Update-589( DE-ADDICTION)
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Lekin ghar jaane se pehle mujhe meri latt ko chhodna tha mere drug addiction ko piche chhodna tha ab mere laayak jagah nahi thi ye, ab time tha 2.0 k jaane kaa and AP k waapis aane kaa or woh tab he ho shakta hai jab main drugs se durr ho jaaunga. Jo ek dangerous process hone waali thi.. Or 2 he shaks they jo isme meri help kar shaktey they..
First Master Boe and Second none other than Daemon.. Daemon meri tarah drug addict tha even mujhse jyaada or ussne bhi ekdum se sab chhod diya tha, yes woh drugs still leta tha but ab uski body par uska pura control tha woh drugs keval maje k liye leta tha or woh caahe tab he chhod shakta tha drugs ko or yahi mujhe cahiye tha..And isme Daemon ki help ki thi master Boe ne..
Maine Master Boe se permission lee or Daemon se milla usse bataya maine sab jiske jawaab mein ussne sirf ek word kaha.. "Life Moves On".
Daemon ne mujhe 3 cheejein bataai
1).Drugs ko jarurat matt banao..
2)Tumhari body kuch bhi seh shakti hai, drugs se tum nahi bane ho tum unse kahin uppar ho..
3) Meditation.. Meditation.. Meditation and more Meditation.
Uske baad usne dhakke maarke mujhe bahaar nikaal diya mere favour k badle bus ye bataya tha ussne.. Jabki mera favour kahin bada tha isase but it is what it is usne basics mujhe samjha diye they.. Bus fir main master Boe ki Sharan mein aagaya..
Mujhe nahi farak padta tha underworld mein kya horaha hai kya nahi i didn't give a fuck.. Main apna pura din arena mein gujarata jahaan main meditation mein busy rehta.. Suru k kuch din bahot hard they bahot jyaada maine khudke nakhuno se khudko nochna suru kardiya tha main pagal horaha tha lekin mujhe pagal hone se bachaya mere dimag ne as you all know mere dimag ki concentration power bahot high hai issliye jab main meditation mein lagta toh mujhe ghanto takk koi farak nahi padta tha, main apni he duniya mein gayab rehta tha, meditation was like heaven to me.. Or uppar se master Boe, unhone bahot help ki meri bahot jyaada.. He was a God He is a God he will be a God for me..
12th day takk maine woh achieve kar liya tha jiske liye maine ye suru kiya tha maine khudko calm rakhna suru kardiya tha main ek better person ban raha tha mujhe Drugs ki jarurat nahi padti thi ab, maine drugs ko apni life se nikaal k faink diya tha.. Main still 2. 0 tha but main confident tha ki main khudko kabhi bhi badal shakta tha.. Mere mann mein badle kaa khayal still tha lekin woh bahot niche kahin dabke reh gaya tha.. I wad changed for good..
15 din mein maine woh kar dikhaya tha jo logon k according impossible tha.. Main ek clean man tha, gussa mujhe kabhi bhi nahi aata tha.. Kabhi aata toh main usse control kar shakta tha..
Boe-Yeah that's how you do it.. Keep pushing yourself.. Kitani push-ups hui??
Main-2070.. I can keep going but i dont want to break my hands..
Boe - That's enough for today i guess..
Main-More than enough.. I am tired as hell..
Boe - You know AP.. Tum sahi jaa rahe ho tum apni body k harr hisse ko easily control kar shaktey ho.. You are one of the best fighters we have..
Main-One of the best nahi "the best" ..
Boe - I doubt that.. Best hotey toh Sara se nahi haar jaatey..
Main-Oh hello Master Sara se main hara because main cocaine par tha uss din woh bhi overdose or arena mein itana shor tha ki concentrate he naa kar paaya main and woh jeeti nahi thi main still up tha.. But technically yeah.. Waise toh Harris ne Sara ko 2.5 minutes mein harra diya jabki main 14 minutes 20 seconds mein bhi naa haara..
Boe-That's complicated.. Dekho agar fight marrne yaa maarne ki ho toh no doubt tum currently active mein sabse best ho yes i agree lekin ye arena matches wagairaah mein tum caah kar bhi nahi jeet paatey..
Main-Because i do not consider these as real fights..
Boe - Nice excuse..
Main-Whatever master main breakfast karne jaa raha hun..
Boe-Cool..
Main waapis aaya toh Abeer or Ami breakfast ready kar chuke they..
Ami-Aagaye?
Main-Yep..
Abeer-Breakfast ready hai..
Main-Thanks.. By the way Abeer hum next kuch din mein nikal rahe hain.. So samaan pack karle..
Ami - Boss what about me?? Aapne bola tha sochke bataunga.. Main chalungi naa aapke sath?
Main-Maine nahi kaha tha tune kaha tha sochlo karke maine soch rakha hai and jawaab already dediya hai.. So yeah tu nahi jaane waali humaare sath..
Ami-What am i supposed to do here??? Yahaan kya karungi main??
Main-Jo mere aane se pehle karti thi..
Ami - Matlab nothing..??
Main-Yeah whatever.. I'll be back soon so don't worry.. Until then hang around here..
Ami- Boss open your eyes, yahaan hang around karne k liye koi nahi hai. Yahaan kya karungi main..
Main-Ok.. Ok.. Koi cover up story bana lene dey mujhe then I'll see.. Agar main he pakkada gaya toh waapis yahin aana hai mujhe.. Because no fucking way agar mere baare mein bhai ko pata chala toh woh meri shakal takk dekhna caahenge doobara..
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