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Adultery Lust " Kimat " Love [completed]

Update - 120

Baarish vakai kaffi tezz thi itni tez ki gaddi ke samne dekh pana lagabhag namumkin tha aisa lag raha tha jaise delhi mei badal fat gaya ho. Sangeeta gaddi bahut slow chala rahi thi yahi agar mujhe vo do saal pehle bulai hoti to mei kabhi uske nahi baitha because we all know

" ladkiyun se drive nahi hoti aur itni baarish mein to bilkul bhi nahi yahi soch raha ho na tum " sangeeta ki baat sun kar mei chaunk pada. Vo meri soch ko itni sateek kaise pakad sakti thi is baat ka mujhe andaza tak nahi tha. " yahi soch rahe the na? "

" han.. i mean no " mei kya kehta koi aur ladki hoti to kehta lekin apne office ki itni head team ki mam ko to nahi bol sakta tha.

" i can understand, ladies are careless drivers "

" no mens are careless girls actually doesn't know how to drive " shit, shit, flow mein nikal gaya. Mei nahi kehna chahta tha aur mujhe matlab hi kya tha, kai baar jada bolna nahi chahie, jitna pata hai utna sach to kabhi nahi. Mujhe laga ki vo mujhe ab lecture degi lekin vo hans padi.

" tumhe ladkiyun se problem hai? "

" nahi mam, mujhe kya hi problem, infact meri gf bhi to ek ladki hi hai " mene mahol badalne ke liye mazak kiya aur baad mein dhayan diya ki mei ise kyun mazak kar raha hun. Meri baat sun kar ek pal gaddi mein chalte wiper ki awaz ayi aur phir sangeeta ke hasne ki.

" funny " usne itna hi kaha aur gaddi chalane mein dhayan laga diya. Akansha ka message ka mene reply diya " on the way home " lekin kab tak ye nahi pata tha kyun ki

" bahut traffic hai, mam aap bekar mei mere liye ulta jaoge, apko aur late hoga, i will manage from somewhere aap mujhe kisi point pr hi drop kar dena " mene khidki se bahar dekha, jispar oas jam hui thi baarish ke karan. Pani itna bhar gaya tha sadkon par ki two wheeler ke to tyre nahi dikh rahe the.

" hmm " sangeta ne koi na nukur nahi ki. Ab mene bol to diya tha ki mei chala jaunga par jaunga kaise? Koi nahi dekha jayega, bas tension hai mobile aur laptop ki jiska mere pas ek idea aya. Mere pas ek choti plastic ki carry bag rehti hi hai bag mein jisme phone to daal dunga par laptop uska thoda panga hai. Ek kaam karta hu vo madam se requst karke unke pass chhod dunga aur kal le lunga ye better hai. Aur rahi baat bhigne ki to maza ayega.. Achanak mujhe thand jada lagne lagi kyun ki car ka AC full speed mei chal raha tha.

" mam, mei ac band kar du, vo thand lag rahi hai " sangeeta ne ek pal meri taraf dekha, to vakai mera sharir kanp raha tha, kapde halke gile bhi the. Gaddi ruki hui thi varna agar vo itni der tak meri aur dekhti to thuk gaye hote.

" yeah sure " usne khud hi band kar diya lekin thodi der baad gaddi ke sishe par oas jamne lagi. Yahi dikat hai baarish ke time, ac chalao to thand warna oas ab drive karne mei aur dikkat. Kareeb kuch hi minute baad mene ac on kiya aur mostly hawa bahar ki taraf kar di par phir bhi mujhe thandi hawa lag rahi thi. Sangeeta badi chup thi, mei shant tha par dimag mei bar bar ek hi baat aa rahi thi ki kahin vo mujhse us raat ki baat na kar de. Jabse aya tha gaddi mein bas isliye kuch bhi bol raha tha taki vo baat na ho sake, hum aksar bachpan mein kiya karte the jab bhi koi galti hoti thi aur maa papa mein se ek ko pata hota tha aur vo dusre ko batane wali ho aisa soch kar hi baat ghumaya karte the taki vo baat hi na ho.

" mam " mei use laptop rakhne ki baat karne wala tha par usne mujhe bich mein rok diya.

" ankit tum mujhe us raat " bas vo itna hi boli ki mera dil dhadakne laga jis chiz ko mei avoid karna cha raha tha. Vo shant hi isliye thi itni der se ki mujhse phir us raat ki baat kar di.

" mam, dekhiye us raat jo bhi hua vo mei bhulna chahta hun, aap nahi samajh sakti ki mere andar us chiz ka guilt aaj bhi hai. Mei yahan job karne aya kyun ki akansha meri progress dekhna chahti thi varna " mei ruka aur vo mauka le gayi.

" varna tum nahi ana chahte the, really ? " ek choti muskan se usne meri taraf dekha. Mano mera mazak uda rahi ho " ankit tumhe pata hai life ko hamesha flow mei chalti rahe to acha hota hai. Hamare bich jo flow mein hua, i liked it, and guilt kis baat ka, sharing body is just a part of this life "

" aap ne kabhi kisi se pyar kiya hota to shayad ye nahi kehti "

" honestly i have respect your answer and your love, but tum sach batana kya tumhe meri presence feel nahi hoti " sangeeta ne kaha aur meri taraf dekha. Mujhe na bolna tha aur ek dum se bolna tha lekin kyun mei bas muh khole uski taraf dekhta raha. Uski sarre mein se nikalti chatiyun ki taraf hi ankhein thi meri, kyun ruki us taraf nahi pata lekin jism ka ek alag hi nasha hota hai use dil ki jarurat nahi hoti vo us shut-down kar deta hai. Agle kuch pal baad jab mujhe sawal aya ki mene mauka ganwa diya tab bada pachtwa hua, nazar modhi aur shant hokar baith gaya. Galti kismat ki nahi thi balki meri thi, shayad vo to mujhe mauke de hi rahi thi.

" tumhe kahani padna pasnd hai na " usne phir wahi us raat wali baat kahi. Jawab na sun kar usne apna hath piche kiya aur bag mein se ek book nikal kar meri taraf badai. " read this book " book meri taraf badhai. Mei jada behas nahi karna chahta tha isliye mene book le li aur use dekhne laga. " tumhe samajh ayega ki jo tumne mere sath kiya uska tumhare pyar se koi rishta nahi tha aur islie guilt hone ki jarurat nahi hai, waise bhi i did enjoyed a lot " uski batei mere dil ki dhadkan badha rahi thi, ye sahi nahi tha.

" mam, ye sahi nahi hai, aap meri boss ho aur mei.. "

" ankit life is professional, bhale hi vo office mei ho ya phir bahar, mujhe tumse kya chahie? khud socho ? mei jahan hun, mujhe tumse kuch nahi chahie, isliye mera tumhari life ke bich mei ane ka koi role nahi hai. I am just enjoying, tumhe pta hai mene kyun shadi nahi ki isliye nahi ki mujhe guilt hota balk iisliye ki rishton mein bandhishe lag jati hai. Aap apne man se cha kar bhi nahi cha pate ki ye kaam karo jabki apka man karta hai. And isi ke chalte kai baar you can attract to someone its not your fault, its what happens, to khud socho tumne aisa kabhi nahi kiya ki tumhe kuch chahie aur tum apne rishte ki wajah se nahi kar paa rahe ho " sangeeta ki baat to sunna nahi chahta tha lekin uski baatein dimag par asar kar rahi thi aur kar jayegi ye nahi pata tha. Us din samajh nahi aya ki jo usne kaha vo sahi tha ya jo mei manta tha Pyar ko lekar wo sahi, ek bhram mere dil mein utpan ho gaya tha.

Din dhal to gaya hi tha lekin ab raat ho gayi thi aur itni tez baarish mein dekh pana mushkil ho gaya. Bas ghar jana chahta tha mei jitna pareshan tha sangeeta utni hi relax thi " relax nothing is wrong and everything is wrong, it depends on us " sangeeta ne meri taraf bina dekhe kaha aur mene phir apni nazre ghuma li. Sadak par pani ki matra dekhne laga kya karta dimag ko kisi taraf to modna hi tha. Traffic ki gatti bahut kharab tha, ek ghanta beet chuka tha hume ek sath aur pichle 15-20 minute se dono ke bich koi baat cheet nahi hui thi.

" ankit " sangeeta ne mere hath par apna hath rakh tab mein chaunka.

" ji " mene apna hath uski pakad se azad kiya.

" do you want to go somewhere for sometime "

" matlab ? "

" is trafic mei nikalna bahut mushkil hai to hum stay kar sakte hai "

" stay? "

" han tumhari side par ek hotel hai, thodi der stay kar sakte hain then we will go " sangeeta ne ishare se us taraf dikhaya jahan theek meri taraf ek hotel tha. Ye kya bol rahi hai, hotel nahi..

" car mei fuel bhi kam hai, ab i didn't know itne trafic mei kahin car band ho gayi to problem ho jayegi " sangeeta par bhrosa nahi tha lekin uske chehre par koi badlav nahi tha, aksar jhooth mei koi badlav aa hi jata hai. Mei kuch nahi bola " ankit ?"

" ji, mujhe koi problem nahi hai, aap ko jaisa theek lage, i will book a cab "

" ok... " usne lambe suar mein kaha aur gaddi hotel ki taraf modh di aur hotel ke samne rok di. Jabse delhi mei hotel apps aye the jagah jagah waise hi bahut se hotel khul gaye the. Sangeeta gadi se utar gayi aur mei kuch der baitha raha wahin, kya karun ye samajh nahi aa raha tha, vaise bhi iske sath to jane se raha mei isliye cab wala idea hi sahi laga. Traffic kam to hoga hi na, abhi nahi to thodi der baad, mei gadi se utra, sangeeta wahin khadi thi, usne gaddi lock ki aur andar reception par chali gayi. Mei wahin shade ke niche khada raha par abhi andar nahi gaya tha, dimag mein itne sawal chal rahe the ki shai galat ki paribhasha hi badal gayi thi. Samne tezz baarish par lagge trafic ko dekhte hue bas khada raha aur jab sangeeta ne awaz di tab hosh mein aya.

" ankit mene room book kar liya hai, tumne cab book kar li " shit mujhe to cab ka dhayan hi nahi raha. Are kya ho gaya hai dimag ko mere

" han thodi der lagegi ane mei " mene jhooth keh diya.

" koi nahi tab tak room mei aa jao phir cab aa jaye to chale jana "

" no its ok "

" are common aao " usne mera hath pakad liya aur andar le ayi.

" mam koi baat nahi "

" ankit don't be ridiculas " uski baat sun kar mei chup ho gaya " professional ke natte boss keh rahi hai tumhe " mei kuch nahi bol paya. Usne mera hath chhod diya aur mei ab uske bina force ke hi chala gaya ye soch kar koi nahi cab jatte hi book karwaunga vo ayegi aur mei jaunga. Phir koi tension nahi, lekin jaisa mene pehle kaha tha ki kash ki aisa hota jo hum sochte wahi hota.
 
Update - 121

Sangeeta washroom mein thi aur mei tabse cab book karne ki kosish kar raha tha lekin koi bhi cab available hi nahi thi. Balcony mein khade bahar ke halat dekh raha tha jo ki bilkul ache nahi the. Kabhi kadar hi aisi baarish hoti thi lekin jab bhi hoti thi sheher tham sa jata tha. Kuch gadiyan pani mein adhi dubi hui thi aur ek taraf traffic ka jamawad laga hua tha. Mei apni soch mein tha tabhi mera phone baja " video call " mere ek pal ke liye hath fulh gaye lekin mene swipe karke usk call uthaya.

" itna andhera kyun hai " akansha ne mujhe dekhte hi kaha

" han ek min " mei balacony se andar aya. Vo acha hua tha ki cab book karte waqt mene akansha ko bata diya tha ki cab walle ne bich mein hi rok diya traffic ki wajah se aur isliye mujhe hotel ka kamra lena pada. " ab dikh raha hai "

" han better, kya haalat hai "

" bahut bure akansha, agar mei cab wale ki nahi manta to shayad gaddi mein hi dub jata baithe baithe "

" kaisi baat kar rahe ho " akansha pareshan thi, mei kuch nahi bola aur use dekhta raha jiske badle vo bhi mujhe dekhti rahi.

" sorry, nahi aa paya mei, ice cream wala promise tod diya mene "

" i want you to be safe, ice cream to hum kha hi lenge lekin i am missing you "

" me too, jaise hi baarish kam hogi, mujhe cab milegi i will be there "

" koi jaldi nahi hai "

" mujhe hai par, acha akansha meri battery thodi kam hai aur charger ghar par hai "

" kitni baar kaha hai charger lekar jaya karo "

" kya pata tha aise fans jaunga "

" hmm koi nahi,keep me posted jaisa bhi ho "

" bikul "

" i love you "

" i love you " mujhe jald se jald phone rakhna tha varna agar sangeeta ka ehsas bhi ho jata to sab khatam ho jata. Waqt ka khel hai jis ladki ko dekhne ke liye hamesha tayar rehta tha aaj dil use hi dur karne ke liye tadap raha tha. Us sham ek aur baat samajh ayi ki dil dar jaye to vo apno ko bhi dur karne se piche nahi hatta. Mene akansha se adha jhooth kaha tha aur adha sach par jhooth adha ho ya pura usme farak nahi hota kyun ki wahi adha jhooth ek din jhoothi kahani mein tabdeel ho jata hai.

" cab book hui? " sangeeta ki awaz sun mein muda vo bed par baithti hui baal bandh rahi thi. Na jane kab ayi vo aur wahan chup chap baithi thi.

" cancel ho rahi hai "

" hmm, no issue, we wait, thodi der mein clear ho hi jana chahie sab " vo apna laptop khol kar kaam karne lagi aur mei kamre par padi ek chair par ja baitha. Phone par akansha se baat karne laga. Hamare message bahut normal the, mei janta tha use bura laga hoga ki mei nahi pahunch paya, sab der se nikalne ki wajah se hua tha lekin ab uspar soch kar kya fayda tha, uppar se phone ki battery down hone lagi thi. 2-3 ghanta aur chalne wali thi. Mene akansha se thodi der mein baat karne ka keh kar phone rakh diya aur ankhein band karke baith gaya. Kya sa kya ho jata hai kuch hi waqt mein, aap kya se kya ban jatte hain. Mujhe nind nahi aa rahi thi lekin thakan ke chalte jhapki lagne lagi thi par phir bhi laptop par chal rahi sangeeta ki ungliyan mere kano mein gunj rahi thi.

" feeling tired? " mujhe aisa laga jaise koi mere najdeek hai. Mene ankhein kholi to sangeeta mere pas hi khadi thi " i am sorry, mujhe nahi pata tha tum so gaye ho "

" nahi vo to bas aise hi socha 5 min aram kar lun "

" 5 min? " vo hairani se mujhe dekhne lagi

" kya hua aap aise kyun dekh rahe ho? "

" pichle 1 ghante se so rahe ho tum "

" 1 ghanta? " mei achanak se uth baitha aur sabse pehle phone uthaya. Missed call ke sath kuch message the akansha ke.

" tumhara call aa raha tha par na tumhe utha sakti thi aur na call ko " bol kar vo phir bed par ja baithi. Mene akansha ko phone kiya aur use bataya ki meri ankh lag gayi thi. Vo mere khane ka puch rahi thi aur baarish abhi bhi thi, cab abhi bhi nahi mil rahi mene use yahi kaha jabki abhi check kiya nahi tha mene. Thodi der baad baat karne ke baad mene sabse pehle cab check ki aur vapis room mein andar aya.

" dinner ? "

" mei ghar jakar hi karunga mam"

" par ghar to na jane kab jaa paoge tum "

" baarish halki hui hai dhire-dhire trafic clear hoga, cab book ho gayi 45 minute mei aa jayegi "

" ok, to company dene ke liye kha lena, because i am very hungry " usne apni body strech karte hue kaha jiski uski chatiyan kas gayi aur sarre ka pallu khisak gaya. Meri nazar uski cleavage par ja tiki " ok " mene fauran dusri tarf dekha aur chair par baith gaya. Phone ki battery 10% reh gayi thi bas cab ane tak chal jaye isliye mene use lock kar diya. Sangeeta dinner ka order kar chuki thi aur shayad uska kaam bhi khatam ho gaya tha, usne laptop band kiya aur ek tarfa rakh kar mere samne wali chair par aa baithi. Khidki khuli hui thi aur bahar se ati thandi hawa ko mehsus kar vo aram se piche sar tika kar baith gayi. Usne apni tangei uthai aur samne rakhi table ke uppar rakh di. Meri nazar na jane kyun ki uski har harkat par tha aur sath hi mei vo kya karne wali hai is soch mein tha. Vo ankhein band karke baith gayi aur meri nazar uske jism par padne lagi, uski sarre ka palu dono chatiyun ke bich aa chuka tha jise blouse ke andar kaid uske ubhar meri nazar ko use jode rkhe the. Shayad vo jude rehte agar door bell nahi bajti. Door bell bajte hi meri nazar hati aur khud par gussa bhi aya ki mei kyun dekh raha hun par dusre pal ye khayal bhi aya ki dekhne mein kya jata hai? Nahi janta aisa thought kyun aya lekin nakarte hue bhi dil ke kone mein vo khayal bas gaya tha.

" mei dekhta hu " sangeeta uthti use pehle mene darwaja khol kar khana liya jiske sath ek bottle bhi thi, wine ki.

" itna sara khana " khane ki quantity dekhte hue bola.

" han because tum bhi khaoge "

" par mene apko kaha to ki "

" ankit.. tumhe bhi pata hai ki tum ghar jakar nahi kha paoge and i have heard tumne akansha se kaha ki tum kha kar aoge aur vo kha le isliye common lets eat, mere sath kha sakte ho na? ya phir meri hasiyat nahi hai tumhare sath khane ki "

" are nahi mam aisa kuch nahi hai " mene khd hi dinner khola kyun ki use jitna mei kahunga utne vo sawal karegi. Mene khana dala itne mein sangeeta ne wine khol kar glass bharne lagi.

" nahi mei nahi, i dont drink " sangeeta ko dusra glass bahrte dekh mene kaha.

" wine to chal sakti hai "

" no mam "

" ok, i don't insist, waise kabhi pii nahi ya mere sath ho isliye "

" nahi mam mei drink nahi karta "

" koi khas vajah "

" mera manna hai mam, ki wine ke nashe mein kya maza jab wahi maza hum bina nashe ke mehsus kar sakte hain " mene khate hue kaha aur phir chup na hua " infact us nashe ka fayda kya jisme baad mein kuch yaad na rahe aur agar rahe to bhi sirf tute hue hisson mein yaad rahe ye to wahi baat hui ki mene full night enjoy kiya par subah mujhe ye tak yaad nah ki mene kiya kya aur phir sar dard alag. " vo mere jawab par sirf muskura kar reh gayi aur usne wine ka ek ghunt bhar liya.

" aap bataiye, ki kya maza ata hai drink karne mein? koi ek positive content " mene sawal kiya.

" hmm " vo sochne lagi.

" nahi hai na jawab " mei utsukta mein bola " pata tha mera yahi manna hai ki sirf dikhawe ke liye badi badi parties mein pii jati hai varna iska asli maksad pine kaa aaj tak pine wale ko bhi nahi pata hota " mei kuch jada hi utsah ho gaya tha aur khate hue bole jaa raha tha. " dikhawe ke piche dunia pagal hai mam aur usi wajah se hum modernaize to gaye par dikhawti ban kar reh gaye hai " vo wine pii jaa rahi thi aur meri baat sune jaa rahi thi. Pata nahi mene kitna bola, bolne ke baad har pal sochta kyun bol raha hun lekin phir dil karta aur bol deta, aisa lag raha tha ki daru vo pii rahi hai aur nasha mujhe ho raha hai. Akhri mei jab usne meri baat kafi der tak suni aur mei chup hua tab usne apna glass khali karne ke bad use fir wine se bharte hue kaha.

" jis din iski jarurat padegi us din pata chal jayega ki iski ehmiyat kya hai "

" yani apko jarurat hai isliye drink karte ho " shit kyun bola, kya ho gaya hai mujhe. Vo phir mere chehre ko dekh muskura di, meri confusion par jaise hans rahi ho.

" jarurton ka koi naam nahi hota vo talab hoti hai jo jehan se bahar nikalti hai " samjhte hue usne apna hath mere hath ke uppar rakha jiska ehsas patte hi mere dil ki dhadkan tez ho gayi. Ek pal mei waise hi baitha raha phir hadbadate hue khada hua.

" i am done, thanks for the dinner " hath dhone ke liye washroom mein ghusa aur hath ke sath muh bhi aise se dhoya. Ye thoda waqt bahut mushkil tha mere liye, mei bahar aya to dekha sangeeta abhi bhi dhire-dhire wine pii rahi thi shayad vo khana kha chuki thi. In bade logon ka yahi hota hai khane ke sath daru aur usme bhi vo soch jiski khamoshi koi nahi samajh sakta. Mene chair par baithni ki sochi lekin sangeeta ko wahan dekh irada badal diya aur palang par ja baitha. Phone check kiya to cab ko abhi bhi 30 minute dikh raha tha, kahin cancel na kar de, ye soch kar mene phone milaya par usne uthaya nahi. Ajeeb baat hai, ek bar aur try kiya to us baar usne uthate hi kaha ki sir trafic aur pani bharav bahut jada hai, pahunchne mein time lagega, jab tak intezar hai to karo warna kaat do. Mene kaha ki aram se aye aur phone kat kar diya. 7% battery bachi thi jise dekh mene socha koi lead hi padi ho bag mein to usko laptop se charge kar lun lekin bag mein aisi koi lead nahi bachi thi aur sangeeta se to mei pehle hi puch chuka tha uske pass bhi nahi thi. Usi dauran bag mein meri nazar us book par pdi jo sngeeta ne di thi. Mene use nikala aur cover dekhte hue use khol dia. Sangeeta abhi bhi apne wine karyakaram mein busy thi aur use baat karne ka matlab fasna hota hai isliye mene book padne ka socha.

Waise to book kabhi padi nahi thi, kuch bhi kabhi pada tha to vo ek adult forum hi tha jahan kahaniyan padne ka shauk tha jise mujhe ye bhi yaad aya ki mene bhi likhi hui hai. Khair book ke pehle do-teen panne padhne ke baad mujhe vo interesting lagne lagi. Ladka bahut hi ajeeb tha jiske bare mein shuruwat hui thi, par interesting tha, khud ke hi dimag mein uljha hua, khud se sawal jawab ko deta hua apni zindagi ka ek pehlu batane ki kosish mein tha. Pata nahi chala waqt ka aur takreeban 10-12 page padh dale mene. Aur usi ke sath usme sex scenes ane lage jisme writer ne bakhubi unhe describe kiya hua tha, meri to vo padte hue halat hi kharab ho gayi thi aur baithne ka bahana lekar mene apna lund bhi sahi kiya.

" do you like this book " mei abhi ek sex scene hi padh raha tha ki sangeeta ki awaz se mei chaunka aur mene book niche kar di. Vo mere najdeek akar ghutne ke bal baithi thi. Mene uske chehre ki aaur dekha jo wine ke nashe mein duba hua lag raha tha.

" mam agar apko sona hai to mei udhar baith jata hu " mei book fold karke khada hota utne mei sangeeta ne mera hath pakad liya jiski wajah se use jhukna pada aur aisa karte hi uski sarre ka pallu adha uske kandhe par aur kafi had tak niche gir gaya. Meri nazar uske chehre se hote hue bar bar uski khuli hui chaityun par jaa rahi thi even mei puri kosish kar raha tha lekin bar bar uski chatiyan dekhta to book ke kuch scene yaad aa jate, mera lund pent mein fasne laga aur mujhe ab takleef hone lagi thi.

" jahan tumhari nazar hai wo tum pehle bhi dekh chuke ho "

" mei... mei kuch nahi dekh raha ma..ma..maam " mene apni nazar hata li, dil pagalon ki tarah bhag raha tha.

" ohh ankit.. i know and it is not bad. Hum ladkiyan bhi to seduce kar sakti hai kisi ladke ko aur agar usme ladka seduce ho gaya to use hum tharki nahi kahenge aur agar koi ladki aisa keh rahi hai to phir vo sabse badi ... sabse badi.. chutiya ladki hai " sangeeta ke muh se sun kar mei hairan tha. Usne mera hath chhod diya tha aur khud palang par lait gayi, sarre ka pallu ab puri tarah se uske sine se hath chuka tha aur vo wahan khule hue jism ko lekar lait gayi thi. Mei uth kar jaa sakta tha lekin uski kahi hui baat ne mujhe jakad liya tha ya phir uske jism ne, mei us raat is uljhan ko dur nahi kar paya balki us duri ko kam karne ka vichar mere jehan mein ane laga.

" i am attracted towards you, aisa nahi hai ki tum pehle ladke ho, i have been with so many boys i don't know how many, but do you think its bad ? "usne apni gardan utha kar mujhse pucha aur phir jab mene jawab nahi diya to vapis laite hue apni chatiyun ko hathon se chune lagi. " i don't care if its bad, its impostant for me that i am liking it. I lived my life the way i wanted to, society ke niyam hum isliye banate hain taki hum dar kar jee sake jabki dar kar jine wali zindagi choti hoti hai bhale hi umar jada kyun na ho " phir vo achanak se karwat ke bal laiti aur apne sar ke niche hath rakh liya. " tumne bataya nahi ki aisa kya kaam tha jo tum karna chahte the lekin relation ki wajah se nahi kar paye " phir uska ek aisa sawal jiska koi jawab nahi tha mere pas.

" tell me " usne phir sawal kiya.

" aisa kabhi nahi hua mere sath, mujhe jo chahie mujhe sab mila akansha se " dil ka sach to tha lekin ye samajh aa raha tha ki vo kuch aur bhi chahta hai jo shayad us rishte ne rok rakha hai.

" not bad.. that is why i guess i feel i am attracted towards you kyun ki tumhe mujhse bahut kch chahie par keh nahi sakte "

" mujh..e..mujhe.. kuch nahi chahie " mei fauran bola. Ek pal ki vo khamoshi mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jo hum dono ke bich bani rahi. Vo apne kano ko ungli se masalte hue meri aaur hi dekhe jaa rahi thi aur mei uski aaur. Usne palang par thapthapate hue apne pass bulane ki kosish ki aur mei waisa hi baitha raha.

" tumhe kuch nahi chahie phir bhi tumhara sharir meri hi taraf garam hai, ankhon ke aage khayal bana raha hai ki agar bandha hua na hota to shayad is aurat ko apne jism mein utar diya hota " sangeeta ne bebak aur saaf shabdon mein apni baat to keh di lekin mujhe aisa laga mano meri chori pakad li ho. Ye sach nahi hai aur bilkul nahi hai, mei chilla kar kehna chahta tha aur gate khol kar yahan se chale jana chahta tha lekin kya mei aisa kar paya nahi, mei to ulta uske ishare se uske sath bagal mein usi ki taraf karwat ke bal uski taraf dekhte hue lait gaya.

" nasha karne ke liye pine ki jarurat nahi hai shayad ye sach ho lekin jism ki garmi kam karne ke liye use bantna bahut jaruri hai " sangeeta ne mera hath uthaya aur apne sine ke uppar rakh diya. Meri halat us band janwar ki tarah ho gayi thi jo nikalna bhi chahta tha lekin band salkhon mein khana dekha nikal bhi nahi raha tha.

" mere liye tum ho jo is sharir ko sukh de sakta hai, iska matlab ye nahi hai ki mei ek giri hui aurat hun iska matlab ye hai ki mei apni choice rakh sakti hun bina kisi dabav ke aur wahi tum mere sharir ke sath rehna chahte ho par ek dabav ne tumhe rok rakha hai. " vo mere kareeb ayi, ya phir sirf apna sar mere kareeb kiya. Uski tez chalti sanson ki wajah se mere hath jo uski chatiyun par rakhe the vo bhi uppar niche ho rahe the. Mere liye is waqt sirf vo aur mei tha balki har taraf andhkar tha mano koi humare alawa is dunia mein ho hi na. " galat aur sahi ki paribhasha dimag mein hoti hai ankit, sine mein sirf ek chahat hoti hai jo kabhi bhi kisi ke liye bhi ujagar ho sakti hai, bhale hi vo sirf jism tak kyun na reh jaye " uski baat mein asar tha ya uske jism ke andar mujhe nahi pata lekin meri baat mujh par hi bhari padh gayi thi, pi sangeeta ne thi par nasha mujhe ho gaya tha yani ki nashe ke liye sirf daru ki hi jarurat nahi padti kyun ki nasha hamesha aurat ke jism mein chupa hota hai.

Sangeeta ne apne honth mere honton par rakh diye aur vo unhe chumne lagi. Chum kam balki honth khane ko daud rahi thi, wine ki badbu meri naak mein ghus rahi thi. Kareeb ek hi pal bitta hoga ki mere honth bhi uska sath dene lage aur mei use kiss karne laga. Uski wine ka taste meri jeebh par lag raha tha. Mei hosh mein tha ya nahi khud se sawal karne layak tha ya nahi kuch nahi pata tha, aisa lag raha tha jaise mein sapna dekh raha hun aur hakikat se dur jaa chuka hun. Koi bahana nahi tha us waqt mei sab bhool baitha tha. Sangeeta ne mere hath par apne hath rakhe jo uski chatiyun par pade aur dusre hath se meri shirt pent mein se turant nikal kar apna hath mere sine par rakh kar wahan ghumane lagi.

Jism ki jung ki niyati hi kuch is tarah hai aage badhne ke baad piche nahi hatt sakte aur har badhte pal ke sath jung aur gehrati jati hai jisme do badan ki duri kam hoti chali jati hai jaise is waqt hamari hui thi. Hoton ke sath ab jeebh ka bhi istemal ho raha tha aur jism apas mein ragad kha raha tha. Thodi hi der mei mei sangeeta ke uppar aa gaya aur uske badan ko chumte hue niche ane laga. Vo apni hi dunia mein thi aur ab mujhe bhi le chuki thi, jism ke alag alag hisson ko chumte hue mei vapis uske uppar aya aur ek pal humne khub ek dusre ke honth chuse aur phir ek dusri ke ankhon mein dekha. Kitni der nahi jante lekin jab vo tuta to sirf ki hi tadap thi jo mitani thi. Sangeeta ne bina waqt gawaye meri pent khol kar niche khisaki aur usi ke sath mera kacha bhi utar gaya. Mene bhi saangeeta ki sarre uppar ki aur uski pent usne ungli fansa kar ek pal mein niche karke tangon se dur fenk di. Mere hath uski nangi jhangon par tha jo unhe sehla raha tha jiske baad mein uske uppar aya aur lund ko chut ke uppar rakh kar dhakka mara lekin vo kahi aur takra gaya, ye shayad hamari jaldi hi thi jo mujhe rok rahi thi par iska hal sangeeta ne turant nikal liyaa aur mera lund pakad kar sahi jagah rakh diya. Mausam ki thandi hawa bhi hamare jism ko thanda nahi kar paa rahi thi, uske liye bas kuch jaruri tha aur hum dono usi ki tayari kar rahe the.

Lund choot ki muhane laga aur mere dhakke se andar ghus gaya, " aaahhhhhhhh-hhhhhhhh " usne mere bal pakde aur mera sar apni aaur khincha, mene uski chatiyun mein apna sar rakha aur uski chatiyan apni puri takat se masalte hue dhakke lagane shuru kar diye. " aahh--haahah aahh aahhhaahhaahh " galle se ruk ruk kar nikalti uski siskiyan, pith par kase uske hath aur faili hui tangein vo mujhse chudte hue sukun prapat kar rahi thi aur yakenin mei apna lund uski chut mein utar usko chodte hue aseem anand mein duba hua tha. Chodte hue kaab dhakon ki takat badi hume nahi pata lekin mere hath uski gardan par the aur uska sar palang se niche aa chuka tha. Baal zameen ko chu rahe the aur har dhakke ke sath vo zameen ko chum kar uppar aa jate.

" aahhaa--a-ahahhh aahhh-haahhhhhhh -aahhhhhhhhhhhh " dhakon ke sath uski siski ki awazein bhi badh chuki thi aur mera junnon use kahi jada badh chuka tha. Mei use pagalon ki tarah chodne laga jiti takat thi utni takat se uski tangon ko hath se niche uthaye chodne mein laga hua tha. Chodte waqt jo mehsus lund se jisme mien ho raha tha uska ehsas shabdon mein bayan karna asambhav tha, ek pal mene sangeeta ki aaur dekha to apne balon ko chehre par bikharti hui madhoshi mein mere chudne ka anand le rahi thi, mei kya karun aur kaise choodun kitni zor se chaddu kahan iske jism ko nochun khaun, ye sab mere dimag mein ghum raha tha jise soch soch kar mei aur pagalon ki tarah chodta aur zor zor se uski chatiyun ko dabata. " aahahah-haaaah aahhah-hhhaha ahahhhhh ohhh -ufff.f.f.ff. slow.. slow.w.. slow.. aaahh ahahah aur tezzzz aur tez.z.. ahahahh " vo kabhi dhire to kabhi tez chudne ko kehti lekin mein ek hi raftar mein use chodta raha, dhire-dhire uski tangein mere kamar ko kasne lagi aur mei uske andar hi apna ras dalne ke liye tayar ho gaya.

" aahhh-haahhhh i m cuming " mene kaha aur tez-tez do teen jhatke mare jisme itna tez shor hua ki palang hil gaya.

" aaahahha aaahhhhhhha aaaaaaaaaahhhhh " sangeeta ke galle se bhari awaz nikli aur shayad uske bhi jism ne uska ras baha diya tha. Mei uske uppar hi jaa gira aur mere muh se nikalta thuk uske sine par girne laga.

Zindagi se is tarah alag hua ki ye tak na pata chala ki pichle kitni der se cab driver mujhe phone kar raha tha, vo mujhe lekar meri actual zindagi mein daal sakta tha lekin mene uski nahi suni. Mera bajta hua phone band ho gaya jiske baad koi bhi call uspar nahi aa sakti thi.

Mei us raat yahi nahi thama ya phir mera jism yahi nahi ruka, hum dono ke kapde alag ho chuke the aur ab dono jism ke ek-ek ang ko ek dusre se lapete ek dusreke honton ko chumte hue chudai mein kho chuke the. Dhire-dhire kamar hilate hue mei uski chut mein lund dal kar use chod raha tha, mera aur uska nikla ras apas mein mil chuka tha aur vo mere lund ke charon taraf laga tha jo mein uske sharir par bhi laga raha tha lekin use hum koi fark nahi tha. Vo badhti chudai phir junun mein badli aur hum dono phir ek chudai mein leen ho gaye, jisme sangeeta mere uppar thi aur mere hath uski chatiyun par the jinhe mein zor-zor se daba raha tha uske nipple khinch raha tha aur vo use bahut acha lag raha tha. Mujhe aise wild sex behad pasand the jisme mei kuch bhi karun to ladki use accept karke mujhe karne de bas. Agle hi pal vo meri aur jhuki aur hum dono ke honth apas mein mil gaye jiske baad mei apni kamar hilate hue lund uski chut ki gehrai mein utarta gaya aur phir usne apni tangon se mujhe kas diya aur mera ras phir uski chut mein utarta gaya. Mei hanfta raha aur vo mujhe chumti rahi aur phir meri sine par sar likha. Mere hath uske piche ubharon par tha aur na jane kyun par abhi bhi mera man use aur chodne ka tha.

Takreeban 2:30 baj rahe the, mei apne kapde pehen raha tha. Sangeeta bistar par padi thi nangi jispar mene razai dali aur bag utha kar nikal gaya. Cab aa chuki thi mei cab mein baitha aur thodi hi der mein ghar pahunch gaya. Flat ki dusri key se mene darwaja khola aur lock karke room mein jaa pahuncha. Akansha intezar karte-karte so chuki thi. Mei bhi gaya aur bistar par uski dusri taraf karwat karke lait gaya. Mujhe nind ani chahie thi thakan ki wajah se lekin ankhon se nind kaoson dur thi. Kuch pal khuli ankhon se laite laite mene karwat badli aur akansha ko piche se apni bahon mein samet kar apna sar uski pith par rakh liya. Mehsus karne ki kosish kar raha tha, uske dil ki dhadkan, uski sansein, uski khusbu sab mere jism mein daudne lagi aur phir...

Phir mei bharbharate hue rone laga, bina kisi awaz ke zor-zor se rone laga ansu kuch uske kapdon par lag rahe the to kuch bistar par gir rahe the lekin us waqt us pal us ghadi mein mujhe samajh aya ki hakikat ki sachai sapno jaisi nahi hoti. Kai baar dard ki koi awaz nahi hoti...
 
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Us raat mein kyun roya? Sab kahenge dikhawa tha ya phir koi pachtawa par mei kehta hun kash hota, dono mein se kuch bhi hota par yahi hota lekin aisa nahi hua, aisa bilkul bhi nahi hua. Us raat mei apne liye nahi balki Akansha ke liye roya kyun ki mei jaan chuka tha ki mene us raat akansha ke pyar ko aur uske vishwas ko tod diya hai aur ab vo kabhi vapis nahi aa sakta, zindagi bhar nahi. Lekin khudgarji itni badi hoti hai ki aap cha kar bhi us chiz ko alag nahi kar patte jise dekh kar aap khush rahe bhale hi kyun na apne us chiz ko khud se dur kar diya ho.

Akansha ne apna hath piche kiya, nind mein use abhas hua hoga ki koi hai jo uske piche hai. Hath se tatolne par use mera chehra mehsus hua " kaun hai? ankit? " usne fauran light on ki jiske on hote hi mujhe ehsas hua aur mei apne hosh mein aya. " ankt.. what happen, kya hua tum roo kyun rahe ho " vo ghabra gayi thi. Mera pura chehra ansu ki chapet mein tha. " bolo ankit, kya hua hai " uski awaz mein abhi bhi ghabarahat thi.

" vo..vo.. " mei kya kahun use, sach, ankhon mein dekh kar " bura sapna dekha "

" itna bura sapna ki tum kis kadar ro rahe ho kya dekha "

" bas yahi ki tum mujhse dur jaa rahi ho "

" oho.. " usne mera chehra liya aur apne sine mein daba liya " i am here, always be, sirf sapna tha sirf sapna tha.. " vo mera sar sehlati rahi aur puri raat mujhe usi tarah liye baithe-baithe so gayi. Us raat mujhe samajh aa gaya ki mei kitna kamjor insan hun kyun ki sach kehne ke liye himmat ki jarurat hoti hai aur mei to khokla ho chuka tha.

Agli subah utha paya akansha wahan nahi thi, fresh hokar bahar aya to dekha vo breakfast prepare kar rahi thi, " uth gaye good morning " muskurate hue vo boli aur mei sidhe uske galle jaa laga, kas kar ek dum. " ankit tumhe abhi bhi wahi sapne ke bare mei soch rahe ho "

" uhn.. nahi.. bas kal raat tumhare sath dinner par nahi raha isliye " mene use khud se alag nahi kiya aur kuch der yun hi khada raha. Officer pahunch kar mene bahut socha, samjha khud se sawal kare par ab mujhe ek hi jagah do jawab milne lage, ek taraf to akansha se alag nahi ho sakta tha isliye use sach nahi bata sakta tha dusri taraf sangeeta jise ab rishta jod chuka tha mei.

Aaj meeting mein samay nikal gaya aur sham ke waqt manager ka phone dubara aya " ankit project mein kuch new changes hai "

" fir se? "

" han yar client ne phir kuch change dale hai "

" kya ? "

" kuch requirement hai unki, tum ek kaam karo sangeeta se puch lo "

" apke pas nahi ayi? "

" ayi hai lekin uski client se direct baat hui hai to vo dhang se samjha legi aur samajh bhi legi ki hum kaise kar payenge "

" ok " mene phone rakha. Har baar ki tarah aaj mera use milne par koi dil nahi dhadak raha tha aur na hi man mana kar raha tha balki vo to aaj subh se use dekhne ke liye khoj raha tha. Mei uske cabin ke darwaje par knock kiya " come in "

Bulane par andar gaya to vo kaam mei lagi hui thi aur mujhe andar ata usne dekh apna kaam band kiya " helo " vo muskurai, mei kuch nahi bola aur uske samne jaa baitha.

" vo client ne kuch changes ke discussion karni thi apse "

" bas aur kuch nahi "

" na..hi.. " mei samajh gaya tha vo kahan ishara kar rahi thi, meri halat dekh vo hans di aur na jane kyun mujhe bhi hansi aa gayi. " last night was great, you are a beast you know that " uski baton ne mujhe utejit kar diya tha lekin mei apna dhayan hatana chahta tha varna chupana mushkil ho jata " akansha must be a lucky girl " na jane kyun uske muh se naam acha nahi laga, uska haq nahi tha naam lene ka akansha ka. Meri sari utejna ek dum se khatam ho gayi.

" discussion "

3 Mahine beet chuke the, kaam acha chal raha tha, sangeeta aur mere bich us raat ke baad abhi tak kuch nahi hua, mulakat kam hui reason tha ki vo out of india gayi thi kaam se aur mujhe na jane kyun office mei ek kami si lagne lagi thi lekin ghar pahunch kar sab kuch normal ho jata tha. Akansha ke sath mera waqt acha beet raha tha shayad kaam ka load jo kam tha. Project deliver ho chuka tha aur vo bhi successfully, team ne party organize kari thi lekin mei nahi gaya. Mera man akansha ke sath rehne ka tha isliye mei usi ke sath ghar par tha, vo to kehti rahi lekin mene mana kar diya tha. Acha samay kafi jaldi beet jata hai aur jaise mera bhi beet raha tha par us waqt nahi janta tha ki ye suhana safar mujhe kisi gehrai mein dakhel raha hai.

Mei office mein kaam kar raha tha tab mujhe extension par call aya, takreeban sham ke 6:30 baje the " helo "

" ankit "

" sangeeta mam " mei to bhool gaya tha ki vo bhi is office mei hai takreeban sadhe char mahine baad mene uski awaz suni thi, bhool hi chuka tha uske bare mein. Awaz sunte hi pent mein ek akdan mehsus hui kyun? kyun ki har bar jab uski awaz sunta ya uski taraf dekhta to sirf ek hi chiz samajh ati uska jism.

" can you come to my cabin? "

" sure "

" waiting " phone cut hua, mene apna bag pack kiya kyun ki jane ka time ho gaya tha. Bag utha kar mei cabin mein pahuncha to aaj door khula hua tha. Meri nazar uspar padi, usne baalon ki choti bandhi hui thi punjaban style mein aur pehli baar use suit mein dekh raha tha, mathe par ek choti si bindi.

" closed the door for me please " sangeeta ne mujhe dekhte hi kaha. Mene wahi kiya aur samne aa khada hua.

" sit " mei baith gaya. Uske chehre par gambhirta thi, ho sakta hai kaam ko lekar ho. Mujhe ye aurat shuru se hi samajh nahi ayi thi.

" this is for you " usne meri taraf envelope badha diya.

" kis chiz ka? "

" organization thinks that you are not suitable for the job position which is given to you " usne meri taarf dekhte hue kaha aur mere hosh ud gaye.

" kya? " mene envolope ko abhi uthaya tak nahi tha. Ye mera termination letter tha, ha wahi matalb bhi hua na sangeeta ka lekin kyun? mene to pichle panch mahino mei kabhi koi aisa kaam nahi kiya jise dikat ho. Aur project bhi succesfull raha, man mein kyun keh raha hun?

" kyun? "

" i don't know "

" lekin mujhe kisi ne kuch bataya kyun nahi aur ye to mere manager ko batana chahie tha agar aisa kuch tha to "

" yeah, but they said ki tum mere refrence the isliye mei tumhe ye dun to vo jada justify karega " kahe ka justify, ghanta justify, salle sahi kaat diya na mera achi bhali naukri thi choti ye bade chutiyap karne ke chakar mein mera to chutiya kat gaya na. Mei hun hi chutiya, ek taraf ye aurat ne apne jism se mujhe churaya aur dusri aur iski ye madharchod company ne. Itna bada decision lekar mujhe itne aram se letter de rahe hain ki jao? inki maa chod dunga twitter par mei, behenchod kahi ke. Shayad arse baad mere man mein apni purani nafrat jagi thi kisi ke liye aur yakeen mano, mei bahut sukun mehsus kar raha tha gali dekar aur itna sukun mil raha tha ki aur dene ka man kar raha tha par sangeeta bol padi.

" don't worry, company will give you 2 months time, tab tak tum khoj lo no problem " sangeeta apni jagah se khadi hui aur mere sath aa khadi hui. Usne apni kamar table par tika rakhi thi sahara lene ke liye jaise ise aisa karna behad pasand tha. Kuch der pehle vo jitni achi lag rahi thi ab mujhe vo utni hi kharab lag rahi thi yakeen mano agar meri zindagi ek kahani hoti aur agar mei usme kuch bhi kar pata to sabse is aurat ke baal kaat kar ise ganji karta aur phir is office ke sabhi logon ko koi khushi nahi milti mujhe aisa karke lekin inko badi takleef hoti aur use mujhe rahat milti.

" i tried my best, but.. " jab mene envelope nahi uthaya to usi ne utha kar meri taraf badhaya. Man kiya fadh kar iske uppar uchal dun lekin use hota kya, do mahine bhi nahi milte, abe yaar behenchod abhi laga tha sahi settle hua hun pata nahi kis ne apni maa chudwa kar apni gand de di aur mujhe hatwa diya.

" par koi to reason hoga? kisi ne mujhe kuch bataya nahi " mene envelope lete hue pucha.

" hoga, offcourse hoga, shayad is letter mein likha ho, tumhe padna chahie " mujhe uski shakal meri samvedna dete hue bhi achi nahi lag rahi thi, vo mujhe kisi bhi angle se ab achi nahi lag rahi thi, man kar raha tha muh par gali dun, literally muh par ki tu bahut badi randi hai teri chut randi teri gand randi tere kapde randi tere baal randi tu puri ki puri randi hai, itni randi hai itni randi hai ki tere ko randighar bhi apne sath na rakhe.. aa thuuu randi..

Mene bhari man se enevelope khola aur usme se letter nikala ye dekhne ke liye ki behenchod kyun kiya sawal sarre kyun ka hi to tha. Mene letter bahar nikala aur jab use unfold karke header hi pada to matha chakra gaya, ye company chutiya gayi hai kya " Congratulations ? " mene bas header pada aur samne dekha. Mei jitna hairan tha aaj tak apni zindagi mein nahi hua tha, meri shakal dekh sangeeta hasne lagi jise dekh mene wapis letter pada jisme likha tha ki meri post aur position badha kar senior engineer kar di gayi hai with 10% raise as a mid-year appraisal. Mei promote hua tha?

" congratulations ankit, you have been promoted " usne meri taraf hath badhaya to mene bhi mila liya, mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha. " mujhe tum par bharosa tha, you have helped the company to bag a big project aur is baar mera isme koi role nahi tha, they wanted to give you this "

" thank you " mera dil bata nahi sakta tha kitna khush hua.

" but ye 6 months ke baad hi process hoga company ke rules ke hissab se "

" no problem, mere liye to ye news hi bahut badi hai, warna company kahan hi motivate karti hai kuch dekar aj ke time mein " mujhe ye nahi bolna chahie tha but flow flow mein nikal gaya just because sangeeta se professional wali feeling nahi ati, ati hai to sirf?

Sangeeta meri baat sunte hue hans padi aur uske hath se table par pada projector remote niche gir gaya. " sorry, i ll do it " mei uthane gaya par usne mujhe rok diya aur khud hi uthane lagi. Vo jhuki aur uski wajah se uske piche ka ubhar aur jhangein us pajami mein aisi kasi hui dikhne lagi. Pata nahi kaise par mere hath khud nahi ruke aur jaise jaise meri pent mein ubhar ane laga mere hath us taraf badh gaye, jahan pahunch kar mene uski piche se back thigh par rakhte hue use sehlata hua uppar le gaya aur uske ubharon tak pahunch gaya. Sangeeta ki taraf se tab tak harkat nahi hui jab tak usne mere hathon ko apne ubharon tak mehsus nahi kiya. Vo phir bhi kuch nahi boli bas piche mudi aur badi hi shaitani muskan ke sath mujhe dekhne lagi. Mere hath us ke ubhar par the aur nazar uske chehre par.

" you need to wait for a bigger party " uski baat sun mere lund ne phir jhatka mar dia.
 
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" hey beautiful " akansha apni society ke main gate par pahunchi hi thi ki use awaz sunai di.

" ye delhi ke ladke itne batmeez hote hai ki pucho mat, i will slap him " akansha badbadate hue piche mudi aur dar ke marre cheekh padhi. " aahh kaun ho tum " chehre par laga mask dekh kar jo ki behad darwana tha vo do kadam piche ho gayi.

" tera bhoot jisko kabhi bhi kahin bhi bula sakti hai "

" what, are you mad, get out " akansha itni zor se chillai ki piche se security guard aur jo log society ke aas pass the vo akansha ki taraf aye

" dil mei aaun ya kahin aur "

" what ? " akansha phir chaunki tab tak guard aa chuka tha aur kuch log bhi " guard ye ladka batmizi kar raha hai "

" aise majnuon ko to hum theek karte hai madam rukie " guard bolta use pehle ek mote uncle bol pade aur aage badhe jiske sath gaurd aur baki log bhi.

" are ye mei hun akansha " mene mask fauran utara kyun ki mazak ab pitai mein badalne wala tha.

" ankit ? " akansha hairani mein chillai.

" aap ise janti hai? " vo mote uncle mude aur faurn bole.

" ji i am sorry, ap log pareshan hue "

" its ok " aur isi tarah mere mazak mein baki sab mile aur vapis chale gaye. Meri aur akansha mein ek duri bani hui thi,akansha mujhe ghure jaa rahi thi aur phir meri hansi chhut gayi aur mei hansta hi gaya. Akansha mere pas ayi aur phir mere bal khinchne lagi.

" you... you.... dara diya mujhe "

" maza aya na " mene usi andaz mein awaz badalte hue kaha jaise mazak ke waqt kiya tha.

" shutup.... and hasna band karo " mene uski suni par muh daba kar hasne laga jise dekh vo bhi jutha gussa jada der nahi kar payi aur hasne lagi " between nice voice "

" talented launda mila hai "

" launda? really hahaha " hum dono kuch der wahin khade hanste rahe " aaj tum kuch alag feel ho rahe ho mujhe "

" kyun ki kaam bhi alag hua hai aaj to "

" meaning? "

" ye dekho " mene apna letter akansha ki taarf badhaya jise usne khol kar padha aur jaise jaise vo padti gayi uske chehre ki rangat badal gayi. Phir usne apni nazre mujh par ki aur ek pal tak dekhti rahi phir mere galle aa lagi.

" i knew it, i prayed this for you everyday ankit, i am so happy " mera dil khushiyun se bhara tha, kya chahie tha mujhe ab? sab kuch tha sab kuch mil bhi raha tha bas ek chiz kho raha tha mei, vo tha 'man' mera 'man' jo ab sab kuch hone ke baad bhi mujhse dur ho chuka tha. Zindagi mein sab kuch milne ke baad bhi hum apne man ko nahi rok patte aur vo hume us rah le jata hai jahan sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum khali reh jati hai. Ise mujhe ek baat yaad ati hai ' Aksar khayalon mein prioye the humne apne sapne, sab kuch paa bhi liya tha, Achanak nind khuli aur sab hawa ho gaya '

" tumhari wajah se hi hun jo hun akansha ye sab tumhara diya hua hai " mene akansha ko khud se alag karte hue kaha. Vo kuch nahi boli bas muskurai aur hum dono hath pakad sath mein andar aye aur lift ke samne aa khade hue. Akansha ka phone bajne laga " one minute " vo phone par baat karni lagi aur mei apna letter bar-bar dekhne laga aur use dekhte hue idhar udhar to dur meri nazar ek aunty par padi jo idhar hi dekh rahi thi, pehle to mujhe laga ki vo kisi aur ko dekh rahi hai lekin mere piche koi nahi tha iska matlab vo mujhe hi dekh rahi hai par kyun? Vo mujhe dekhte hue phir wahan se kuch der baad chali gayi.

" ankit "

" hmm " mene wahan se nazar hata kar akansha ki aaur dekha.

" kya hua "

" pata nahi kyun mujhe aisa laga jaise mene un aunty ko kahi dekha hai, vo mujhe hi dekh rahi thi "

" dekha hoga kahin, hota hai lift aa gayi " vo mera hath khinch kar andar le gayi. Hum dono apne flat par pahunche aur mene apna bag rakha.

" aaj to celebration ka din hai " akansha ne bag rakhte hi meri bahon mein apne hath dale. Mei to pehle se hi bahut jada mood mein tha akansha ki is harkat ne use trigger kar diya.

" beshak, aaj to celebration ka din hai " bolkar mene uske honth apne honton mein kaid kar liye aur dono ek dusre ko kiss karne lage. Kiss karte hue hum dono apne bedroom tak pahunche aur phir bistar par jaa gire. Bistar par girne ke baad bina waqt gawaye humne apne kapde utarre aur nange hokar ek dusre se lipat kar ek dusre par tut pade. Ek dusre ke sharir ko chakne ke baad mene apna lund uske andar dala aur phir akansha ko pagalon ki tarah chodne laga, ek pal ko mujhe laga jaise mei sangeeta ko chod raha hun par use mene apni ankhon se hataya aur akansha ki tangon ko uppar utha diya jise uski pith thodi uppar uth gayi aur mei use itni zor zor se dhakke marta ki uski siskiyan bahut tez ho gayi, uski sansein fulne lagi, fulh to meri bhi rahi hi lekin mere andar junun sa sawar ho chuka tha uska asar abhi baki tha. Mene apna lund ek jhatke mein bahar khincha aur akansha ke hips par lapdiya diya. Use mene palatne ki kosish ki mei use dusri position mein chodna chahta tha lekin vo nahi palti.

" i want you above me, come " usne apne hath failaye aur mujhe apne pass bulaya. Sangeeta hoti to mana nahi karti, mere man mein yahi thought aya aur mei uske uppar aa gaya. Aur uppar ane ke baad mei use chipak gayar aur jaise hum har baar sex karte the usi tarah kiya lekin mene use akansha ko hila dia, jiske sath palang bhi hil gaya, akansha ki siskiyan bahut unchi thi jinhe usne dabane ki kosish ki lekin mere dhakon se vo chup na reh saki aur ant mein mene apna ras uske andar hi daal diya na jane kitne shots mare mene par aaj bahut dino ke baad mene ras nikala tha isliye kuch jada hi nikal gaya tha. Mei hanfta hua akansha par hi pada raha, mere thuk se uska gall, shoulder gila ho chuka tha par mujhe kya matlab tha, saaf to vo kar hi legi. Kuch der pade rehne ke baad mei bagl mein lait gaya, jaan hi nikal gayi thi. Kuch der pade rehne ke baad khada hua aur bathroom jakar wapis aya, akansha usi tarah laiti thi bas chadar daal di thi.

" what happen today? " mei uska sawal samajh nahi saka " you are feeling compltely different to me "

" is it not awesome ? "

" its totally awesome, more than awesome " uska jawab sun mene uske honton par kiss kar di aur uske uppar hi let gaya. Sahi keh rahi thi akansha mujhe bhi apne andar aya vo change mehsus ho raha tha nahi change nahi balki apni asliyat ko mehsus kar raha tha. College ke baad to jaise mene khud ko badal liya tha aur akansha se milne ke baad to khud ko bilkul hi badal liya tha lekin ab mujhe apni asli pehchan achi lag rahi thi, kuch jada hi achi lag rahi thi. Mere is badlav ke piche sangeeta thi jisne mere andar dabe hue sach ko bahar rakha tha. Ghutan mein tha shayad itne dino se aur aaj khula hua mehsus kar raha tha.

" akansha ek hafte ke liye bangalore jana padh raha hai " mene phone par email padte hue kaha.

" when? "

" tomorrow likha hai isme "

" abhi bata rahe hain "

" han subah ki flight hai 6 baje ki "

" achanak se? "

" i dont know, bas detail di hai ki jana hai client meeting hai " aaj sunday tha aur mei bas abhi abhi ghar se wapis aya tha aur atte hi mail padhne ko mili. Mene aur akansha ne next week ke sunday ka program banaya tha jo iski wajah se bekar ho gaya par kya kar sakte the, vo udas hui to mene nazar-andaz kar diya. Kaam ke silsile mein jana tha to mei kya hi karta, us din pehli baar aisa hua jab hamare bich baat-cheet kam hui, na ke barabar hi hui aur mujhe bilkul farak nahi pada, kya hua kal kar lenge, ye soch kar mei so gaya aur subah 3:30 baje bina use bataye nikal gaya. Airport pahunch kar jab mene check-in kara liya tab mujhe dhayan aya ki mujhe akansha ko message karna hai. Mene use ' reached ' ka message dala aur bas baith gaya, abhi adha ghanta tha board karne ko.

" excited for the field trip " sangeeta mere bagal mein baithi thi.

" maybe, pata nahi " mene sangeeta ko jawab diya.

" you will be " vo mujhse keh kar apne phone mein lag gayi. Sangeeta mere sath ane wali hai ye baat mujhe subah hi malum hui thi. Koi new client thi aur bahut bada tha offcourse tabhi Sangeeta ko khud ana pada tha, Sr. Engineer ke taur par mujhe bheja gaya tha barhal abhi mei bana nahi tha but mujhe jahan tak malum hai sangeeta ne hi kaha hoga aur aisa usne kyun kiya ye mujhe wahan jakar hi pata chalne wala tha.

Takreeban 9:30 tak hum bangalore ke 5 star hotel mei pahunch chuke the. Staff boy ne hume aur hamare saman ko kamre tak chhoda, wakai shandar kamra tha. Mei jatte hi palang par pasar gaya aur tab mujhe phone yaad aya. Akansha ke kuch missed calls aur messages aye hue the. Mei use phone karne wala tha ki sangeeta ka phone aa gaya

" half n hour mei ready ho jao, we need to visit the client "

" ok " mene phone cut kiya aur fresh hone chala gaya jisme akansha ko batana reh gaya. Sahi time par hum nikle aur client ke office jaa pahunche, cab mein hum dono client ko lekar discussion kar rahe the ki phir akansha ko batana yaad nahi raha aur akhir hum office pahunch gaye. Behtarin office mein se office tha ye samajh nahi aya ki andar itne pade likhe logon ke bich mein kaise aur kya hi kuch karunga.
 
Update - 124

Mujhe yaad tha ki akansha ko mujhe message karke batana hai lekin mei phir bhool gaya, us din mene use aise sideline kiya jaise vo meri life ka hi hissa nahi tha. Mere andar aye badlav ne jo sabse pehli chiz ki thi vo bas yahi thi ki mujhe pehle apne par dhayan dena hai. Us din jo mene kiya vo galat tha pyar ke liye 'han' baki to insan matlabi hi hota hai.

Meeting chal rahi thi aur akansha hamari company ke bare mein bata rahi thi. Uske baad jahan jahan kuch technical aur uski requirement ki baat ati vo mujhe aage kar diye. Achi bhale gentleman log, adhi english adhi hindi kisi tarah mene apne samjha hi diya. 2 ghante ki meeting khatam hui aur hum sab aaj ke liye khali ho gaye.

" you should be more confident while speaking "

" english mein mujhe maza nahi ata " mene sangeeta ki baat ka jawab diya.

" maza? " vo meri baat sun kar hans di.

" han hindi " mei itna keh paya kyun ki sangeeta ko piche kisi ne awaz de di.

" coming in one minute, you wait in the reception " sangeeta ne mujhse kaha aur mei lift pakad kar niche chala gaya. Reception par pahunch kar mei office dekhne laga bahut sundar bana rakha tha, paise ki kami nahi hai logon par bas salary ke time hi ati hai. Mei apni soch mein khoya hua tha ki mera phone jo do ghante se silent pada tha phir baja lekin mujhe tab bhi malum nahi chala, Infact sangeeta ayi aur hum vapis hotel bhi pahunch gaye tab bhi mujhe khayal nahi aya ki mei kuch bhool raha hun kuch bahut jaruri chiz. Kamre mein pahunch kar mei bistar par ankh band kar lait gaya. Thakan kuch jada hi ho gayi thi aur usi waqt mujhe dhayan aya.

" mera phone " mene pocket se nikala, 17 missed call aur takrreban 100 messages, mostly akansha ke the kuch ghar se bhi the lekin mene unhe avoid kiya aur akansha ko phone lagaya. Ring jati rahi aur mere dil zoron se dhadkne laga, pehli baar, pehli baar mei akansha ko phone milate hue dar raha tha. Itni duri aa gayi thi hamare bich agar mei us dar se us din samajh jata to shayad khud ko samjha sakta tha lekin nahi mene vo kiya jo dar hamesha karwata hai, jhooth aur phir dusra jhooth aur ye silsila phir khatam nahi hota.

" ankit where are you " akansha shayad gusse mei thi ya chintit

" sorry akansha, itna sab kuch hua ki mei tumhe bata hi nahi paya "

" i was so tensed, tum mera phone pick nahi kar rahe the, mujhe samajh hi nahi aya mei kya karun, mene airlines tak phone ki unhone bataya ki flight to kab ki land ho gayi hai, mujhe samajh nahi aya ki kya karun tab mene tumhare office phone kiya aur tab "

" i know akansha, i know, lekin mei jab jab tumhe phone karne jata kuch kaam aa jata, phir vo meeting mei bas usi se bahar nikla hun " mene use bich mein rok kar apna jhooth kaha is dar se bachne ke liye ki khma-kha behes na ho jaye aur mei itna thaka hua tha ki us behes ko karna nahi chahta tha.

" just abhi? "

" han bas.. abhi aya aur sabse pehle mene atte hi tumhe phone kiya " mujhe use bas thoda jhooth kehna tha, jo mene keh diya tha jabki mujhe meeting se nikle 1 ghanta ho chuka tha " itna thak gaya uppar se ki mei bata nahi sakta pata nahi kyun subah ki flight karwai aur mujhe hi kyun bheja " mene jaan kar ye baat kahi taki uski sahanbhuti le sakun aur baat wahin khatam. Mene ye nahi socha ki vo kitni pareshan thi mere liye, mene uski chinta ka khayal nahi kiya kuch kiya to sirf itna ki khud ko is chiz se kaise bachaun. Sab jo mene socha waisa hua, akansha ne kuch kaha bhi nahi aur mei aram se let gaya aur pata hi nahi chala kab nind aa gayi.

" heloo " gehri nind mein so raha tha tab mera phone baja.

" tum so rahe the " sangeeta ki awaz thi

" hmm, bas laita tha "

" lets go somehwere "

" abhi ? "

" yes abhi, common "

" thik hai 10 minute " phone par baat karke mei fresh hua, kapde change kiye, deo lagaya aur bahar nikla. Sangeeta kamre mein hi thi, mene uske darwaje par knock kiya aur phir vo bahar nikli. Dhili si choti si t-shirt aur nikar, uski gori tangon se nazar hote hue uski nabi par atki aur phir uski chatiyun par jo us t-shirt mein kas rahi thi. Bhale hi hum bina kapdon ke dekh le ek aurat ko lekin phir bhi kapdon mein dekhne ki lalsa kabhi jati hi nahi.

" lets go " phir hum wahan se ghumne nikal gaye. Bangalore mei sham ke samay mausam bada acha hota hai. Bada hi acha time beeta mera, bas ek samsya mili aur vo thi yahan ke traffic ki, mene kuch achi photo khinchwa kar akansha ko bheji to usne kiss wali smily bheji. Lagbhag do-teen ghanta ghumne ke baad mene akansha ke liye ek bracelet liya aur sangeeta ne na jane kya kya aur vapis hotel aa gaye.

" to janab ghum rahe hai "

" thak gaye yaar " mei bistar par laita hua tha aur akansha se video call par baat kar raha tha.

" dikh raha hai chehre par tumhare "

" ek chiz dikhata hun " mene akansha ke jo bracelet liya tha wo use dikhaya " sorry for today " mene bracelet dikhate hue kaha.

" aww.. cute mujhe manane ke liye khairda na ? "

" nahi sachi bilkul nahi " mene shakal bana kar kaha jise dekh vo hans padi aur phir bhi mei. Mujhe bada bura lag raha tha ki mene akansha se jhooth kaha tha, sach bhi keh sakta tha kya hota thodi dant hi padti.

" tumhe pareshan karne ke liye sorry " mere muh se nikal gaya mano dil kehna hi chahta tha.

" its ok, happens "

" i love you " mene uske pyar se chehre ko dekhte hue kaha jise usne apne hath par rakha hua tha. Na jane kab se mene uski khubsurti ki tarif nahi ki pehle to sirf usi ka chehra dikhta tha par ab aisa kyun nahi hota? Kya kisi se pyar ke baad vo insan itna aam ho jata hai ki uska noor chehra bhi fika padh jata hai. Ye sirf kya mere sath hua us din jiska mujhe bura laga lekin kuch nahi kiya ya phir jo chahie tha vo mujhe milne ke baad mere liye ab bahut choti baat ban chuka tha. Takreeban adha ghanta baat hui hamari par adhe waqt tak khamoshi chai rahi aur hum dono bas ek dusre ko dekhte rahe. Itni khamoshi to kabhi nahi hui thi, kya kuch galat hua hai, kya kuch aisa jo mujhe nahi dikh raha hai. Jin ankhon se mene itna pyar kiya jinke ansu nikalne se pehle pehchan liye us din un ankhon ki udasi dekh hi nahi paya.

Akansha ka office se phone aya aur usi ke sath-baatcheet bhi khatam hui jiske baad mei relax hokar bistar par lait gaya. Usi dauran sangeeta ka ping aya

" dinner? "

" bhuk to bahut lagi hai " mene fauran reply diya

" aao kha lo " aur ek smily bhej diya. Uske lafzon ke piche ke andaz kuch aur hi tha jise mehsus kar akdan jeans mein ubhar ayi. Mene sangeeta ke kamre ka door knock kiya " come in khula hai " mene dhaka diya aur andar ghuste hue door band kar diya. Sangeeta ne ek loose t-shirt aur shorts pehne hue the.

" kuch order kiya " mene pucha.

" sab kuch "

" sab kuch? "

" han "

" par apko kaise pata ki mei kya khata hun? " jawab se pehle door bell baji aur mene use khola kyun ki wahin khada tha. Samne khana lekar hotel staff member khada tha jise mene andar ane ka rasta diya aur wo wahan rakh gaya.

" sir bar 11 baje tak aur kitchen 11:30 tak open hai, if you need anything just call 69 " mene uski baat sun badi mushkil se apni hansi ko roka. Uske jane ke baad mei to aise khane par tuta jaise hafton se nahi khaya ho, sath mein mojito mangwai thi sangeeta ne aur khud ke liye usne red wine. Baat karte hue, hanste hasante hue hum kha pii rahe the. Kuch waqt ke baad vo mujhe ab achi lagne lagi thi, bahut hi suljhi hui aur samjhdar aurat thi usne kayi chizen mujhe sikhai taki mere liye aage kaam aa sake. Mei apne purane andaz mein uski har baat par apni baat rakh deta aur vo hans deti, hanste hanste ek do baar to hum apas mein takra bhi gaye. Red wine ki puri bottle vo khali kar hi chuki thi aur uska halka surur uske sar par chadne laga tha.

" seriously tum college life mein itne naughty the? " sangeeta ne apna akhri sip khatam karte hue kaha.

" ise bhi jada "

" first meet ke baad to mei nahi maan sakti thi lekin han ab maan sakti hun "

" shayad use pehle mujhe mauka hi nahi mila tha ki mei apni pehchan ko bahar laa sakun, i guess meri is pehchan ko koi pasand nahi karta isliye mene chupa liya tha "

" Kisi aur ka to nahi pata lekin mujhe pasand hai aur bahut pasand hai " sangeeta meri taraf jhuki. Abhi tak humne apne hath muh tak nahi saaf kiye the par 10 minute ka dinner 40 minute tak le jane ke baad shayad sayam kam ho gaya tha. Do jawan sharir akele kab tak is duri ka samna karte, bhogna to tha hi. Aur ab to koi pareshan karne wala bhi maujud nahi tha. Hum dono ke honth ek dusre ke behad karib pahunch rahe the, chu chuke the bas kabze mein lene ki deri thi aur usi dauran mera phone bajne laga. Ek ghanti do ghanti par vo band nahi hua. Mera dhayan tuta aur mene phone ki taraf dekha, Call Akansha ka tha. Ek pal mei uska naam dekhta raha phir sangeeta ki taraf dekha jo hath ko piche palang par sahara dete hue ek per dusre per ke uppar dale baithi hui meri taraf dekhti hui muskura rahi thi. Usne apna sina samne ki aaur kar rakha tha jise vo us t-shirt se bahar nikalna cha rahe the. Mei use ek pal dekhta raha aur phir wahan se uth kar bahar chala gaya.

" helo " apne kamre mein ghuste hi bola.

" i thought ki tum so gaye "

" nahi dinner kiya na to hath dho raha tha "

" hmm "

" tumne khaya "

" han bas just, subh se mauka nahi mila to socha kuch der tumse baat kar lun "

" mei bhi bas yahi karne wala tha. Subah ki bhag-daud mein mei nahi kar paya aur phir khud hi ghumne nikal gaya. Aaj tumhe time nahi de pane ka bura lag raha hai "

" manane ke liye itni badi batein ? " uske kehne ke andaz mein mei muskura dia par bola kuch nahi. Hum dono ke bich khamoshi bani rahi, aksar aisa nahi hota tha ki humare bich batein na ho par ab hone lagi thi. Mei kuch kehta hi nahi tha, jaise mera man hi nahi ho baat karne ka, aisa nahi tha ki mei chahta nahi tha lekin bas man hi nahi karta tha aur us raat bhi kuch aisa hi tha. Mere pas baat karne ke liye isliye nahi tha kyun ki mera man hi nahi tha bas jaldi khatam ho jaye baat yahi soch raha tha vajah thi sangeeta kyun ki dimag mein wahi thi us waqt.

" i miss you " chupi todte hue akansha boli " ye ghar aisa akela lagta hai tumhare bina. Adat si padh gayi hai, i wonder jab mei gayi thi to tumhari kya halat hui hogi"

" hamm ab malum hua madam ko "

" han.. " vo muskurai " but work is important and i know ek din to sath hi rehna hai tab kya hi pareshani "

" jaldi lautunga akansha, i miss you too "

" i know " phir khamoshi rahi jise samajh akansha boli " i guess tum jada thak gaye ho, tumhari awaz sunni thi isliye call kiya, rest karo "

" aisa kuch nahi hai, jaise tumhe sunni thi usi tarah mujhe bhi tumhari awaz hi sunni hai "

" achaji, badle badle lag rahe ho, batein bhi kuch usi tarah karne lage ho. Flirt kar rahe ho mere sath? "

" jarurat hai? " mei hans pada.

" maybe "

" ohh.. ok... phir to cheezy lines boli padegi "

" tum i love u bologe to bhi chalega " uski baat sun hum dono hans diye aur phir kuch minute aur baat karke phone rakh diya. Phone par baat karne ke baad bhi chehre par muskan thi jaise mei khush tha use baat karke aur hakikat mein tha bhi. Jaisa mene kaha ki mera man nahi tha par mei chahta tha use baat karna aur wajah thi sangeeta. Darwaje par knock hote hi mei apni jagah se khada hua aur samne wahi khadi mili jise mei abhi abhi yaad kar raha tha.

" aap, mujhe laga aap so gaye hoge " mere itna bolte hi vo andar ghusi aur mere honton par apne honth rakh diye aur hum dono ek dusre ke honth chusne lage. Kamre ka darwaja abhi bhi khula hua tha aur vo mujhe paglon jasie chum rahi thi. Mene andaze se darwaja pakda aur use dhakel kar use band kar diya aur phir lock laga diya. Jiske baad control mene liya aur kiss karta hua use door se hi chipka diya aur uske honth, gaal aur galle par chumne laga. Hath na jane kahan kahan aur sharir ke kin kin angon ko chu rahe the nahi janta aur janna bhi nahi tha kyun ki ab vo mere hath aur lund ke niche hi ane wali thi. Honth alag karte hue mene uski tshirt utari aur uski chaityan dekh kar mera lund jeans mein jhatke khane laga, usne bra nahi pehni thi. Mene uski chatiyan dabai aur phir uske honton par tut pada. Usne apne hathon ki madad se meri jeans ka button khola aur niche sarka di jiske sath mera kacha bhi utar gaya aur ghutno mein jaa fansa. Usne apne hath mere garam lund par rakha aur use aage piche karne lagi, jaise jaise lund uske hathon mein apni garmi de raha tha, uske honton ki garmi mere muh mein ghul rahi thi, jeebh apas mein judne ke sath honton ke charon taraf bhi chehre ko bhigo rahi thi. Vo jis tarah mere lund ko aage piche kar rahi thi use mehsus kar mei use bas ab bistar par dal dena chahta tha lekin mere pas aaj samay ki koi pabandi nahi thi aur na hi honi thi. Mene apna hath uski chatiyun se hataya aur shorts ke uppar se uski chut sehlane laga. Mere aisa karne par vo bhi utni hi utejit hui jitna mei hua tha uske dawara apne lund pakde jane par. Usne mera lund kas kar pakad liya jise mujhe dard mehsus hua aur uska badla lene ke liye mene uske honton par dant laga diye.

" uhmm... wild " mujhse khud ko alag karte hue boli aur mene turant uske honton ko apne honton mein kaid kar liya. Jism chahe jitni baar bhi thanda ho jaye lekin ek baar aag lag jane ke baad sab kuch rakh karke hi manta hai. Mene sangeeta ko apni taraf khincha jise mera lund uski short ke uppar se hi chipak gaya aur chatiyan mere sine mein. Mere hath uski piche pahunch chuke the aur mein un ubharon ko masalne laga tha. Usne mere sine se kapde utare aur apni chatiyan mere sine mein chipka di. Ab shayad rukne ka samay bacha nahi tha. Hum dono bistar par aye aur mene apne bache hue kapde utar kar uski shorts khinch kar alag karte hue wahin fenk di. Uski tangon ko ghutne se mod kar uske uppar aa gaya aur lund chut par sata diya. Uske ghunte uski chaityun ko daba chuke the aur ab meri bari thi apne lund se uski chut dabane ki, uski izat dabane ki, uske is sharir ke ghamand ko dabane ki.

Mene dhakka mara aur lund behad asani se chut mein jaa ghusa, vo bahut jada gili thi aur mei bahut hard. Yakeen nahi ho raha tha ki is umar ki aurat ke andar is kadar ki khumari chai hui thi, aksar aisi aurton mein dharye hota hai aur sangeeta mein hamesha mene wahi dekha tha, par ye pehli dafa tha jab vo itni utejit thi. Mere dhakke marne ki wajah se bistar hilne laga tha. Bisar ko aisa hi banaya gaya tha mano chudai hi karwana chahta ho apne uppar. Sangeeta apne balon ko muthi mein bhare sisak rahi thi aur yakinin mujhe bahut acha lag raha tha, vo ehsas aisa lag raha tha ki bas ab jhad jaun lekin chodne ka man tha ki vo khatam hi nahi ho raha tha isliye jab bhi jhadne ke karib ata khud ko rok leta.

Mene sangeeta ko khada kiya aur ghutne ke bal baith kar uske piche aa gaya aur piche se is baar uski chudai karne laga. Ye position mujhe badi pasand thi aur ab mein use kutiya bana kar chod raha tha " chud rahi hai na kutiya... " josh josh mein bol pada, jise sun sangeeta ne apni nazar piche ki aur meri taraf dekh kar hans di.

" bol na aur chudegi " mujh mein bhi ab chudai ka nasha hadh se jada badh gaya tha. Vo kuch nahi boli aur sisakti hui bas apni chudai ka anand lene lagi. Mei jhadne wala tha lekin mei aise nahi jhadna chahta tha isliye sangeeta ko is baar apne uppar liya aur vo mere uppar kudne lagi. Uski chaityan aise uppar niche ho rahi thi mano keh rahi ho ki mein kha lun. Mene unhe kas kar dabaya, uske nipple chede khinche par vo aurat nahi ruki aur chudti gayi mere lund par se. Uska pani nikalne wala tha jiske liye vo ek pal ke liye tezi se kudne lagi aur phir 'aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh ' ahein bharte hue vo charamsukh mein pahunch gayi. Par na jane is aurat mein kya tha vo ruki nahi aur na mujhe rukne ke liye kaha vo abhi bhi usi khumari mein kudti rahi aur itna hi nahi balki mere uppar jhuki aur apni chatiyan mere sine mein dabate hue honth chumne lagi. Iski wajah se jab bhi vo lund par uppar ati to niche jane ke liye honth alag karne padte jiska mene hal nikala aur niche se ek dhakka de deta, mujhe bhi isme bada maza aa raha tha. Mujhse ab aur control nahi hua aur mene uske andar hi apne jhatke marte hue ras andar dala aur jo charamsukh mujhe mila usne mere dimag ki nas khol di. Mei hanf raha tha kyun pata nahi par vo meri gardan chumti hui mere chehre ke uppar ayi aur dekh muskura padi.

" enjoyed? "

" andar hi daal diya mene kuch aur socha tha "

" abhi raat baki hai "usne mere honth chum liye.
 
Update - 125

Adha ya ek ghanta dhang se yaad nahi lekin aram karne ke baad mene sangeeta ko ek baar phir chodna shuru kiya, sahi kahun to us din mera man nahi bhar raha tha agar hum mardo mein aurton jaisa hota ki jitni bar bhi jhad jao fir bhi rukne ki jarurat na pade to shayad mei sangeeta ko chod chod kar puri raat mein uski halat is tarah kar deta ki mut ki jagah bhi uski chut mera ras nikal rahi hoti lekin jo nahi ho sakta use soch kar bas hum apne vicharon se khud ko aur jungli bana sakte hai jise actual reality mein use kar sakte hain. Mene is baar sangeeta ko bistar par nahi balki khade khade chodne ka plan banaya tha. Use deewar ke sahare khada kiya aur phir piche se apna lund dal kar use chodne laga, ek time to aisa aya ki mein use itni zor se dhakke marne laga ki uska pura sharir aur chatiyan deewar mein pis gayi par kabhi bhi usne na nukur ya fir siskiyan kam nahi ki. Mene suna tha sex jitna ganda ho utna maza ata hai kisne kaha nahi malum lekin vo maha chutiya insan raha hoga aur wo insan muh se hagta hoga kyun ki sex mein gandagi hone ki jarurat nahi balki usme aurat ko apni sharam lihaz khatam karne ki jarurat hoti hai, vo jab tak lund ko chut ki deewaron mein ghuste hue mehsus karegi tab tak use kisi bhi dard ka ehsas nahi hoga, nakhre nahi hoge, mard ke niche dabna hi uski samjhdari hai varna chudai to janwar bhi karte hi hai.

Mene kaha tha mene kuch aur socha hua tha is baar, abhi mein sangeeta ko balcony ke darwaje par sataye chod raha tha ek tang usne wahan rakhi kursi par rakh liya tha aur apne sharir ka sahara usne piche glass par dal diya tha. Mei bhi kamar piche ki taraf kiye lund chut ke andar bahar kar raha tha jo ki mei khud dekh paa raha tha. Sangeeta mere baal pakad sisak rahi thi, usne pura parda apni madhoshi mein ek taraf ko khinch kar muthi mein bhar liya tha, agar koi samne wali builing ki balcony mein hota to jarur hamari chudai ko puri tarah se dekh sakta tha.

"aaahhh-hhh ankit... i am going to cum again.. uf... yes.s.s..s.s. " sangeeta ne apne honth biche aur sisakte hue usne parde ko itni zor se khincha ki vo niche hi utar gaya. Vo ghabra gayi aur mei ruk gaya. Ek pal dono ek dusre ko dekhte rahe phir hans diye lekin mera abhi hua nahi tha. Aur is baar mei andar nahi dalna chahta tha isliye mene apna lund bahar nikala aur sangeeta ko baitha diya, vo ghutne ke baal samne baith gayi.

" ohhh.. lagta hai porn jada dekhte ho "

" dekhne se nahi karne se sapne pure hote hai " mere bolte hi vo hans di aur usne mera lund pakad liya aur use hilane lagi bich bich mein muh mein le leti. Mei to waise hi jhadne ke kareeb tha isliye jaise hi usne muh mein liya mene uske muh se bahar nikala aur usne hath se bas ek do jhatke hi aur diye the jiske baad lund se ras nikalta hua uske chehre par, balon par aur uski chatiyun par gir gaya. Kasam se aisa karke mujhe uske andar dalne se jada maza aya. Meri ankhein band thi aur mei iti gehri sansein le raha tha jaise kitna bhag kar aya hun. Vo bathroom chali gayi aur mein bistar par gir gaya. Sari mehnat safal hui thi. Kehte hain acha kaam karkenind bahut achi ati hai, meri ankh lag gayi aur sirf 5 minute ke baad jab bathroom ka darwaja khula to tut bhi gayi lekin panch minute mein jaise mei puri raat ka so chuka tha. Sangeeta mere pas ayi aur mere honton par kiss karte hue mere bagal mein hi lait gayi, dono ki tangen zameen ko chu rahi thi aur hum dono nange hi bistar par pade the, jaisa mene pehle kaha tha ki agar koi samne wali building ki balcony mein koi hota to hume nanga laita dekh hi leta.

Hum sochte hain life mein jo kar rahe hain vo sahi kar rahe hain, kyun ki humse bada koi samjdhar nahi hota lekin ye bhool jate hain ki waqt humse thoda jada samjdhar hota hai. Thoda mene isliye kaha kyun ki vo kabhi apne par ghamand nahi karta aur hum to us ghamnd mein hi jeete hai. Mere liye mei sab kuch sahi kar raha tha, ichayein adaatein aur shauk pyar ke liye badalna sahi nahi tha ab mujhe aisa lagne laga tha aur ab mei jise pyar karta tha uske sath rehna chahta tha lekin apne sabhi shauk ko pura karte hue hi.

Client ko set karke usko ek demo dena tha, jiske liye pura din setup mein lag gaya. Bich-bich akansha se baat hoti rahi, sangeeta ke sath yahan aya tha uske baad se hi vo client ke sath kahin busy thi. Ek kaam aur dusri akansha in sab mein waqt ka pata hi nahi chala. Sham ko 6 baj chuke the, shayad ek din aur ka kaam bacha tha aur aaj vo kaam hona nahi tha isliye sangeeta ka phone aya aur usne bahar bula liya. Vo bahar hi khadi thi jaise kahin bahar se hi ayi thi.

" Kaam ho gaya ? "

" ek din ka aur hai,setup to gaya hai "

" ok good, chalo tumhari day ki thakan utarte hai "

" mere se shopping nahi hogi, apko karni hai to kar aao, mere se nahi chala jayega "

" chalo to " vo mera hath pakad kar paidal hi le gayi. Hum kuch hi duri par gaye the office ke vo mujhe ek Massage Parlour mein le gayi. Meri to ankhein fati reh gayi ki ye mujhe kahan le ayi. Andar ghuste hue mene mana kiya par vo nahi mani aur hum dono andar ghus gaye. Reception par ek ladki baithi thi jo hume dekhte hi muskurai. Aksar mene suna tha aur fantasy mein socha bhi yahi tha ki massage parlour ki ladki chini hogi i mean nepali i mean choti ankhon wali, i mean no mazak on racism par wahi baithi hogi jo aap sab bhi soch rahe hain lekin yahan uske ulta, South indian ladki, halki sanwli lekin behad khubsurat thi. Ab khubsurti sirf rang se hoti to har porn star khubsurat hoti no racism here too.

" Namste mam, sir welcome to Relief Massage Parlour "

" relief ya fir happy ending massage parlour " mene man mein kaha aur hans diya.

" I want to see exotic chart " receptionist ne ek parcha pakdaya hi tha ki sangeeta bol padi jiske baad mei uski taraf aise dekhne laga jaise koi anjaan purush khada ho. Ye bhi shauk rakhti hai, gyan dekh kar to lag raha hai ki han, kuch jada hi pata hai ise. Receptionist ne uske kahe anusar ek parcha thmaya jise mene to dekha tak nahi, aam taur par boss mei hota hun lekin is kaam mein vo meri hi boss nikli thi. Usne kuch naam select karke bataya jise dekh receptionist bhi khush ho gayi.

" nice choice mam, card or cash? " usne puchte hi sangeeta ne card badha diya, yani ki payment bhi done, kitni nahi malum aur janna bhi kyun tha. " come with me " uske baad usne hume ek kamre mein chhod diya, jahan kuch lamps lage the aur halki roshni thi jiske sath ek mast khusbu bhi aa rahi thi.

" nice "

" niche chhodo, apke pas cash to nahi hai na ? " mene uske aage atte hue kaha.

" cash? haina, you want, let me " mene uska hath pakda aur rok diya. Khubsurt chizon ke pas dimag dekar uppar wala ghamndi nahi hona chahta tha isliye diya hi nahi vaise bhi agar vo sab kuch de deta to usko kaun puchta.

" apka cash nahi chahie, mei ye keh raha hun ki hume apna cash chupana padega "

" chupana padega? kyun? "

" apko nahi pata aise massage parlour mein paise loot lete hain, aise nahi to chaku dikha kar. Aur utna nahi kaam ata to police ki dhamki dete hai " mene warn kiya jo mera farz tha. Vo mujhe ek-aad minute ghurti rahi aur uske baad zor-zor se khil-khilate hue hasne lagi.

" mazak lag raha hai apko ? "

" acha sorry, sorry " usne apni hansi roki " kahan se suna hai tumne "

" college time mein bahut suna hai le apne nahi suna "

" kabhi nahi " vo hansi rokti lekin fir hasne lagti.

" mat kehna aisa hua to, mujhe kya hai, mei apne paise chupa leta hun " mene abhi purse nikala hi tha ki kamre mein roshni ho gayi. Koi aya tha mere piche se, mene ghum kar dekha to wahan do ladki/ladies/aurtein khadi thi. Farak nahi padta vo in teeno mein se kaun hai lekin ek dum desi maal tha.

" namaste " dono ne ek sath kaha jiski tone se hi south indian lag rahi thi ya phir north indian thi jaan kar aise bol rahi thi. Jo bhi thi bahut hi khubsurat thi, perfect for the job. Dono mein se ek ke chehre par honton ke niche til tha jise dekh mein to uska deewana ho gaya sirf massage parlour tak hi. Vo hamare najdeek ayi us raste se jo kamre mein hi tha, yani khufia raste se.

" Mam/sir aap dono apna saman de dijeye taki hum use locker mein rakh dein " til wali ne kaha to sangeeta se pehle mene hi de dia, purse,phone dono chiz. Mere aisa karta dekh sangeeta phir hans padi aur usne bhi apna saman de diya. Usne hamare samne hi ek locker mein code dal kar saman rakha aur phir hume code dalne ko kaha jo sirf hume hi pata hona tha. Mene khud ka aur sangeeta ka code bhi dal diya jiske sath hi saman safley lock ho gaya.

" please come " usne apne hath se ishara kiya aur usi jagah ghusi jahan se bahar is kamre mein ayi thi. Hum dono unke sath pahunche to ye kamra usse badha tha, halki dim lights, charon taraf rakhi candels jo abhi jal nahi rahi thi. Aisa laga jaise dunia ki sari shanti yahi maujud thi. Mei kabhi massage parlour nahi aya tha sapne dekhe the lekin ane ka mauka nahi mila. College mein sochta reh gaya uske baad job mein bhool gaya aur pyar karne ke baad is icha ko marna pada.

" aap dono please change kar lijeye, washroom this side " til wali ne kaha aur tab mujhe dhayan aya ki inhone sarre pehan rakhi hai. Traditional massage parlour mein le ayi kya? Mene uske hath se toliya liya aur sangeeta ne dusri wali se, mei chahta tha ki til wali mera hi massage kare. Mei bathroom mein ghusa, saaf sutra ek dum aur apne kapde utarne laga. Sharam bhi aa rahi thi kyun pata nahi isliye mene apna kacha nahi utara aur baki utar kar towel lapet kar bahar nikal aya. Bahar atte hi dekha ki vo til wali hi wahan maujud thi baki koi nahi tha, light band ho chuki thi aur vo room ki candels jala rahi thi.

" sangeeta kahan gayi "

" they are just next to you " usne ishara kiya shayad kamre ke bich mein partition dala hua tha aur dusri wali use wahin le gayi hogi. Use to ek mard se karani chahie thi aurat se kya feel ayegi? lagta hai ye bi-sexual hai. Dhire-dhire iske raaz pata chal rahe hain.

" sir? "

" ji " mei apni soch se bahar aya.

" could you please lay down here " usne table ki taraf ishara kiya. Mujhe bada ajeeb lag raha tha, ye chudai se kuch alag tha isliye ajeeb si ghabrahat thi. Mein jakar baith gaya, vo abhi bhi kuch bachi hui candels jala rahi thi. Bahut hi behtarin khusbu aa rahi thi jo in candels jalne ki wajah se aa rahi hogi. Mujhe baitha dekh usne candels jalana chhoda aur vo mere kareeb aya. EK aurat vo bhi parai uppar se maasage wali uppar se manpasand jab kareeb ayi to dil ke hickole toliye ke andar padne lage. Usne mere kandhe par force lagaya aur mujhe laita hi dia " just relax, yahan aap ek dum relax ho jaiye, bahar ki duniya ko bhool kar " uski hindi ajeeb thi par cute lag rahi thi. Pakka south-indian hi thi, aisa hindi accent unka hi hota hai. Mei lait gaya aur uppar ki taraf dekhne laga, na jane kya soch raha tha. Ane wale pal mein jo hone wala hai uski ya fir kahin mera katne wala hai vo soch kar.
 
Update - 126

Vo mere piche aa gayi aur mathe par apne hathon ka dabab dalti hui use dabati hui sar ko dabane lagi. Aisa ehsas hua ki muh se 'aahh' nikal gayi jo aah sirf charamsukh par nikalti thi vo ek hi pal mein iske hathon ne nikal di thi. " just relax " usne usi andaz mein dubara kiya.

" relax? ise jada mein kabhi nahi hua, apke hathon mein to magic hai " ankhein kholte hi aisa laga jaise dusri dunia mein hun. Vo muskura di, uski muskan bhi uske chehre par jach rahi thi. Sahi mein exotic massager chuni hai sangeeta ne. Mei to roz akar aisi massage karwau agar itna hi sukh milta hai to. Usne koi jawab to nahi diya par mere mathe par ache se massage karne ke baad usne apne hath mere sine par rakhe aur jis tarah use push kiya aur dabaya usne mere rom-rom khade kar diye. Ya to ye bahut achi trick use karna janti thi ya phir mei pehli baar is phase ko apni life mein apply kar raha tha isliye lag rahi thi. Jo bhi kaho sawalon ke bich jo bhi ho raha tha vo mere liye magic hi tha.

" kahi mei aise hi so na jau miss " mujhe naam nahi pata tha aur agar ye bolta ki til vali lady to vo bua maan jati aur meri maze dard mien badal jatte.

" anaya " usne apne hath par koi oil lagaya, baal ko jhatak kar piche kiya aur mere sine par massage karne lagi. Thoda garam tha vo oil lekin aram se mil raha tha.

" hmm, vaise apke yahan ka tradition hai sarre mein massage karna "

" yes we follow indian tradition " vo muskurai aur apni malish mein lag gayi. Mene bhi koi aur sawal jawab nahi kiya aur phir dhire-dhire aankhein band hone lagi. Aisa laga thakan ko jaise sharir se koi nichod raha ho aur usme mein so jana chahta hun. Pata hi nahi chala kab ankhein band hone ke baad nind ka ek jhoka lag gaya tab tak usne mere pairon ki massage tak kar dali thi.

" sir? " usne mere kandhe par hath rakha tab mene ankh kholi " please turn around "

" aise hi oil mein "

" yes sir, koi problem nahi hai aap ghum jaiye " enlgish se jab bhi vo hindi bol rahi thi badi hi cute lag rahi thi. Mei muskurate hue mud gaya aur pith ke bal lait gaya. Mere sar ke niche usne naram dayak supporter laga diya aur phir vo meri pith ki massage karne lagi. Kuch hi der mein meri fir ankh si lag gayi ise jada aur kya hi chahie tha mujhe. Ek-do bar nind tab khuli jab laga ki uska hath niche peron se lekar uppar tak aa raha hai yani ki mere pichwade tak toliye ke andar ghuste hue phir laga ki aisa to hota hi hai hath fisal kar andar jaa raha hoga, toliya bhi to itna bada hai. Kyun ki mujhe pura bharosa tha ki ye us tarah a parlour nahi hai jahan 10 minute tel laga kar lund pakad kar kahenge paise do aur muth marwao. Man to mera tha ki aisa hi nikle
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par ab itni achi malish ho rahi thi to jane diya ye bhi bahut hai.

" some music? " uski awaz kano par padi to mene han mein sar hila diya. " bluetooth or speakers? "

" aap sunegi? " mene apna sar piche ki aaur ghumate hue pucha to vo hans padi.

" sure " uska confidence dekh kar lag raha tha ki vo kitni experienced hai vaise to malish se bhi lag raha tha, i mean dono se, bas.. itna confusion nahi karna jab mera man tha kehne ko mene keh diya bhale hi confidence pet se sikh kar ayi ho. Usne ek light music chalaya, kaun sa nahi malum, infact lyrics the bhi ya nahi nahi malum par behad light music tha.

" sir please can you turn over "

" bilkul " mei fauran ghuma aur vo mujhe dekh kar muskura di aur badi jaldi apne kaam mein lag gayi yani within fraction usne kiya lekin mene ghumte hue uski hansi pakad li thi, ab sawal ye tha ki vo hansi kyun thi. Mei khud ki soch mein duba tha ki jab vo mere pairon par koi alag tarah ka oil laga rahi thi jisme khusbu thi tab meri nazar niche padi, mera lund towel ke hisse par ubhar bana raha tha. Itna patla towel tha ye to hona hi tha. Mere ko badi sharam ayi, katai sharam ayi lekin phir socha ki isme mera kya dosh, its human nature aur ye ananya ke sath to aksar hota hoga, ab mardon ka to junun hi niche hota hai bas zara se ched kar do, unkare marte hue jazbati ho hi jata hai. Ohh i miss my college days, mei full mode mein tha apne purane andaz mein akar mujhe dhire-dhire khud se khushi milne lagi thi.

Par mujhe ab kuch mehsus ho raha tha vo khusbu jo us oil mein tha vo meri naam mein ghus kar ek ajeeb sa sar ghuma rahi thi. Vo mera sina ragad rahi thi aur oil ki khusbu mera sirf sar hi nahi balki tan-badan mein ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi, lund jhatke khane laga tha aur exoticines badan mein daudne lagi thi, jaise vo jhunjhuni si daudti hai bilkul waisi hi.. Ohh fuck.. ab samajh aya sangeeta ne exotic kyun chuna, exotic yani ye oil. Behenchoddd...

" feeling good sir "

" kuch feel hi nahi ho raha hai, is oil ki khusbu ne sab kuch band kar diya hai i mean sochne ki shakti "

" isliye ye oil use karte hain taki aap life ki sabhi tension se dur ho jaye "

" hmm tension kahin aur ho rahi hai lekin " mene khud se kaha aisa mene socha lekin zor se keh diya tha isliye usne sun liya. Malish karte hue vo meri kamar tak ayi aur usne towel dhila kar diya.

" relax? " usne mujhse pucha to mene han mein sar hila diya, tightness khatam hone ke baad lund idhar udhar kache mein move kar paa raha tha bechara. Oil se maalish karne ke baad vo ruk gayi shayad thak gayi hogi.

" aap 5 minutes tak aise hi wait kijeye, mei ati hun " ananya ke jane ke baad mein usi tarah laita raha, pura sharir tel ki shiknahat se bhara tha lekin abki wala oil to mere naak mein ghus raha tha, jise ye samamjh nahi aa raha tha sharir jinda hai ya paralyzed ho gaya. Sangeeta ka kya chal raha hoga? Bas itna hi socha ki sangeeta ko chodni ki talab itni gandi lagi ki lund paglon jaise jhatke khane laga. Mene turant hath niche kiya aur use masalne laga, bc aram to padh raha tha kam se kam par abhi koi chahie tha jiske andar dal kar pel sakun.

" sir no activity " ananya na jane kab ayi aur uske panch minute kab pure hue mujhe bilkul time ka malum nahi hua. Usne mera hath lund se hataya yani usne dekh liya tha ki mein apna lund masal raha hun, par mujhe is waqt apni izat ki tension hi nahi thi katai nahi thi aur is randi massage parlour wali ke aage izat lekar kahan jana tha jo khud sabhi ke lund hath mein pakadti hogi, sali lund-khor randi. Mei bas itna hi chahta tha ki lund se koi uska ras nikal de varna mei pagal ho jaunga, uppar se isne mera hath hata dia tha.

" you just relax " usne mera hath piche kiya aur katori mein layi kisi chiz ko mere uppar udhel diya. Jaise tapte padart ko pani mein dalo to kaise bhanp banti hai maa kasam mere sharir mein bhi wahi mehsus hua. Pata nahi oil ka jadu tha ya phir us padart ka us time mujhe nahi malum tha lekin jatte hue mene pucha tha use tab usne bataya tha ki oil par jab ye natural paudon se banaya padart dalte hain to uske mixture se aisa mehsus hota hai.

Mei apne sharir ke us hisse par hath lagana chahta tha lekin usne mana kar diya aur kuch padarat dalne ke baad vo behta hua charon taraf felh gaya. Usne bowl rakha aur apne hath se us padart ko sharir par malne lagi. Mera to pehle se bura haal ho gaya man kiya bas abhi lund azad kar dun lekin majuri ne bandh rakh tha. Mei apne khayalon mein tha ki usne mere towel ki ganth khol di aur phir apna niche le jane lagi kyun ki vo padart wahan tak gaya tha, uska hath mere lund se touch hota use pehle hi usne hath piche kiya.

" sir apne sarre kapde nahi utare ? " vo meri ankhon mein dekh rahi thi. Mei use dekh sochne laga ki ab kya nanga chahie tha to aisa kehti, kapde kya kar rahi hai?

" use bhi utarna tha? " usne han mein sar hilaya. Bc man nahi tha uthne ka lekin mei uthne laga lein phir usne kandhe par hath rakh laita diya.

" aap bich mein nahi uth sakte, can i? " usne ishare se kaha aur mera to lund hi dhadak utha. Mei kuch nahi kaha aur han mein sar hila kar lait gaya. Vo mere pairon ke samne ayi aur towel ke niche se hath dal kar usne mera kacha khincha aur mei bhi usi ke tal-mel ko dekhte hue apni kamar utha di aur ek jhatke mein kacha niche jiske sath towel bhi khiska par usne turant uppar kar diya.

" kapdon ke sath massage nahi hoti, use nerves relax nahi hote shayad isliye apko takleef ho rahi thi " vo mere sine ko malte hue boli ab uska hath bar-bar niche jaa raha tha lekin vo mere lund ko chune se bach rahi thi. Ab kab tak aisa karne wali thi mujhe ab lund halka karna tha kisi tarah. Usne mere pairon par bhi malish ki aur alag hi akdan aa gayi thi lund mein, sala dard bhi kar raha tha, ab to sach mein halka hona jaruri tha.

" bathroom bhi nahi ja sakte kya " mere sawal par vo muskura padi aur nah mein sar hila dia. Abe sali itni nirlaj kaise ho sakti hai hast-maithun hi karne de kam se kam. Mei phir pada raha. Abhi mei kuch soch raha tha ki kaise apna lund khali karun usne samne samne mere hath par laga vo mixture jo us padart aur oil ke mixture se ho gaya tha usne apne pet par mal liya aur apne sine ke thode se khule hue hisse par.

" aap khud ki bhi malish karte ho?"

" hum sirf apke liye hain sir, khud ke liye nahi " is baar uski awaz ki tone alag thi. Usne apni sarre ka pallu niche giraya aur sarre khol kar wahin chhod di. Ye kya hua achanak se aur abhi itna hi nahi tha vo mere uppar aa gayi aur uppar lait gayi. Mera lund uske sharir mein daba aur uski chatiyan meri chatiyun mein. Mere uppar chadh kar usne mujhse ek baar pucha " aapko koi problem nahi hui na mere chadne par? " vo koi bhosdiwale chacha hi hota jisko problem hoti, yahan to bc yahi chahie tha samjh nahi aa raha tha exotic ki asliyat kya hai? Ye jo tha ya phir jo ane wala hai.
 
Update - 127

Mene jab use kaha ki mujhe koi dikat nhi hai to usne meri ungliyun mei apni ungliyan dali hath piche sidhe kar diye aur fir... fir... fir.. apna sharir mere sharir ke uppar ragadne lagi. Body massage betichod, body massage... uski chatiyan bhale hi blouse ke andar ho lekin vo unhe mere sine mein daba rahi thi par use jada jo mera lund pis raha tha na niche use alag hi maza aa raha tha. Lekin abhi mein masti ke gote mein duba hua tha ki vo mere uppar se khadi ho gayi, ye kya behenchod khade lund ka half-postmartam kar gayi.

" if you allow, can i remove this towel now? " usne bina jhijhke pucha sala mere ko jawab dene mein atakna pada.

" o.k... " matlab behenchod ye tradition massage parlour mein traditonal tarike se lund lete hain, desi ho ya videsh kaam madarchod ek hi hota hai aao malish karao aur phir apna lund khali kar jao. Usne mera towel hataya aur jaise hi hataya to apna lund dekh khud chaunk gaya. Sala khunkhar marta hua khada tha ek dum, tight ho chuka tha hichkole khaa raha tha mano abhi ke abhi apna ras baha dega vo bhi bina muth ke. Ananya ke purre sharir par aur uske hath par vo mixture maujud tha jisne usne mere lund ke bagal walle hisson par yani towel se dhak jane ki wajah se jo hisse the uspar malish karna shuru kiya. Lund to jhatke khaya hi aur is baar uske hathon ko bhi chuha lekin uske sath sala mere sharir ke rongte khade ho gaye, badi mithi gudgudi hui. Abhi tak usne lund ko nahi chuha tha na hi massage kiya tha, man to kiya ki puch lun lekin fir jane diya kyun ki kaam to vo apna kar hi rahi thi. Aisa usne 3-4 minute karne ke baad apne aap ko sidha khada kiya bal piche kiye aur phir ek jhatke mein blouse aur peticot niche. Behenchod hath na ruk paya is baar aur lund par chala hi gaya aur ek pal ke liye usne mujhe nahi roka. Til wali vo ladki jo mujhe cute lagi thi jiski mujhe mil jati aisa mene socha nahi tha lekin han ek bar ko socha tha ki mil jaye
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" no activity sir " usne mera hath hata diya. Ek pal diya tha na bas vo kafi tha, " ok mei apke uppar aungi, koi problem ho to bata dijeyega " usne kaha aur phir vo mere uppar aa gayi bas farak itna tha ki is baar vo kapde bich mein nahi the. Vo mere uppar theek usi tarah akar laiti jaise pehle laiti thi aur atte hi usne apna sharir hilana shuru kar diya.

" aahhh bc... " mere muh se nikal gaya aur nikalta bhi kyun na. Bc uske jism ko ache se didar bhi nahi kiya tha aur use pehle vo mere uppar aa chadi padi thi uska nanga badan mere lund par ragad kha raha tha. Socha tha sangeeta jeevan ki pehli aur akhri aurat hogi lekin ab rukna mushkil tha ya phir kahun namumkin ho chuka tha, vo bhook jo band ho chuki thi us khane ki thali ko mere samne laga diya gaya jabki vo mere liye hanikarak tha lekin phir bhi mene khaya aur jam kar khaya.

Ananya jis tarah se vo mere sharir ko ragad rahi thi mujhe laga jaise mein abhi gaya, uske nipple chatiyun par gihis rahe the, badan itna soft tha ya lag raha tha par ruin jaisa mehsus ho raha tha. Mera bas nikalne hi wala tha sach mein is excitment ko rokna mushkil nahi impossible tha lekin use pehle phir vo khadi ho gayi, pata nahi behenchod isko kis chiz ka sense hai jab mujhe maza ane lagta hai tab vo khadi ho jati hai lekin is baar acha hua ki vo khadi hui. Uska sharir dekh paya, jo chiz usne mere uppar lagai thi vo uske uppar lag gayi thi aur yakeenan mubati ki roshni mein use jada khubsurat jism puri dunia mein kisi ka nahi lag raha tha sach keh raha hun. Ye line shayad us din mene khud se kahi lekin iski sachai shabdon mein nahi thi balki us pal mein thi jiska surur mere uppar chada hua tha. Us din ek baat samajh ayi ki insan ko kisi chiz ki value sabse badiya aur sabse ghatiya tab samajh ati hai jab use us instant moment mein apna fayda dikhai de raha ho.

" monali " usne awaz di aur kamre ka darwaja kuch pal baad khula. Mene us taraf nazar dali to ankhein khuli reh gayi, us taraf thodi hi dur sangeeta padi thi ulti nangi ek dum aur uspar bhi koi padart ki chaap padi hui thi. Meri taraaf dekhte hue vo boli kuch nahi bas muskurai. Mei kuch puchta use pehle ananya mere uppar aa gayi.

" go on " usne monali se kaha aur vo uppar se kuch dalne lagi pata nahi madarchod kya kya dalte hain ye log par usne dalna shuru kiya aur vo mere sharir ko apne sharir se ragadne lagi behenchod ek to hath pakad rakhe hain aur kuch karne bhi nahi de rahi, maa kasam massage parlour mein khud ka rape karwa raha tha mein, rape isliye kyun ki mere hath bandhe hue the. Jab tak vo katori khali nahi ho gayi tab tak vo monali jo nangi hi ayi thi jispar mene nazar bhi nahi dali thi vo wahin rahi aur phir chali gayi aur is baar usne us darwaje ko bhi nahi lagaya yani ab mei sangeeta ke aage ek aurat ke niche tha aur vo khud ek aurat se apne sharir ki garmi nikalwa rahi thi.

Mujhse bardasht karna mushkil tha isliye mein bol hi pada, " mujhe aise bahut acha lag raha hai lekin ab mujhse ruka nahi jaa raha " ananya meri baat sun muskura di aur mere uppar se uth kar mere lund par hi baith gayi. Aur phir ukhdu ho gayi jaise mere uppar hi mut degi lekin usne mera lund pakda aur apne dono hath ki muthi bana kar use ache se uppar niche karne lagi.

" ufffffffffff aahhhhhhh... " mene us table ko pakad liya jispar mein laita tha, aisa lag raha tha jaise jaise mei bata hi nahi sakta aap khud hi samajh lo. Usne puri muthi bana rakhi thi aur pehli baar mein ek alag tarah se apne lund ko muthaiyate hue mehsus kar raha tha. Usne wahi oil mixture ab mere lund par bhi laga diya tha.

" sir would you like condom or without condom " ananya ke sawal par mei sochne laga ki ye to mandate hota hai na, kyun ki kitni chudi hogi aids ho gaya mujhe to mere lawde ke aur mere dono ke lawde lag jayenge. " dont confuse, we are safe and this oil mixture will protect, isliye mene lagaya hai. Ab apki choice puchne ke liye hi mene pucha, so what would you like condome or without condom? " ab uski baat par man mein duvudha hui lekin abhi sala kuch sochne ka waqt nahi karne karwane ka waqt tha.

" wo karo jise mujhe aram mil jaye bas " vo muskurai aur fir bina waqt gawaye mere uppar baith gayi aur lund uski chut mein ghusta gaya. Mene uske piche ke ubhar pakad liye aur unhe daba diya vo bhi apni aah nahi rok payi. Ek pal ke liye vo lund par baithi rahi aur phir lund par uchalne lagi, usne apne hath mere sine par rakh diye aur ragadte hue apni gand halki si uthati aur niche gira deti. Mujhe uska nahi pata lekin mujhe to bahut hi jada maza aa raha tha. Kamre mein ab halke music mein hamari chudai ki awaz bhi gunj rahi thi, ananya ke muh se nikalti siskiyan mujhe aur deewana kar rahi thi. Usne mera hath pakda aur apne sine par rakh diya. Mene uski chatiyan dabai ache se dabai aur bas yahi chahta raha ki ye ruke na aur mere uppar kudti hi rahi.

" aahhhh--hhhhhh aahhhhhhhhh " mene apne hath uski chatiyun ke alawa purre sharir par ghumaye jiske baad vo mere uppar jhuk gayi aur phir apni kamar hilane lagi. Vo apni chatiyun se meri chatiyun ko ragad rahi thi, matlab usne mujhe rijhane ka koi bhi tarika nahi chhoda aur mujhe bhi koi kami nahi dikhi. Mujhe mehnat hi nahi karni padh rahi thi jo kar rahi thi wahi kar rahi thi. Achanak vo mere uppar se khadi hui aur phir lund ko muthi mein bandh kar phir muthaiyane lagi.

" ohhh... nikal... jayega... " sala itna achaa laga ki man hi nahi kiya rokna, mera ras lund se bahar nikla jise usne apne sharir par le liya aur phir aage nikalta use pehle usne na jane kya kiya vo andar hi reh gaya. Behenchod ye talent muthayane walle single laundo ko bata de teri chut ke aage jhuk kar salami denge. Gazab ka tarika tha. Vo mere uppar wapis ayi aur is baar meri taraf pith kar mere lund par baith gayi aur kudne lagi. Ye position mene sirf porn mein dekhi thi lekin kabhi kisi aurat ko choda nahi tha jahan tak yaad hai aur choda bhi ho to ise jada behtar nahi hoga islye bhool gaya. Mene piche se uski pith par hath firaya aur vo usi tarah mere uppar ek dum chut khol kar lund se chudti rahi aur mujhe sukhad ehsas deti rahi. Usi dauran mujhe dhayan aya ki mere bagal mein sangeeta hai mene apne ehsas mein use to bhula hi diya tha. Jab us taraf dekha to mere hath ananya ke kandhe par jam gaye. Kyun aisa isliye kyun ki vo dusri massagaer lund chut lene wali naam bhool gaya vo sangeeta ki tangon ke bich thi aur uski chut massage kar rahi thi jaise fingering karte hain us tarah nahi, proper massage ki tarah aur usi tarah ke expression sangeeta ke chehre par bhi the, sukhad bhare. Bas usi ko dekh meri excitment badh gayi aur jab jab ananya lund ke uppar ati mei niche se dhakke laga deta, lag hi nahi raha tha ki massage parlour ki massager hai aisa lag raha tha khud sangeeta mere uppar chadi hai aur mein use chod raha hun. Meri nazar sangeta par thi aur chod mein ananya ko raha tha, uske muh se bhi siski tez ho gayi thi aur sangeeta ke muh se bhi.

" ohh aaaah... uff.f.. fuckk....yeahh... " sangeeta ne apne balon ko muthi mein bhara aur phir uski kamar tezzi se hilne lagi yani uska ras nikalne laga tha. Massage ka asli relaxation to yahi hota hai. Lekin abhi shayad uska kuch bacha tha us massager ne sangeeta se kuch pucha jisme usne hami bhari aur usne sangeeta ki tangein khol di. Aur uske baad vo jor-jor se uski chut ragadne lagi, kuch bandha hua tha usne apne hath mein jo uski madad kar raha tha, lekin aisa karte hi sangeeta to chikh hi padi.

" ohhhh aaahhh uhmmm aaahh ahahahhhhhhhh " mujhe ek pal laga lekin samajh gaya ki vo kya karwana chahti hai.

" squirt " behenchod ye mera para high karwa degi, ananya ko mei aur tezz chodne laga aur ab to mera bhi nikalne wala tha isliye mene uski gand kas kar pakad li lekin vo janti thi isliye mere uppar se khadi ho gayi aur mera lund muthaiyane lagi.

" aahh behenchod... " mene ek pal ke liye apna sar pakda aur phir nazar sangeeta par ki jo siskiyan lete hue apni chatiyan dabane lagi, uski kamar apne aap hawa mein jhulti aur phir niche gira deti " aahahhaa ahah aha aha hhahaa ahhh .. ahahhhh ouuuuhhhh aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shiit....s hit.t.. " usne apne baal noche aur kamar jhatkna shuru kar diya jiske baad mene dekha ki uski chut se squirt ki dhara nikli band hoti aur phir nikalti bas yahi trigger point tha mera aur mere lund se apna kaam kar diya " aahahhhhhhh " mene ek lambi aah bharte hue lund se pichkari chhod di. Dimag ki nasein itni halki ho gayi thi mano khoon tak flow na ho raha ho unme. Bhari bhari sansein leta hua mei yun hi pada raha.

" so how was it "

" no comment, aisa lag raha hai sari takat wahin chhod aya hun "

" to mei maan leti hun ki tumhe maza aya "

" par apko kaise pata matlab ki apne massage parlour ka kaise plan banaya? "

" i told you, tum chahte sab ho bas rishton ne bandha hua hai " uski baat mujhe fir sahi lagi. Massage parlour jana to har mard ka sapna hai lekin rishton ki dor ko sambhalte sambhalte vo kabhi apni kwaishon ko pura nahi kar pata. Mere hissab se us din mei sahi tha lekin hakikat sahi nahi keh rahi thi kyun ki rishton ki takat wahi dor hoti hai kyun ki usi par chalte hue insan apni zindagi kaat deta hai. Jis khwaish ki baat mein us waqt kar raha tha vo asliyat mein khwaish nahi thi jarurat thi vo meri kyun ki matlab chupa tha mera uske piche aur khwaish hakikat mein jada antar nahi hota.

Agle din jo kaam karne aye the vo pura ho gaya tha, ek aur client bag mein aa chuka tha. Sangeeta khush thi reason bahut bada client as usual. Vaise bhi jiske liye use ana pade vo client hota hi bada hai. Kaam khatam tha aur hum kal vapis jaa sakte the lekin sangeeta ne do din baad ka hi plan rakha jane ka aur tab tak humne ghumne ka plan banaya, ek gaddi ki aur nikal gaye safar par, maysore ghumne aur bangalore ke ird gird jitni jagah padhti thi wahi. Mujhe yaad hai vo raat jab thandi hawa ke chalte hue humne ek kambal dal rakha tha aur mene chalaki si apna hath uski jeans mein daal kar gadi mein ungli kari thi uski chut mein. Aur driver ke samne hi uski chut ka ras nikal diya tha. Vo do din humne aur khub chudai ki, mene us aurat ko har tarah se chodne ki kosish ki, porn chala kar unke tarike bhi apnaye jinke mujhe naam bhi malum nahi the aur sach mein hue bhi nahi
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pata nahi salle kaise kar lete hai.
 
Update - 128

Flight delhi land ho chuki thi, sangeeta ne pehle mujhe apne ghar chalne ko kaha to mei chala gaya, ghar bula kar usne phir apni chudai karwai na jane kaun si aag lagi thi usme ya jaldi thi use jaise vo kahin jaa rahi ho ki har samay bas chud hi rahi thi. Mei bhi hichkta nahi tha use chodne ke liye. Sangeeta ke ghar se nikal kar mein ghar pahuncha, door bell bajai.

" surprise " mene akansha ko kal ane ko kaha tha ek din pehle akar mene use surprise diya aur vo bhi khush hui. Use dekh to jaise mei puri dunia bhool jata tha us dunia ko bhi jisme mene sangeeta ko rakha hua tha. Ajeeb baat hai na, samajh bhi kam ayegi, mere sath bhi hua tha shuru mein aisa lekin fir mene khud ko alag kiya, akansha ki dunia mein mei use pyar karta tha aur uske alawa kuch nahi tha aur dusri dunia mein mere liye koi rishta koi pabandi nahi thi, mujhe kisi se pyar nahi karna tha bas jism mil jata aur mere liye wahi bahut hota. Mene apni do dunia isliye banai thi taki mein apne jism ki kimat pyar se na badal sakun kyun ki mujhe mere lust se jitna pyar tha utna hi mujhe mere pyar se bhi pyar tha aur mei kisi bhi kimat mein pyar ki wajah se apne lust ko nahi chhod sakta tha.

" nice gift " mera laya hua gift pehnte hue boli. " but i know tum mere liye kyun laye ho"

" kyun ki mei bahar gaya tha aur tumhe gift bahut kam deta hun "

" nahi.. " usne bade soft lehaze mein kaha " kyun ki tumne mujhse jhooth kaha "

" jhooth? " mene apna sara kaam choda aur use ghurne laga " kaisa jhooth akansha " ek pal mein dusri dunia dikhai de gayi.

" us din phone par tumne jo jo kaha vo sab jhooth tha, tum hotel mein the office mein nahi " mei samajh gaya ki vo kya keh rahi hai. Mene hotel se kaha tha ki office mein hun isliye use phone nahi kar paya.

" kyun ankit, itni choti si baat ke liye jhooth kyun kaha? " akansha shayad sach janna chahti thi.

" mujhe bura laga tha akansha ki mei apne kaam mein tumhe bhool gaya, bhale hi kosish ki lekin nahi kar paya par galti meri thi isliye keh diya bas.. i am sorry, mujhe dhayan rakhna chahie tha ki mene tumse vada kiya tha, i am sorry " mene kaan pakad kar kaha to vo hans di aur mere galle lag gayi.

" par tumhe kaise pata chala? " mujhe ye janna tha ki akansha ko iske bare mein kaise pata chala.

" jab tumhara call nahi aya to mene office pucha wahan se unhone bataya ki sangeeta bhi hai tumhare sath to mene use call kiya, tab usne bataya ki tum room mein ho " akansha ke jawab dete hi man kiya bc sar patak lun, teer kahan kaha se akar gand maar jata hai samajh nahi ata.

" tumne bataya nahi ki sangeeta bhi gayi thi "

" mujhe khud airport par pata chala, vaise bhi vo bade log hum chote, mujhe use matlab hi kaha hota hai " mene jhooth ka sahara liya, kya kare ek jhooth ke baad sach to batane ke liye insan kabhi aage nahi ata isliye mene apni zindagi ke sach ko bachane ke liye jhooth kaha. Ab jis taraf mein mud chuka tha wahan to isi ka sahara tha.

Agle do hafte yun hi beet gaye, akansha ka birthday aa raha tha aur mene uske liye ek surprise soch rakha tha, salary badh chuki thi, paise ki kami nahi thi. Mene idea sangeeta ko bataya use pasand aya tha. Mei usi ke sath mall aya tha wahin showroom tha jahan se mene akansha ke liye gaddi leni thi.

" par surprise kyun? car to tum dono ke liye hogi"

" han par usne bhi mere liye koi surprise rakha hua hai par abhi tak nahi bataya isliye mei bhi use nahi bataunga, birthday gift ki tarah dunga, rahegi to dono ki " mei gaddi mein baitha aur sangeeta driving seat par. " kya hua chalna nahi hai kya? " mene itna kaha aur vo mere uppar jhuk kar kiss karne lagi to mei bhi uska sath dene laga. Do hafte ho gaye the ek dusre ke sharir ko chuhe, mujhe laga parking mein kiss se jada kya karegi lekin vo full mood mein thi, usne meri pent kholi aur niche ki. Sarre ka pallu niche gir chuka tha jiske piche se uske blouse mein se mei uski chatiyan daba raha tha. Mene uski sarre niche se uthaia aur usne penty khiska di aur mere uppar aa baithi. Mene ek hi jhatke mein seat piche ki aur hum dono gaddi mein chudai karne lage. Ye meri fantasy thi, sapna nahi bas socha tha kabhi aisa hoga to maza ayega lekin akansha ke sath to possible nahi tha par sangeeta ne meri is fantasy ko anjam de diya tha.

Mujhe apni zindagi achi lagne lagi thi sab kuch sahi chal raha tha ye mene mana tha lekin mujhe ye nahi pata tha ki meri zindagi ka safar tutne wala hai aur uska nirman mein khud kar raha tha, ek waqt ana hi tha uske nirman mein jahan mujhe ab girna tha. Safar lamba tha aur ab utna hi lamba banne wala tha.

" akansha office nahi jana " mei tayar hoke aya tab bhi akansha so rahi thi.

" i don't feel well ankit " usne jab kaha to meri sans ek pal ke liye ruk gayi mei uske pass aya aur uska matha chuha, bukhar to nahi tha par uske chehre ki rangat badli hui thi. " kya hua akansha tum theek to ho na "

" han, bas uneasy hai, vomitting aur kuch nahi "

" mein doctor ko bula kar lata hun "

" nahi.. koi jarurat nahi hai, mene dawai le li hai aram aa jayega, don't worry "

" theek hai, mei office nahi jata "

" tumhari meeting hai, you should go "

" par akansha "

" i am ok, ghabrao mat " akansha ne mujhe roka to mene uske mathe par kiss kar diya. Mei akansha ko kuch nahi hone de sakta tha, zindagi thi meri, usne jaise hi kaha ki uski tabiyat theek nahi mei to pareshan ho gaya tha. " call me tumhe jo bhi chahie ho "

" offcourse " uske bolne par mene phir uske mathe par kiss kiya aur apni jagah se utha lekin usne hath pakad liya.

" i love you ankit, i am very lucky to have you, tum mera sach ho jise mein proudly keh sakti hun kisi ko bhi, i am thankful to my life " ek pal ke liye mujhe laga ki mei uski is baat ke layak nahi hun lekin insan itna gir jata hai tab vo ek pal ke liye bura maane ke baad bhool jata hai.

" i love u too akansha " mei ek baar phir uske pas aya aur use kas kar chumma, mathe par fir office ke liye nikal gaya.

Meeting khatam hui aur tab tak mene na jane kitni baar akansha ke haal chal ke bare mein pucha hoga. Bich meeting mein bhi, mujhe uske alawa kuch dhayan hi nahi tha aaj. Cabin se bahar nikla hi ki ghar se phone aya " han mumy, ghar abhi? kya hua? sab theek hai na? theek hai ata hun " mene phone cut kiya. " kya ho gaya achanak se?" aur fir phone lagaya. " akansha tabiyat? theek hai na? ok.. acha mumy ka phone aya tha urgent ghar bulaya hai, mei ghar jakar ata hun, kuch le aaun? nahi pata nahi koi badi baat nahi batai par hoga kuch jakar pata chalega, theek hai, ha ata hun jakar, kuch laun? nahi lana, pakka? ok? i love you too " mene phone cut kiya aur manager se bol kar ghar ke liye nikal gaya. Ghar pahunch kar auto wale ko paise diye aur ghar ka darwja khatkhataya. Mummy ayi aur dusri taraf khade hokar mujhe dekhti rahi.

" kholo bhi ab " mei unhe jali wali darwaje se andar dekh sakta tha. Unhone kunda khola aur mene gate khincha taki khol kar andar ghus sakun par unhone rasta rok rakha tha vo hatti nahi " kya hua hai, andar nahi ana? aap aise shant ho andar nhi ane de rahi kya hua hai? papa theek hai ? "

" tu kiske sath rehta hai? " unka sawal sun ek pal mujhe samajh nahi aya.

" matlab? "

" kiske sath rehta hai tu? " dusri baar sawal puchne par samajh aya.

" friend ke sath bataya to hai, apko kya hua hai " mene bas itna hi kaha ki unhone ek chanta mujhe maar diya. Vo thapad bahut tez tha, itna tez thapad mene kabhi nahi khaya tha aaj tak. Thapad to padha tha jisne bachpan ki kai jhalkiyan yaad dila di par us waqt malum hota tha ki kyun pada lekin aaj na to pata tha aur uppar se na hi ye bachpan tha.

" kya natak hai ye " mene gusse kaha to unhone ek aur thapad laga diya.

" ghar ki izat rakh kar di aur puchta hai kya natak hai " thapad par thapad par marti hui vo boli. " ek ladki ke sath bina shadi ke reh raha hai, ghar ki izat rakh kar di, rakh " thapad marte hue unhone apna sar pakad liya. Ab mujhe apne pitne ka reason mil chuka tha lekin mei kabul nahi sakta tha.

" ye aap kya bol rahi ho, mare jaa rahi ho, bina meri sune "

" tujhse sunun " phir ek thapad " tere muh se har baat juth hi niklegi, na jane kyun hi paida kiya tujhe mene, ek chiz ka sukh nahi diya tune kabhi bhi aur ab is umar mein akar ye din dikhaye hai tune, papa ka bp badh gaya us din ke baad jab se unhe pata hai, pehli baar rote hue dekha hai mene unhe sirf teri wajah se " unhone mujeh thapad mare, piche ki taraf dhakka diya.

" aap jo soch rahi hai vo sahi nahi hai " mei abhi bhi jhooth ka sahara le raha tha jabki vo sahara to kab ka tut chuka tha. Tuta? nahi.. asal mein vo kabhi sahara tha hi nahi vo to sirf ek parchai thi jo mene banai thi taki kisi par blame kar sakun.

" pados ki aunty ne dekha hai tujhe us ladki ke sath rehte hue bol de unhe bhi galat laga hoga " maa ke kehte hi ab mujhe samajh aa gaya ki koi fayda nahi chupane ka aur mujhe us waqt ye bhi samajh aya ki us din lift ki taraf jo aunty ghur rahi thi vo jani pehchani kyun lag rahi thi kyun ki vo hamare pados ke ghar mein hi rehti thi aur shayad us din kisi se milne ayi hogi aur unhone mujhe jab dekha to puchtach ki hi hogi yahi to adat hai in aurton ki.

" nikal ja ankit tu mere ghar se hamesha hamesha ke liye aur aaj ke baad kabhi mat aaio "

" maa meri baat to suno, mei use pyar " meri puri baat hoti use pehle unhone thapad laga diya aur zor-zor se dhaka deti hui khud bhi bahar ayi aur mujhe bahar kar dia.

" koi maa nahi hai teri, koi ghar nahi hai, izat se bada kuch nahi hota ankit aur tune to apne maa baap ki izat hi kho di to kis baat ke maa baap, nikal jaa aur aina kabhi mat aio idhar " mene kosish ki par vo nahi mani aur gate band karke andar chali gayi. Mei kuch der udhar khada raha chillata raha par nahi suni unhone meri.

" theek hai jaa raha hun, nahi aunga " mene thodi zor se kaha aur chal diya. Aisa kya gunah kiya tha mene? dunia rehti hai aise livin mein. Isme kaun si izat gir gayi? Unhe bas apni padi hai kabhi meri sochi hi nahi, kabhi nahi, papa ko bhi inhone hi bhadkaya hoga. Kya jarurat hai meri nahi hai na to mujhe bhi nahi, sab kuch hai mere pas, pyar paisa ghar sab hai aur sab kharid bhi sakta hun ab. Mazak bana diya tha mera, kisi paraye ne keh diya unki sun li par bete ki nahi mani, izat,izat bas izat iske alawa ek shabad nahi suna mene. Mujhe pehle bura laga tha lekin ab to gussa aa gaya tha, meri bhi koi izat hai ya nahi? itni badi company mein itni izat milti hai aur yahan ghar par nahi milti, mat rakho sala, mei khud reh sakta hun, itna kabil banaya hai khud ko mene, bhadh mein jaye sab, mujhe ab inki shakal nahi dekhni.

Mene phone nikala aur akansha ko phone kiya lekin usne phone nahi uthaya, mene raste bhar try kiya aur jab jab vo phone nahi utha rahi thi meri chinta badhne lagi. Mei flat pahuncha aur door bell bajai lekin akansha ne gate nahi khola " kahan hai akansha " mei side by side phone bhi mila raha tha. Lekin na akansha phone utha rahi thi aur na hi gate khol rahi thi. Kareeb 10 minute guzar gaye, meri heart-beat badhne lagi thi kahan mene use ghar wali baat batane ko phone kiya tha aur kahan ab mei uske liye hi pareshan hone laga tha, " pata nahi kya hua hoga, akansha " mene darwaja peeta par usne nahi khola gate. Tab mujhe dhayan aya ki chabi mere pas hai agar o ghar nahi hogi to gate lock karke gayi hogi, shayad doctor ke ho ye to meen socha hi nahi tha. Mene turant chabi laga kar gate khola to lock khul gaya yani vo ghar nahi thi varna kunda lagati lock nahi, doctor ke hi gayi hogi mene rahat bhari sans li.

" akansha bata to deti kam se kam " mene apne shoes utare aur socks utarte hue akansha ko phone lagaya lekin vo abhi bhi nahi utha rahi thi. Mene already use bahut message kar rakhe the jinme mene ek aur message add kiya ki doctor ke hi ho? call me? single tick aya, na jane kahan thi. Mei hall mein aya to dekha table par ek enevlope rakha tha jispar likha tha surprise lekin meri nazar uspar kam ek dusre envelope par jada thi jo ki khula hua pada tha aur usi chizen bahar rakhi hui thi.
 
Update - 129

Mujhe samay laga shayad 30 second meri zindagi mein andhkar felh gaya tha isliye samjhne mein utna waqt lag gaya jabki vo chiz khuli hui meri ankhon ke samne hi rakhi thi. Kya tha ye sab? jan kar bhi mei anjaan ban raha tha taki jhutla sakun, na-kaar sakun, sachai ko ankhon se dekh kar hi badalne ki kosish kar baithun. Kya karun fir agar inme se kuch bhi sahi nahi hua to, jo sach samne hai use maan lun fir, manna hi padega kyun ki vo sach khul chuka tha, jaise bhi par samne tha. Table par rakhi kuch tasveerein jisme mei tha lekin sirf mei hi nahi tha, usme sangeeta thi aur vo sirf tasveer nahi thi balki usme hum ek dusre se lipte hue the. Koi parking lot ki photo thi to koi resturant, to koi gaddi ke andar ki, har photo mein hamara chehra saaf dikh raha tha aur jism ek dusre se jude hue the. Ye tha sach jo mene apni dunia se bahar rakha hua tha lekin wahi sach aaj meri dunia mein pada tha. Mei kuch der tak yun hi khada raha, dekhta raha kuch suja hi nahi kya karun par fir jaise ek ahat hui kuch tha jo yaad aya. " akansha " mene apna phone nikala aur phone milaya par number switch off aa raha tha.

" nahi, nahi nahi.. nahi.. " jitni bar try karta utni baar switch off milta aur utni baar mera dil zoron se dhadak uthta. Itni der se akansha phone nahi utha rahi thi aur ab uska phone switch off aa raha tha. " nahi nahi akansha.. ek bar.. ek baar.. ek .. bar.. " mere dil mein jo bhay baitha usne mujhe andar se jhanjhod diya. Aur nahi khada reh sakta tha, jada dur nahi gayi hogi aur mei ghar se fauran bhag nikla. Bhagte hue mei sadak par daud raha tha, aas pass ki jagah par akansha ko khojne nikla tha. Mei bar-bar phone karne ki kosish kar raha tha lekin result abhi bhi wahi tha jo pehle tha. " akansha, please... ek baar mujhse baat kar lo please.. " sans fulh rahi thi, bhagne chalne ki wajah se nahi balki is soch ki wajah se kahin akansha chhod kar to nahi chali gayi. Jis tarah envelope khula hua pada aur vo tasveer rakhi hui thi use dekh kar to samjhna asan tha ki akansha ne unhe dekh lia hai.

" akansha.. " mei park ke charon taraf daudta hua akansha ko khoj raha tha par vo mujhe kahin nahi dikhi.

" ankit " awaz mere kano mein padi, maan baitha ki akansha ne lagai shayad vo mujhe mil gayi thi. Utasah dil mein aya aur mei awaz ki disha mein ghum gaya. " vicky " samne akansha to nahi tha lekin mere atit ka ek chehra khada tha. Vo mere najdeek aya aur meri halat ko dekhne laga.

" bada pareshan dikh raha hai "

" han nahi.. " mujhe samajh nahi aya ki kya kahun, achanak se itne salon baad dekh kar use, vo bhi jab akhri baar ki mulakat mei jo mene uske sth kiya tha kabhi socha nahi tha ki dubara mulakat bhi hogi. Filal mere pas us sabko lekar waqt nahi tha, abhi mujhe akansha ko khojna tha. " mei thoda jaldi mein hun fir milunga " mei wahan se aage badha.

" akansha ko khoj raha hai " vicky ki baat ne per wahin rok diye.

" tujhe akansha ke bare mein pata hai kahan hai vo? " mene piche ghumte hi pucha aur tab yaad aya ki ye kaise janta hai akansha ko " tu.. tu kaise janta hai akansha ko "

" mei use nahi janta par han tujhe janta hu, teri soch, teri niyat, teri gandagi ko janta hun " mei vicky ke karib aya mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki vo kya keh raha hai.

" tu akansha ke bare mein kaise janta hai " mene fir wahi sawal kiya.

" jaise tu janta hai us tarah se to nahi, bas itna pata hai ki vo teri gf hai sorry hai nahi thi "

" tu kya keh raha hai bhai, kya kiya hai tune " mera dil zoron se dhadak raha tha.

" bhai? kamal hai tere muh se sun raha hun aur rahi baat mere karne ki to nahi mene kuch nahi kiya, jo bhi kiya hai vo to tune kiya hai mene to bas sach bataya hai jaise tune mujhe bataya tha sheetal ka sach bhool gaya vo din jab mene tujhe pakda tha aur phir tune "

" vicky vo baat bahut saal purani hai aur mene jo bhi kiya tha vo teri bhalai ke liye kiya tha "

" bhalai " usne fir mujhe bich mein roka " tune meri bhalai ke liye kiya tha, aksar aisa karte hain kya log, apne dost ki gf ke sath uske pith piche uski lete rehte hain aur phir ye kehte hain ki usne bhalai ki thi, sach manna padega, teri soch tak koi nahi pahunch sakta mei to bilkul nahi isliye jab mene us raat tujhe club mein dekha vo bhi itne saal baad aur jab tera picha kiya flat tak tab samajh aya ki are is ladke ko to pyar ho gaya hai iski to gf hai, us din mene socha ki jo bhalai tune meri ki kyun na mei kar dun " vicky ne jab apni kahi to mei soch mein dub gaya vo kaun si raat ki baat kar raha tha. Mei sochne laga aur tab yaad aya ye us raat ki baat hai jab rahul aya tha aur usne akansha ko sach keh diya tha, jab akansha mujhse ruth kar jaa rahi thi tab mei kisi se takraya tha bahar nikalte waqt vo koi aur nahi balki vicky tha.

" tune kya kiya " meri ankhein kisi bure andhese ko bhanp chuki thi.

" mene kaha na mene kuch nahi kiya vo to sirf tune kiya, mene to bas teri sachai samne lakar khadi ki. Mei janta tha ki tuj jaisa insan pyar kaise kar sakta hai ho hi nahi sakta, maan hi nahi sakta mei, lekin tujhpar kuch waqt tak nazar rakhne ke baad samajh aya ki shayad tu badal gaya hai tujhe pyar hi hua hai aur pyar ki takat itni jabardast hoti hai ki use tod pana mumkin nahi hota aur isliye mene apna maksad chhod diya par tune mujhe mauka de diya, tune ye dikha diya ki ek bakchod admi bakchod hi rehta hai vo kabhi nahi badal sakta. Tune mujhe sahi sabit kiya aur apne hi office ki boss ke sath wo kiya jo teri fitrat thi, sala tu kaise kisi se pyar kar sakta hai, teri aukad hi nahi hai pyar karne ki aur vo bechari pagal tere ko janti hi nahi thi, to batana pada, use dikhana pada ki tu kabhi pyar nahi kar sakta tujhe sirf sharir se matlab hai tujh jaisa admi ek insan ke sath reh hi nahi sakta, kyun ki tujhe nahi pata ki apna kaun hota hai aur paraya kaun "

" yani vo photo.. tune.. " uski baat sun kar mujhe samjhne mein der nahi lagi ki vo photos usi ne li thi aur usne use akansha ko dikha diya tha. " par tune aisa kyun kiya, kya bigada tha tera mene " mere muh se khud ba khud ye sawal nikal gaya.

" tujhe abhi tak samajh nahi aya ki tune kya kiya hai? ya to tu sach mein itna bevakuf hai ya fir bana raha hai. Mene akansha ki zindagi bachai hai jaise tune meri zindagi bachai thi sheetal se, kaha tha tune ki mei andha hun mujhe nahi pata ki tune meri samne uski gand mari hai, us din tune meri ankhein khol di thi aaj mene akansha ki ankhein khol di. Hissab barabar haina? " usne mere kandhe par hath rakhte hue apni baat kahi. Mei uski taraf dekhta to kabhi uske rakhe hath ko, ansu ankhon ke andar bhar aye the, aaj se pehle kabhi mere sharir mein kuch aisa mehsus nahi hua tha, aaj mei ro nahi raha tha balki aisa lag raha tha jaise pal pal mar raha hun.

" tu..tune mujhse badla lene ke liye.. mera pyar chinn liya.. " badi mushkil se mei apni baat rakh raha tha " kyun kiya tune aisa.. mene teri madad ki thi, vo ladki tere pyar ke layak nahi thi.. "

" tu hai? " vicky ne meri baat rok mujhse sawal kiya aur mei chup khada raha " tujhe lagta hai ki tu pyar ke layak hai? " usne dusra sawal kiya aur mei chup khada raha. Mujhe vicky ko mar-mar kar uska khoon kar dena chahie tha par mere mei himmat nahi thi aur ati bhi kaise vo kya jhooth keh raha tha? Kya mene galat nahi kiya tha. Par kya usne sahi kiya tha, do zindagi ke bich akar.

" mene akansha ko sach bataya mei manta hun isliye taki teri asliyat dikha sakun, teri wajah se mene sheetal ko khoya, vo jaisi bhi thi par meri izat ki dhajiyan udane wala tu tha, vo ladki mere sath reh kar mera kaat gayi aur mujhe pata nahi chala, us izat ka hissab to tujhse hi lena tha, teri izat gira kar, shayad ab hum even ho gaye hain aur ab hamare tatte ek jaise ho gaye hain, aaj mei ye baat keh sakta hu ankit kyun ki aaj tujhe malum ho gaya hoga ki izat kya hoti hai jo tune kabhi kisi ki nahi ki " vicky ek pal bolne ke baad wahan se jane laga.

" vo tera pyar nahi tha vicky, par mere liye akansha thi aur use sach batane ka hak bhi mera tha " mei yun hi khada reh kar chillaya shayad usne meri baat suni bhi lekin vo bina kuch kahe wahan se chala gaya, shayad jis kaam ke liye vo aya tha vo kar chuka tha, keh chuka tha. Mei rona cha raha tha lekin itna kamjor ho gaya tha ki ansu bhi nahi beh rahe the, akansha mere bare mein kya soch rahi hogi? kaisa lag raha hoga use? mera kiya har pyar uske liye dhoka ban gaya hoga? vo meri taraf kabhi dekhegi bhi nahi aur mera pyar jo uske liye sacha tha ab use galiyan degi, kosegi mujhe, par mei use kaise yakeen dilau ki mene use pyar kiya tha vo sacha kiya tha usme koi jhooth nahi tha. Akansha mere pyar ko juth manegi? is ehsas ne jaise sharir se jaan hi nikal di ho, ek aghat laga dil par aur mere per ladkhda gaye aur mei sadak kinare ghutno ke bal baith gaya. " please.. akansha.. ek baar baat kar lo please.. " mujhe sans lene mei dikat si hone lagi thi. Man kar raha tha bas koi mujhe sula de taki mei is dard se azad ho jaun. Mujhe bas itna samajh aa raha tha ki akansha ko mere bare mein sach pata chal chuka tha aur ab vo meri taraf kabhi dekhegi bhi nahi, kya vicky isi izat ki baat kar raha tha us din, shayad hum apne pyar ki nazar mein gir jaye to kaisa mehsus hota hai ye chiz us din mujhe samajh ayi. Mei samajh gaya tha ki agar akansha mujhse mili bhi to vo meri taraf dekhegi nahi aur agar aisa hua to mei waise hi mar jaunga. Pyar karne walon ki sabse badi kamjori hoti hai ye, jab apka pyar apko nazar-andaz karke apni ankhein mod le. Kyun hota hai is baat ka sawal to mujhe nahi malum hua par itna jarur malum hua ki insan zinda reh kar bhi mar jata hai. Chot hamesha bhar jati hai par us ghav ka nishan kabhi bhulne nahi deta ki chot lagi kaise thi.

" mujhe akansha se milna hai ek baar hi sahi " mei apni jagah se khada hua, ansu chehre se hataye aur sadak par chalne laga. Chalte-chalte mene cab book ki aur us mein baith kar airport pahunch gaya. Flight ki ticket mene cab mei hi book kar li thi aur mei line mein laga hua tha. Entry gate par mera number aya to officer mujhe ghurne laga.

" all ok sir? "

" vo..vo emergency hai. bas.. " mera galla bata raha tha ki mei sahi nahi hun bilkul nahi. Unhone meri identity check ki aur andar jane diya, mei daudta hua andar gaya aur apni ticket le kar security check-in karke flight mein jaa baitha. Ek-ek minute meri zindagi kam hota hua mehsus ho raha tha, baithe baithe jab bhi ye sochta ki akansha ka kya haal hua hoga ye sab jaan kar to bas itni hi umeed karta ki vo theek ho aur kam se kam se ek baar mujhse baat kar le, mei use apni zindagi se is tarah jane nahi de sakta. Mujhe laga tha ki mei abhi bhi use rok lunga baat kar lunga lekin bhool chuka tha ki vo jaa chuki hai aur ab kabhi nahi lautegi. Meri ankh se ansu behta hua nikal raha tha jinhe pochne ki himmat tak nahi ho rahi thi meri. Shayad iska hakdar tha mei..

Flight land hui aur mene bahar nikalti hi cab li aur akansha ke ghar ki aaur chala gaya, mujhe lag yahi raha tha ki vo wahan se kahin ayi hogi to sabse pehle apne ghar hi ayi hogi. Mujhe yakeen tha ki akansha wahin milegi, cab lekar jab wahan pahunch kar dekha to darwaje par tala laga hua tha. Nahi, use yahan hona chahie tha, mera dil baithta jaa raha tha, soch par havi hote jaa rahe the mere jazbat. Kya karun? kahan jaun, kaise dhundhu akansha ko. Pehli baar sharir ko is tarah kanpte hue mehsus kar raha tha sirf ek umeed hi bachi thi jiske sahahre zinda tha bas.

" rahul ke sath hogi, han ho sakta hai " mene apni ankhein saaf ki taki rahul ko pata na chale ki kuch hua hai. Mei paidal hi nikal gaya, soch hi nahi paya ki cab kar sakta hun pasine se tar batar ho chuka tha par halat ne us samay sirf ek hi chiz dikh rahi thi aur vo thi akansha jo rahul ke ghar par thi, bas isi umeed ke chalte mei zinda chal paa raha tha. Apartment ki sidiyan chadte hue mei rahul ke flat ke bahar aa pahuncha. Mene door knock kiya, usne nahi khola mene use zor-zor se peeta andar se awaz ayi aur phir darwaja khula.

" ankit.. " usne meri taraf dekha, pasina aur chehra dekh koi bhi samajh sakta tha ki kuch hua hai. Lekin jab usne mujhe pura dekha to uska shaq yakeen mein badal gaya

" tere peron se khoon nikal raha hai " usne kehne par mene apni nazar niche ki to dekha mei nange per tha shayad jab ghar se nikla tha tab se lekar pune tak mei nange per hi tha isliye airport par checking se lekar flight mein sab mujhe hi ghur rahe the " tu theek to hai na "

" akansha tere sath hai ? " mene uski taraf dekhte hi pucha.

" akansha nahi.. kyun kya hua... teri ye halat kaisi hai "

" akansha ke flat par gaya tha vahan tala laga hua hai to socha tujhse puch lun kahin tere pas to nahi ayi "

" flat? par akansha ne flat to 2 mahine pehle hi bech diya tha "

" bech diya tha " mei hairan tha ki usne aisa kyun kiya.

" tu andar aa, baith aram se 10 minute bata kya hua hai " rahul ne mera hath pakdne ki kosish ki par mei piche hatt gaya. Umeed tuti hai to kaisa lagta hai us din samajh aya, kash meri banai hui umeed hi puri hui hoti to aisa nahi lagta, mere dil mei dard jada ho raha tha kyun kya vo dhadkna band karne wala tha han ho hi jana chahie tha, kya faiyda aisi zindagi ka jisme khud ke dard ko hi bardasht nahi kar pao.

" ankit tu theek hai na.. ankit.. ankit.. " rahul chillaya par der ho gayi thi, mei piche hua aur mene dhayan nahi diya aur sidiyun se niche gir gaya, kuch hi paidi thi lekin mei girte hi fauran uth gaya.

" tu theek hai " rahul kuch sidiyan utra aur mene ishare se rok diya.

" han mei theek hun, tere pas agar akansha ka phone aye to mujhe bata dio please.. " mene uski taraf dekha to pata nahi kya dekha usne mere chehre par jo vo kuch nahi bol paya aur bas han mein sar hila diya shayad vo bhi mere dard ko samajh chuka tha. Mujhe us din wahi laga tha lekin hakikat to ye thi ki vo mera dard nahi balki ek tute hue insan ki halat ko dekh kar kuch samajh nahi paya tha, vo tuta hua insan jo kabhi jud nahi sakta tha chahe jitna bhi waqt guzar jaye, kyun ki kuch ghav waqt rehte nahi bharte kabhi nahi bharte.

Mujhe akansha ko khojna tha lekin kahan ye mujhe malum nahi tha kis road, kis gali, kis jagah par vo ho sakti thi mujhe nahi malum tha par fir bhi mein andheri galiyan sadakon par chal raha tha bhag raha tha lekin vo mujhe nahi dikhi. Kai baar milne ki umeed mein ankhon ne mujhe uski jhalak dikhai lekin vo sirf mera veham ban kar reh gayi, thodi der baad to har chehre mein uska chehra dikhne laga jaise koi sarre mein baithi aurat ho ya phir jeans shirt mein.

" akansha.. " bhagte hue mera pet chadh gaya tha aur mei use pakad raste, ankhein michte hue khada raha. Jazbat tut chuke the, himmat kho chuka tha aur ab koi umeed bhi nahi dikh rahi thi, andhkar mein jee raha tha mei ye mujhe us pal samajh aa chuka tha. Roshni ko khud se alag kiya tha mene aur ab umeed kar raha tha ki vo mujhe vapis mil jaye. Mene apne chehre ko hath se saaf kiya, pasina ansu sab usme puch gaye par dard nahi poch paya. Samajh nahi aa raha tha ki ye sirf khud ka dard hai ya phir akansha ka bhi juda hua hai.

Der raat flight vapis lekar delhi pahunch gaya, flat ka darwaja khol kar andar aya aur chalte hue table ke pass ja khada hua jahan fir wahi envelope dikha jispar ek taraf surprise likha hua tha aur dusri taraf vicky ki bheji hui photos rakhi thi. Mene is baar surprise wala envelope uthaya aur use khol kar ek kagaz usme se bahar nikala.

" Ankit a surprise for you, for us " akansha ki likhi line dekh ansu nikal aye aur mein wahin zameen par baith gaya. Usne ye flat mere naam kar diya tha aur shayad isliye pune wala flat bech diya tha. Mei uske letter ko liye hi baitha raha ek pal akar to ankh se ansu bhi ane band ho chuke the ab. Kitna roti vo? Kya tha mere pas aur ab kya reh gaya tha, ghar ko ek makan banane wala mei khud tha. Puri raat yun hi usi jagah baitha raha akansha ke letter ko hath mein liye. Socha tha kuch naya hoga agle din, shayad koi sapna jo bura ho pichli raat ka vo tut jaye lekin aisa kuch nahi hua, agle din ek hakikat ban kar hi samne aya.

Mene kya kosish nahi ki akansha ko khojne ki, use baat karne ki ek baar hi sahi akhri baar hi sahi lekin koi safalta hath nahi lagi. Uske office mein pucha to pata chala ki vo office ayi hi nahi aur usne khud ki immediate termination kara li thi jiske baad office walon ko kuch nahi pata. Har samay phone hath mein rehta, bar-bar use phone karta par ek hi chiz sunai deti, switched off, message karta na jane kitne message kar chuka tha par kabhi samne se koi jawab nahi aya. Jab bhi phone bajta to yahi lagta akansha ka hoga lekin kabhi uska naam aya hi nahi. Mei pura din usi tarah baitha raha, khana pina chhod bas ek hi chiz dimag mein rehti aur vo thi akansha.

Dard, takleef, pyar sab jaise meri jaan le raha tha, reh-reh kar rone lagta to kuch ansu bhi nikal atte, ankhein dard karne lagi thi lekin vo is dard ke aage samajh nahi aa rahi thi. Mei uth kar kamre mein gaya to dekha akansha ke kuch kapde wahan maujd the, mene use nikala aur use hi pakad kar wahan baith gaya. Jaise ankhon ke samne uski chavi ban gayi ho uske kapdon ko pakadne ke baad. Yadein bahut strong hoti hai, kai baar hakikat se rubaru kara deti hai, is baat ko us din ache se samjha par ab vo sirf yadein reh gayi thi aur mujhe un yadon se bahar nikalne wala koi insan nahi tha. Koi nahi " akansha, i am sorry.. i a...m... sor...rry " aur phir mei ro pada, uske kapdon ko khud akansha samajh use apni bahon mein lete hue ro diya, yadon ka khel tha sab. Khushi kabhi khud se nahi ati, zindagi hamesha khushi kisi ke hone se hoti hai, mere pas thi aur ab jab vo nahi rahi thi tab zindagi hi nahi bachi thi.

Ek hafte tak mei ghar mei pada raha, ek hi jagah jadatar baitha rehta, vo yadein is ghar ke har kone mein maujud thi aur unhi yadon ko jee raha tha shayad. Zindagi is kadar tut gayi thi ki ab koi icha nahi bachi thi par fir bhi mei zinda tha shayad apne kiye gaye paap ki saza abhi aur dard mein dekhni baki reh gayi thi. Ek hafte baad office gaya tab bhi wahan man nahi laga, sara din yun hi chup raha, us din samajh aya ki aishon aram, paisa shaurat sirf tab tak achi hai jab hum ache hain varna ye dunia ek kora kagaz hai jisme sirf line khinchi hai aur matlab kuch nahi.

Dil bharta jaa raha tha aur jitna vo bhar raha tha utni takleef badh rahi thi, ye to mei maan baitha tha ki ab mujhe akansha kabhi nahi milegi lekin zine ke liye is dil ke dard aur uski takleef kam karni jaruri thi behad jaruri. Jis aurat ne meri zindagi ka rukh palta tha mei usi ke pas jana chahta tha taki use apne dil ki baat karke apne aap ko halka kar sakun par jivan ki sachai hai ye ki jab aap galat hote hain to usme sirf aap galat hote hain koi aur nahi. Sangeeta ne apna transfer US kara liya tha isliye vo pehle 3 mahine gayab thi, na usne mujhe bataya na kabhi kaha yani mei uske liye tha kya? Is sawal ka jawab mujhe mile ya na mile nahi maiyne rakhta par mei samajh gaya tha ki mei kitna gira hua insan hun ki jis wajah se meri zindagi chin gayi mei usi ke pas sahara bantne jaa raha tha. Kya yahi ek insan ki sachai hai? Kya vo khud ke dard mein itna kho jata hai ki sahi galat ki paribhasha use apne tak simat lagta hai? Mei haar gaya tha aur maan bhi chuka tha, meri zindagi ab us modh par pahunch chuki thi jahan par sirf andhkar tha jiski shuruwat mene hi ki thi to blame karun to kispar?
 
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