Desi Sex Stories - Lust " Kimat " Love

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Update - 98

Ye sham meri yaad mein jud gayi thi, ise pehle shayad hi khush raha honga mein apni life mein, ek insan apko itna badal deta hai ye mene abhi jana tha, agar ek insan apke chehre ki muskan ban jaye to kya wahi pyar ho jata hai ? har baar pyar ke liye sawal karta rehta hun par ab jarurat nahi thi kyun ki han mein akansha se pyar kar chuka tha, ab vo meri zindagi ki khushi ban chuki thi hamesha ke liye....

Dinner karne ke baad hum dono apas mein baat-cheet kar rahe the aur akansha apne bachpan ke kuch kisse suna rahi thi jise sun mein hans raha tha aur vo batate hue khud..

" purani yadein hoti bahut gazab hai.. " mene hanste hue kaha.

" har nahi hoti " bol kar akansha shant hokar apni sansein durust karne lagi. Mein samajh gaya ki mein kuch galat keh gaya.

" mera matlab bachpan se tha akansha.. i am sorry.. " pyar mein galti man lena shayad bahut jaruri hai, mein to yahi manta tha isliye mene keh dia.

" hmm.. " uska hmm janta tha sahi nahi hai.. mene itne ache mahol ko bekar kar dia tha bura lag raha tha aur samajh nahi paa raha tha ki kya karun.. thodi si laparwahi dil ko is tarah chotil kar rahi thi jaise koi gunah kar dia ho.

" kuch ... apne bare mein batao ankit ? "

" mere bare mein ? "

" han.. har insan ka past hota hai mera to tumhe pata hai tumhara bhi to hoga, koi to hoga jise tumne kabhi pyar kiya hoga ? kuch aisa jo tumne mujhe nahi bataya.. " mein chup.. itna chup jaise awaz hi nahi hai mere galle mein, ye baat mere chehre par saaf aa gayi thi.

" nahi batana chahte to its ok.. maybe "

" mera past.. kagaz ki tarah akansha ... likho aur mita do.. kabhi kuch permanent nahi hua.... har chiz delete button ke sath delete ho gayi.. par han ek baat hai jo mene kabhi kisi ko nahi batai... " mein ek pal ke liye shant hua " ladkiyun mein na interest dekh kai log mujhe gay bulate the... " bas mera ye kehna tha aur akansha ke chehre par hansi aa gayi, bas yahi to chahie tha... haye.. do bund uski khushi zindagi ki takdeer bana rahi thi.... ek aisi takdeer jise mein apne hathon mein is kadar likh lena chahta tha ki khud kismat bhi use mita na paye.. gurur ban gayi thi vo mera aur mein uske liye apni kismat ki lakiron mein badlav kar dena chahta tha.

" and dnt say please that u are ? " usne mazak ko aage badaye rakha.

" i .... don't think so.... " mene bhi usi andaz mein jawab dia aur hum dono khil-khilate hue hans pade. Uski hansi aur ye mahol shayad mein vapis kabhi nahi la sakta tha isliye samet raha tha... acha hua samet liya kyun ki waqt un yadon ko jarur dahurane ke liye apni takat dikhata hai aur tab uski takat ke aage hum majbur insan sirf us yaad ko mehsus hi kar pate hain jisme dil us yaad ki dard se bhara hota hai aur ankhein dil ke dard mein bhari hoti hai...

" akansha mein tumse kuch kehna chahta hun ? " yahi mauka tha.. waise bhi jane ka waqt aa gaya tha aur iske baad mujhe mauka nahi milne wala tha.

" kaho "

" mera transfer delhi ho gaya hai aur mein next week vapis jaa raha hun.. " bina ghumaye, bina kuch soche sidha sach samne rakh dia ... pata nahi kyun andar se lag raha tha ki ye baat use achi nahi lagegi... jabki hamara abhi rishta hi kya tha ? aur agar tha bhi to vo sirf meri taraf se, uski taraf se kya tha ? par phir bhi umeed thi ki use bura lagega...

Umeed ... pyar mein umeed .... yahi vo shabd hai jo pyar ko noch deti hai lekin bina umeed ke sahare hum bharosa bhi kaha karte hain... mein us waqt nahi janta tha ki akansha se lagai umeed sahi thi ya galat... lekin umeed par hi mene apni zindagi tika li thi...
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Mene pada hai umeed jab tutti hai to uski chot dil ko is kadar dard deti hai ki dunia mein rehna uske liye majburi ban jati hai. Na to ansu bahar ate hain aur na hi dil ka dard kam hota hai, ye vo janajal hai jahan fasne wala admi ek zinda lash ban jata hai aur mein is waqt bilkul aisa hi tha, kyun ki mujhe umeed thi ki Akansha ko dukh hoga mere jane ka, itna close ane ke baad to yahi umeed thi.. Par kuch nahi hua, uska ek message jiska mene 2 din se koi reply nahi dia tha aur na hi use koi baat hui thi. Hafte bhar ke baad ki flight mene kal ki hi karwa di thi, umeed ke is bhavar ne mujhe utha kar itni zor se fainka tha ki pura sharir tut gaya tha. Aaj ka din tha shayad akhri din aur mein kabhi is jagah vapis na ane ki than chuka tha, socha tha bina kahe bina bataye hi chala jaun par dil itna ... itna .. itna behen ka lund hota hai ki use koi sambhal nahi sakta..

Mein chup chap lunch kar raha tha, vo bhi ... shayad mujhse kuch baat sunne ki umeed thi use ? par kyu ? kyun mein uski umeed ko pura karun jab vo meri har umeed ko tod chuki hai...

" kya hua hai ? " akhir vo boli.

" kuch nahi " mene bina apna khana roke kaha.

" 2 din se baat nahi ki, everything is all right ? "

" hmm... busy tha transfer hai to yahan ka kaam handover de raha tha usi wajah se "

" kab jaa rahe ho ? "

" kal ki flight hai " kehne se pehle ek aur umeed jagi thi ki shayad ab ? ab kuch bolegi.. lekin hua is bar bhi kuch nahi.. Vo lunch... adha ghanta meri zindagi ka sabse chota waqt tha jiski yadein uski chuban bhut lambi thi..

Office mein farewell hua, nikalte wqt akansha mil gayi, nazre mili to usne chalne ke liye kaha. Mein janta tha ye jo sab ho raha hai akhri baar ho raha hai iske baad sirf yaad reh jayegi mere pas aur afsos bhara ye dard, jise mein ghamand bana chuka tha, kyun nahi banata, jise kadar nahi uske liye apna-pan dikhane ki jarurat bhi kya hai. Wo 10 minute ki walk sirf khamoshi mein badal gayi, jab tak mera apartment aa gaya.

" bye akansha.. " na hath mila na hi nazre. Usne bhi bye kaha aur mein uppar aa gaya. Ye rukha pan tha mera ya phir tuta hua dil keh nahi sakta par mein itna janta tha ki mein bahut dukhi hun.. itna ki shayad use koi aur samajh paye.

Subh ki flight thi, rahul gussa tha mere yun jane se lekin ana jana to ab zindagi mein ek insan ke liye aam baat ho gayi thi. Hum aaj ke waqt par marne ke baad 2 din kisi ko dhang se yaad nahi rakhte ye to phir jeeti jati zindagi thi. Mene use gale lagaya aur use delhi ane ke liye keh kar nikal gaya. Ajeeb hote hain hum insan jis jagah par rehna chahte hain ek pal mein use dur bhagne ke liye bechain ho jate hain. Pure raste meri nazar phone par thi, ek message ki umeed mein.. ek.. Taxi mein baitha phone ko itne gusse se dekh raha tha ki ek pal man kiya ki dur faink dun ise, par tabhi driver ki awaz se mein apni soch se bahar aya, airport aa chuka tha. Bag lekan checkin karaya aur boarding pass lekar gate par pahuch gaya. Abhi 30 minute baki the.. jo mere liye sabse jada bhari the.. mein bas jald se jald yahan se jana chahta tha kyun ki mujhe lag raha tha ki yahan se jane ke baad hi mujhe is ghutan se chutkara milega... par mein ye bhul gaya tha ki mein kisi insan se jitna dur bhag lun par khud se kaise ?

Meri nazar khud ba khud phone par chali gayi, unlock karke bas yahi dekha ki koi notification ayi hai ya nahi.. par kuch nahi tha, adha ghanta tha abhi, mein wahin chair par baith gaya. Khali admi ke dimag mein darzan sawal aa jate hain ...

kyu fikar nahi hai use ? itna karne ke baad bhi kya ek choti si umeed bhi galat thi use ? kya ek baar bhi phone nahi kar sakti thi ? Pyar ka rishta na sahi par kuch to hai hum dono ke bich to ? Itna ghamand, itna ego ? itna attitude ? kya pyar aisa hota hai ? kya rishte mein insan khud ke bare mein soch kar kuch bhi karta hai ? kya use dusre ki koi parwah nahi ?

Itne sawalon ke baad khud par gussa aa raha tha, hatne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the, mene ghadi mein time dekha sirf 2 minute hi beete the.. ye kya mazak hai ? itni der se baithne ke baad bhi sirf 2 minute.. Dhayan hat hi nahi raha tha, kuch der idhar udhar dekh kar waqt katne ki sochi, flight ki timing board par nazar jamaye rakhi aur purra schdule padne laga.. vo sahayd sahi baat hai.. insan ka dil jab uske sath na ho to vo dunia ka koi bhi kaam karne baith jata hai.. murda insan bhi to aise hi hota hai na.. ankhein khol do to dekhta rahega aur band kar do to bas sota rahega...

8 minute nikle the bas... itni irritaton hui ki ek baar apni jagah se khada ho gaya par phir wahin baith gaya, lachar insan bana dia tha mujhe ... gussa aa raha tha.. par kisi tarah khud ko roka, mene phone liya aur game khelne laga, yahi sahi tarika tha jo mera waqt katta aur mera dimag ka dhyan bhatkata.. kuch der to mene use khela lekin utne pure waqt mein ek baar bhi mera dimag hi nahi laga game mein.. maybe 10 minute bitaye honge mene lekin man hi nahi laga.. samajh se pare tha mere.. pehli baar mein itna lachar tha.. ' mein kabhi kisi se pyar nahi karunga please koi is dard se mujhe azadi de de ' game band karte hi dil se yahi nikla.

Announcement mein kuch minute the to mene kano mein earphone lagaya aur monitor ki traf dekhta hua song play kar dia.. buri kismat mein shayad ganne bhi vo chalne the jisne is zakhm par namak dal dia... Song play hua channa mereya

Band karna chahta tha song, lekin ganne ke lafzon ke us ehsas ko mein band nahi kar paa raha tha, jo dard shayad andar hi tha vo ankhon mein ane laga. Song khatam hua aur mene earphone nikal die, kuch minute the mere pas ya nahi the nahi pata mein sidhe washroom mein ja pahuncha, ghuste sath mujhe meri shakal dekhni chahie thi lekin mein janta tha ki mera kya halat hai, mene bas nal khola aur muh dhone laga, lekin kya is pani se mere ankhon ke pani ko rok pana asan tha ? nahi.. vo nahi ruk rahe the... mein rone laga.. bina kisi awaz ke roo raha tha.. ankhon se ansu beh rahe the, lagatar pani ko chehre par mar raha tha par rona band nahi ho raha tha.. jaruri tha ya nahi keh nahi sakta par mene ab nal band kar dia tha, chehra utha kar aine mein dekha, chehre par pani tha par khud ko dekhte hi phir se rona shuru ho gaya, chehra aisa kanp raha tha mano thande barf mein rakh dia ho, bas... koi to rok de is dard ko .. bahut kosish ki koi madad kar de... par koi apna tha hi kaha...Kisi tarah ankhon se ansu saaf kiye, chehra saaf kiya aur bahar nikal gaya.. Shayad aaj pehli baar mein kisi ke liye roya tha shayad ladkon ke rona maiyne nahi rakhta kyun ki unke ansu pani hote hain.. par sach kahun .. pani hi sahi.. inhe ankhon se nikalne ke baad andar se pura sharir khali ho gaya... ek khali hole ki tarah jisme itna andhera tha ki usne is dunia ki sabhi roshni ko bekar kar dia..

Flight mein baithte hi phone off kar dia aur ankh band karke ghante ke is safar mein baith gaya, vapis apne ghar jane ke liye...

 

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Update - 97

" jana chahte ho ? " sawal tha ya fasane ka tarika ye ladkiyun ko khubi se pata hota hai.

" akansha,you know what i mean.. " mein itna uljha hua tha ki vo samajh gayi, vo bahut halke se muskurai.

" tumne kabhi kisi se pyar kiya hai ? " ye sawal usne lunch mein bhi pucha tha, mene tab sirf na mein sar hilaya tha, yani vo mujhse jawab chahti hai.. mene ek pal socha aur phir jawab dia.

" nahi.. aisa to kabhi nahi hua.. " bolna jitna chahta tha use jada bol dia, aukad bc ek bhi bar ki muth marne ki ho jis bande ki vo jab 5 bar mar de to jaise uska susu tak nahi nikalta mera haal bhi wahi ho gaya tha..

" aisa matlab ? "

" jaisa tumhe hua ... akash se.. " mene kisi tarah baat ghuma kar apne aap ko bacha lia vo chup hokar baith gayi, mene galat naam le liya, sala ye pyar itna taza hota hai ki zindagi bhar kabhi bhi usko kharonch le uski parat hat jati hai ye baat pata nahi thi, actually dil bhi judta hai kisi se ye baat mene akansha ke pas reh kar jani.. itni fikar to aaj tak mujhe mere maa baap se nahi hui..

" i am sorry, par akansha tumne meri baat ka jawab nahi dia, agar kal raat.. "

" i am free ankit.. seriously.. " uske chehre par ek alag hi chamak thi, " mujhe nahi pata tha ki pyar chhodne par mujhe aisa bhi mehsus hoga .. you did this... tumne azad kiya hai mujhe us janjal se.. "

" mene "

" tumne hi to samjhaya ki pyar mein agar mangne padh jaye to uska fayda kya.. mang kar to bhik bhi mil jati hai.. aur mein to apne pyar se pyar ki bhik mang rahi thi.. kyun ? "

" are you ok ? " mein uske is badle nature ko samajh nahi paa raha tha mujhe laga sadma lag gaya ise.

" tum kyun nahi samajh rahe ankit ? " usne bahut khinchte hue baat kahi, " i am free.. and i am happy... thank you " vo muskurai aur phir shant ho gayi, mein abhi bhi nithalon ki tarah baitha samajhne ki hi kosish kar raha tha, jab se kahaniyun mein love story padne ka bhut swar hua hai uppar se pyar hua hai mera mind kahin so chuka hai.

" are you sure ? "

" whattt... tumhe aisa kyun lag raha hai ki ye sab kal raat ki kiss ki wajah se hua hai ... " ek pal usne mujh par gussa kiya, first time tha jab vo mujhpar chillai thi.

" tum nahi jante kal tumne jo kiya vo koi nahi kar paya.. dil se pucho mere ki kitni azadi mili hai mujhe pyar se... " vo mere thoda kareeb ayi, uska chehra bhavuk ho chuka tha. Man to kiya hathon mein tham kar chum lun uska matha aur keh dun..

" kya tum ab kisi se pyar nahi kar paogi ? " uske jawab ki wajah se man mein sawal utha tha par puchna nahi tha ... kyun ki mein janta tha ab mein jitna akansha se pyar karunga utna dur hona mushkil ho jayega kyun ki mein janta tha ki vo mujhe kabhi milegi nahi... kash... na kiya hota pyar.. kash ye bench.. ye park.. ye sab is jagah hota hi nahi... mein jaan chuka tha ki mein zindagi ki bahut galat mod par mud gaya hun.

Pehle to vo mera sawal sun kar hansi, phir mujhpar se nazar hata samne dekhne lagi, " tum hi kehte ho pyar karte nahi.. ho jata hai... " ankhon se ek ansu chalak utha uske.

" hey.... " mene uske hath par apna hath rakh dia, jiske baad usne meri taraf dekha to mene turant apna hath hata liya aur nazre niche kar di. Ye pehla touch tha use kal raat ke baad, and i know ki mein use chu nahi sakta jabki ab vo kisi relation mein nahi thi. Mein use dekh hi nahi paa raha tha, jabki vo meri hi taraf dekh rahi thi ye mein saaf mehsus kar paa raha tha.

" why... " kyun dekh rahi hai vo mujhe aise, man mein sawal aa rahe the jiska jawab usne fauran de dia.

" i love you ankit... " mere to kano ko vishwas nahi hua, " i love you as a person.. " kan baith gaye fauran mein heart attack se marunga ye to confirm tha

" tum jo ho uske piche koi lalch nahi dikhta mujhe, na hi kabhi mene tumhare andar kisi ke liye bura dekha hai.. tumse... sorry.... humse.. jo kal raat hua usme tumhara lalch hota to shayad aur kya kya hota... lekin tumhare chehre ki is sharam se mujhe pyar ho gaya.. " vo halki hansi, meri nazar uppar uth gayi apne aap.. ladki ne bezati bahut solid mari thi.. " in ankhon mein koi lalch nahi hai ankit so don't feel guilty.. " usne apna hath mere hath par rakh dia aur dil zor zor se dhadak lagne laga... kaun chutia kehta hai dil kuch nahi mehsus karta... abe dhakano agar vo mind ka hi soft part hota hai to sine mein is khushi mix dard ka ehsas kyun ho raha hai.

" i think i found.. "

" kya ? "

" you... " vo itna bol kar samne dekhne lagi aur mein use aise hi baithe takta raha, pta nahi kab tak hum yun hi baithee rahe, kuch baat chit nahi hui par baithe rahe.

Akash ne bahut kosish ki akansha se baat karne ki, but she refused, usne us apne rishte ko aise khatam kia jaise kabhi hua hi nahi, kasam se pyar jitna kar lo par ek baar wahi pyar nafrat mein badal gaya to uska roop badal jata hai. Ye baat akansha ke close friends ko pata chal gayi thi, usne khud hi bata di thi.

" salle kahin tune hi to kuch nahi kiya.. " rahul ka shak abhi tak mujhpar tha. Mein uske puche gaye bar bar yahi sawal par kuch nahi bola.

" agar aisa hai to maal sahi le gaya bhai tu to... " man kiya salle ka jabda tod kar uske gurdon mein de dun aur uske muh mein uski antadiyan fit kar dun, sala chutiya.

" sabka ye kehna hai ki mein vajah hun tumhare break up ke liye ? " akhir mene akansha se ye baat keh di, khama kha dil pareshan tha aur uska asar dikh raha tha.

" hmm, tabhi tum kuch din se thoda pareshan the "

" nahi aisa nahi.. bas.. phir.. "

" phir kya.. ? "

" mujhe apni parwah nahi, but usme tumhe pata nahi kya kya kehte hain vo pasand nahi "

" kya kehte hain ? "

" kuch nahi.. " mene uspar se nazre hatayi aur khana khane laga, kyun ki log salle chutiye haram ke pille bina jane pata nahi kya kya bakte hain.. madarchodo ko ek din unki kismat aisi chodegi ki salle bhul jayenge ki khada kaise karte hain madarjat napunsak ho jayegi dunia

" why you worry ? "

" because.. " mein fauran bola aur chup bhi ho gaya.
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" because... mujhe acha nahi lagta " kehna kuch aur chahta tha bola kuch aur.

" kyun ? "

" bas aise hi... " mein uski taraf dekh hi nahi raha tha.

" bolo ? " par vo mujhe pura fasane ke mood mein thi.

" koi tumhe mere bare mein kuch bole to tumhe bura nahi lagega ? "

" bilkul nahi.. " usne bahut normal tone mein kahi jaise use farak nahi padta. " aur mujhe bura kyun lagega... " mera to dil hi tut gaya kasam se.. vo bollywood ke dard bhare gannon ki tarah... bc jo socha tha vo mila nahi jo paya usme kuch mila nahi.. overall har taraf se lawde lag gaye the. Gussa aya, dukh bhi bahut hua akansha ke muh se sun kar kyun ki mene yahi expect kia tha ki jaise mein uske liye feel karta hu same way wo bhi waisa hi sochti hogi.. par yahan to ulti hi kahani thi.. mujhe lag raha tha ki mene zindagi ki sabse badi mistake kar di.. expectation rakh kr nahi balki pyar karke kyu ki shayad mujhe samjhne wala koi tha hi nahi ...

" hmm.. " mene bas itna hi kaha, us pal parwah khatam ho gayi mere andar uske liye ki vo kya sochegi.

" jabki i know tum kaise ho... because i know you better than anyone else.. " sala yahi dikkat hai mere sath adhi baat sun kar mayus ho jata hun.. puri baat to suni hi nahi thi dant fatt gaye mere to vo bhi akansha ke samne aur vo dekh kar hasne lagi aur idhar mein sharma gaya to vo aurr hasne lagi.. sala ho kya raha tha ye..

' Pyar ki vo yadein jab bhi zehan mein ati hai to un yadon ki khushi aur aaj ki sachai ka gum.. itna badh jata hai ki samajh nahi ata ki hansu ya roaun.. pata nahi kyun hum kisi se itna lagav kar baithte hai ki usme zindagi ki sabhi khawishe usi mein dhudnte hain .. bhale hi ab vo hamare pas na ho.. dard sirf chot lagne par nahi hota.. kabhi kabhi vo bas hota hai jo nind mein bhi dhadkta hai.. '

Akansha aur meri ye closeness badti jaa rahi thi jabki abhi bahut si batein hamare bich nahi hui thi na hi mein janta tha uske bare mein aur na hi vo mere bare mein phir bhi hum close ho rahe the ye mera manna tha, ajeeb ho gaya hai insan sab kuch jane bina bhi pyar kar baithta hai ? Transfer ki baat ka kya reaction hona tha akansha par ye mein nahi janta tha par use batana to tha hi kyun ki ab waqt kareeb aa gaya tha.. nahi bataya to bharosa kho dene ka dar tha. Lekin mauka nahi mil raha tha ki kaise bataun.. kab batau phir ek din mauka usi ne dia, she asked ki kahin chalte hain.. jo ki ye kaam mujhe karna tha vo keh gayi thi.. to mene use bahar le chalne ke liye kaha par usne bahar jane se mana kar dia vo shanti chahti thi isliye usne apne hi ghar ka program bana lia. Mein sham ko use ke pas jane ki tayari kar raha tha, itna saz daz raha tha mano sala meri handsomegiri dekh kar vo fisal jayegi mujh par.. Mein ghar se nikal raha tha ki rahul bola kuch lekar jaio khali hath nahi ... aur jab pucha ki kya to salle ne bataya nahi ... dalla kahin ka... ab usne mere dimag mein dal di baat ki khali hath nahi jana chahie to raste mein mera dimag kharab ho gaya.

Ek bar ko to mein khali hath pahunch bhi gaya tha akansha ke ghar par jab koi aisi baat dimag mein dal de to sali nikalti nahi mein vapis aya ... market ki taraf par mujhe abhi bhi samajh nahi aya ki kya lu.. aj tak kabhi kisi ke liye ful tak nahi liya to ab kya ? ful.. flower... han bc flower bahut pasnd hai ladkiyun ko.. mein dhundta hua ek flower ki shop par pahuncha..

Vahan pahucnh kar mene ek rose lene ka faisla kiya.. bada mehnga tha sala dunia kitni chutia hai sala.. ek ful par itna paisa sala kora paisa waste hai isme ... fainkna hi hona hota hai ladkiyun ko bhi.. lekin kya kare unhe pasnd bhi wahi ata hai.. ajeeb hi bavli dunia hai ... logo ka dil uspar ata hai jiski life kuch nahi hoti

Ek ful lekar mein akansha ke ghar pahuncha, bich mein uske 2 phone aa chuke the ki kahan hun ? sali izat ki jhantein bikhar gayi meri to.. pehli hi date par late.. gate khula to mene sorry keh dia vo kuch kahe use pehle... mene pada tha ladkiyan is mamle mein bahut jaldi hurt hoti hai unhe wait karana bilkul pasand nahi hai.. mujhe lag raha tha ye love stories ek din mujhe kahin ka nahi chhodegi...
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Akansha ki nazar mujh par thi tabhi yaad aya mujhe ki mein uske liye kuch laya hun, mene fauran uski taraf vo bada dia, vo muskurai aur usne mere hath se usne rose le lia.

" thank you... come.. " rahul ka idea kaam kar gaya tha, yakeen nahi tha ki us dale ki baat kaam aa sakti hai. Mein andar aya to akansha ne aise ghar prepare kar rakha tha jaise ... jaise.... pata nahi aaj samajh nahi aa raha ki kya kahun.. kai bar shabdon ki kami ki wajah ye pal ban jate hain ... kuch aisa hi pal mujhe mehsus hua..

" baitho.. mein abhi ayi.. " mein vahin baith gaya, ghar mein behad hi dim lights thi, bahut hi sukun mil raha tha aisa laga jaise dunia se dur aisi jagah aa gaya hun jise mein jannat keh sakta hu... us din ek baat samajh ayi vo ye ki jab dil mein sukun ho tab yahi dunia jannat se kam nahi lagti yani hum apna sukun dusro mein khojte hain, unse chinne ki kosish karte hain, khushi panne ke liye dusron ki zindagi kharab kr dete hain par ye samajh nahi pate ki asli khushi khud ke hathon mein hai.. asli sukun to khud ke pas hai.. jis din hum ye samajh gaye us din dunia sukun ho jayegi...

" Wine ? but akansha mein nahi leta " akansha ke hath mein do glass dekh mene kaha, dekh kar to wine lagi to yahi kaha mene. Vo muskurai aur mere bagal mein aa baithi bahut pas... pata hai kya khubi thi usme is waqt... vo itni sobar bani hui thi jaise sundar bane ka use koi shauk na ho.. blki use jarurt hi nahi thi, use kudrat ki sundarta ke agge insan ki banai sundar chizon ki jarurat hi nahi thi.. uski khusbu ... mere to fefde uski khusbu lene ke liye gehri gehri sansein le rahi thi...vo meri ye harkat dekh hansne lagi par shayad vo jada hasna chahti thi lekin hath mein glass ki wajah se nahi hans paa rahi thi.

" perfume ki fragrance bahut achi hai.. " mene fauran keh dia, bezati par bezati karwa raha tha mein...

" hmm thank you.. " usne hansi control karte hue wine ka glass meri tarf badaya.

" mein nahi leta akansha.. "

" i know.. but isme alcohol nahi hai.. trust me" aise kahegi to zeher bhi dawai samajh kar pii lun mein to.. mene glass le liya.

" cheers " mene bhi usi ka sath dia aur jab usne ek ghunt lia uske baad mene, par jaise hi mene lia zeher wali baat vala dialog samajh aa gaya.. kehna asan karna mushkil.. bada hi wahiyad taste tha, mene fauran muh se hata dia, meri shakal aisi ho gayi thi jaise kisi ne mere tatte bhains ki tuti samajh kar noch dia ho

Akansha itni zor se hasni ki kya batau.. mene uski taraf dekha aur bas dekhta reh gaya... kya muskan thi vo chehre ki.. kuch logon ki zindagi mein bahut se memorable day hote hain jinme paise ki tariki ki hoti hai par meri zindagi mein yahi vo memorable waqt tha... use hansta dekh mein bhi muskurane laga.

" i 'll get you something else.. " vo uthti par mene uska hath pakad kar use rok lia

" its fine.. jarurat nahi.. mujhe kuch nahi chahie " mene glass table par rakh dia, usne bhi kuch nahi kaha. Mujhe jo chahie tha vo mere bagal mein hi tha use bata nahi sakta tha par mujhe to pata hi tha.

" i am sorry " usne bhi glass table par rakhte hue kaha.

" kisliye ? " mujhe laga vo wine ke liye bolegi.

" tum bahar jana chahte the par mene mana kar dia aur ghar mein hi sab arrange kar dia "

" iske liye sorry ? " mene chaunkte hue kaha to usne bhi duvidha mein sar han mein hilaya.

" mujhe to ghar jada pasand hai akansha.. i mean.. " sochne laga ki kaise kahun, " mujhe bahar jane ka itna shauk nahi hai.. agar koi apna sath ho to kahin bhi reh sakta hun even bahar ke shor se achi hai ye shanti.. mujhe shanti mein baithna pasnd hai.. vo to mene tumse isliye pucha tha kyun ki you like.. tumhe bahar jakar party karne ka shauk hai isliye.. varna mujhe to ghar par jada acha lagta hai.. vaise bhi bahar jakar bhi wahi karna hai jo yahan.... kam se kam akele shanti mein do batein aram se to ho jati hai.. " mein kuch jada aur bahut sara bol gaya tha. Vo mujhe ek pal dekhti rahi.. mujhe laga hi tha ki mein jada bol gaya.

" wao, mujhe nahi pata tha ki tum bhi meri tarah hi sochte ho "

" matlab ? "

" mujhe bhi bahar jana jada pasnd nahi hai "

" hainnn ? " ye baat mere liye bhi surprise thi auron ki tarah

" yeah.. maybe u are confused, ki mein professional mein jaisi hun wahi personally bhi.. but aisa nahi hai.. profession mein reh kar kabhi kabhi hume uske nature ko adapt karna padta hai.. personally to mujhe shanti bahut pyari hai.. " ye behad nayi baat thi jo mujhe ab pata chal rahi thi, sahi mein koi agar jane ki mujhe is ladki se pyar hua hai to yahi kahenge log ki pehle use jaan to le ache se aya bada pyar karne wala ? par kya vakai mein hum ek insan ko puri tarah se janne ke baad hi pyar kar sakte hain ? ye sawal abhi tak sawal hi hai mere andar...

" ohh.. strange.. mene kabhi aisa nahi scha tha.. mujhe laga tha tumhe pasnd hai yahi sab "

" hmm i know.. bahut si chizen unfold hai hamare bich.. "

" but mein to same hi rakhta hun.. jaisa hun usi tarah profession mein bhi rehta hun.. kabhi kabhi us tarah banna padta hai par mujhse hota nahi .. mein jab tk khud jaisa hun waisa rehta hun tb sahi rehta hun.. dunia ke hissab se chalta hun to frustrate ho jata hu.. pata nahi kyun dunia mein dikhawa jada hai.. " bolne ke baad laga ki kahin akansha apne uppar na le le.. mein use ye clear karta use pehle usne keh dia.

" mujhe yahi adat tumhari pasnd hai.. " par usne compliment de dia, ab hum ladko ko aise hi compliment se to pyar ho jata hai.. hum samjhte hain ki ladki humse pyar kar bathti hai par kya vakai aisa hota hai ?

 

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Update - 96

Idea implement karne mein mehnat to lagi lekin akhirkar sir man gaye, do ghante mein confirmation mil jana tha, ki mei vapis delhi shift hone jaa raha tha, pune jagah chhodne ka man kisi ka na ho lekin mein yahan se bhag jana chahta tha, aisa laga jaise dil ka bhoj thoda kam ho gya. Kaam mein ek dum se man bhi lagne laga isliye kaam niptane baith gaya, kareeb 12:15 baje mein free hua aur free hote hi nazar phone par gyi, adat se majbur hum insani machine is machine se juda nahi ho sakte aur vo bhi aaj ke waqt mein... jahan insan kho jaye to itna dukh nahi hota jitna subh uthte waqt phone apni jagah par na milne par hota hai.. Gazab ki invention hai vaise smartphone.. baki kya kahun... sabko pta hai ki ye smartphone insan ko kitna smart banata jaa raha hai jo sadak par mare kutte ki photo khiinch kar upload to karta hai aur uspar hash tag karke dukh bhi jatata hai.. bas insaniyat vala feature on nahi hota ki kam se kam us mrit sharir ko uski sahi jagah rakh de... ye hai hamara smartphone jise use karne walle behad smart hai...

" Lunch at 2 " message dekh bc meri halat tight.. iske alawa akansha ka koi dusra message nahi tha, dikkat ye thi ki mene message read kar liya tha varna vo puchti ki aye kyun nahi to keh deta message nahi dekha.. par ab kya bahana maru ? kya vo lunch mein sabke samne meri bezaati karegi.. ya thapad maregi ? fuck.. fuck fuck fuck.. bc... ye fuck fuck jaban par chadd gaya hai.. madarchod.. han ise man ko tassali hui... apna desh jis tarah corruption aur chutiapanti mein aage hai usi tarah gali galoz mein koi desh apni maa nahi chuda sakta.. aas pass bhi nahi.. baat hi alag hai bc...

Mein kareeb 2:15 par phuncha, phuch to tym par jata lekin himmat hi nahi ho rahi thi akansha ki taraf dekhne ki.. Lekin kisi tarah uske samne baitha tha, par nazre ya to khidki ke bahar ki taraf hoti ya phir idhar udhar, lekin samne baithi akansha par nahi... Khana samne rakha tha, jise dhire dhire kha raha tha, dono ke bich koi baat cheet nahi ho rahi thi, mein confuse tha ki jab use mujhe marna nahi, kuch kehna nahi to bulaya kyun ? ek pal ye bhi aya ki khud bolun.. par awaz ki to muth nikal chuki thi... khadi hi nahi ho rahi thi bc..

Tabhi mujhe laga jaise usne koi harkat ki, mene apni nazar khidki se samne ki to dekha usne mere taraf ek note badaya tha... meri nazar us note par tha.. Uspar sorry likha tha... ek pal to samajh nahi aya aur jab aya to..

' ye to mera hi note hai ... isne mujhe vapis kar dia.. lagta hai ab gaya mein.. kuch bolun ? han bolun.. kam se kam maffi to lun.. karegi ? ' mein khud se hi sawal karta raha.

" meri taraf se bhi... " jab vo boli tab mere dimag ne sochna band kar dia. " galti tumhari nahi, hamari thi ankit... " meri nazar aise chaud mein uthi jaise bc mene desh ke liye aisa kaam kia jise desh ko kitna bada fayda hua ho.

Arsa.. sahi mein arsa ho gaya ho akansha ko dekhe bilkul aisa feel ho raha tha, vo behad shant thi.. uska chehra shant tha.. na gussa na hi kisi baat ki narazgi thi..

" tumne kaha tha ki pyar mein sochna padh jaye to use chhod dena chahie ? " uski nazre jhuki hui thi, par vo gehre vichar mein thi ye pakka tha. Mein use dekhta raha, bhul gaya ki usne mujhse kuch pucha hai.. pata nahi kyun jo man mein dar tha is ladki se ek bar phir vo dil pyar karne laga tha, ye kaisa ajeeb dil hai sala khel khelta hai.. ek pal mein pyar ko is kadar bhar dega ki insan dub jata hai aur ek hi pal mein itna sukha kar dega ki do bund ke liye tarsa deta hai..

" bolo ? " uski nazre uppar uth chuki thi aur ye mehsus karte hi mene ha mein sar hilaya.

" tumne kabhi kisi se pyar kiya hai ? " ye kaisa sawal tha, jisme ha karta to naam lena padta aur na karta to kaise ? jabki vo to samne baitha tha.. itni bar mein zindagi mein kabhi nahi fansa jitna ye dil pyar krne ke baad fans raha tha. Mene majburan na mein sar hilaya.

" hmm " usne nazar phir jhukai, " chhod dia... " kya ? mein kuch samjha nahi, aur sochne laga ki kis bare mein baat kar rahi hai.. kahin mene kuch kaha jiska jawab dia usne ?

" chhod dia pyar.. " vo boli aur khana khane lagi, mein phir ek pal socha aur jaise hi mujhe samajh aya ki vo ye keh rahi hai usne akash ko chhod dia kasam se keh raha hun meri sans wahin ruk gayi ek pal ke liye, yakeen karo mein bina sans liye zinda tha... sahi mein.... kya yahi takat hoti hai pyar ki ?

Lunch ke waqt ke baad jab mein office aya tab bhi mere kano mein akansha ki batein hi thi, mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha, mein kya soch raha tha aur kya hua tha... zindagi badi bitch hai bc.. chudti bahuton se hai par kisne kitna choda ye nahi batati..

" can you meet me after office ? " ye akansha ka akhri sawal tha jiska mene han mein jawab dia tha. Mein system ke samne baitha soch raha tha ki achanak meri nazar computer screen par padi jisme mail tha.

" Transfer process accepted " no... fuck.. bc.. mene click kiya to mail mein mera trasnfer accept ho gaya tha... par .... par ... mein to ab jana hi nahi chahta tha.. nahi..... nahi nahi nahi...... utha aur sir ke pas unhe mana karne jane laga lekin bc ye to ab possible hi nahi tha... shittttttttttttttttttt.... mujhe itna gussa aya man kiya ki kahin apna sar fod du ya kuch tod dun... fuccckk..... zindagi is a bitch bc... chod dia mujhe ....

Office ke baad mein aur akansha park ki ek bench par baithe the, sham ho rahi thi, park mein ane wala nahi balki jane wale log jada the. Vo chup thi, mein bhi.. kya bolun.. ye sochte hue mene socha ki mujhe kal raat ke liye ab himat karke samne se kuch kehna chahie...

" akansha.. "

" hmm " vo mere hi kuch kehne ke liye baithi thi aisa laga jis tarah usne itni jaldi jawab dia.

" kal raat jo hua.. uski wajah se tumne decision liya ? kyun ki agar aisa hai to mein shayad kabhi ye nahi bhul paunga ki meri vajah se tumhari khushi khatam hui.. mein bahut guilty hu jo bhi kal mene kiya... "

" mene nahi ankit... hum... humne kia.. " usne phir usi baat ko pakda.. sach is ladki se to mujhe bahut jada wala pyar ho gaya hai...

" humne jo kiya kahin uski wajah se tum itni guilty to nahi jo tumne itna bada decision liya ? dekho akansha mein bahut dur chala jaunga.. kabhi tumhe pareshan nahi karunga.. jitni bar kahogi utni mafi mang lunga.. bas meri galti ki saza apni life ke future ko mat do.. " meri chinta mein mene bahut kuch bak dia, jo shayad mera chintit dil kehna chahta tha. Akansha meri taraf dekhne lagi, use dekh kar to aisa lag raha tha ki vo mujhe latedna chahti ho.. itna latdena jise mere gal lal ho jaye...

 

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Update - 95

Kabhi kabhi hum confuse ho jate hain ki jo chiz hamari nahi hai kya vo hamari hi hai ya phir sahi mein nahi hai, nahi nahi galat samjha raha hun... kehne ka matlab ki kya us chiz par hamara hak hai tabhi hamari kismat ne hume ye pal dia ya phir ye pehle se tay tha..nahi shayad ye bhi sahi nahi hai... sahi shayad ye hai ki pal mera ho ya uska magar sath hum dono hai yani ? man mein ajeeb vichar aa rahe the, jo aaj se pehle kabhi nahi aye, love story padne ka anjan yahi hota hai

" shayad mujhse pyar hi dhang se nahi hua... " akansha ne mere hathon par apne hath rakh die aur nazre jhuka kar phir se subakne lagi.

" hum kisi se kitna bhi pyar kar le vo kam hi hota hai, kyun ki.. " na jane kyun man mein pehle ritika ki parchai ayi aur phir ankita mam ki.. aaj bahut waqt baad.. iski umid nahi thi mujhe " kyun ki.... kyun ki... " ek pal ke liye mere pas bhi bolne ke liye kuch nahi tha isliye bar bar wahi bol raha tha, " kyun ki, dil kya kare vo to anjan hai uske pas kam jada ka taraju jo nahi hota... " akhir man ki baat keh hi di mene.

" kya tumne kabhi kisi se pyar kia hai ? " akansha ki ankhein lal thi, ansu se bhari vo meri ankhon mein dekh kar jawab mang rahi thi. Ab use kaise kehta ki pyar kia nahi balki ho gaya hai vo bhi is pal se... Mene na mein sar hila dia.

" phir tum itna kaise keh sakte ho ? " ab ye sawal fansne wala tha, mujhe umid nahi thi ki vo kuch aisa mujhse puchegi..

" mehsus kar sakta hun... khud ko .. tumhare dard se.. shayad isliye... " mein aisa keh dunga vo bhi itne khule akshar mein khud par vishwas nahi hua meri baat sunte hi vo mere sidhe mere gali aa lagi aur is bar zor zor se rone lagi, is tarah ke emotion jab ek baar out of control hote hain to unhe rokna bhi nahi chahie, beh jane mein hi achai hoti hai, jitna vo dard niklega utna sukun milta jayega, isliye mein bas uski pith halke halke sehla raha tha, mana nahi kar raha tha... reh reh kar dard ko mehsus karne se acha hota hai ki insan ko mar jana chahie.. varna vo apne sath apno ko zindagi bhar takleef deta hai.. ye mene suna tha... par vo baat is par lagu hogi ye kabhi nahi socha tha.

" why this hurt so much.. ? .. why... "

" i knw... i knw... " mein use bas dilasa de raha tha jise uska dard khatam ho jaye. Kuch der vo aise hi rahi phir vo mujhse alag hui, man to mera nahi tha lekin hona pada , vo mujhse alag hui aur apni ankh saaf karne lagi. Itni cute kyun lagti hai ladkiya kabhi kabhi.. man karta hai apna sab kuch de dun unhe...

" are you ok ? " mene uske baal chehre ke piche kar die taki uska chehra aur saaf dekh paun. Usne bas han mein sar hilaya, uski naak itne emotions ki wajah se lal ho chuki thi.

" did i not deserve a better love ? " uski ankhein phir bhar gayi aur usne chehra niche kar lia

" no... u are... tum pyar deserve hi nahi balki uske liye hi bani ho akansha.. " mera aur uska chehra itna kareeb tha ki dono ki sansein ek dusre par padh rahi thi. Pta nahi kyun par sala control hi nahi hua.. bolne ke baad jab usne chehra uppar uthaya to bilkul mere chehre ke kareeb aa gaya... mere emotions ne aisi kartoot dikhai ki mere lawde laga gayi...

Pata nahi kaise par mere honth uske honton ke sath jud gaye, shit.. honth rakhte hi man mein ek awaz ayi... par phir vo jaise kho gayi, itne mulayam honth... kya vakai itne mulayam hote hain ? mein pehli bar kisi ke honth nahi chum raha tha par is baar aisi kya baat thi inme ? i dont know.. par ise behtar to mene aaj tak mehsus nahi kia tha, ye pehli baar tha jab mujhe vo honth itne mulayam lag rahe the ki man se nikal rahi sahi awaz bhul kar mein unhe chumne laga, jabki mein janta tha ye bahut galat hai.. had se jada... mein is waqt us ladki ke emotions ke sath khilwad kar raha tha, faiyda utha raha tha... par kya karta control hi nahi hua ? Abhi do hi pal beete the ki mere honthon ko response milne laga phir to jaise mein kho hi gaya... Akansha bhi mere honton ko usi tarah se chum rahi thi jaise ki mein.... Vishwas nahi ho raha tha.. aur na hi samajh aa raha tha ki mujhe itna acha feel kyun ho raha hai... kya yahi vo kiss thi jo lust ki nahi balki love kiss thi ?

Waqt chahe saal nikal gaye ho mujhe nahi pata, pata tab chala jab usne kiss karna band kar dia aur vo piche hat gayi aur bas jaise hi vo hati.. meri phati..
Sare ache pal mere nark ki talti kadai mein badal gaye... fuck... fuck.. fuck.. fuck..fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.... man mein itni bar bola ki counting hi bhul gaya ki kitni bar bola, meri ankhein jhuki thi aur uthne ka naam nahi le rahi thi yani ek pahad jitna bhoj mere uppar aa gira. Ghar wale hamesha kehte the ki bura kaam karte samay nahi pata chalta jab pakde jao tab samajh ata hai ki tumne kya kia hai aur is waqt bilkul wahi lag raha tha....

Lag gaye lawde bc... ye kya kar dia... fuck bc... shit... bcccc... kya ho gaya ye mujhse... mein fauran apni position badli aur sar par hath rakh kar baith gaya, mene akansha ka reaction nahi dekha.. na hi himmat ho rahi thi, itna samajh gaya tha ki aaj sab khatam... phir bc dunia ki sabhi randiape wali baat tairne lagi, ek hi second mein dil ka pyar gand ke ched se fusssss ho gaya...

Kabhi kisi ki zindagi mein aisa mauka na aye.. kyun ki ye mauka bilkul waisa hota hai jaise kisi ne nasbandi kar di ho aur phir bhi muth mein apka pani nikal raha ho. ab to ho gaya tha scene meri bajne wali thi solid been..

Mene kisi tarah bina akansha ki taraf mude apni nazre uski taraf dali , vo bhi meri hi tarah baithi thi apna chehra samne kiye hue bilkul besudh hokar jaise koi hosh hi na ho, chehre par ansu the jinhe usne usi waqt apne hath se hataye, ye dekh mene fauran apni nazar chupa li.

Bas yahi socha ki isi pal bhag jaun yahan se... kyun ki mujhe gussa aa raha tha islye nahi ki ye kya kia mene ? balki isliye ki mene aaj pyar pane se pehle hi use kho dia tha.
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Par aise baitha nahi reh sakta tha, mujhse galti hui thi aur mujhe ise kabulna tha, chahe mafi mile ya na.. pada tha mene... galti maan kar mafi magne ke piche lalch nahi hona chahie ki samne se tumhe mafi milegi hi.. isliye ... aaj mene jo kho dia vo shayad vapis aye na aye par agar galti nahi mani aur bina kuch kahe nikal gaya to bahut badi galti kar baithunga... par bolu kaise ? ohh shit... aaj mein idhar aya hi kyun acha bhala chal raha tha sab kuch ....

" i m..m... sorry akanashaji.. mene apke sath.. " badi himmat ke baad itna bola, sahi mein halak se awaz nikal hi nahi rahi thi aisa lag raha tha jaise koi vapis use andar hi rehne ke liye dhaka de raha ho.. " apke sath.. " mere honth, hath pair kanp rahe the, lag hi nahi raha tha ki ye mein hun ? khud ki halat dekh kar mujhe mera
past aisa nahi lag raha tha jaisa nikla tha.. itni bechaini itna dar mene life mein kabhi mehsus nahi kiya tha.. shayad aaj se pehle kabhi mene dil se socha nahi tha isliye ye halat thi meri.. " apke sath.. jo kia... m sorry.. " bas itna bol kar bina uski taraf dekhe uthke jane vala tha. Sab khatam to ho chuka tha, jo akela pan akansha ki vajah se kafi had tak kam hua tha, pune ane ke baad uske dar ne phir jagah gher li thi.

" tum mujhse aap karke kyun baat karte ho ? " mein khada hota use pehle akansha ki baat sun kar mein uski taraf dekhne laga, vo bilkul samne dekh rahi thi, usne ek baar bhi palat kar meri taraf nahi dekha aur mein confuse hokar use nihar raha tha. Ya to mere dimag mein koi nayi fantasy ban rahi hai jo mein apne galat kaam ke dauran banata hun jisme mujhe kuch nahi hota aur mujhe maffi mil jati hai ya phir mein time travel karke baitha hun jisme mein aisa kar sakta hun ye dkeh liya hoga jabki mein is waqt apne ghar mein hi baitha hun ? Aur agar ye dono baat galat hai to mein present mein hun aur reality mein par agar aisa hai to akansha ne aisa kyun kaha vo bhi is tym par ? Null mein bhi 4 word hote hain mere pas to is waqt vo bhi nahi the.... Vo phir bina kuch kahe sofe par apna sar rakh kar vahin apne sharir ko fold kar so gayi. Meri nazar uske chehre par thi, kasam se itna pyara aur masum lag raha tha ki mujhe khud par ghin ane lagi ki mene uski majburi ka fayda utha lia, vo pehle se hi pareshan thi aur mein uske character ke sath khel gaya ? sala dil mein itna dard kabhi nahi hua.. shayad heart attack ke time bhi nahi hota hoga jitna mujhe abhi ho raha tha, kyun hota hai ye dard ? sala ye pyar sine se hi kyun hota hai

Mein na ja paa raha tha na hi aise baith paa raha tha, meri nazar akansha par thi aur vo thi ki meri taraf dekh nahi rahi thi, nafrat aisi hi hoti hai pada tha mene jab apse koi nafrat karta hai to apki taraf dekhna bhi pasand nahi karta, mujhe bhi yahi mehsus ho raha tha aur isi wajah se sina jada dard kar raha tha, koi kaam kar do is dard ko please ? mein apni ek mahine ki salary de dunga par ise dur kar do ? sine mein dard hua to rone ka man karne laga, mujhse khud ki galti to bardasht ho nahi rahi thi uppar se akansha ki nafrat ne to jaise mere sine ke dard ki danger level ki sima rekha paar kar di... mein utha nahi ... bas ek jhalak pane ki umeed mein baitha raha ki ek bar to sahi akansha dekhegi mujhe, par aisa nahi hua vo vaise hi laiti rahi aur phir uski ankhein band ho gayi.... jinpar itna atyachar hua tha aaj... vo so chuki thi, uski ankhein aur dil shayad dono shant ho jayenge thodi der ke liye ye soch kar mujhe chain mila, par jo mene kiya usko dimag se nahi nikal paa raha tha... kya meri galti ka ab koi replacement nahi tha ?

Aise kab tak baitha rehta, mein akansha ke liye andar se blanket laya aur use odha di, tv ka shor jo maujud tha use band karke khatam kar dia aur vahin sofe par baith gaya. Jane ka to irada khatam ho chuka tha, bas yun hi uske pass baith jane ka man ho chala tha, kyun ki shayad ye akhri baar tha jab mein uska chehra dekh raha tha, thodi der baad meri bhi ankh lag gayi, thak jo gaya tha khud se...

Subh ankh achanak khuli to khud ko wahi paya, kash sapna hota.. par aisa nahi tha.. akansha abhi bhi so rahi thi, 6 baj rahe the, uske uthne se pehle mujhe chale jana chahie tha, varna mujhe dekhte hi raat yaad aa jati aur na jane kya hota isliye mene soch liya tha ki jab use mujhse nafrat ho chuki hai to use akela chhod dena hi sahi faisla hai... wahi kaha tha na mene mafi magne par mile ye jaruri nahi.... Mein khada hua, ek paper par note likha...

' S-O-R-R-Y '

Office pahunch kar bhi mein apne zehan se nahi nikal paa raha tha ki mene akansha ko bilkul kho dia, bich bich mein tassali deta ki vaise bhi ek din to khona hi tha chalo pehle hi ? par is excuse se kya sahi mein dil ko tassali mil rhi thi.. nahi... insan sab ko bevkuf bana sakta hai par khud ko nahi... kyun ki khud se behtar insan kisi ko nahi jaan sakta, use apne bare mein sab pata hota hai ki vo kab galat hai aur kab nahi...

Is tarah nahi... aise nahi khona tha mujhe usse... socha to man mein tha lekin muh se nikal chuka tha, acha tha ki mein aaj office itni jaldi aya tha ki koi aya hi nahi tha.

" Ankit.. " shayad kisi ne do teen bar mera naam pukara jab mein hosh mein aya, sir khade the aur vo awaz laga rahe the.

" good morning sir "

" good morning, itni jaldi ? "

" han sir vo kaam tha to socha jaldi aakar kar dun.. "

" hmm, vaise tum delhi se hi ho na ? "

" han sir kyun ? "

" nahi.. aise hi.. vo actually mein vahan branch open hui hai to they need some well trained employees to settle down isliye.. you carry on your work "

" ok sir.. " vo gaya, mein vapis apni soch mein baith gaya, aur eka ek sochte hue sir ki baat rewind karti hui dimag mein ghumi aur mujhe ise behtarin idea nahi mil skta tha is dard se azadi ka.

 

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Update - 105

Mei club ke bahar aya lekin akansha vahan par nahi thi, mene use turant phone milaya, ring jane lagi. " utha phone utha " par usne nahi uthaya. " the number you re trying to reach is not answering " vo maa ki lawdi phone wali boli lekin pura sunne se pehle hi mene kaat diya. Mene dubara try kiya par is baar bhi ring jati rahi mene us bich akansha ko awaz lagai idhar udhar bhag kar dekha par vo kahin bhi nahi thi. Sansein chad chuki thi aur vo phone utha nahi rahi thi.

Aisa kya ho gaya chanak se akansha ko.. Mei soch raha tha ki phir rahul ki kahi baat yaad ayi ki hum tere bare mein hi baat kar rahe the. Is daru baaz bhadve ki gand chut mein badal dunga agar usne kuch bhi baka hoga to. Mei chahta to rahul ko andar se ghasitta hua bahar lakar uske gurdon mein peshab kar deta par filal mera dil ghabra raha tha aisa laga mano ya to meri chori pakdi gayi ho ya phir koi mujhse alag ho raha ho. Aur vo koi kuch nahi balki bhadva madarchod mera dil tha jisme itne gehre raaz chupe the aur vo raaz usne apne pyar karne wali ladko ko bataye bhi nahi the. Mene ab kuch aur nahi socha aur bhaga, is umid mein ki aksansha apne flat gayi ho bas aur kahin na gayi ho. Mei bhaga aur bas bhaga, adha ya ek ghanta nahi janta bas itna pata tha ki aaj se pehle mei kabhi itna nahi bhaga tha. Mere tatte mere galle mein atak gaye the isliye sans lene mein takleef hone lagi lekin phir bhi mene apne tatton ko samjhaya dil ka mamla tha vo samajh gaye. Ye madarchod tatte ho ya phir galli ke bhaunkte kutte pyar ki bhasha samajh hi jate hain.

Bhagte hue akhir mei akansha ke flat ke niche aa pahuncha, gehri sans leta hua lift tak pahuncha aur button dabaya par vo niche nahi ayi sali pata nahi kisne lund par baitha rakha tha use jo vo niche nahi aa rahi thi. " salle lift ko chhod rahe ho kya liftfuckers " mei chillaya, na jane mere andar kyun mera purana roop ane laga tha. kya vo kabhi gaya hi nahi tha ya phir aaj dil tut raha tha isliye sachai bahar aa rahi thi. Dimag ki anson mei khoon ki jagah muth se nikla pani daudta use pehle mene sidiyan hi lene sahi samjhi, tangon mein khoon khatam ho gaya tha, takat nahi thi lekin himmat jo dil ki takleef ki thi use sochte hue mei akhirkar uppar chadh hi gaya Sansein is kadar tut chuki thi ki ankhon ke aage dhundla pan channe laga mei shayad girne wala tha isliye deewar ke sahare aage badhne laga aur akhir apni manzil tak pahunch kar ukhdi awaz mein chillate hue darwaja khatkatane laga

" aaa..kkaann...ashhaaa " mene uska naam aise liya jaise mere muh mei tatte fasa diye aur vo baas maar rahe ho. Mene darwaja pitna shuru kiya, sannsein abhi bhi durust nahi hui thi pasina itni thand mein pani ki tarah beh raha tha ye mere bhagne ki vajah se nahi balki dil mein uth rahe tanav ki vajah se tha jisne mere tatte bhi gile kar diye the. Mei darwaja khatkhata raha par andar se koi awaz nahi ayi. Akansha ghar par nahi gayi to phir kahan gayi ab mera dimag is taraf muda. Mujhe jald se jald use khojna tha isliye mei flat se thoda aage aya aur ek baar dubara phone karne ki sochi. Mene phone milaya aur is baar do ring ke baad vo cut gaya,ye pehli dafa tha jab usne mera phone kata tha abhi varna vo ring hi ho raha tha.

" the number you have called is currently busy " chup lawdi chup chup chup dikh gayi na jis din to isi ringtone ko teri chut mein dal kar vibrator se bajunga tab gaiyu muh se. Mei chilla pada, mujhe ab gussa aa raha tha. Mere hath kampne lage lekin mene himmat phir bhi nahi chhodi, mei aage badha aur phir phone lagaya aur is baar bhi wahi hua lekin is baar mere per chalte hue ruk gaye. Mujhe laga ki awaz mene suni hai, us gand mari ki nahi jo phone mein bakti hai balki ringtone ki. Mene dubara call kiya aur is baar akansha ke flat ki taraf aya. Ring gayi aur cut lekin itna kafi tha kyun ki ringtone andar hi baji thi, yani akansha andar hai mei badbadaya aur is bar akansha ko awaz dete hue darwaja peetne laga.

" akansha mei janta hun ki tum andar ho. Jawb do.. sach kehta hun ek baar jawab de do tassali ho jayegi varna mei gir jaunga " mei jhuth nahi bol raha tha.

Akansha door ke piche baithi muh band karke roye jaa rahi thi usne kuch nahi kaha. Na hi vo awaz ane de rahi thi. " akansha mei janta hun ki tum andar hi ho ek baar jawab do " kehte hue na jane galle mei kya hua awaz baith gayi. Behenchod kasam is lawde ki aaj tak aisa nahi hua tha, aaj tak meri awaz aise nahi baithi thi aur itni to un ladkiyun ki bhi nahi baithi jab unhone mera lawda muh mein liya tha. Agar lawde par bharosa nahi to kasam is dil ki sach mein dard ho raha tha.

" akansha please jawab do... baat karo aisa kya hua jo tum mujhse baat nahi kar rahi.. kuch to bolo " mei khud se bol kar apne gand mei udta hua dard nahi lena chahta tha. Vo kuch nahi boli " akansha kya hua hai " mei itna hi bol paya ki andar se jawab aya.

" you know nothing ankit ? are you sure ? " uski awaz sun dil ko ek tassali mili par agle hi pal ye samajh gaya ki vo roo rahi hai. Benchod rula diya mene ya phir meri vajah se baat ek hi hai. Ye kya kar dia mene? aaj se pehle kabhi kisi ke rone par bura nahi laga par aaj samajh aya ki kaisa lagta hai jab koi apna rota hai. Sach mein aaj apna ye latkta lawda jo sar jhukaye khada tha apni asli aukad bata raha tha. 5 minute ke liye sar utha kar tah umar sar jhuka kar rakhne walon ki value nahi hoti usi tarah is lawde ke bhi nahi thi. Isne taha umar 5 minute ke chalte meri zindagi mein gehran lagwa diye the, meri akansha ko rula diya tha. Madarchod vo roo rahi hai, meri nazar niche jhuki hui thi, awaz jaise thak gayi ho jaise chudai ke baad thakte hain, par ye shayad sirf shuruwat thi usne aisa kaha ki sach mein dil kiya khud ka sar apne hi tatto se fod lun aur muh chupa lun.

" now abuse me too, english mein bole tumhe mene, do galli mujhe bhi. Yahi to sachai hai na tumhari bhi " akansha ki ankh se ansu nikal raha tha, vo sans rok-rok kar bol rahi thi mano kitni hi takleef mein ho. Ye sun mere pairon ne jawa de diya aur mein niche baith gaya.

" nahi akansha ye kya keh rahi ho tum, mei tumhe "

" kyun ? nahi de sakte... acha han kaise doge abhi to tumne meri li hi kahan hai. Sahi kaha na mene? tumhari bhasha mein, nahi li na tumne meri isliye itni sharafart dikha rahe ho. isliye ache ho tum... bolo ankit... bolo " vo chillai, jaise apna dard mere uppar dal rahi thi. Aur jo dard vo mujhpar dal rahi thi uska direct impact mere sine mein pada. Matlab arjun ne bhi kya hi mara hoga machli ki ankh par jitna is ladki ne mere dil par apne shabdon se mara tha. Ek pal ke andar zindagi jhand si ho gayi mano kisi ne gehri gufa mei le jakar cheer haran karke nanga guffa se bahar lakar dunia ko sadde hue ande tamatar aur thukne ke liye chhod diya ho. Meri ankhon se ansu nikal aya aur ye baat mujhe tab pata chali jab uski wajah se gal par khujli hui. Is lawde ke tatte ye kaun sa tym tha khujli hone ka?

Mene aye ansu fauran hataye aur akansha ko samjhane ki kosish ki " akansha tum galat samajh rahi ho, mei... mei... mei... mei... " madaarchod jaban ki casett ko kya hua mene to koi bakri ki porn bhi nahi dekhi jo uski awaz nikal raha tha. Itne mein akansha ko mauka mil gaya.

" mei galat samajh rahi hun, mei ? jo ladki tumhe samjhne lagi thi vahi ab nahi samjh rahi ? kya hua kuch hi dino mei tum apni baat bhul gaye " akansha galat track par jaa rahi thi mera matlab vo sahi thi par galat jaa rahi thi. yani ki vo keh rahi nahi rahi thi par uska burra manna sahi tha. ye mei behenchod kisko bata raha hun ki vo sahi thi ya galat, kya mei ye judge karne wala tha is point par? Mei mauka gawana nahi chahta tha uppar se mujhe baat ko wahin modna tha jis mudde ki vo baat thi.

" akansha tum bilkul sahi ho, mene tumse batein chupai par mera yakeen mano mene tumhe kai baar batane ki kosish ki, kai baar himmat nahi hui to kai baar himmat jutta kar batane wala tha par us samay tum busy ho jati " mei usko tab ki baat yaad dila raha tha jab hum video call karte the us waqt kafi baar kosish ki mene par use koi na koi kaam aa jata. " mere dil mei bhi ye bhoj raha hai ki mene tumse kuch chupaya "

" kuch ankit, kuch uppar se ye bahane ki tum batana chahte the " vo phir galat boli par vo is waqt sahi thi, uska dard sahi tha to uske galat word mein bhi mei kuch nahi bol sakta tha isliye mera ek hi motive tha use apni baat se samjhane ka apne aap ko samjhane ka.

" nahi akansha mei koi bahana nahi bana raha, mujhe nahi pata tumhe kitna pata hai par mujhse jada nahi pata hoga. Tum jaisa soch rahi ho mei bilkul vaisa hi tha, ek aisa ladka jise sirf ek hi cheez dunia mein dikhti thi aur vo cheez bhale hi kisi bhi aurat ki ho agar vo mujhe dene ke liye tayar hoti to mei lene laga tha. Mujhe kisi ki parwah nahi thi na hi uske emotions na hi uski takleef bas ek hi chiz dekhi mene aur vo uska jism. Mei tha bahut galat, bahut galat akansha par kasam is pyar ki mei tumse milne ke baad nahi badla mei use kahin pehle badal gaya tha. Tumhare pyar se to mujhe us badlav ko ye ehsas dilaya ki ye insan jada acha hai. " mei bol kar chup hua aur akansha ko mehsus karne ki kosish karne laga. Vo is waqt kuch nahi boli par uske subakne ki awaz aa rahi thi. Na jane kaun kute ka chutiya kehta hai ki sirf juth par vishwas karte hain log, are bhuni hui chut walon ek baar dil laga kar dekho aur phir uspar sach bol kar dekho, vo pyar jarur sunega.

" mei kitna galat ya kitna sahi, log mere bare mein kya sochenge kabhi is baat ki parwah nahi ki aur na hi unhe mene kabhi mere sath rehne ke liye kaha. Mei akela khush tha akansha har kuch din par koi mil jaye aur mere khali pane bhar de mei khush tha usme isliye kabhi ye nahi socha ki us khali pane ko bharne ke baad us insan ka kya hua. Lekin ye sab mei tha akansha hun nahi, zindagi bahut sikha deti hai badal deti hai, kai baar kisi ke jane se aur kai baar kisi ke ane se. Mere sath bhi wahi hua. Mei nahi keh raha ki tum mujhe maaf karo ya phir maffi lene ke liye bata raha hun par zindagi mein tumhe khounga nahi kyun ki janta hun tumhare liye ye pyar sacha hai." chup hokar mene naak pochi, ankh aur naak dono se hi pani nikal raha tha, sach kahun dukh kya hota hai mujhe aaj samajh aya.

Meri kahani us din shuru hui, jab mene college jana shuru kiya, school tak kabhi dimag nahi laga han 10th mei tha tab ek ladki par crush aya tha par iske alawa yahoo chat par dunia bhar ki ladkiyun se baat karke time kaat leta tha. Shakal se sidha tha par andar se ashililta se bhara. Internet laga to porn dekni chalu kar di aur dusron ke samne aisa raha mano mujhse jada sharif koi na ho. Logon ke liye bada sharif tha par andar se janta tha ki mei bahut bada tharki hun. Muth marna chalu tab kar diya tha jab usme se kuch nikalta bhi nahi tha. Porn dekhte hi school nikal gaya aur phir college. College mein is umid se gaya ki shayad vahan koi ladki milegi use gf banaunga kiss viss karke jaisa porn mein hota hai vaisa karunga lekin ek ladki aisi nahi thi ki shakal dekh sakun. Aur uska gussa mene un ladkiyun par nikala jinse mujhe nafrat hone lagi thi, jo man chahta unhe kehta kabhi apne man mein to kabhi unhe chehre par. Achi ladkiyan ya unka jism dekhne ke chakar mein ye bhul gaya ki vo ek aurat ya ladki, ek maa hai ya patni bas jo pasand aye unke bare mein sochte hue muth maro aur agar mil jaye to unki. Is soch ke sath mein aage badha aur phir ek din mere sath hadsa hua jisne meri zindagi badal kar rakh di, vo mulakat jab meri Ritika se hui thi. Mene sab shuru se batna shuru kiya, ritika ki puri kahani phir disha, garima, sheetal aur ankita iske alawa jitni bhi ladkiyan meri zindagi mein ayi, sab bata dia sivai xossip par kahai likhne ke bare mein.

" Ankita ki baat mujhe us din samajh nahi ayi, mene uske sath kya kiya vo shayad apne dard ko batana chahti thi lekin mei itna immature ya phir andha ho chuka tha ki uski baat par dhayan dena sahi nahi samjha. Vo bina bataye chali gayi, kahan pata nahi zinda hai ya nahi pata nahi. Dukh is baat ka nahi dukh is baat ka ki maffi nahi mang paya jo gunah mene kiya. Uske jane ke rage mein dost ki hi gf ke sath mene vo sab kiya vo bhi usko majbur karke. Mei janta hun ki tumhe mujh par ghin aa rahi hogi " mene ankh se ansu hatay " yakin mano mujhe batate hue bhi ghin aa rhi hai. Par akansha mei tumse bahut pyar karta hun, pune ane se pehle meri zindagi badal chuki thi aur mei khud bhi. Rahul ne jo bataya vo sahi bataya hoga par mei tumhe batana chahta hun ki mene tumse koi dhoka nahi kiya, sach jarur chupaya hai par kabhi dhoka nah diya. Tum ho to meri zindagi compelte hai. Tum mere andar aye badlav ko zinda rakhne wala ek lauta insan ho jisne mujhe ye bataya ki sach aur achai se koi chhodta nahi balki rishte aur judd jatte hain " mei zor-zor se sansein lene laga shayad takleef itni badh gayi thi ki mei sans nahi le paa raha tha jiske baad mei khasne laga buri tarah se khasne laga. Ye sahi waqt nahi tha mere galle ke liye pata nahi kya ho gaya tha andar, chehra pura lal padh chuka tha aur mei dheet phir bhi nahi maan raha tha aur bole jaa raha tha.

" akaa..nsha.a. " naam leta khans padhta " kuch.. bolo... " phir khansta " kuch to bolo " phir khansta madarchod mar jaunga to is khansi ki maiya bhoot ban chhodunga madarchod itna nakli sharir kyun banaya hai uppar walle ne

mei khanste hue zameen par marne laga gussa aa raha tha mujhe abhi bahut kuch kehna tha pata nahi akansha phir sunegi ki nahi, phir mei use dekh paunga ya nahi, ya phir usko ehsas kar paunga. Dil fatt jayega mera, par is khansi ne galla fadd rakha tha use kaise rokun. Khanste hue mei kuch kehta use pehle darwaja khulne ki awaz ayi.

 

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Update - 106

Akansha ne darwaja khola aur mene uspar apni nazar rakh di, mera khasna achanak se ruk gaya mano usi ka intezar kar raha ho lekin usne galat samjha use laga mei mazak kar raha tha isliye usne mujhse aisa kaha " tum kuch bhi kar sakte ho " akansha ki ankhein lal ho gayi thi, kajal felh chuka tha, mei uske is chehre ko dimag se nikal pata itne mein usne darwaja band karne ki kosish ki aur mene rokne ki lekin darwaja to band hua par mera hath usme aa gaya jiske atte hi mei zoron se cheekha. Kasam se jaan nikal jati to acha hota is dard ke aage. Mei apna hath pakde dard mein karhate hue ungli ki taraf dekha to vo pis gayi thi. Bahut dard ho raha tha par ise jada dard to andar tha, sach uska chehra dekh mere andar ki ek bura shaks mar gaya tha. Mei ab acha banna chahta tha uske liye jise mei apni zindagi se dur nahi kar sakta tha.

" akansha.. " mene dusre hath se darwaja pitta, ek to hath ka dard uppar se dil ka, sahi kaha hai kisi ne jab dard ata hai to har taraf se ata hai aur uske baad sari himmat hi le jata hai. Jo ungli darwaje mein ayi thi vo hath hi kanpne laga tha. Mei dusri awaz lagata use pehle darwaja khula aur akansha mere samne aa khadi hui. Hum dono ke bich takreeban char se panch ka hi fasla raha hoga, uski ankhein bhi ro rahi thi aur meri bhi. Ajeeb khayalat the hum dono ke bhale hi nafrat ho uske man mein lekin pyar ka dard to chupaye nahi chupta.

" i.. " vo mere hath ko dekhte hue kuch kehna chahti thi lekin usne kuch kaha nahi aur mera hath pakad kar andar karke darwaja band kar diya. Hamare bich koi baat nahi ho rahi thi, mei uski awaz sunne ke liye tadap raha tha balki sunna chahta tha lekin vo bas mera hath pakad kar mujhe le jaa rahi thi jiske baad usne mujhe sofe par baitha diya. Usne mera hath utha kar dekha aur phir mujhe wahin chhod kar kamre mein chali gayi. Ek pal pehle sab sahi tha aur ab aisa lag raha tha jaise vo mere liye anjan hai aur mei use nazre nahi mila paa raha, thodi der pehle jo ankit mere andar vapis aya tha vo ek ansu dekhne par itni dur chala gaya ki mei kabhi chahta bhi nahi tha ki vo vapis aye.

Akansha vapis ayi aur mere samne a baithi, uske pas medicine box tha, usne mera hath uthaya aur ungli dekhi. Jakhm ke sath nila padh chuka tha, ek pal ke liye hath sunn tha. Vo meri ungli dekhti rahi aur phir usne box se cotton nikal kar dawai uspar laga kar meri ungli par rakh dia. " aaahhh " jalan ke mare ankh se ansu nikal aya aur akansha ke hath ruk gaye. Usne apni nazar uthai aur ro padi vo kuch kehna chahti thi lekin bol na payi aur phir ungli ki chot par vo malham lagane lagi. Mei janta tha vo kya bolna chahti hai use takleef ho rahi thi, meri ungli ki chot jo uski gate band karne par mujhe lagi thi use uski takleef ho rahi thi ki uski wajah se mujhe dard hua, mujhe takleef hui. Sach ye ladki se to sirf pyar ke liye hi bani hai, vo rone lagi aur jaise koi bacha rota hai bilkul vaise. Mei chup karau to kaise mera to jigra aise bhar aya tha ki shabad hi nahi nikal rahe the, mei bilkul shabd heen ho gaya tha, shayad dusri baar kyun ki dusri baar hi aise rote hue use dekh raha tha.

" i am sorry " akhir usne apni nazar uthai " meri wajah se tumhe dard ho raha hai " mujhe shayad apne kehne ki baat mil gayi thi.

" anjane mein diye gaye dard ke liye tum zimmewar nahi ho, galti aur gunah mene kiya hai tumhare sath. Balki hamare pyar ke sath. Akansha mei tumse maffi mangta hun " mene apne hath jod liye. Chota nahi ho jaunga hath jodne se, use hi maffi mang raha hun jise dil se pyar karta hun aur galti bhi meri hi thi. " mujhe maaf kar do, mei tumse ye nahi kahunga ki tum mujhe usi nazar se dekho lekin bas itna kehna chahunga ki mei tumse bahut pyar karta hun, shayad kabhi nahi kiya hoga kisi se, khud se bhi nahi. Manta hun mei bahut ganda aur ghatiya ladka tha ya hun nahi janta lekin mujhe tujhme apni achai dikhti hai. Please mujhe maaf kar do " pata nahi kyun man kiya khub roun aur mene wahi kiya, hath jodte hue rone laga shayad pehli baar. Zindagi mein kuch chizen pehli baar ho to acha hota hai apko apni value dikhni chahie shayad ghamand wahin tuta hai.

Akansha ne mera hath pakad kar niche kar di aur khisak kar mere najdeek ayi. " akansha i dont know kya kahun " mene apni ankhein khol kar uski taraf dekha " par tumhe jaise bhi bataya gaya mere bare mein vo sahi hota agar tum mujhe pehle mili hoti. Baatein sab sach hai par mei ab aisa nahi hun jaisa tumne samjha. Mei janta hun nashe mein rahul ne sab bataya hoga aur uske liye aaj bhi mei wesa hi hun lekin mei janta hun ki mei kaisa hun. Mujhe life mein jo chahie tha vo mere samne hai ise jada kuch nahi chahie sahi mei " mene ishare se na kiya. Ankh se ansu abhi bhi nikal rahe the, jinhe akansha ne is bar mere chehre se saaf kiya.

" lao hath do apna "

" nahi " mene hath nahi diya " maaf kar do please "

" dard ho raha hoga ankit, hath do " vo mangti hui mere nazdeek ayi.

" tumhe diye gaye dard ke aage thoda seh lunga "

" mujhe kuch time de do " akansha mera hath pakadne ki kosish karti rahi.

" yani tumhe meri baat ka vishwas nahi hua "

" aisa kuch nahi hai ankit par tum samajh sakte ho ki mujhe kaisa laga hoga, yahi baat tum khud batate to mujhe bura nahi lagta "

" akansha shayad tumhe tab bhi itna sach nahi bata pata jitna ab bataya hai " pata nahi kyun vo meri baat sun kar shant hui aur ek tuk mujhe dekhne lagi " mei tumhe dard du use pehle mar jaunga, tut jayega sharir andar se aur yakeen karo hansta tha mei in baton par lekin ab hans sakta hun to sirf tumhari muskan par. Tumhe pana nahi chahta, na hassil karna chahta hun bas ek hi khwaish hai ki tumhe pyar kar sakun. Please mujhe " mei pura kehta use pehle vo mere sine se aa lagi. Ma kasam sab khatam ho gaya mere liye, ye waqt, ye dunia, ye prithvi, ye bharman sab ke sab mere liye zero tha kyun ki mujhe sab kuch ise kahin guna jada mere dil mein mil chuka tha. Vo roo bhale hi rahi thi lekin janta tha kyun roo rahi hai shayad dil ki takleef kam kar di thi mene aur ab vo use hi theek kar rahi hai. Ek pal sirf vahi mere sine se lagi rahi aur agle pal mene apne hath uski pith par kas diye aur hum ek dono se chipak gaye. Is ehsas ko kabhi nahi bhula paya tha mein aur kabhi bhula bhi nahi sakta tha. Ek awara sasta ladka aaj pyar ki dunia mein ameer ban chuka tha.

" ankit i am sorry " vo mujhse thoda hi alag hui yani chehra usne mere chehre ke samne kiya. " rahul ne jis tarah se bataya vo hurt kar gaya, mujhe tumhe chance dena chahie tha i .. " mene use wahin rok diya.

" mei kabhi himmat nahi jutta pata akansha, mujhse bada kamjor insan koi nahi hai dunia mein pata hai kyun? tum kehti thi na ki kis baat ka dar hai bas yahi dar tha ki agar mei tumhe kuch batau to kahin tum mujhe vo ladka samajh kar na chhod do jise mei kab ka chhod aya tha. Meri zindagi ke mayine ab sirf yahi hai jo tumhare sath hai iske alawa mere pas kuch nahi hai. Lekin jab aaj laga ki mei usi stage par akar khada hun to dar khatam ho gaya. Mujhe chhodogi to nahi " mere itna bolte hi usne apne honth mere honton par rakhe diye aur ek pal vahi bas unhe chumti rahi jiske baad mei bhi unhe chumne laga. Hum dono chumne mei itna kho gaye ki akansha dhire-dhire piche ki taraf girne lagi aur mei uske uppar lekin honth alag nahi hue. Vo sofe par laiti hi thi ki jo hath mere uski pith par the achanak usme behad dard utha vo isliye kyun ki meri ungli uske sharir aur sofe ke bich mein aa gayi thi

" aaahh " mene fauran chumma toda aur hath khincha. Man kiya ungli katt kar alag kar du itni achi kissing chal rahi thi

" i am sorry " akansha ghabrai si boli.

" nahi tumhari kya galti " mene hath jhatka.

" ispar dawai laga rahi thi aur kya karne lagi " hum dono abhi bhi ek dusre ke uppar hi laite hue the.

" mere dawai mere sath hi hai " mene jhat se uske honth pakde aur vo mujhe piche dhakka dene lagi bas isliye ki vo mujhe dawai laga sake lekin jab mei alag nahi hua to hum dono hi kiss karne lage. Achanak mujhe yaad aya aur mei use alag hua aur vo mujhe aise dekhne lagi mano mene aisa kyun kiya vo puch rahi ho.

" sorry " mene turant kaha aur vo meri shakal dekhne lagi aur puch rahi ho kyun " vo mei aise kiss karne laga, yakeen mano dubara nahi hoga " mei ghabra gaya tha kyun ki ye first time tha jab mene use aise kiss kiya tha. Vo ek pal dekhti rahi aur mujhe tab tak lagta raha ki mei gaya, aaj mera din acha nahi hai kand par kand ho rahe hain lekin agle hi pal vo muskura di aur usne mujhe apni bahon mein bhar kar khud hi kiss karna shuru kar diya. Hum dono ek dusre ke honth yun hi ek pal ke liye chumte rahe, bade hi soft honth the matlab ki kya hi bataun bich bich mein uski jeebh bhi aa jati aur phir uske honth. Kareeeb teen se char minute yun hi chumne ke baad usne mera sar piche kiya.

" i want it ankit " uski awaz mein madhoshi thi. Chehra lal ho chuka tha aur sabse jada uski naak jo chehre par aise lal batti bani thi mano siren ho. Mei uske chehre ko dekhta raha phir yaad aya usne mujhse kuch kaha hai abhi jise mei samajh nahi paya hun.

 

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Update - 107

" ankit " uski awaz se mei apni soch se bahar aya aur confused ankhon se use ghurne laga. " i want it " usne phir se wahi shabad kahe. Mujhe laga use bhuk lag rahi hai kyun ki party mein bina khaye jo aye the lekin vo ye baat itni dhimi awaz mein kyun keh rahi hai

" mei abhi mangwa leta hun " mei uspar se khada hone laga lekin usne mujhe takat se pakad rakha tha isliye uth nahi paya manna padega ladki mein takat thi.

" kya mangwaoge ? " usne pucha.

" tum bata do " mujhe laga vo kya khana hai vo puch rahi hai. Par ye fususa kyun rahi hai, mujhe kuch samajh kyun nahi aa raha

" tum kya samajh rahe ho "

" tum samjha rahi ho vahi samajh raha hun " mene bhi hawa mein teer chhoda, jaki pata kuch nahi tha

" i want it right now " vo phir dhime se hi boli ab itni jaldi khana kaise ata mei yahi sochne laga. " ankit tum kya soch rahe ho bar-bar " is bar vo pareshani mein boli to mei vo nahi dekh paya aur direct puch liya bhale hi use mera hi popat hona tha.

" akansha mei sach mein nahi samajh paa raha ki itni jaldi khana kaise ayega "

" khana ? "

" han wahi to chahie na party se bhi kha kar nahi ayi tum isliye puch raha hun " mere kehne ke baad ek pal vo mujhse dekhti rahi aur phir khila-khila kar hasne lagi. Uske bhige hue gaal jo ansu se bhige the aur khilti hui ankhein, lal naak hanste hue uspar nagina bekhair rahi thi. Mei wahi dekh man mughd ho gaya kyun hans rahi hai iska khayal baad mein aya

" hans kyun rahi ho " mene pucha aur direct pucha varna vo phir pareshan ho jati.

" khana nahi idiot i want you, i am ready to have a sex with you " uski baat sunte hi mei uski takat se aise azad hokar dusre kone par aa baitha jaise kisi ne mere niche chunti kaat di ho, vo mere is prahar se tajub ho gayi aur uth baithi. " what happen are you alright? " use laga mer tabyat kharab hai par asal mein uski baat ne mera mathe ka volt high kar diya tha.

" are you alright ? " usne dubara pucha. " akansha ye baat tumne kahi kyun ? " mujhe uski baat ke piche ka matlab samajh aa chuka tha.

" kaun si baat " vo ankit ke najdeek ayi.

" wahi tumne mujhe maaf nahi kiya na ? "

" mei kuch samajh nahi rahi "

" tum sex kaise kar sakti ho aakansha tumne hi kaha tha na ki shadi se pehle tum nahi kar sakti aur akash ko tumhari ye soch backward lagti thi "

" han par " mene use bich mein roka.

" par tum mere sath isliye karni chahti ho kyun ki mera past aisa tha varna mei tumhe chhod dunga tumhe aisa lagta hai " mujhe behad dhukh hua ki akansha ko mere bare mein aisa lagta hai lekin vo galat nahi thi mera kukram hi aise the. Mujhe dukhi dekh vo zor-zor se hasne lagi jise dekh mujhe aur bura laga ki ye hans rahi hai mei dukhi hun re hans kyun rahi hai re pata nahi kyun dil se umid jaggi ki mein dukhi hun to vo bhi dukhi ho. Par uski hansi achanak se ek emotion mein tabdeel ho gayi, vo mere kareeb ayi aur meri guddi pakad kar mera sar apne sar se chipka liya " are mere bhondu pyar, mei tumhare past ko jod kar nahi keh rahi aur rahi baat shadi se pehle kuch bhi hone ki to ye tay ki is zindagi mei tumhari amanat hi mere pas hogi " usne apna hath apne pet ke uppar rakha, ek pal laga par agle hi pal samajh gaya ki usne kya kaha, sach aurat ko koi nahi samajh sakta uske dil ke vichar ek pal mein apke dil ko itna bhar denge ki us waqt aap dunia ke sabse ameer insan mein tabdeel ho jate ho.

" jis tarah tumne pyar kiya us tarah se koi nahi chu paya mujhe aur mei chahti hun ki tum mera har kona kona chuho " usne mere kan ke ek dum najdeek se ye baat kahi aur mere rongte khade ho gaye. " i want you today, ever and forever " bol kar usne mere kano par kiss kiya, phir mere galon par apne honth ragdte hue chehre ke dusre hisse tak ayi aur phir wahan honth ragadte hue meri gardan par kiss karke apna chehra mere samne kar diya. Mei to zinda lash hi ban kar use dekh raha tha. Usne mere chehre ko apne hath mein thama aur meri ankhein apne ankhon se joda " i love you and i never loved anyone that way i feel for you inside of me, hum kiske liye badalte hain jise pyar karte hain tum bhi to badle kiske liye ? pyar ke liye to kya mein apni baat nahi badal sakti, its never about sex its about feelings, mujhe tumhare sath feelings hai and i want to share isme tumhare past se kuch nahi juda and ankit i know i won't loose you and u won't me either, you will live through me my whole life, forever " mene uske aage use bolne ka mauka nahi diya aur apne honth uske honton par rakh diye. Aur khisakte hue aage aya aur uske chehre ko pakad kar betasha chumne laga aur vo bhi utna hi sath de rahi thi. Ek hi pal mein uske uppar chad gaya aur honth chumte hue uski gardan aa gaya, ye pehli dafa tha jab mene use yahan chua tha vo sisaki aur mere balon mein hath fairne lagi, mei dhire-dhire uske sine tak aya aur uski dress jo uske cleavage ko cover kar rahi thi use utha kar sine par chumne laga. Vo madhosh hoti gayi aur mei uski khusbu ka deewana.

Mei uski dress ko utha kar uske sine par chumte hue gardan tak ata aur phir sine par yahi ghum raha tha, kya karun himmat nahi ho rahi thi akansha ke kapde utarne ki aur jaise usne meri baat padh li. Usne mera sar uthaya aur halka se uppar uth kar usne dress dhili karke utar niche kar di. Uska sina mere smne uski bra ke niche tha pata nahi usne kya kiya awaz ayi aur bra ka hook bhi khol diya. Mene ye dekh apni shirt utar di. Mera sine par usne hath rakha aur dono ki snsein tez ho gayi, mene uske hath par kiss kiya aur phir uspar uppar jhuk kar use chumne laga. Shuruwat phir honton se hui aur is baar sine tak aya aur halka sa bra ko dhakka diya to vo niche ho gayi. Nazar ka to nahi pata lekin mujhe aisa laga mano mene kisi pyari mulayam chiz par apne hath rakh diye ho. Shayad ye pehla ehsas tha uske liye isliye uski ankheein band thi.

" sssiiiii aahhh " vo bas itna hi boli aur mene apne honth uski chatiyun par rakh kar use chumna shuru kar diya kabhi dabata to kabhi chumta " ankit.. please " vo shayad isi feeling ki baat kar rahi thi kyun ki mujhse bhi intezar nahi ho raha tha, mei bas andar jana chahta tha. Mene akansha ki bachi hui dress niche khiska di aur jab vo tango se nikli aur meri nazar uske jism par padhi us din samajh aya ki aurat ka sharir itna khubsurat hota hai ki use maila karna is sansar ki sabse badi bhul hoti hai. Vo halki ghabrai si ankhein band karke laiti apni zindagi ki sabse anmol vastu yani khud ko saunp rahi thi. Dil hi nahi kiya ki ise bhogne ka ise to pyar ki saugat par sajana chahie. Meri nazar uske chehre par thi jispar dar, ghabrahat, khushi sab thi. Usi ko dekhte hue mene apne honth uske per par rakhe aur use ragte hue uppar aya bich ka jhagon wala hissa adha chhoda aur phir uske pet par chum liya. Kona kona uska apne honton se chumna tha, aurat izzat ki hakdar hoti hai mujhe us din samajh aaya. Pehli baar samajh aya jism ko bhogna nahi use pyar karna hota hai. Mere har chumne par vo sisakti aur bilakhti lekin mei ise ek yaadgar banana chahta tha.

Jab har hisse par chum liya to hath se uski penty khinch kar per se alag kar di aur apni jeans khol kar kapde utar apna jism uske jism ke uppar rakh diya. Dono ke jism nange the, mei uske uppar padha honton ko chus raha tha vo bhi balon mein hath dale yahi kar rahi thi. Use intezar tha aur mujhe to isi mein jannat mil rahi thi iske aage bhi kuch hota hai ek pal ke liye bhul sa gaya tha mera lund uski chut ke uppar hi tha garmi ka ehsas mil raha tha lekin mujhe is pyar ki garmi ke aage sab bekar lag raha tha.

" ankit " usne apne honth alag kiye " please let me live inside of you " uske chehre par sharam ke sth madhoshi thi. Mene uske chehre par aye baal piche kiye aur honton ko chumte hue uska kaha maan liya. Aaj pehli baar dil mein ghabrhat ho rahi thi mano pehli baar kar raha hun sach kahun to shayad ye pehli baar hi tha, abhi to nahi shayad aage kabhi samjha sakun. Mei akansha ki taraf jhuka aur halka sa khud ko dhakka diya mera lund akansha ki chut se takraya aur aage piche fiaslne laga. Vo tadap kar reh gayi, uske muh se nikalti sansein garam thi. Mene apna hath niche kiya aur lund ko pakad akansha ki chut par sahi jagah rakh kar halka push kiya.

Vo dard mein seham gayi aur usne meri bajaun ko pakad liya, mene ek aur push diya to halka sa lund andar fans gaya aur uski majbuti mere hath par badh gayi aur shayad takleef mein siski, mujhe bhi dard hua shayad isliye kyun ki ye pehli baar tha jab mein kisi virgin ladki ke sath humbistar ho raha tha. " akansha rehne dete hain tumhe takleef ho rahi hai " meri baat sun vo thoda muskura di aur usne apne sine mein samet liya shayad vo is dard ke liye tayar thi. Mene apne honth uski gardan par ragdate hue phir push kiya aur adha lund uski chut mein utar diya. Vo sisakti hui cheekhi " aaahahhhhhh ankitt....t.t. ohhhhhhh da.rd. ho raha hai " lekin mein ruka nahi aur agle push se mene apna lund andar ghusa hi dia. Usne apne nakhun meri pith mein gadha diya aur jo dard aur jalan use hui vahi mujhe bhi hua.

" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh " vo siski aur apne honton se mere kandhon ko daba liya. Vo dard mein thi ye mei janta tha par dard jada der nah hona tha. Mene apna chehra uthaya aur uske mathe par chum liya, usne apni ankhein kholi aur usme se vo dard ka ek ansu nikal aya jise mene turant chum liya. Vo sharmai si mujhe dekhte hue meri bahon mein apne hath fairti rahi aur phir honth chum liye. Mei uske chehre ko ghur raha tha usne mujhse puch hi liya.

" kya hua ? " awaz mein madhoshi thi uske.

" mar jaun tab bhi is pal ko nahi bhul paunga " pata nahi kyun kaha aur apni kamar bahar nikal kar andar ki taraf push kar di. Tan badan mein aisi sar-sarahat hui jaisi kabhi nahi hui thi " aaaahahhhhhhhh " is bar dard ki nahi madhoshi ki awaz thi uske muh se mene suni. Usne apni gardan uppar ki taraf modi aur mei use dekhte hue dhakke lagane laga " aaankitt.t..t....t.t... yaaaaaaahhhhh aahahahhhhhhhhhhhhh " usne apni tangon se meri kamar kasi to dhakke aur tezz ho gayi. Mera aur uska badan ek dusre ko bhog nahi raha tha us pyar ki feeling se juda tha jise shaayd aaj se pehle mene kabhi mehsus nahi kiya tha. Mere hath akansha ki chatiyun par the aur honton uske chehre aur gardan par firte hue uske hothon tak atte. Dhakke tezz ho chuke the aur vo sisakti hui uski awaz mujhe madhosh kar rahi thi, mein nahi janta ki use uska orgasm feel hua ya nahi lekin meri halat kuch hi der mein najuk ho gayi.

" akansha.. i ammm... " bas itna hi kaha aur usne mujhe tight apni tangon se pakad liya, mei use azad nahi ho paya aur lund ko uski chut mein tezzi se utarta hua uska pani andar hi chhodta gaya.

" aahahaah-hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh " jaise vo meri garmi ko mehsus kar rahi ho jaise mene use abhi zindagi ka vo ras diya jise vo bhigna chahti thi bas uska muh khula hua tha aur mera sar uske sine par pada tha jise mehsus karke vo mere balon ko sehla rahi thi. Meri sansein ukhdi hui thi aur mein uske sine par hath fairta hua apni zindagi ki khayalon mein kho gaya kya tha mere pas aur ab kya le chuka hun mei.

 

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Update - 108

Ankh khuli to usi sofe par pada mila jispar mene akansha ke sath apne sambhand ko majbut kar liya tha. Kapde ki jagah badan par ek dophar padi thi jo shayad akansha udha kar gayi hogi. Mei khada hua to nazar sofe par gayi jahan khoon laga hua tha, dil aise dhadakne laga use dekh mano kisi ne mere hath ki naas kaat di ho. Ab ye khushi thi ya kuch aur us pal samajh na aya.

Akansha kahan gayi kahin ye bhi to ankita ki tarah nahi chali gayi sochte hi mere to tote ud gaye, mei fauran khada ho utha jise mere nange badan par ek matr odhi chadar khisak kar niche gir gayi aur mei nanga hi hall se dauda. Dimag aisa pareshan hua ki mei sidhe bahar ki taraf bhaga lekin vo band pada tha. Yani akansha andar hi hai kahin ro to nahi rahi, kahin aisa to nahi ki vo kal raat ko behak gayi thi aur ab bura maan rahi hai, kahin vo mujhe to nahi bolegi ki mene kyun nahi samjhaya. Oo teri to behenchod gandi lag jayegi. Mei uske room ki taraf dauda vo room mein nahi thi. Do insano mein se bhi ek insan ko khojn pad raha tha flat mei hadh hi ho gayi thi

Par mei kamre se bahar nikalta use pehle mujhe pani girne ki awaz ayi. Shayad vo andar hai isliye mene bathroom par knock kiya par usne koi jawab nahi diya.

Akansha ko kuch ho to nahi gaya, jab darwaja khat-khatane par bhi vo bahar na nikli to mene use halka push kiya, vo khul gaya. Dhakka dekar mei andar ghusa to meri nazarein hairani mei samne chipki rahi. Akansha shower se naha rahi thi aur uski pith meri taraf thi. Uska bhara hua jism ankhon ke samne tha ye dekhte hi mera lawda apne aap khada hone laga, mene jaise hi ye mehsus kiya to uspar apne hath se mara taki vo baith jaye. Kahi akansha ne dekh liya to use mei tharki hi nazar aunga, mei apne lawde ke top par marne laga taki vo khada na ho itne mein akansha cheekhi jo shayad meri taraf mud gayi thi.

" ankit ... kya kar rahe ho bahar jao " mene uski taraf dekha, usne apna badan chupa raha tha, hath chatiyun par aur tangein fold kar li thi aur mene apna lawda chupa liya tha

" vo tumhe hi khoj raha tha akansha, utha to tum nahi thi mujhe laga tum chhod kar chali gayi " use kahi jada meri shakal par band baji hui thi.

" kahan bhagungi ? " vo confused hote hue boli.

" pata nahi isliye mei sabse pehle bahar jane ko hua par gate band tha isliye phir socha " usne meri baat bich mein hi rok di.

" is halat mein nange bahar jaa rahe the ? " baat uski sahi thi mujhe tab dhayan aya ki mei nanga hi jaa raha tha. Bhari popat karwa kar mene abhi abhi apni bezati karwai thi. Mei sharma pada aur apne hath se ankhein chupa li lekin agle hi pal yaad aya ki ab mera showcase open ho gaya hoga. Mene fauran ankhein kholi aur phir apne lawde ki taraf dekha jo adha khada tha aur akansha ne use dekh liya tha

Ab mei use kaise nazre milau, badi mushkil se mene apni nazrein uppar uthai to akansha meri shakal dekh kar hans di. Hanste hue uske hath apne sharir se hat gaye aur vo khila-khila kar harne lagi. Sach us din mene uske chehre se apni nazar hata kar nahi dekha, bhale hi vo bina kapdon ke khadi thi, par mere liye uski sundarta uski vo muskan ban chuki thi jo uske chehre par thi. Sach kisi ne sahi kaha tha pyar apke andar bahut badlav kar deta hai, mei apne aap ko vakai insan manne laga tha. Mei use dekhta raha aur pata nahi chala kab vo mere kareeb aa gayi.

" wanna bath " usne badi adab se apni baat kahi aur mei kuch nahi bol paya. Ek pal ankhon mein dekhte hue usne apni bahein mere gardan ke dono taraf rakhi aur apne honth mere honton par rakh diye. Ye uska shayad dusra roop tha jo mene pehli baar dekha tha. Kiss karte hue hum dono hi shower ke niche aa gaye aur pata nahi chala, mere hath uski chaityun par aa gaye aur kab mera lawda adhe se full hua pata nahi chala lekin ue pata chal raha tha kyun ki vo uske pet ko chu raha tha. Garam pani mein is garam mahol ne jaise jism ki aag ko bhadka diya tha. Kal wala pyar aaj vakai mein uska lust ban gaya tha, maza aa raha tha, acha lag raha tha pyar ke sath lusty hone mein. Uske honthon ko chumna, gardan ko chatna, uski chaityun se khelna, uske nipple khincha jisme uske dard ki siski sun unhi niple ko muh mein bharna, badan par charon taraf hath ferna, chatiyun par chumte hue chut par ungli se masalna.... Uski siskiyan jaise mujhe utejit kar rahi thi aur use mera chumna deewana bana raha tha. Kab phir honth mile pata nahi , mene apna hath niche karke uski tang uthai aur lawda uski chut par set karke halka sa dhakka mara. Use aaj bhi dard hua shayad kal ka dard pehle se maujud tha lekin aaj uski ankhon mein lust tha, mene dusra dhakka mara aur is bar vo pura andar hi ghus gaya. Deewar par uski chutadein ghis rahi thi aur mei apni chutado ka dum lagate hue dhakake laga raha tha, usne mere bal kas kar pakad rakhe the aur mene apne honthon se uski chaityun ko pakde rakha tha.

" aaahahhh-hhhhahah ahahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhh " bas yahi uske muh se nikal raha tha, mene uske kandhe par zor dala aur dhakke ki speed badha di, na jane kaisa junun tha ya phir kaho vo akansha thi jisne mujhe majbur kar diya ki mei ab jhad jaun. Hafta hua mei jhadne laga aur bahut hi jald uske andar hi apna ras dal kar chhod diya. Kal raat se ye dusri baar tha jab mene uske andar hi ras daal kar chhoda tha. Ek pal mein uske sine par sar rakhe rakha aur phir agle pal uske chehre ki taraf dekha, vo mere chehre ko hi dekh rahi thi.

" i love you ankit " bol kar usne mera matha chum liya. Dil ko itni thandak mili laga jaise jannat mil gayi ho. Sala ye waqt yahin ruk jaye, ye pal yahin ruk jaye, hum dono insan yahin ruk jaye. Mei nahi chahta tha kuch bhi aage badhe, na waqt aur na hi hum. Kyun ki badlav zindagi mein sirf waqt par nahi ata balki hum insano mein bhi ata hai aur nahi chahta tha ki insan mein koi badlav aye.

Phir jaise vo bachi ban gayi aur mene uska bharpur sath, hum dono ek dusre ko ragad ragad kar nahaye, mene uski chutdon par sabun laga kar mala aur spanking karne laga, jise dekh vo mujhe narazgi bhari nighaon se dekhni lagi to mei bhi ghum kar aur jhuk kar khada ho gaya. Ye dekhte hi vo hans di, bas yahi dekhna tha, mei sidha hone laga to usne bhi spanking walle andaz mein mere ek laga diya

Mene ek pal use ghura aur phir hasne lage aur galle lag ek dusre ke shower se girte pani ka ehsas lete hue ek dusre ke dilon ko aur majbut rishte mein badalne lage.

Khushi wale din ache se beete hain aur aisi samjhdar ladki zindagi bhar sath rehne ke liye to kuch jada hi ache bette hain. Dil mein jo dar tha vo khatam ho chuka tha aur ab na hi kuch aisa tha jise mein akansha ko kho sakta tha kyun ki meri sachai uske samne thi. Mei jo tha vo tha ab jo hun usme ek sach hai, dikhawa kuch nahi. Roz subah use mil kar hi office jane laga, mano us raat ke baad jaise din hi badal gaye ho. Par zindagi mein kuch ho to grehan aa hi jata hai is baar grehan ghar ka tha jo bahut jada bada tha

Pichli raat akansha ke flat par sex karte hue kab nikal gayi aur mei waha so gaya pata na chala isliye jab subah aya to papa to morning walk par the par maa shuru ho gayi.

" bigad gaye ho tum ab to hath se nikal chuke ho "

" andar ane do ya bahar se hi vapis jau " meri ankhon mei adhi nind thi.

" han ab to tum yahi bologe, mei hun kaun jo marzi vo karo " bol kar vo hatti aur mei ghusta hua sidha bistar par padh gaya. Jab se akansha ne samjhaya tha mei bahut aram se baat karta tha lekin har baat par tokna mujhe pasand nahi tha. Takreeban do ghante baad utha to maa kaam ko lekar chikchik kar rahi thi. Aaj saturday tha to office nahi jana tha islye uth kar ready ho gaya aur ready hokar bahar aya to atte hi mene maa se bola " din ka khana nahi hai " vo kitchen mein hi khadi thi. Pata nahi mere bolne par unhe kya hua unhone bartan kadai par mara aur chilla padi.

" mei yahan pagal hun jo tum logon ke sab karti rahun, zindagi bhar pati ka karun aur ab tumhara karun, sala izat nahi hai kisi bhi chiz ki mar jao khap jao tum logon ke liye lekin tum logon ne kutiya bana kar rakha hai " mei aur sun nahi paya aur sab bhul gaya.

" jada bolne ki jarurat nahi hai, ehsan nahi karti aap hum par ya mujhpar khas kar mei khud kar sakta hun apne aap jada bolne ki jarurat nahi hai " papa piche kamre mein baithe sun rahe the vo bahar nikle. Shayad pehli baar tha jab vo bole the

" ye kaun sa tarika hai baat karne ka "

" tarika inka dekho " unhe mene jawab diya.

" ha tu mera hi dekh, tu bahut samjhdar hai to kar le khud apne aap "

" han kar lunga ehsan nahi hai "

" ankit shant tum chote ho abhi "

" han tabhi to sunate ho, pehle kaam nahi karta tha jo sara din ye tanna deti thi ki muft ki rotiya kha raha hun tab apne aakar pucha mujhse yaa baat kari? ab jab apni zindagi jine laga hun to inko dikkat ho rahi hai "

" dikkat mujhe ho rahi hai na tu to dikkat na de hath jodti hun nikal ja abhi phir sala aisi aulad di kyun hai jisne kuch samjha hi nahi hai " unhone mere aage gusse mein hath jodte huee kaha.

" papa dekh rahi ho kya bol rahi hai " mujhe bahut bura laga isliye is baar unpar chillaya nahi aur papa ko bolo ki dekho kaun galat hai.

" tum bhi shant ho jao, zara si baat ka kya " papa ko bhi unhone rok diya.

" zara si.. aap rehne dijeye, ye kabhi nahi sudhrega. Mujhe koi moh nahi hai bete ka beti di hoti to sukhi hoti mein tu jaisa beta de kar zindagi aur bhudapa dono kharab kar diya mera bhagwan ne tu ja bhai tu jaa nikal ghar se aur jahan jaa raha hai wahin reh yahan mat aaio " hath jodte hue unhone dubara kaha to is baar mein nahi ruka. Sidhe kamre mein gaya ek suitcase nikale aur saman bharne laga. Itna acha mood tha itni achi zindagi chal rahi thi par ye pal ana jaruri tha? Insan ko kisi tarah taassali nahi thi, har chiz mein rok har chiz mein tok pehle nahi jaata tha to kyun nahi jata ab jata hun to naukrani samajh rakha hai. Raho mere bina ab mujhe bhi koi matlab nahi hai. Mere ankhon mein ansu the nai pata kyun par tayar hote hue mein saman bandhne laga. Papa maa ko samjha rahe the lekin vo gusse mein jo bol rahi thi vo to mei sun kar dahurana bhi nahi chahta tha bina kisi baat ke ye sab kehna kaha ka shoba deta hai ek maa hokar aisi batein? Har shabad mujhe unka galat laga lekin kash mene use maa samajh kar jo unko galat kaha tha kassh maa samajh kar hi use avoid kar liya hota. Tayar hokar mein saman lekar bahar nikla.

" aur jo saman hai thoda-thoda jaldi akar le jaunga "

" ankit vapis rakh bag " papa gusse mein chillaye.

" ab nahi rakhunga papa aur sahi kaha maa ne unki beti deni chahie thi meri koi jarurat nahi thi " vo roo rahi thi lekin mei bahut hurt hua tha isliye mujhe vo ansu nahi dikhe. Ankhein meri bhi bhari thi lekin ansu nahi anne diye. " jaa rha hun "

" ankit ruk tu pagal hai kya " papa ne us waqt bahut rokne ki kosish ki par bahut der ho chuki thi. Vo tab nahi the jab mene itni batein suni, roz suni, apni koi azadi is ghar mein thi hi nahi aur isliye ye ek din hona hi tha. Bhale hi aaj ya phir ane wale kal mein. Akansha ke sath lunch ka program tha jo usne kal raat banaya tha isliye mene maa ko khane ke liye mana kiya tha jispar unhone itna bawal kar diya tha. Mei sab kuch chhod kar usi ke ghar aya tha jiske sath din mein lunch ka program banaya tha..

Akansha mujhe dekhte hi samajh gayi thi ki gadbad hai, sath hi baithi thi kafi der se hum dono, mene use sab bata diya tha aur ab shant the, usne mera hath apne hath mein le rakha tha. Aaj ka din kharab tha mei yahi soch raha tha lekin nahi pata tha ki abhi kharab aur hone wala hai.

 

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" mere lunch program banane ki vajah se hua ye sab " thodi der chup rehne ke baad vo boli " mujhe bhi samjhna chahie tha ki tumhari bhi family hai, roz roz aise milenge to ghar wale sawal to karenge hi, mujhe dhayan rakhna chahie tha " akansha ke bolte hi mene apna hath use chhudwa lia.

" kya bekar ki baat kar rahi ho tum " mei bola rukhepan mein tha jaise chidchidaya hua hun aur isme koi shaq nahi tha ki meri tone behad kharab thi. " tumhe apne uppar lene ki kya jarurat hai, bekar ki baat mat karo ki tumne kiya banaya falana " mei dubara usi andaz mein bola aur sar jhuka kar baith gaya. Baat kari to mene kharab tarike se thi lekin usme mene akansha ko kahin se bhi galat nahi tehraya tha par use is baat ka farak nahi pada ki mene use galat nahi kaha balki use is baat se farak pada ki mene use aise kaise baat ki.

" tum mujhse aise kaise baat kar rahe ho ankit? " uski baat sunte hi mujhe samajh aya ki mene abhi kis tarah baat ki thi. Mene fauran apni nazar uski aaur uthai.

" nahi akansha mera vo matlab nahi tha mei to tumhe hi sahi keh raha tha "

" tumhara attitude bahut rude tha, i don't..... " vo itna bol kar apni jagah se uth gayi aur phir kuch kehna cha kar bhi bhi kuch kahe vahan se chali gayi.

" akansha suno to " mene use rokne ki kosish ki par usne nahi suni. Ladkiyon ko sahi bhi bola to tameez se varna sahi galat to dur ki baat hai vo tumhare lehaze ko pakad kar baith jayegi. Ye baat mujhe usi din pata chali kyun ki aaj se pehle kabhi mene is chiz ko notice nahi kiya tha, ek to pehle hi ghar walon ki wajah se chidchida ho raha tha uppar se akansha nahi samajh sahi thi usne aur chidchidahat badha di thi.

Akansha kamre mei ghus gayi aur andar se band kar liya, mujhe use manana chhaie tha, samjhana chahie tha aur simple sa 'sorry' bolna chahie tha lekin mei apni chidchidahat se bahar hi nahi nikal paa raha tha. Mene ek do baar door knock karke bhi try kiya lekin koi asar nahi hua. Fir wapis hall mein hi aa baitha aur sochne laga ki kya se kya ho gaya. Achi bhali subah thi teen ghante mein lode lag gaye behenchod, kiski manhus shakal dekhi thi madarchod zindagi itni jaldi chudti hai kya hi bataye. Ye mei kya soch raha hun? kya ho gaya mujhe? Kya ho gaya behenchod ? phir behenchod? abe yaar ... mene ek gehri sans chhodi aur phir ek pal ke liye ankh band karke sochne laga. Akansha ka hansta hua chehra, hamare bich baat-cheet aur vo natkhat bhara ehsas jiske sath humare jism ek hue the.

Mei apni jagah se khada hua aur kamre ke bahar pahunch kar gate khatkhatate hue bola " sorry akansha, mera tumse aise baat karne ka koi hak nahi hai lekin bas tumne khud ko galat bola to suna nahi gaya kyun ki isme tumhari galti nahi hai, galti meri hai, mene apni irritation ke chalte is lehaze mein bol diya " mene itna hi kaha aur darwaja khul gaya. Akansha mere samne khadi thi, use dekhne ke baad to mere muh se awaz hi nahi nikli ek dum aisa shant ho gaya jaise aaj tak use bolne mein jhijkana maujud ho. " i am sorry akansha " mene bas itna hi kaha to usne kuch nahi kaha aur mere galle aa lagi. Maffi mangne insan aage badh sakta hai to apne ego aur attitude ko chhod dena chahie kyun ki vo hamesha hume piche dhakelta hai.

" jo bhi ho ankit ghar par is tarah se ladai aur phir chhod ana sahi nahi hai " hum bahar nahi gaye the. Akansha ne ghar mein hi bana liya tha aur table par baithte hi usne mujhse apni baat kahi.

" janta hun lekin kya karun, roz roz ek hi chiz tumhe kaise lagegi? bardasht hogi? last time bhi tumhare kehne par mene baat kahi thi unhe koi parwah hi nahi hai akansha, unhe bas wahi shi lagta hai jo unhe sahi lagta hai aisa nahi hota kabhi bhi "

" janti hun nahi hota, lekin maa hai vo jisne tumhe janam diya hai samajh rahe ho na?"

" janta hun akansha lekin kya tum kuch din mujhe yahan rehne de sakti ho please? "

" ye tumhara hi ghar hai ankit, jab tak rehna hai raho, mei bas ye chahti hun ki tum apne ghar walon ko is ankit se milwao jo tum mere sath ho "

" yahi hun mei unke sath bas wahi nahi hai "

" ilzam lagana band karo aur aage badho. Maa baap se naraz ho sakte hai bache par unse alag kabhi nahi hona chahie aur han ek baat aur ye ghar tumhara hai tum jab tak rehna chahte ho raho aur is baat ko dubara puchne ki jarurat nahi hai tumhe, samjhe?"

" mene isliye pucha kahin log na kahe ki ladka ladki reh rahe hain sath mein " itna keh kar mene apne dant dikha diye jise dekh akansha ke chehre par bhi smile aa gayi.

Akansha ka mujhe yun is tarah samjhana meri zindagi ki ek nayi kaddi ko mujhse jodne laga tha. Bhale hi mujhe pasand nahi tha ki koi mujhe samjhaye par uska tarika kuch alag tha, ya phir mei use itna pyar karne laga tha ki usko kabhi dukhi nahi dekh sakta tha isliye khud hi maan jata tha. Zindagi aise padav par aa gayi thi jahan ab waqt bahut tezi se nikal jata hai. College khatam hone ke baad to mano bhag si rahi thi zindagi meri. Ghar par hui ladai ko das din kab beet gaye pata nahi chala mei office se akansha ko lete hue sath hi ghar ata tha aur ab yahi routine ban gaya tha, jaise vo meri second hand ho, meri wife ho. Ye soch kar hi ek alag tarah ka ehsas dil mein utha par phir khud hi muskura padta.

Aisa nahi tha ki meri ghar par baat nahi hui, papa se hui thi unhone bhi samjhaya aur mene bhi suni baat lekin maa se jada baat nahi hui. Vo ghar wapis bula rahe the lekin mene abhi mana kar diya tha. Kuch din aur rukna chahta tha yahin is peace mein. Kyun ki janta tha ghar jatte hi jhagda aaj kal to hona hi hai. Mene keh diya tha unhe ki mei apne dost ke sath reh raha hun. Yahi bat mene akansha ko batai to usne mujhse do sawal kiye pehla ye ki mene uske bare mein kyun nahi bataya? dusra ki jab baat hui hai ghar par to mei vapis kyun nahi jaa raha? Aisa nahi tha ki vo khush nahi thi balki vo to ab kehne lagi thi ki agar mei vapis chala gaya to kaise rahegi ghar par vo bhi mere bina ab, mei use apni adat se bandh raha hun aur ye bahut dukh dega. Mere pas bas ek hi jawab hota ki vo hamesha mere sath rahegi to aisa sochne ki jarurat nahi hai, ghar badal jayega par dil thodi? Iske alawa uske dono sawalon ka jawab mene kuch is tarah diya, pehla ye ki mene uske bare mein kyun nahi bataya uske piche ki wajah thi mansikta hamare maa baap ho ya log ho, agar mei unhe kehta ki meri friend ek ladki hai jiske sath reh raha hun to ghar to chhodo kabhi baat nahi hoti. Usne ispar koi sawal nahi kiya, samjhdar hai vo isliye pata tha samajh jayegi. Ab uska dusra sawal jiska jawab mei yahi deta ki next week chala jaunga lekin ghar par baat karne se ek baat mujhe behad khatki jo maa ne kahi thi

" log keh rahe hain beta apna ghar chhod kar kahin aur reh raha hai? kuch chakar hai? " batein bana rahe hai, jo mujhe bilkul pasand nahi ayi kyun ki unhe apne ghar se jada bahar ke logon ki jada chinta thi. Ab log soch rahe hain to sochne deta hun aur ab yahan kuch aur waqt ruk jata hun, meri ye zid thi unke khilaf ya mei khud akansha se alag hokar nahi jana chahta tha. Kehte hain na jeevan mein akele ko sahahra mil jaye to vo usi ke sath aage badhta hai aur agar vo sahahra kahin dur ho jaye to vo chalna hi chhod deta hai. Insani lagav kahein ya phir hamari banavat jo dil naam ki chiz se judi hoti hai asal mein vo hota dimag ka hissa hi hai par kehte dil hai kyun ki jab dard hota hai to dukhta wahi hai.

Sawalon ke sath waqt aur rishta aage badhta jaa raha tha aur hamara natkhat pana alag hi sthar par pahunch gaya tha. Mera yahan kehne ka matlab hai ab to hamare jism mil chuke the aur apas mein kahin bhi unhe jodne mein lag jatte the, man bhi itna krta tha akansha ko chune ka ki sach mein ab to vo mujhse dukhi ho gayi thi. Subah chutti walle din kitchen mein hi pakad liya mene vo kitchen mein kaam kar rahi thi mere liye omlett bana rahi thi aur mene use piche se apni bahon mein bhar liya,kya karun vo itni pyari lag rahi thi ki bas

Mene use piche se pakda aur apne honth uski gardan par rakh diye " ankit no, let me do .. aahhh.. " mene uske kan par katta to vo apne kandhe se hi mujhe piche karne lagi jispar uski gardan par apne honth rakh kar jeebh laga di, ye uska soft aur weak spot tha iske baad vo kuch nahi dekhti. Uske hath se khane ka saman chhut gaya aur ankhein band karke vo mere chumne ka maza lene lagi, Subah subah ka waqt tha aur mei ek dum tanna baitha tha, samay orgy ka nahi tha bas apne pyar ko piro dena chahta tha, isliye uske tan se judte hue mere hath uske top ke niche gayi jahan usne shorts to pehni nahi thi aur uski penty ko niche khiska di aur apne pajame ke andar se apna tanna hua lund uske piche malne laga. Honth gardan par the aur hath uske sine ke uppar pahunch gaye the. Madhosh hum dono the aur ab kal raat jo humne bistar toda tha use kitchen mein todna chahte the. Usne apni gardan modi aur hum dono ke honth apas mein jud gaye, betasha chumte hue ek dusre ke honton ka thuk ird gir lagaya aur kab mera hath niche chala gaya mujhe nahi pata. Mujhe bas itna malum hai ki garam makhan jaisi malai mein ghus gaya pata hi nahi chala.

Akansha ko mei halka jhuka chuka tha aur usko piche se dhakke lagane laga. Hath uski chaityun ko masal rahi thi aur vo ankhein band karke ' aahh aahhhh ahhh'siskiyan bhar rahi thi. Ahein to mei bhi le raha tha lekin muh se awaz nahi nikal rahi thi. Badan se kapda nahi utra tha phir bhi uspar pyar ki thos jamate hue mei use betasha tarike se chhod raha tha. Ek pal ke liye ankhein kholi to akansha jis haal mein mere sath thi use dekh muskura dia. Janta tha vo bahut sharmayegi ye khatam hone ke baad.

" aankitt.. i m.... " vo bas itna hi bol payi aur usne slap ko majbuti se pakad liya. Mei janta tha vo kya kehna chahti thi, vo charamsukh paa chuki thi isliye to itna jada mein andar fisal raha tha par abhi mera nahi hua tha isliye mein ruka nahi par use shayad khade khade peron mein dard ho raha hoga yahi sochte hue mein zor-zor se uske sharir ke andar bahar hone laga, vo abhi bhi sisak rahi thi aur usko chodne ki 'thapp' awaz uski awaz ko daba bhi rahi thi. Mei bhi bas apne charam sukh ke najdeek tha, mene apne hath uske top ke andar dalle aur uski chati ko masalte hue unhe kapde se bahar nikal liya.

" aah-hh " galle se na chahte hue bhi awaz nikli aur akhri jhatka itni zor se diya ki slap se uski thigh takrai aur mene apna charamsukh uske andar hi daal kar uske uppar piche se gir gaya. Dono pasina pasina ho chuke the, uske to balon se pasina aa raha tha aur mere chehre par aur vo pasina bhi ek mehak jaisa mehsus ho raha tha jo itna acha lag raha tha ki bata nahi sakta. Hum usi tarah ek pal khade rahe phir akansha ne meri taraf nazar dali aur mere baal khinchte hue boli " badmassh "

" aahyiii.. baal tod dale mere karamjali ne " mei chekhta hua sar sehlate hue bola.

" acha mei karamjali chalo hatho " usne mujhe piche dhakka diya aur mei uske liye tayar nahi tha. Hua phir ye ki mera jo pajama niche fansa tha uski wajah se mei ladhkhda gaya aur piche jaa gira. " aayiiiiiii maa mar dala re.. maar dala "

" ankit.. " akansha ghabrate hue mere pas ayi. Mei to piche kursi se takra kar niche zameen par gir gya. Meri nanga pichwada itni zor se laga zameen par ki maa yaad aa gayi kasam se. Lund sukh kar murjhaya hua latka tha aur jhatein bhi baithi hui thi apni halat par nazar dal kar mere ko hi sharam aa gayi ek baar to

" bolte kyun nahi tum, theek ho na lagi to nahi kahan kho gaye " akansha ke sawal se mei apne hosh mein aya.

" pichwada tut gaya re maa " meri shakal dekh kar vo itne tension bharre mahol mein bhi hans di aur khil khila kar hasne lagi " han han hanso hanso, pichwada tuta hai hamara hansi to ayegi " mene nakchade pane mein kaha to vo aur hasne lagi. " han to mene kaha tha tumhe natkhat banne ke liye " vo hanste hanste niche wahin mere samne baith gayi jise uski tangein halki khul gayi. Meri khinchai kar rahi thi hans kar meri bari thi ab

" bina kachi ke tangein kholi baithi ho sharam naa aa rahi " mere kehte hi uski hansi ek pal ke liye jaise gayab ho gayi. Usne ek pal mere chehre par dekha phir nazar piche ghuma kar jahan uski penty padi hui thi aur use dekhte hi apne per daboch liye. Uska chehra itna lal ho gaya mano dhoop mein tap kar ayi ho, uski lalima aur sharmahat wali shakal dekh kar hasne laga " hahahahahahahahahahahaha " apni halat ko usi tarah chhod zor-zor se hasne laga. Vo meri hansi dekh naak chadati hui apni jagah se khadi hui.

" hanso ab tum ana, badi shararat suj rahi hai na dekhti hun kaise hath lagta hai ab tumhara " usne attitude se kaha aur vo jaan kar penty uthane ke liye jada jhuki jiski wajah se uski gori pyari mulayam chhutad aur bich mein chut ka ched meri ankhon ke samne aa gaya jise dekh bhuja hua lund bhi jhatak gaya. Vo khadi hui aur phir meri aaur dekhti hui naak chadate hue wahan se jane lagi.

Ye jaa rahi hai vo bhi mujhe bina uthaye " aree mujhe utha to deti " mene awaz lagai to udhar se turant jawab aya

" khud uthta hai na tumhara to abhi bhi zor lagao aur khud utho "

" karamjali kahin ki " mene kursi ko pakda aur usi ke sahare uthne laga " ayi maa pichwada tod diya mera, abhi to subah ka hagga bhi nahi mene aaayiiii "

 

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" sorry yaar us din jo bhi mene kaha mujhe to dhayan hi nahi nashe mein kya bak diya " rahul ne mayusi bhare lehaze mein kaha.

" janta hun, akansha ne bataya tha mujhe ki teri use baat hui aur tu mujhse baat karne mein dar raha hai "

" han to mujhe laga tu naraz hoga "

" naraz to mei abhi bhi hun "

" are bhai sorry dubara le le "

" abe akhand admi party reh gayi uske liye "

" hahah han yaar party behenchod uske chakar mein rayta failah tha is baar bina daru ke party rakhunga "

" ab jarurat nahi sab baat diya hai mene use vaise bhi, acha hi hua kam se kam tere bahane jo dil mein tha vo bahar aa gaya "

" kamal hai tum dono ka, ek ladka itna badal jayega mujhe pata nahi tha"

" samne wala acha ho to insan badal hi jata hai vaise bhi mujhe akansha ke liye badalne mein koi takleef nahi hai. Mei uske sath ab apna life time guzarna chahta hun "

" socha na tha ki delhi walle ko pyar ho jayega "

" bc pyar ke liye delhi wala ho ya pune wala vo thodi bata kar hota hai "

" han ye bhi sahi hai par samajh nahi ata ki tum jaise jhantu ko itna pyar karne wala mil kahan se jata hai " rahul ki baat sun chehre par muskan aa gayi, baat to uski sahi thi, mujhse jada jhantu kahan hi milega is sansar mein uppar se akansha jaisi perfect ladki mil gayi.

" chal vapis aaunga, us din party karte hain tab tak tu hulllah-lalh kar "

" hulall-lah bc ye kya hai ? "

" abe samajh jaa "

" kya samajh jaun ? "

" ishaq ne teri gand mein bambu de diye hain jabhi tera dimag ganne ke ras ki tarah chus gaya hai "

" abe sidhe bol le harami "

" abe hullal-lah aaj ki modern term hai ishaqbaaz parinde chonch milate hain aur palang par huuaahh karte hain use hullal-lah kehte hain "

" hat be bhagg bc.. " mei phone par chillaya to usne hanste hue phone kaat diya.

" kya ho gaya kispar chilla rahe ho ? " akansha room mein atte hue boli, acha hua usne mere muh se galli nahi suni varna class lag jati meri. " rahul tha "

" acha, han phone aya tha uska mere pas.. "

" han baat hui " mei itna bol paya ki akansha mere kareeb ayi aur bahon mein bahein dalte hue mere honton par ek choti si chumban de di

" are wah aaj badi papiyan di jaa rahi hai "

" kyun hum nahi de sakte kya ? " vo shararti muskan ke sath boli. Mujhe akansha ka ye naya avtar kuch jada hi pasand aa raha tha. Mere andar ka mei bahar aa raha tha jo palang par tabad tod tabla bajata tha

" aise bologi to bahut kuch ho jayega " mei palang ka sahara chhod baith gaya. Akansha ka rijhane wala andaz mere dil ke sath kuch aur ko bhi dhadka raha tha, usne apne honth danton mein biche aur apne sharir ko hath se masalne lagi. Kareeb ek hafte baad hume dhang se samay mila tha ek dusre se baat karne ka, warna vo aur mein dono bas khana hi ek sath kha paa rahe the. Mere to hathon par se control chhut gaya aur mene akansha ko kas kar pakdte hue apni taraf khincha aur paglon ki tarah chumnte hue uski chatiyun ko dabane laga. Vo mere uppar laiti thi aur pajane ke uppar se mera lund uske short ke niche jhankhon se hota hua uski chut ke uppar aa tika tha jise mehsus karte hue mei apni kamar uppar ki taraf utha raha tha. Garam mahol ho gaya tha aur mei apna pura badan usme samet dena chahta tha. Vo choti choti ahein bharti hui mujh mein samati jaa rahi thi aur apne honth meri gardan se lekar chati tak pitti hui niche jaa rahi thi. Kya mujhe aaj vo sukh milne wala tha jiski kalpana mene akansha se kabhi nahi ki thi. Han sahayd vo pal vo mauka aa chuka tha, usne mera pajama niche kiya aur mera lund hath mein pakad kar ek do baar niche uppar kar diya. Kasam sharir banane walle ki jo gudgudi mere purre sharir mein hui usne mujhe jhanjhod diya. Itna anand to kabhi zindagi mein nahi mila tha par shayad ye to bas ek shuruwat thi agle hi pal jab usne apne honth rakhe to mein pagal sa ho gaya, mene uska sar pakad liya aur vo mera lund muh mein lekar chusne lagi. Pyar mein dekhne ke baad mene kabhi akansha ke liye nahi socha tha ki mei use chodne ke liye itna utawla ho jaunga, na jane kyun jab se hamare bich mein sex hua tha uske baad sab badal gaya tha aur shayad ye vo moment tha jisne meri tharak ko phir se jaga diya tha, ab mujhe chut chahie thi.

' aah--aaanahhhh aahahh aahhh aaahhh dhire...dhie... ohh fuckk... oh... no.. aaaaaaaha aah uhhhhh aaaaahahhhhhhhh ' missionary hi sahi lekin mein is waqt akansha ki chut ko apne lund se kured raha tha aur vo sisakti hui apne nakhun meri pith mein gaddi baithi thi, na jane kab tak mein use usi taraf chodta raha, vo shayad thak gayi thi uska charamsukh bhi ho chuka tha par mera nikal hi nahi raha tha aur mein use chodne mein laga hua tha ' ankit.. bas.s.. ouuf.f.f.. mei thak gayi.. ankit.. aahh aahhh' uska ek hukum manne wala mei ab sunte hue ansuna kar gaya, janta tha ek aad minute lagega vo fir garam ho jayegi aur wahi hua, agle hi pal vo apni kamar uthane lagi. Par vo thak chuki thi aur dard bhi ho raha tha use, meri aur uski ankhein takrai aur mene use sisakte hue dekha. Ek alag chehra sa nazar aya jaise mei hi use chodne ke liye bana hua hun, chehra dekhte hi alag junun sawa ho gaya. Palang ka piche sirhana pakda aur tabad-tod dhakke lagane shuru kar diya, uski siskiyan aur palang ke hilne ke sath mere dhakkon ki 'thappp' awaz gunjne lagi. Vo siski aur mein bhi charamsukh ke najdeek aya aur phir uske uppar gir kar zor zor se sansein lene laga. Pasina uske badan ka tha ya mere sharir se uske upar gir raha tha ye to nahi pata lekin dono pasine se tar-batar the. Vo meri pasino wale balon mein hath ferh rahi thi aur mein hanfta hua uske chatiyun par pada tha.

Aaj kya hua tha mujhe? Bar-bar akansha ke sharir ki banawat ankhon ke samne kyun aa rahi hai aur itni der tak chudai karne ke baad bhi mei apna lund kyun masal raha hun? Na jane kya hua tha mujhe jo itna utejit ho gaya tha, shayad itne waqt se akansha se dhang se baat nahi hui thi isliye ye ufan aur uska approach mujhe is taraf le aya, yahi ho sakta hai. Mei akansha ke balon par apne hath ferte hue soch mein duba hua tha, vo kab jaag gayi thi is baat ka andaza mujhe tab laga jab usne apna sar mere sine se hataya.

" ankit "

" uth gayi " mei uski taraf dekh muskura utha.

" ankit agar ritika aur ankita tumhari life mein ek sath vapis aa gayi to tum kya karoge? " akansha ne meri ankhon mein dekhte hue sawal kiya aur apne jawab ka intezar karne lagi. Mei kuch der yun hi laita raha bina kuch bole jo shayad use ajeeb laga kyun ki uske liye jawab bahut asan hona chahie " itna soch rahe ho "

" unhe acha lagega mujhe dekh kar " vo ise aage kehti use pehle mene jawab dena shuru kiya " mei kisi se itna pyar karta hun ki uske liye apni zindagi badal di ye dekh vo bahut khush hongi " jawab mein sachai thi jo apnapan mein unhe nahi de paya unse sab lekar vo jab akansha ko diya to koi bhi is badlav ko dekh kar yakeen nahi karega aur agar kar liya to unhe acha hi lagega. Akansha ko shayad tassali ho gayi thi isliye usne apni bahein mere sine mein bandhi aur sar rakh kar ankhein band karte hue so gayi. Par mei uske sar par hath ferata raha kab tak mujhe yaad nahi kyun ki kuch der baad meri ankhein bhi band ho gayi.

Time kisi ke liye apni gatti ko dhime nahi karta, vo guzarte hue bas katt jana chahta hai taki naya din aye aur aisa karte hue naya yug hi kyun na aa jaye. Ajeeb khel hai is waqt ka jo sirf aage badta hai aur kabhi piche nahi jata. Yun hi waqt guzar raha tha aur 2 mahine yun hi beet gaye. Ghar par baatcheet hoti thi kabhi kabhi papa se aksar ho jati thi aur vo yahi kehte the ki vapis aa jaa kahan reh raha hai jawab mein mene unhe yahi bataya dost ke sath aur office pass padta hai isliye alas aa rha hai ghar ane mein. Fir unhone ek hi din ke liye ane ko kaha chutti walle din, ab vo din to mei akansha ke sath bitata tha lekin phir akansha ne mujhe bhi yahi kaha use aise akele jane par ajeeb lag raha tha aur yahi feeling uske sath bhi thi, itne waqt baad aise ek din ke liye hi sahi alag ho rahe the. Par vo mujhse jada meri zindagi ko samjhti thi aur use theek rakhna chahti thi akhir vo bhi ek din us ghar ka hissa banne wali thi.

Saturday ko mein ghar chala gaya ek din ke liye, normal sa hi laga, koi chik chik koi jhagda na hua, maa kam baat kar rahi thi to mei hi unse baat kar raha tha, acha samay katta. Dhire dhire sab theek ho jaye to sahi hai, sunday subah mein bahar nikla jaldi uth gaya tha, akansha ko message drop kiya aur phir subah-subah ki dhoop lene ke liye bahar balcony mein aa khada hua. Ubasi bharte hue sharir todne laga, samne park mein kuch log tehal rahe the to kuch yoga mein vyast the. Mene khud ko dekha, to paya ki kuch waqt pehele achi khasi body bana li thi lekin jab se office jana shuru kiya sab lut gaya. Ek lambi ahein chhodte hue mei vapis jana laga to pados ki aunty par nazar padi jo apni balcony mein khadi kapde sukha rahi thi. Na jane kyun nazar ruk gayi aur mein samne dekhne laga. Kapde sukhate waqt unka ek pallu thoda side ho gaya tha jise unki deep blouse se unki chaityun ka cut yahan tak ki chatiyan khulli si ho gayi thi aur gille kapdo ko jhad kar sukhane ki wajah se unki blouse bhi aage se halki si gili ho gayi thi. Mene apni ankhein michi aur khud ko gali deta hua andar aa gaya. Phone uthaya to akansha ka message aya tha kiss wali smily ke sath. Ek waqt tha jab smily ko dekh kar gussa ata tha aur ab us smily ko uski asli papi samajh kar khush ho raha tha. Wahi kaha na waqt kitni jaldi badh jata hai. Mene akansha ko message kiya aur use baat karne laga par na jane kyun bar-bar aunty ki chaityun ki ek tasveer dimag mein ubhar rahi thi. Mei use ignore karta aur baar-baar vo mere samne aa jati, dimag se hatane ke liye mene akansha ko video call hi kar liya aur use dekhte hi sab kuch bhool gaya jaise koi mantr likha ho uske chehre par.

" ankit tumhare liye ek surprise hai " dono ko sath chaar mahine ho gaye the aur ab to aisa lagne laga tha ki yahi mera ghar hai aur akansha ab meri better half ban chuki hai. Bas farak itna tha ki hum dono livin mein rehte the aur ghar par kisi ko kuch nahi pata tha.

" mere pas bhi hai " akansha ke bolte hi mei bola.

" ohhoo kya baat hai kya surprise hai batao jaldi ? "

" tum batao "

" mere mein tumhe thoda intezar karna pdega par jald hi bataungi, tum batao "

" hamara project success ho gaya hai jise mein lead kar raha tha aur company ko bahut bade budget ka naya project mila hai "

" mujhe pata tha ankit, you work hard for this, sara sara din lage rehte the, i am so much happy muaahhhh " usne phone par chumma de diya aur mera dil bol utha asli mein de do.

" usi ke liye party hai kal office ki taraf se, hum apne partner ko le jaa sakte hain, ab hum dono jayenge "

" nahi jaa sakte "

" kyun? "

" bhool gaye tum "

" kya ? "

" mei do din ke liye mumbai jaa rahi hun "

" are hann... shit... ye mei kaise bhool gaya in office walon ko isi time rakhni thi kya party "

" koi nahi tum chale jana "

" mei akele kya karunga "

" tumhara to jaruri hai jana samajho "

" par tumhare bina "

" mere bina tum party mein jaa sakte ho meri izazt hai mr ankit " vo is andaz mein boli ki mere chehre par hansi aa gayi.

" kitne baje ki hai flight? "

" 5 baje ki "

" mein chhodne chalunga "

" subah ke 5 baje hai "

" acha... koi nahi tab bhi chalunga " mene keh to diya lekin jo 3 raaton se nahi soya tha vo insan kaise uth sakta tha mujhe akansha ne uthaya bhi nahi aur vo bas forehad par kiss karke chali gayi. Ye sab usne ek note par likha tha jo mene subah pada, mujhe gussa bhi aya aur bura bhi bahut laga

" tumne uthaya kyun nahi " mene note padte hi phone kiya.

" kaise uthati tum itne pyare lag rahe the sote hue "

" galat baat hai akansha " ek pal ke liye mene udas man se kaha " tum sahi salamat pahch gayi na ? "

" han ji ab office hi pahunchi hun "

" kaise begarad insan hai meri ladki se itna kaam karwa rahe hain raat ki ayi hui hai ye nahi ki chain se ek din aram karne de "

" begarad what hahaha.. ankit you are mad, unhone to kaha tha lekin mujhe vapis ana hai na, mei itne din tumse dur reh sakti hun bhala " is baat ne mere dil mein uske liye pyar se bhar diya. Kaun kehta hai pyar ek baar hota hai mera to yahi manna hai ki vo har roz hota hai, vo kahin na kahin kisi na kisi mein chupa hota hai jo nikal kar samne ata rehta hai isliye pyar har roz hota hai, ek insan se hi sahi par roz hota hai.

" i love you akansha "

" i love you too ankit "

Sham ko party ke liye mein ready hua, akansha ko photo bheji aur miss you likha, usne kiss wali smily di. Mei ghar se nikla aur party walle venue par pahunch gaya. Jaisi umeed thi, party bore thi aur akele to bilkul hi. Akansha busy thi isliye mene use disturb nahi kiya. Mei bar ki side baitha hua tha, party ka music chal raha tha aur sab kisi pagal kutte jaise free ki daru utarte hue nach rahe the jo ki mujhe bilkul pasand nahi tha, ek do baar aye bhi mujhe bulane par bhaga diya mene unhe. Mei apni mojito pite hue bas un jhallon ki hakartein dekh raha tha tabhi mere manager ne mere kandhe par hath rakha jinhe dekhte hi mei apni jagah se khada ho gaya.

" are chill, aaj party ka din hai jo enjoy"

" ji sir "

" ye kya pii rahe ho drink lo "

" nahi sir, mei nahi pitaa.. "

" kamal ke enigneer ho yar tum sach mein, acha aao mujhe tumhe kisi se milwana hai "

" abhi? "

" han, tumhe kya lag raha hai is party mein hum hi hai, clients bhi hai aur jise hume ab next project mila hai vo client bhi aur mei chahta hun ki ye wala project tum lead karo "

" sir mei ? " meri to ankhein fatti reh gayi ye sun kar. Ye mota jhooth bol raha hai isne pii li hai chadh gayi hai ise tabhi galat bande ke pass khada hai.

" ankit kya soch rahe ho? "

" kuch nahi sir "

" to lets go, she is waiting " vo mera hath pakad kar bache ki tarah le jane laga, ye to pakka tha ye mota pii kar pagal ho gaya hai par itna hoga pata nahi tha.

" Miss sangeeta, this is ankit "