bola, usne meri taraf dekha aur dekhti rahi aur phir mere kareeb akar bade halke aur pyar se mere gaal par apne honth rakhe aur meri taraf dekhti hui badi halki awaz mein boli.

" good night "