"Ek baar fir se soch le neelam. Kahi aisa na ho ki tu kisi bhaari musibat me pad jaye. Tujhse jyada to mera ye soch soch kar bura haal hai ki tu apni family ko chhod kar raato raat us nakul ke sath bhaagne wali hai." Naina ke chehre par chinta ki lakire khichi hui thi. Wo meri bachpan ki saheli thi aur is wakt wo mere liye kafi chitit thi.
"Ab kuch aur sochne ka wakt nahi raha naina. Maine faisla kar liya hai ki ab main us kaid khane me nahi ruk sakti. Unke apni aan baan aur shaan ka khayaal hai jabki mujhe apne prem ka. Unhe mere dukh dard se koi matlab nahi hai. Unhe meri khushiyo ki koi parwaah nahi hai. Tune dekha tha na kaise mere dad ne apne aadmiyo se nakul ko marwaya tha. Ek maheene tak wo hospital me kisi laash ki tarah pada raha tha. Wo to shukar tha ki uske dosto ne uska ilaaj karwa ke uski jaan bacha li warna dad ne to use maar hi diya tha." Maine dukhi ho kar ek saans me ye sab kaha to naina chup rah gai. Aakhir bolti bhi kya wo. Use to sab pata hi tha nakul ke sath kya kya hua tha.
"Ye log sirf paiso walo ko ahmiyat dete hain naina. Inki najro me gareeb insaan ki wahi ahmiyat hai jo kisi gandi naali ke keede ki hoti hai. Dad ne mujhse kaha bhi tha ki agar maine dubara jubaan se nakul ka naam liya to wo us gandi naali ke keede ko is baar jinda jala dege. Unhe us insaan ke andar ki khubiya najar nahi aai naina balki unhe to usme is liye gandi naali ka keeda najar aa gaya ki wo paise wala mahi tha. Magar ab aur nahi. Ab aur main apne mahbub ka apman bardaast nahi karugi. Balki aaj hi raat ko main apne nakul ke sath in paise walo ki duniya chhod kar chali jaaugi. Fir dekhugi ki kaise ye paise wale is baat ko le kar kisi ko apna muh dikhate hain."
Main jane kya kya kahti ja rahi thi aur naina muh faade mujhe dekhe ja rahi thi. Wo jaanti thi ki main ek jiddi ladki hu aur is maamle me meri jidd aur bhi pakki hai. Wo samajh chuki thi ki ab main wo kar ke rahugi jiski main usse baate kar rahi hu.
"Main jaanti hu ki tujhe ab koi bhi nahi samjha sakta. Is wakt tere andar prem ka bhoot chadha hua hai is liye tujhe achha bura aur ssahi galat kuch najar nahi aa raha. Tune to nakul ke sath bhaag jane ka faisla kar liya hai magar shayad tujhe andaja nahi hai ki tere dad chup nahi baithege. Wo tum dono ko pataal se bhi khoj nikalege aur fir tum dono ke sath wo karege iska tum soch bhi nahi sakti. Isi liye kah rahi hu neelam ki tu kahi mat ja. Maine pahle bhi tujhe samjhaya tha ki nakul ke sath itna mel milaap thik nahi hai. Magar tune meri baat nahi maani."
Naina mere kandho ko pakad kar bolti ja rahi thi magar uski baate mere sir ke upar se ja rahi thi. Atually main ab kisi ki koi baat sunna hi nahi chaahti thi. Mere man me to bas ab ek hi baat thi ki jisne mere mahbub ko itna dard diya hai usse sare rishte naate tod dugi aur apne nakul ke sath kahi dor ja kar apni alag duniya basaaugi.
Naina meri bachpan ki saheli thi. Ham dono ek dusre par jaan chhidakti thi. Naina ko nakul ke sath meri prem kahani ke bare me sab pata tha. Wo dil se chaahti to thi ki meri shadi nakul ke sath ho jaye magar use achhi tarah malum tha ki aisa hona possible hi nahi tha. Mere dad kisi aise ladke se meri shadi kar hi nahi sakte jo unke srandared ka na ho.
Ghar aa kar main sidha apne kamre me chali aai thi. Pichhle ek mahine se ghar me mera kisi se bhi bol chaal nahi tha. Yaha tak ki mera apni maa se bhi koi bolchaal nahi tha. Iske pahle ghaf me main apne dad ki laadli beti thi aur aaj situation ye thi ki sab mere dushman bane huye the.
Meri family ka intro short me...
Surendra Singh Rajpoot. Age 48.
Ye mere dad hain. Ghar me sabse bade yahi hain aur inka hukum koi nahi taal sakta. Gaav me jameen jaaydaad bahut hai aur paas ke hi shahar me hamari khud ki ek company hai. Jise uncle samhaalte hain.
Sulekha Singh Rajpoot. Age 44..
Ye meri mom hain. Dikhne me kafi sundar hain. Jism thoda bhara hua hai magar in par aur bhi jyada achha lagta hai. Inka nature soft hai magar dad ke hukum ke khilaaf nahi ja sakti. Fir chaahe jaisa bhi hukum ho.
Ratan Singh Rajpoot. Age 23
Ye mera bhai hai. Age me mujhse bada hai aur collage me last year me hai. Paiso ki koi kami nahi hai is liye jyadatar aish hi karta hai. Uncle se kafi banti hai is liye hapte me ek do baar company chala jata hai jaha par kaam karne wali girls & ladies par ye line maarne se nahi chukta.
Neelam Singh Rajpoot. Age 21
Ye main hu. Mom ki tarah hi sundar aur soft nature ki hu but thoda jiddi hu. Collage me thi magar meri study ko mere prem ne mujhse chheen liya.
Ravendra Singh Rajpoot. Age 45.
Ye mere uncle hain. Dad ke nakshe kadam par chalte hain aur unke har hukum ka paalan karte hain jaise ye unki duty ho.
Megha Singh Rajpoot. Age 40
Ye meri aunty hain. Mom ki tarah hi sundar aur house wife hain but uncle ke sath shahar me rahti hain. Nature inka bhi soft hi hain.
Ajay Singh Rajpoot. Age **
Ye ravendra uncle aur megha aunty ka beta hai. Jo abhi abhi collage join kiya hai.
Shreya Singh Rajpoot. Age **
Ye ravendra uncle aur megha aunty kki beti hai. Abhi school me hai. Ise dekh kar ise bas pyaar karne ka man karta hai. Meri laadli gudiya hai ye.
Ye meri family ka shor intro hai. Baaki nana nani ki family bhi hai jinka intro tabhi dugi jab story me inka koi role aayega. Ghar me kuch naukar hain jinka yaha koi kaam nahi hai abhi. Kuch other character bhi hain jo dad aur uncle ke khaas log hain magar unka intro role aane par dugi.
Now back to story..
Apne kamre me bed par leti main naina se hui baato ke bare me soch rahi thi aur is vare me bhi ki kaise aaj raat main apne mahbub ke sath is ghar se gayab ho jaaugi. Nakul se meri mulakaat do saal pahle hui thi. Nakul padhne me bahut hi hoshiyaar tha aur bahut kam kisi se bolta tha. Hamari pahle dosti hui uske baad kab hamare bich prem ho gaya pata hi nahi chala. Jab bhi prem ki baat aati to wo ekdam se chup sa ho jata tha. Mere jor dene par wo hamesha yahi kahta ki mere saamne uski koi aukaat nahi hai. Kyo ki wo ek gareeb ghar ka ladka hai aur main ameer ghar ki ladki. Duniya wale yahi kahege ki daulat ki laalach ki vajah se usne mujhse prem kiya hai. Hamare bich is mudde par kafi bahas hoti magar wo apni baat par adig rahta aur fir last me dukhi ho ke yahi kahta ki mujhe majbur mat karo aur na hi mujhe aise sapne dikhao jiske toot jane par main ji na paau. Uski ye baate mere dil ko cheer ke rakh deti thi aur fir main uske sir ko apne god me jabardasti rakh leti aur uske sir far pyaar se hath ferti rahti. Us wakt aisa feel hota hota tha ki ye wakt bas yahi par ruk jaye ham aise hi ek dusre me khoye rahe. Usne kabhi bhi mujhe galat irade se chhune ki koshish nahi ki thi jabki main chaahti thi ki kam se kam wo mere gaalo ko chhuye aur meri kuch is tarah se tareef kare ki mere andar mithi mithi gudgudi ho. Magar aisa wo kabhi nahi karta tha. Iske bavjud mujhe usse prem tha. Mujhe uski saadgi bahut achhi lagti thi.
Darwaja khula to main socho se baahar aa gai aur darwaje ki taraf dekha. Darwaje par mom khadi thi aur meri hi taraf dekh rahi thi. Maine unhe ek najar dekha aur fir apna chehra dusri taraf ghuma liya. Situation aisi ho gai thi ki main ab nahi chaahti thi ki koi mere paas aaye ya mujh par koi taras khaye.
"Mujhse is tarah muh na fer beti. Tu achhi tarah janti hai ki tujhe is haal me dekh kar mujh par kya gujarti hai." Mom me mere maathe par pyaar se hath ferte huye kaha to mujhe un par bahut gussa aaya aur maine apne sir ko jor se jhatak diya jisse unke hath ki hatheli mere maathe se hat gai.
"Mujh par taras khane ki koi jarurat nahi hai aur na hi mere liye dukh jatane ki jarurat hai. Aap yaha se jaao mujhe kisi se koi baat nahi karna." Maine gusse me kaha.
"Aisa kab tak chalega beti. Pichle ek mahine se tu gam me se kisi se bhi baat nahi kar rahi hai. Raat din is kamre me gumsum si padi rahti hai. Kya ho gaya hai meri us beti ko jo meri beti se jyada meri saheli ban ke rahti thi. Kaash mere bas me hota to main apni phool si beti par duniya jahan ki khushiya kurbaan kar deti." Mom ne dukhi ho ke kaha.
"Aapke bas me kabhi kuch nahi hoga mom. Aap jiwan bhar dad ke hukum ki gulaam ban kar rahegi. Magar main aise logo ke bich gulaam ban kar nahi rahugi jinke seene me dil hi na ho aur jo kisi ki dukh taklif ko na samjhe." Maine is baar gusse me kaha tha.
"Tu is wakt hosh me nahi hai beti. Isi liye tujhe samajh nahi aa raha ki sab tujhse kitna pyar karte hain. Tujhe kya lagta hai ki tujhe is haalat me dekh kar tere dad khush rahte hain. Nahi beti unhe bhi dukh lagta hai. Magar wo aisa kuch nshi kar sakte jo unki image ko samaaj ke saamne kharaab kar de." Mom ne kaha.
"Jane do mom. Mujhe ye baate na hi karo to achha hai. Aap ek aise insaan ki pairvi kar rahi hain jo sirf dhan daulat ko importance deta hai. Agar koi gareeb hai to wo use gandi naali ka keeda samajhte hain. Wo ye bhi nahi dekhte ki ek gareeb ke seene me jo dil hai wo unke dil se kahi jyada saaf aur nek hai." Maine kaha to is baar mom ke chehre par naraajgi ubhar aai.
"Tu us ladke ke liye apne dad ke bare me aisa kaise kah sakti hai. Kya wo ladka tere liye ham logo se jyada aham ho gaya hai." Mom ne thoda gusse me kaha to maine bhi ek jatke me haa kah diya. Bas uske baad mom jane kya kya badbadate huye kamre se chali gai.
Main bhi yahi chaahti thi ki wo mere paas se chali jaye. Actually ye baate pichle dedh mahine se main sun rahi thi. Magar main ye nahi bhool pa rahi thi ki jiski meri mom pairvi kar rahi thi us insaan ne mere mahbub ko jaan se maar dene ki koshish ki thi.
Mom ke jane ke kuch der baad hi koi fir se mere kamre me aaya. Main chaadar taane leti hui thi is liye pata nahi chala ki kaun aaya hai magar tabhi jo awaaj mere kaano par padi usse mujhe pata chal gaya ki aane wala kaun hai. Ravendra uncle ki beti maya aai thi aur mujhe dhime se awaaj de kar kaha tha ki didi khana kha lijiye.
Maine chaadar se apna sir nikala aur bina uski taraf dekhe hi kaha ki thaali ko rakh do aur jaao yaha se. Meri ye baat sun kar maya ne thaali ko bed par rakh diya aur fir chup chaap kamre se baahar chali gai. Mera bartaav aur lahja bilkul hi badal gaya tha. Ek wakt tha jab main maya ko apni sabse pyari gudiya samajh kar pyar dulaar karti thi aur aaj uski taraf pyar se dekhti bhi nahi thi. Mere apne dukh ne jaise mujhe kisi ke bhi dukh se begana sa kar diya tha. Mujhe us masoom par taras to bahut aaya magar maine use bhi apne andar hi daba diya. Situation aisi thi ki jo maya mere hi sath har wakt rahti thi wo aaj mere is bartaav se dari hui thi.
Maya ke jane ke baad maine khana khaya aur khaali thaali ko bed ke paas hi rakhe ek stool par rakh diya. Sabko pata tha ki main apni is masoom si gudiya ko kitna pyaar karti hu isi liye mere liye khana usi ke hatho bhejwati thi meri mom aur main uska laya hua khana kha bhi leti thi.
Ghar me na main kisi se baat karti thi aur na hi mujhse koi baat karta tha. Sirf mom thi jo har roj mere paas aati thi aur mujhe samjhane ki koshish karti aur chali jati thi. Aisa pichhle ek mahine se ho raha tha. 24 ghante main apne kamre me hi band rahti thi. Agar kahi jane ka man kiya to apni bachpan ki saheli naina ke paas chali jati thi.
Aaj ki raat meri life ko puri tarah badal dene wali thi. Is ek mahine ne mujhe maansik roop se aisa bana diya tha ki main ab ghar walo ke bare me sochna hi nahi chaahti thi. Mere dad jo mujhe sabse jyada pyar karte the wo ek baar bhi mere paas nahi aaye the. Main aksar yahi sochti thi ki kya unka pyaar sirf ek dikhawa tha. Warna kya wo apni laadli beti ke paas ek baar bhi nahi aate. Kam se kam ek baar pyaar se mujhse baat to ki hoti magar wo ek pal ke liye bhi nahi aaye the. Baaki log to unke hukum ke khilaaf ja hi nahi sakte the. Iska matlab sabka pyaar sirf dikhawa hi tha. Is soch ne mujhe bahut dukhi kar diya tha aur isi liye main ab apni family ke bare me sochna hi nahi chaahti thi.
Raat me khana kha kar sab log apne apne kamre me sone ke liye ja chuke the. Is wakt raat ke 11 baj chuke the. Pure ghar me marghat ki tarah sannata chhaya hua tha magar mujhe pata tha ki ghar ke kuch log abhi bhi apne apne kamro me jaag rahe hoge. Unme se ek mera bhai ratan hi tha jo der raat tak jaagta tha aur mobile me ladkiyo se chatting karta rahta tha. Ghar ke baahar security me tainaat guard bhi the jo raat me jaagte the.
Mujhe achhi tarah pata tha ki main niche ja kar main gate se ghar se baahar nahi ja sakti thi kyo ki niche ek taraf mom dad ka kamra tha aur dusri taraf uncle aunty ka(Uncle aunty shahar se aaye huye the apne bachcho ke sath.) Ek vidhwa maid thi jo kafi saalo se hamare yaha family ka hissa ban kar rah rahi thi aur uska kamra bhi niche hi tha. Use raat me neend nahi aati thi aur agar aati bhi thi to jara si awaaj par khul jati thi.
Yahi sab soch kar maine plan banaya tha ki apne kamre ki khidki ke raaste hi baahar jaaugi. Lekin ye itna asaan nahi tha kyo ki mera kamra upar ke floor par tha is liye khidki ke raaste niche aane me mujhe rassi ki madad leni thi aur rassi ke sahare niche utarna mere bas ka kaam nahi tha. Iske baad bhi maine soch liya tha ki main rassi se jhoolti hui hi niche jaaugi aur fir wahi se ghar ki sarhad se baahar nikal jaaugi.
Jaise jaise wakt gujar raha tha mere dil ki dhadkane bhi badhti ja rahi thi. Mere man me kai tarah ke vichaar aa rahe the jo mujhe kuch der ke liye bechain aur pareshan bhi kar dete the. Ye prem ka raasta phoolo se bhara hua jarur dikhta hai magar is par jab ham chalte hain tab pata chalta hai ki in phoolo ke niche bahut sare kaante bhi bichhe hote hain jo hamare pairo me chubh kar hame jakhmi karte rahte hain.
Main apne kamre me puri tarah taiyaar ho kar baithi thi aur 12 bajne ka intjar kar rahi thi. Mera dil teji se dhadak raha tha. Tabhi mujhe aisa laga jaise koi mere kamre ki taraf aa raha hai. Main samajh gai ki ye meri mom hain aur mujhe dekhne aa rahi hain. Maine jaldi se khud ko bed par sidha leta liya aur apne upar chaadar daal li. Thodi hi der me kamre ka darwaja khula aur mom andar aa gai. Unhone darwaje se hi mujhe kuch der tak dekha aur fir waapas laut gai. Darwaja unhone halke se band kar diya tha.
Mom ke jate hi main uthi aur ja kar darwaje ko andar se band kar diya. Bed par aa kar main fir se 12 bajne ka wait karne lagi. 12 baje nakul ko aana tha aur wo mere kamre ki khidki ke us paar niche khada ho jayega. Ek rassi thi jiska maine pahle hi intjaam kar liya tha. Usme main apna samaan se bhara bag niche latka dugi jise nakul rassi se chhor lega. Uske baad usi rassi se main jhoolte huye niche pahuch jaaugi.
Mere paas pahle ek mobile tha magar is mohabbat ke chalte wo bhi mujhse chheen liya gaya tha. Khair kisi tarah 12 baje aur maine sabse pahle bed ke niche se apna bag nikaal kar khidki ke paas rakha aur fir kamre ki light bujha di. Light bujha kar maine bed ke niche se hi rassi nikaali aur use le kar khidki ke paas aa gai.
Main nakul ke aane ka wait kar rahi thi. 12 baj chuke the. Tabhi mujhe niche ki taraf andhere me ek saya najar aaya. Main samajh gai ki wo nakul hi hai. Usne plan ke anusaar niche se khaas tarah se halki awaaj me seeti bajaai. Uski seeti sun kar maine khidki ke baahar apna hath karke hilaya. Uske baad maine jaldi se apne bag ko rassi ke ek chhor par baandha aur use niche ki taraf dhire dhire sarka diya. Niche nakul ne rassi se mera bag chhor liya to maine rassi ke pahle chhor ko khidki ke centre me lagi ek rod par kas ke baandh diya aur fir usi rassi ko pakad kar darte huye khidki par chadh gai.
Life me maine kabhi aisa koi kaam nahi kiya tha. Koi mujhe karodo rupaye deta tab bhi main itni uchaai se rassi dwara niche nahi utarti magar yaha par baat mere prem aur mahbub ki thi. Pata nahi kaha se mujh me itni himmat aur taakat aa gai thi ki main dekhte hi dekhte rassi par jhool gai. Ek pal ke liye to laga ki rassi mere hath se chhoot jayegi aur meri cheekh nikal jayegi magar maine badi muskil se khud par kaabu kiya aur fir dhire dhire kar ke niche sarakne lagi.
Aakhir kuch hi der me main nichhe utar aai. Mere hath ki hatheliya jalne aur dukhne lagi thi but is wakt shayad ye mere liye koi maayane nahi rakhte the. Niche jaise hi main aai to main sabse pahle apne mahbub nakul se lipat gai. Usne bhi mujhe apne chaude seene se laga liya.
Hamare paas jyada wakt nahi tha is liye ham dono alag huye aur nakul mera bag utha kar chal pada to main bhi uske pichhe chal padi. Main baar baar mud kar us khidki ko dekhti jisme abhi bhi wo rassi latki hui thi. Main jaanti thi ki wo rassi is baat ka gawaah thi ki raat ko main isi rasse ke sahare kamre se niche aai aur fir us kaid khane se ajaad ho kar bhaag gai.
Paidal chalte huye main nakul ke sath kafi door aa gai thi. Maine dekha ki ye gaav ka pichhli side ka ilaka tha aur wahi par ek jagah ek bike khadi thi. Mujhe jaha tak pata tha ki nakul ke paas apni koi bike nahi thi. Iska matlab wo apne kisi dost se maag kar laya tha.
Nakul ne mujhe bag pakdaya aur bike par baith kar usne bike start ki to main uske kahe bina hi piche baith gai. Mere baithte hi usne bike ko aage badha diya. Kareeb 5 minute baad nakul ne jis jagah par bike ko roka us jagah par pahle se ek bike khadi thi jisme do ladke baithe huye the.
"Are waah bhabhi ji ko le ke aa hi gaya yaar." Dusri bike par piche baitha ladka nakul se majaak me bola to nakul bas muskura kar rah gaya.
"Achha sun mumbai pahuch kar mujhe phone jarur karna aur haa bhabhi ko kisi bhi tarah ki taklif mat dena warna mujhse bura koi nahi hoga soch lena." Ek dusre ladke ne nakul se kaha.
"Sale ye bhi kya koi kahne ki baat hai. Neelam meri jaan hai us par koi aanch nahi aane duga main samjha." Nakul ne jab ye kaha to mujhe bahut achha laga. Mujhe nakul par bahut pyaar aaya magar un ladko ke samne main use apna pyar dikhaane me jhijhak rahi thi is liye chup hi rahi.
"Chal ab jyada time nahi hai hamare paas." Dusri bike wale ladke ne kaha aur apni bike ko start kar ke aage badha diya. Uske piche nakul bhi bike start karke chal pada. Charo taraf andhera to tha magar jyada nahi tha. Bike ki head light band thi fir bhi raasta samajh aa raha tha.
Apni god me bag rakhe main ekdam chup chaap bike par baithi thi. Piche mera gaav aur mera ghar pal pal mujhse door hota ja raha tha. Mere apne meri mom mere dad mera bhai mere uncle aunty sab pichhe chhootte ja rahe the. Kuch pal ke liye mere andar se awaaj aai ki main apni family ko chhod kar is tarah na jaau magar fir yaad aaya ki ye wo family hai jo apni hi beti ki khushiyo ka gala ghot dena chaahti hai. Ye wo family hai jo sirf apne aan baan aur shaan ke liye jeeti hai. Use kisi ki bhaavnao se koi lena dena nahi hai.
Main in sab baato me itna kho gai thi ki mujhe pata hi nahi chala kab bike ruk gai. Nakul ne awaaj di to maine chaunk kar uski taraf dekha. Usne mujhe bataya ki railway station aa gaya hai. Nakul ki ye baat sun kar main jaldi se niche utar gai. Nakul ke dost bhi wahi the. Unhone bataya ki train 10 minute me aa jayegi.
Nakul ne mera bag liya aur mujhe sath le kar station ke andar ki taraf chal diya. Uske dost aage aage ja rahe the. Ek hath me ek bag tha..shayad wo bag nakul ka tha. Kuch hi der me ham platform par aa gaye. Nakul ne mujhe ek taraf chair par baitha diya aur khud apne dosto ke sath baato me mashgul ho gaya. Platform me jyada bheed to nahi thi magar fir bhi shor gul tha. Idhar mera man jane kaha kaha bhatak raha tha. Mere man me jane kaisi kaisi baate ubhar rahi thi jinke bare me soch soch kar mera bura haal bhi ho jata tha.
Kabhi kabhi main thande dimaag se khud sochti ki main jo kuch kar rahi hu kya wo sahi hai. Kya apni family ko is tarah chhod kar kisi ladke ke sath mera bhaag jana sahi hai. Maine suna hai jo apne mata pita se vimukh ho kar jata hai wo life me kabhi sukhi nahi rahta to kya mere sath aisa hi kuch hoga. Is sawaal ne jaise mere jism ka roya roya khada kar diya.
Nakul kuch hi doori par apne dosto ke sath baato me laga hua tha aur main lambi si chair par baithi gahri soch me dubi hui thi. Tabhi kisi ne mere left kandhe par halke se thapthapaya to main buri tarah se dar gai aur pichhe mud ke dekha to mere hosh ud gaye. Mera chehra dar ki vajah se safed pad gaya aur mujhse kuch bola hi na gaya. Ek pal me mujhe aisa laga jaise meri saari duniya hi ujad gai ho.
Mere andar dar aur ghabrahat itni jyada bhar gai thi ki mujhe kisi baat ka hosh hi nahi rah gaya tha. Mere pichhe kandhe ki taraf mera bhai ratan khada tha aur wo mujhe hi ghoore ja raha tha. Main usi ko dekh kar buri tarah dari hui thi aur mere hosh ude huye the. Mere sochne samajhne ki taakat jane kaha gum ho gai thi. Achanak usne mujhe ajeeb sa ishara kiya to jaise mujhe hosh aaya.
Jaise hi mere dimaag ne kaam kiya to sabse pahle mere man me yahi sawaal aaya ki itni raat me ye yaha kaise aa gaya. Mujhe yaha uski maujudgi par yakeen hi nahi ho raha tha magar wo to jeeta jaagta mere paas me hi khada tha. Main ye soch kar aur bhi jyada dar gai ki agar ye yaha hai to dad bhi yahi hoge. Iska matlab ab sab kuch khatam ho chuka hai. Ab dad na mujhe bakshege aur na hi nakul ko.
Main ye soch kar bhi pareshaan ho gai thi ki mere bhai ko ye kaise pata chal gaya ki main aaj raat nakul ke sath bhaagne wali hu. Kya dad ne meri security is tarah se kar rakhi thi ki unhe meri har pal ki khabar rahe. Ratan bhaiya ke yaha maujood hone ka to yahi matlab tha. Mujhe aisa laga jaise mujhe chakkar aa jayega. Maine badi muskil se khud ko samhala.
Ratan bhaiya ne fir se mujhe ishara kiya to is baar maine unke ishare par dhyaan diya aur unki najro ka pichha kiya to chaunk gai. Unke hath me ek dibba tha jo waise hi packed tha jaise koi gift pack rahta hai. Mujhe samajh na aaya ki mera bhai wo dibba mujhe kyo de raha hai.
"Ise apne bag me rakh lo aur haa ghabrane ya darne ki koi jarurat nahi hai. Yaha sirf main hi hu. Mere siva kisi ko bhi pata nahi hai ki tum is wakt kaha ho aur kiske sath ho." Ratan bhaiya ki is baat ne mujhe hairaan kar diya. Mujhe kuch samajh na aaya ki main unse kya kahu. Bas kisi patthar ki murat bani dekhti rahi unki taraf.
"Itni raat ko nakul ke sath tumhari yaha par maujudgi ye batati hai ki tumhe apni family ki kisi bhi baat se koi fark nahi padta. Khair maine hamesha tumhe khush hi dekhna chaha hai aur aage bhi yahi dua karta rahuga ki tum nakul ke sath hamesha khush raho. Jaha bhi rahna apne is bhai ko hamesha yaad rakhna aur jab bhi kabhi meri jarurat mahsus ho to mujhe bas ek baar yaad kar lena. Achha ab main chalta hu. Tumhari tarah main bhi sabse chhup ke yaha aaya tha. Main nahi chaahta tha ki ghar me kisi ko aaj raat huye is kaand ka pata chale." Ratan bhaiya ki baate sun kar mera dil jor jor se rone ka karne laga magar main bas sisak kar hi rah gai.
"Mere liye itna bada khatra kyo mol liya bhaiya. Agar dad ko pata chal gaya ki aap mujhse mile the to wo aapke sath bahut bura bartaav karege." Maine dukhi ho kar kaha.
"Iski chinta mat karo neelam. Dad ko to sirf yahi pata chalega ki raat me kisi pahar unki beti khidki ke raaste nikal kar apne mahbub ke sath bhaag gai. Wo bhala ye kaise soch sakte hain ki unke nakshe kadam par chalne wala unka beta usi raat apni bahan se milne railway station bhi gaya aur fir chup chaap ghar bhi aa gaya tha. Chal ab main ja raha hu. Apna khayaal rakhna aur ye yaad rakhna ki tera ye bhai tujhe bahut pyaar karta hai. Dad ki tarah apni bahan ki khushiyo ka gala nahi ghotna chaahta."
Ratan bhaiya ki aankhe bhar aai to wo jaldi se palat gaye aur fir bina meri koi baat sune exit gate ki taraf badh gaye. Unhe is tarah jata dekh mera ji chaha ki main bhaag kar jaau aur unhe rok lu. Magar main aisa nahi kar sakti thi. Kuch hi der me wo exit gate se baahar nikal gaye aur meri najro se ojhal ho gaye.
Is ek mahine me ye pahli baar tha jab maine apne bhai ka ye roop dekha tha. Main soch bhi nahi sakti thi ki awara gardi karne wala mera ye bhai mujhse itna pyar bhi karta tha aur aaj mujhse milne itni raat ko yaha tak aa bhi sakta tha. Man me bahut se sawaaal the magar jawaab kisi ka bhi nahi tha mere paas. Mere hath me abhi bhi wo packed dibba tha jise maine ulat palat kar dekha aur fir use bag me daal liya.
Meri najar nakul aur uske dosto par padi. Wo abhi bhi kuch doori par khade baato me mashgool the. Main samajh gai ki unhe mere bhai ke yaha aane ki bhanak tak nahi hui. Tabhi train ke aane ka horn baja to sabka dhyaan train ki taraf gaya. Nakul aur uske dost train ki awaaj sun kar mere paas aa gaye.
Nakul ke dosto se meri koi khaas jaan pahchaan nahi thi. Maine unhe bas nakul ke sath hi do chaar baar dekha tha. Nakul ne bhi mujhe ye bataya tha ki mere inhi dosto ne mera ilaaj karwaya tha. Uske dosto ne mujhse idhar udhar ki kuch baate bhi ki aur tabhi train aa gai to nakul ke kahne par main chair se uth gai aur uske sath hi chal padi.
Train jab aa kar khadi hui to nakul ke dost dono bag le kar train me sabse pahle chadh gaye. Unke baad nakul ne mujhe train me chadhne ko kaha aur fir mere piche wo bhi aa gaya train ke andar. Ham dono ki ticket confirm thi is liye pareshani ki koi baat nahi thi. Ek side ki single birth par main aur nakul ek sath hi baith gaye jabki uske dono dost wahi par khade rahe.
Kuch der idhar udhar ki baate karne ke baad nakul ke dost jane lage to nakul bhi unke sath unhe chhodne ke liye gate tak chala gaya. Kuch der baad train chal padi to nakul bhi aa gaya aur mere paas hi baith gaya. Train ke chalne ke sath hi mere dil ki dhadkane ek baar fir se tej ho gai thi. Ek anjane safar ki shuruaat ho chuki thi. Mujhe nahi pata tha ki aane wala wakt ham dono ki life me kaisa rang bharne wala tha.
Apni jagah par main chup chaap baithi thi aur yahi haal nakul ka bhi tha. Ham dono bilkul paas the magar hamare bich koi baat nahi ho rahi thi. Apne mahbub ke sath main ek alag duniya basane ja rahi thi jiski mujhe khushi honi chahiye thi magar is wakt mere chehre par khushi wale koi bhaav nahi the. Shayad is liye ki mere man me abhi bhi ratan bhaiya aur unki baate chal rahi thi.
"Kya hua tum is tarah chup si kyo baithi ho. Kya tum mere sath chalne par khush nahi ho." Mere kaano me nakul ki awaaj padi to maine uski taraf dekha. Nakul ke chehre par is wakt masumiyat thi aur uski aankho me mere liye fikra thi.
"Nahi aisi baat nahi hai." Maine bas itna hi kaha.
"To fir is tarah gumsum si kyo baithi ho. Dekho ab to ham sath hain na aur ab ham apni alag duniya basane ja rahe hain. Ek aisi duniya jaha par ham aur hamara prem hoga. Dusra koi hame satane nahi aayega." Nakul ne kaha.
"Par tum bhi to is wakt khush nahi dikh rahe nakul. Meri tarah tum bhi to gumsum najar aa rahe ho. Main to ladki hu jise har wakt tumhare sahare ki jarurat bani rahegi magar tum to mard ho. Fir aisi kya baat hai ki tum bhi meri tarah chup ho." Maine dheemi awaaj me hi kaha kyo ki aas paas aur bhi log baithe huye the aur main nahi chaahti thi ki koi hamari baate sun le.
"Meri khushi to tumhare khush rahne se hi hai neelam. Tumhara hasta muskurata chehra dekhuga to main apne aap hi khush ho jaauga. Rahi baat is wakt mere chup rahne ki to wo ye hai ki life me pahli baar aise safar par nikla hu. Is liye soch raha hu ki aage aisa kya karna hoga mujhe jisse main khud se jyada tumhe khush rakh saku." Nakul ne masumiyat se kaha tha. Main janti thi wo mujhe kitna pyar karta hai aur ye bhi samajh sakti thi ki is situation me uska ye sochna jayaj hai.
Mere man me ek sawaal baar baar aa raha tha ki main nakul se ratan bhaiya ke bare me bataau ki nahi. Main nahi chaahti thi ki nakul ratan bhaiya ke bare me jaan kar pareshan ho jaye is liye maine is wakt yahi socha ki use ratan bhaiya ke bare me nahi bataaugi. Mumbai pahuch kar jab ham achhe se settle ho jayege tab main nakul ko is bare me bata dugi. Maine baaki sabhi baato ko apne dimaag se nikaal dene ka socha aur apne chehre par khushi ke bhaav paida karne ki koshish karne lagi. Jisse nakul ko kisi baat ki fikar na ho.
"Achha ye batao ki mumbai me ham rahege kaha." Maine normal ho kar nakul se pucha.
"Mumbai to ham kal hi pahuchege neelam. Safar ki thakaan rahegi is liye kal kisi hotel me ham ruk kar khud ko araam dege. Uske baad Vikram(Nakul ka dost) ne jo phone number diya hai us par baat karege." Nakul ne kaha.
"Wo number kiska hai." Maine pucha.
"Vikram ka ek dost hai aur ye number uske dost ke dad ka hai. Unka khud ka apna karobaar hai is liye vikram ne kaha ki mujhe unke yaha kaam mil jayega aur vikram ka dost mere rahne ka kahi intjaam bhi karwa dega." Nakul ne bataya to mere man se ek bojh sa utar gaya. Main to yahi soch kar thoda chintit thi ki ham dono waha par kaise apne rahne ka intjaam karege. Magar nakul ki baat sun kar mujhe raahat mil gai thi. Maine man hi man bhagwan ko thanks kaha.
Train ke chalne ki awaaj aur us par lagne wale halke halke dhakke se ham dono hi hil rahe the. Nakul ne mujhse kaha ki raat bahut ho gai hai is liye ab hame so jana chahiye. Mujhe neend to nahi aa rahi thi magar apni vajah se main nakul ki neend kharaab nahi karna chaahti thi aur na hi use pareshan karna chaahti thi. Aane wala wakt waise bhi ham dono ke liye chunautiyo se bhara hua tha.
Nakul ke kahne par main upar wali sheet par chadh gai aur wahi let gai. Dono bag upar hi rakhe the to main unhi bag me sir rakh kar let gai thi. Niche wali sheet par nakul let gaya tha. Usne mujhse kaha tha ki raat me agar mujhe washroom wagaira jana pada to main use jaga du. Uski baat sun kar maine haa me sir hila diya tha.
Neend aankho se koso door thi. Apne bhatakte huye man ko kaabu me rakhna is wakt mere bas me nahi tha. Fir bhi koshish kar rahi thi ki kisi tarah apne man se saari baate nikaal kar so jaau magar har baar aankhe band karne se koi na koi chehra band aankho me ubhar aata tha aur usi ke sath kai sawaal bhi dimaag me goojne lagte the. Most important sawaal yahi tha ki kal jab meri family ko mere bhaag jane ka pata chalega to kya hoga. Unhe ye baat samajhne me bilkul bhi der na lagegi ki main raat me apne premi ke sath bhaag gai hu. Uske baad kya hoga. Mere dad aur uncle meri talaash me chaaro taraf apne aadmiyo ko bhej dege. Dusra sawaal kya mera bhai unhe ye batayega ki main raat kiske sath kaha par use mili thi.
Main apne dad ke gusse se parichit thi. Maine jo kiya tha wo seedha unki aan baan aur shaan par chot karne wala tha. Is liye wo chup nahi baithege balki meri talaash me wo jameen aasmaan ek kar dege. Achanak hi mere man me meri saheli naina ka khayaal aaya. Main ye soch kar buri tarah ghabrane lagi ki dad uske paas bhi ja sakte hain mere bare me puchne ke liye. Unhe pata hai ki naina se mera kaisa rishta hai. Mere bhaag jane ki baat naina ko pata na ho aisa to ho hi nahi sakta tha. Mujhe naina ki chinta joro se hone lagi. Kahi aisa na ho mere dad ka gussa us bechari par baras jaye.
Naina bhi meri tarah hight class family se thi magar nature kisi aam ladki jaisa hi tha uska. Use bhi meri tarah jara bhi apni ameeri ka ghamand nahi tha. Usme aur mujh me bas ek hi fark tha ki wo meri tarah kisi se darti nahi thi. Collage me hamesha wahi mujhe protect karti thi.
Mujhe naina ki chinta thi aur isi liye main bhagwan se uske liye baar baar duayein kar rahi thi ki uske sath kuch bhi bura na ho. Mere man me khayaal aaya ki meri is harkat se jane kis kis par dad ka kahar barsega. Mera man bahut byaakul ho utha tha aur main khud ko is sab se bachane ki koshish kar rahi thi. Isi koshish me mujhe kab neend aa gai pata hi nahi chala.
Subah nakul ke jagane par hi meri aankh khuli. Maine dekha ki uska chehra fresh lag raha tha aur uske hath me ek chaay ka cup tha jo shayad usne train me hi kisi chaay wale se liya tha.
"Good morning my love." Nakul ne muskura kar aur bade hi pyaar se kaha to mere hotho par muskaan khil gai. Aaj mahino baad itni khubsurat good morning wish mili thi mujhe. Mera dil kiya ki main nakul se lipat jaau aur uske gulaabi hotho ko choom lu magar agle hi pal main apni is chaah par andar hi andar sharma gai. Nakul abhi bhi mujhe hi dekh raha tha aur uski aankho me mere liye pyaar ka samundar najar aa raha tha. Maine bhi dhimi awaaj me use good morning kaha aur uske hath se chaay ka cup le liya.
"Upar baith kar hi chaay pine ka irada hai ya niche aana hai." Nakul ne usi muskaan se kaha to maine bhi muskurate huye kaha ki main yahi baith kar chaay piyugi aur main chaahti hu ki tum bhi mere paas hi aa jaao.
Meri baat sun kar nakul ne idhar udhar dekha aur fir apna cup mujhe pakda kar upar hi aa gaya. Uske baad ham dono ek dusre ko pyar bhari najro se dekhte huye chaay pine lage. Ek dusre ke dil ki hasrate aankho se jhalak rahi thi. Maine dekha ki nakul baar baar kuch kahne ke liye man banata aur fir chup ho jata. Main samajh gai ki wo kuch kahna chaahta hai magar kya ye mujhe samajh na aaya.
"Kya main tumhare cup ki chaay pi sakta hu." Nakul ne mere cup ki taraf dekhte huye kaha to main hairani se uski taraf dekhne lagi.
"Par ye to joothi ho gai hai." Maine hichkichate huye kaha. Pata nahi kyo magar nakul ki is baat se mera dil teji se dhadakne laga tha. Ye pahli baar tha jab nakul ne aisa kaha tha mujhse.
"To kya hua neelam. Mujhe tumhari juthi chaay hi pina hai. Main test karna chaahta hu ki kya sach me tumhare cup ki chaay mere cup ki chaay se jyada mithi ho sakti hai." Nakul ne kaha aur uske hotho par fir se muskaan ubhar aai.
"Ye kya kah rahe ho tum. Mere cup ki chaay tumhare wale cup ki chaay se mithi kaise ho jayegi. Ham dono ki chaay to ek jaisi hi hai. Kya tumne alag alag chaay wale se ye chaay li hai." Maine muskura kar kaha tha.
Actually mujhe samajh aa gaya tha ki nakul ke kahne ka matlab kya hai. Uski is baat se mere man me ajeeb si halchal bhi hone lagi thi magar main anjaan ban kar use chhedne lagi thi.
"Nahi dono chaay to ek hi chaay wale se li hai maine magar fir bhi mujhe lagta hai ki tumhare pine ke baad tumhare cup ki chaay pahle se jyada mithi ho gai hogi. Is liye apni chaay do mujhe. Main test karke dekhna chaahta hu." Nakul ne kaha to is baar maine uski taraf apna cup badha diya. Nakul ne dusre hath se mera cup liya aur meri taraf dekhte huye hi usne us cup ko apne hotho se laga kar chaay ki ek chuski li. Use apni juthi chaay pite dekh jane kyo mujhe sharam si aa rahi thi aur dil me ajeeb si halchal bhi ho rahi thi.
"Dekha maine kaha tha na ki tumhari wali chaay jyada mithi hai." Chaay ki chuski lene ke baad nakul ne muskura kar kaha.
"Par ham dono ki chaay to ek hi thi na. Fir meri chaay itni mithi kaise ho gai." Mujhe nakul se ye baat kahne me andar hi andar mithi si gudgudi ho rahi thi.
"Kyo ki. Kyo ki ye tumhari juthi chaay hai aur mithi is liye ho gai hai kyo ki is chaay me tumhare hotho ka mitha ras mil gaya hai." Nakul ne hichkichate huye kaha aur fir mujhse najre churane laga. Jaise aisa kah kar usne koi gunaah kar diya ho. Mujhe to uski is baat se us par bahut jyada pyaar aaya magar main apne pyaar ko darshane me jhijhak rahi thi.
"Agar aisa hai to fir tumhari chaay bhi to pahle se jyada mithi ho gai hogi na. Laao mujhe bhi apni chaay do. Main bhi ise pi ke dekhti hu." Maine badi himmat kar ke nakul se kaha to nakul bhi hairaani se meri taraf dekhne laga. Jabki apni hi kahi hui is baat se meri dhadkane tej ho gai thi.
Maine jab hath badhaya to nakul ne jhijhakte huye apna cup mujhe de diya. Aas paas baithe logo ki taraf maine ek najar daali aur fir sharmate huye us chaay ko apne hotho ke kareeb la kar halke se ek chuski li aur fir nakul ki taraf dekh kar muskurane lagi.
Ham dono ki chaay to wahi thi aur usme mithapan bhi wahi tha magar ek dusre ki juthi chaay pine se jis mithepan ki baat hui thi wo ek pyar wali feelings ki baat thi. Warna duniya jaanti hai ki jutha kar dene se koi chaay pahle se jyada mithi nahi ho jati. Ye to ek ahsaas hai aur apne prem ko aur bhi jyada darshane ka ek khubsurat tarika hai.
Ham dono ne ek dusre ki juthi chaay puri hi pi aur fir nakul mujhse khaali cup le kar apne cup ke sath hi niche ja kar khidki se baahar fenk diya. Main to abhi bhi us ahsaas me hi khoi hui thi. Mera man khushi se bhar gaya tha. Mujhe lag raha tha ki aise movement wale pal baar baar aaye aur main un palo ke ahsaas me khoi rahu.
Back to home..
Subah hui aur ravendra uncle ki beti maya har roj ki tarah mere liye bed tea le kar mere kamre ke darwaje par khadi thi aur darwaje ko baar baar knock kar rahi thi but andar se darwaja kholne wali yaani ki main kamre me thi hi nahi. Maya dheemi awaaj me didi kah kar pukaar bhi rahi thi magar darwaja nahi khula. Aakhir thak kar wo waapas laut kar mom ke paad pahuch gai.
Maya ne mom ko bataya ki main darwaja nahi khol rahi hu to mom ko thoda ajeeb laga. Aisa to pahle kabhi nahi hua tha. Maya jab bhi mujhe didi kah kar awaaj lagati thi to main darwaja khol deti thi magar aaj jab darwaja na khula to mom ko thoda ajeeb laga aur wo maya ko sath le kar mere kamre ki taraf chal padi.
Maya ki tarah mom ne bhi darwaje ko knock kiya aur mujhe awaaj di magar darwaja kaise khulta jab main andar thi hi nahi. Jab kafi der ke prayaas se bhi darwaja na khula to mom ke man me kai tarah ki shankayein ubharne lagi aur ghabrahat se unka bura haal bhi ho gaya. Unke man me ye baat baith gai ki kahi maine apne dukh me khud khushi to nahi kar li hai. Warna kamre ke andar se kuch to reation samajh me aata.
Mom palat kar seedha ratan bhaiya ke kamre ki taraf teji se badh chali. Dad se is bare me wo batana nahi chaahti thi kyo ki ye baat sun kar dad jane kya karne lag jate. Ratan bhaiya ke kamre ke paas pahuch kar mom ne darwaje ko knock kiya aur awaaj bhi lagaai to ratan bhaiya ne kuch hi der me darwaja khol diya.
"Good morning mom. Kya baat hai itna jaldi kaise jaga diya aapne mujhe." Ratan bhaiya ne mom se kaha. Unki aankhe hi bata rahi thi ki wo gahri neend me the.
"Beta wo neelam apne kamre ka darwaja nahi khol rahi hai. Maya ne aur maine bahut awaaj lagai use magar andar se uski koi awaaj tak nahi aai. Kahi aisa to nahi ki usne koi gambhir kadam utha liya ho. Hey bhagwan mujhe bahut ghabrahat ho rahi hai." Mom ki saanse tej ho gai thi aur bahut jyada chintit najar aa rahi thi. Unki baat sun kar ratan bhaiya ki aankho se neend gayab ho gai. Unhe to sab pata hi tha magar fir bhi unhone anjaan bane rahne ki acting karne ka soch liya.
"Ye aap kya kah rahi hain mom. Aap bewajah hi itna chinta kar rahi hain. Chaliye main dekhta hu ki neelam darwaja kyo nahi khol rahi." Ratan bhaiya itna bol kar kamre se baahar aa gaye. Unke piche piche mom aur maya bhi mere kamre ki taraf aa gai.
Mere kamre ke darwaje ke paas pahuch kar ratan bhaiya ne mom aur maya ki tarah hi pahle darwaje par knock kiya aur fir mujhe mere naam se pukara. Unhe pata tha ki kamre ke andar main nahi hu fir bhi wo mom aur maya ko dikhane ke liye mujhe awaaj de rahe the. Jab kisi bhi tarah se darwaja na khula to mom ki haalat aur bhi kharaab ho gai. Unki aankhe chhalak padi aur wo rone lagi. Unhe is tarah rota dekh ratan bhaiya unhe shaant karane lage magar mom chup hi nahi ho rahi thi. Aakhir mom ke rone aur itni awaajo se baaki log bhi jaag kar unke paas pahuh gaye.
Mere dad aur uncle aunty ko jab pata chala ki main darwaja nahi khol rahi hu to dad ka para chadh gaya aur unhone baahar se ek aadmi ko bula kar use darwaja tod dene ka hukum de diya. Us aadmi ne hukum ka paalan karte huye darwaje par apne hi bhari bharkam jism ka prahaar karne laga. Thodi der me hi darwaja toot kar andar ki taraf ja gira. Darwaje ke girte hi sab kamre me aa gaye aur bed par mujhe na pa kar sab ke sab chaunk gaye.
Ravendra uncle ne bathroom ke gate ke paas ja kar mujhe awaaj di magar jab unhe koi response na mila to wo bathroom ka gate khol kar andar dekhne lage. Bathroom me bhi main nahi thi. Ye dekh kar unhe jhatka laga.
"Ravendra wo khidki kaise khuli hui hai." Dad ki high quality wali awaaj sun kar uncle ne khidki ke paas ja kar dekha aur buri tarah chaunk gaye. Khidki ke centre me rod par ek rassi bandhi hui thi. Uncle ne khidki ke baahar ki taraf dekha to unhe niche jameen tak jhoolti hui wo rassi najar aai. Unko samajhne me bilkul bhi time nahi laga ki real maamla kya hai.
"Bhaiya jiska dar tha wahi ho gaya hai." Ravendra uncle ne haklate huye jab ye kaha to dad ki aankhe chaudi ho gai. Wo teji se badh kar khidki ke paas aaye aur khidki ke baahar sir nikaal kar us jhoolti hui rassi ko dekha. Sara maajra samajh me aate hi unka chehra gusse se laal pad gaya. Mom ki taraf palat kar wo sher ki tarah garaj uthe.
"Dekha aakhir wahi hua na jiska mujhe andesa tha. Tumhari beti ham sab ki naak kaat kar apne us do kaudi ke yaar ke sath yaha se bhaag gai." Dad gusse me bole to mom kuch na bol saki.
"Sirf tumhari vajah se maine us par koi shakht kadam nahi uthaya tha sirf tumhari vajah se magar usne meri narmi ka mujhe ye sila diya. Us do kaudi ke yaar ke sath bhaag kar usne hamare khandaan ki ijjat ki jo dhajjiya udaai hain na uska khamiyaja use aur uske us harajade yaar ko bhugatna hoga. Un dono ko pataal se bhi dhoondh nikaaluga main aur pure gaav walo ke saamne bich chauraahe par un dono ko apne hatho se jinda jalaauga." Dad ki in baato ne kamre me maujood har insaan ki rooh tak ko jaise kapa kar rakh diya tha.
Unke chup hote hi kamre me marghat ki tarah sannata chha gaya. Jabki wo palte aur apne us bhaari bharkam aadmi ke paas aa kar bole.
"Meri baat kaan khol kar sun lo janardan. Jitne aadmi tumhe apne sath le jana ho le jaao magar 24 ghante ke andar tum mere saamne un dono ko le kar aaoge aur agar nahi laaye to soch lena ki tum sabka kya anjaam hoga." Dad ne aise lahje me janardan se kaha tha ki unki baat sun kar sab dahal gaye the. Jabki unki baat sun kar janardan ne sir jhuka kar sirf itna hi kaha ki jo hukum maalik.
Janardan ke jane ke baad dad ne ravendra uncle ki taraf dekha. Ravendra uncle jaise unke hukum ka hi wait kar rahe the. Mom megha aunty maya aur ratan bhaiya to chup chaap apni jagah khade the.
"Suna hai kal shaam ko neelam apni saheli naina se mil kar aai thi. Jarur isne usse is bare me kuch baat cheet ki hogi." Dad ne is baar thoda normal awaaj me kaha.
"Naina uske bachpan ki saheli hai. Is bare me use jarur pata hoga. Aap hukum de bhaiya main use abhi aapke saamne haajir karta hu." Ravendra uncle ne kaha.
"Nahi ravendra. Us par jyada jor jabardasti nahi kar sakte ham. Uske baap se hamare bahut achhe relation hain. Hame usse normal tarike se puchhna padega." Dad ne kaha to ravendra uncle kuch na bole.
"Naina ke baap sanjay singh ke ghar phone lagaao. Main usse khud baat karuga." Dad ki is baat par ravendra uncle ne jaldi se sanjay uncle ko phone Milaya aur mobile ko dad ke hath me pakda diya.
"Hello sanjay." Dad ne call lagte hi bola.
"Ji main unki dharm patni Anjana bol rahi hu. Aap kaun bol rahe hain." Dad ke kaan me anjana aunty ki awaaj padi.
"Bhabhi ji main surendra bol raha hu. Sanjay kaha hai jara baat karaiye usse." Dad ne apni awaaj ko normal banate huye kaha.
"Ji wo to ghar par nahi hain. Aaj subah subah hi ghar se chale gaye the. Wo kya hai na bhai sahab ki kal raat se hamari beti naina gayab aai. Pata nahi kaha chali gai. Raat bhar ham uski chinta me so nahi paye. Sab jagah pata kar liya magar uska kahi pata hi nahi chal raha. Abhi subah subah hi ye car le kar nikal gaye hain. Bhagwan jane meri beti kaha aur kis haal me hogi is wakt. Mujhe to bahut ghabrahat ho rahi hai bhai sahab." Anjana aunty ki in baato ne dad ko buri tarah chaunka diya tha.
Anjana aunty ko phone par hi dad ne saantwana aur dilasa di ki naina beti jald hi mil jayegi aur wo khud bhi unki beti ka pata karege. Iske baad unhone phone rakh diya. Dad ko samajh nahi aa raha tha ki neelam to chalo apne yaar ke sath bhaag gai hai magar unke dost ki beti naina kyo raat se gayab hai. Aakhir kaha chali gai wo. Kya wo bhi unki beti ke sath hi chali gai hai. Magar use neelam ke sath jane ki kya jarurat thi. Aise jane kitne hi sawaal dad ke dimaag me the jinka jawaab unke paas nahi tha.
"Hairat ki baat hai ravendra ki sanjay ki beti naina raat se hi gayab hai. Mujhe to lagta hai ki wo bhi neelam ke sath hi chali gai hai. Uske gayab hone ki iske alawa aur kya vajah ho sakti hai." Dad ne kaha. Wo kuch pareshan se najar aane lage the.
"Fikar mat kijiye bhaiya. Main khud bhi uski talash me ja raha hu aur jitna jaldi ho sakega main un teeno ko le kar hi waapas aauga." Ravendra ucle ne kaha.
"Chaahe kuch bhi karna pade ravendra magar un teeno ko khoj kar laao aur haa is baat ki khabar is ghar se baahar nahi jani chahiye warna sare gaav me hamari ijjat ka kachra ho jayega. Is ladki ne hame kisi ke saamne muh dikhane ke laayak nahi chhoda." Dad ka chehra fir se gusse se laal pad gaya tha.
Dad gusse se paglaye waha se chale gaye. Unke jate hi ravendra uncle bhi kamre se chale gaye. Ab kamre me sirf mom ratan bhaiya maya aur aunty rah gai thi. Dad aur uncke ke jane ke baad mom ki aankho se fir aanshu bahne lage. Abhi tak wo dad ke dar ki vajah se khud ko roke huye thi magar unke jate hi wo khud ko rok na paai aur sisakne lagi thi. Megha aunty khud bhi dukhi thi aur unhe samhaalne ki koshish kar rahi thi. Maya ki aankho me bhi aanshu the. Ratan bhaiya kuch der tak unke paas rahe fir wo bhi kamre se chale gaye.
Dad ke hukum se unke aadmi mere sath sath nakul aur naina ki talaash me lag gaye the. Wo har jagah hame talaash kar rahe the magar main aur nakul to unki pahuch se bahut door nikal aaye the. Naina kaha thi iska mujhe bhi pata nahi tha us wakt. Mujhe to ye bhi pata nahi tha ki naina us raat se hi gayab ho gai thi. main to yahi soch soch kar ghabraai hui thi ki mere jane ke baad mere ghar wale mere bare me pata karne ke liye uske paas hi sabse pahle jayege aur jane uske sath kaisa kaisa bartaav karege. Sanjay uncle bhale hi dad ke dost the magar is situation me wo bhi dad ko rok nahi payege.
Back to my side...
Train ki upar wali sheet par main aur nakul ek dusre ko pyar bhari najro se dekhe ja rahe the. Kuch der pahle hamne ek dusre ki juthi chaay pi thi aur uski mithaas ke bare me baate ki thi. Ye pahla avsar tha jab ham dono itne kareeb the aur is situation me the. Is wakt ham dono apni haalat ko bhule huye the aur prem ke ahsaas me dube huye the. Ji chaahta tha ki wakt yahi par tham jaye aur ham ek dusre me aise hi khoye rahe magar aisa ho nahi sakta tha. Train ke horn ne ham dono ko hakikat ki duniya me la patka aur ham buri tarah chaunk pade the.
Situation ka abhaas hote hi ham dono sharma gaye aur fir baaki sabki taraf dekhte huye thik se baith gaye. Nakul ne wahi dusri side baithe ek aadmi se pucha ki ye train kab tak mumbai pahuchegi to usne bataya ki abhi to kafi wakt hai pahuchne me. Din ke kareeb ek baje mumbai pahuchegi train. Us aadmi ki baat sun kar mujhe thoda hairaani hui magar wait to karna hi tha.
Mujhe fresh hona tha is liye maine jhijhakte huye nakul se is bare me kaha to wo mujhe train ke bathroom tak le gaya aur bola ki main andar fresh ho jaau aur wo mera wait karega. Fresh hone ki baat par aur nakul ke wait karne ki baat par mujhe thodi jhijhak si mahsus hui magar fir main ye soch kar washroom me ghus gai ki fresh to hona hi padega. Bhala kab tak main ise roke baithi rahugi aur fir nakul se itna kyo jhijhakna. Aane wale wakt me mujhe uske sath hi rahna tha aur usse meri shadi bhi honi thi.
Washroom ke baahar kuch doori par nakul mere aane ka wait kar raha tha. Main kareeb das minute me washroom se baahar nikli to nakul mujhe dekh kar mere paas aaya aur bola ki ruko main hath dhone ke liye sabun aur manjan karne ke liye brush wagaira le kar aata hu. Uski is baat par mujhe khayaal aaya ki brush wagaira to main sath laai nahi thi to fir nakul kaha se le aayaga. Main ye soch hi rahi thi ki maine dekha nakul waapas gaya aur fir kuch der me aa gaya. Uske hath me naya brush toothpaste tha aur sabun tha. Main ye dekh kar khush ho gai aur mujhe nakul ka is tarah se apni care karna achha bhi laga.
Jab main puri tarah fresh ho gai to ham dono apni jagah par aa gaye. Khane ka samaan to hamare paas tha nahi is liye kisi aise person ke aane ka wait karne lage jo traino me kuch khane ki cheeje le kar aate hain. Iske liye hame jyada der wait nahi karna pada. Ek aurat ek tokri me ankurit chane liye aai to nakul ne usse do plate chane masale ke sath banane ko kaha. Nakul ne usse thoda jyada banane ko kaha tha. Use pata tha ki wakt abhi bahut tha is liye pet puja ke liye thoda jyada chahiye hoga.
Ham dono us chane ko bade chaav se khane lage aur ek dusre ki taraf dekh kar muskurate bhi ja rahe the. Mujhe nakul ke sath ye pal gujaarna bahut achha lag raha tha. Is wakt mere man me baaki dusri koi bhi baate nahi thi. Mujhe lag hi nahi raha tha ki main apne premi ke sath ghar se bhaag kar kahi ja rahi hu balki aisa lag raha tha jaise main nakul ke sath kisi picnic par ja rahi hu. Uff ye ishk bhi kaisa ajeeb hota hai. Mahbub sath ho to har dukh dard hamse koso door rahta hai aur juda ho to duniya bhar ka dard hamare hi naseeb me kundali maar ke baith jata hai.
"Iske pahle kya tumne is tarah masale se mix chane khaye hain." Nakul ne muskura ke mujhse pucha.
"Is tarah se to nahi magar khaye jarur hain. Tum batao kya tumne khaya hai. Maine bhi usse pucha.
"Jab maa thi tab jarur khata tha magar uske jane ke baad kabhi nahi khaya. Ye samjho ki do wakt ka khana bana ke kha lena hi mere liye bahut badi baat thi. Ek akela insaan majburi me wo har kaam karne lagta hai jo wo aam situation me nahi karta. Ab to aadat pad chuki hai magar shuru shuru me mere liye sare kaam karna asaan nahi tha. Jab bhi koi kaam karta tha to maa ki yaad aa jati thi aur main ye soch kar dukhi ho jaya karta tha ki maa kisi bhi kaam ko kaise karti thi aur agar main kabhi uski madad karta to wo yahi kahti ye tujhse nahi hoga beta." Nakul kahte kahte bhaavuk ho gaya tha. Mujhe uski is baat par dukh hua aur mera dil kiya ki main use apne seene se chhupka lu magar sabke rahte main aisa nahi kar paai. Jhijhak aur sharm ne mujhe rok liya tha.
"Ab se tumhe ghar ke andar ke koi kaam karne ki jarurat nahi padegi nakul aur na hi main tumhe karne dugi. Tumne ab tak jo bhi dukh sahe hain unhe main mita dugi." Maine jajbaat me aa kar kaha to nakul bas muskura kar rah gaya.
"Ghar ke andar na sahi magar ghar ke baahar to mujhe kaam karna hi padega na neelam. Main chaahta hu ki mujhe bhale hi pareshaniyo ka saamna karna pade magar tum par koi aanch na aaye. Mujhe pata hai ki nai jagah par shuru shuru me thodi dikkate hoti hain magar main koshish karuga ki jald hi ham dono khushi khushi rahne lage. Vikram ne jis jagah naukari ki baat kahi thi us jagah naukari lag jaye uske baad fir tention nahi rahegi." Nakul ne kaha.
"Jarur naukari lag jayegi nakul. Tumhara dost tumhe aisi jagah nahi bhejega jaha par tumhe kisi tarah ki mushkil ho jaye." Maine jaise ye kah kar nakul ka hausla badhaya.
"Sahi kaha tumne. Mere dosto ne mujh par bahut se ahsaan kiye hain. Kabhi kabhi sochta hu ki agar wo na hote to kya jindagi hoti meri." Nakul ne kaha.
"Sach hi kahte hain log ki jiska koi nahi hota uska khuda hota hai aur tumhare ye dost tumhare liye kisi khuda se kam nahi the." Maine kaha.
"Haa neelam. Mere dost khuda ke bheje huye fariste hain. Kaash sabko aise dost mile." Nakul ne kaha.
Nakul ki is baat par main kuch na boli. Balki sochne lagi ki is fareb se bhari duniya me bhi achhe log hain abhi jo dusro ko apna samajh kar unke liye bahut kuch karte hain. Inhi socho ke bich mera dhyaan fir se meri saheli naina ki taraf chala gaya aur main uske bare me soch kar andar hi andar chintit ho uthi. Jane uske sath dad ne kya kiya hoga. Ratan bhaiya ne kya dad ko bataya hoga ki main nakul ke sath kaha chali gai hu.
"Kya hua kaha kho gai tum." Nakul ki awaaj sun kar maine uski taraf dekha. Wo mujhe chintit dekh kar khud bhi pareshan sa najar aane laga tha.
"Kuch nahi wo main ghar walo ke bare me sochne lagi thi ki ab unhe mere bhaag jane ka pata chal gaya hoga aur is baat ko le kar dad gusse se paagal ho rahe hoge. Pata nahi unke gusse ka shikaar kaun kaun hoga ghar me." Maine kaha.
"Ye to hona hi tha neelam. Maine to shuru me hi tumse kah diya tha ki ham dono ka milan itna asaan nahi hai aur agar ham mil bhi gaye to tumhare ghar walo ke dar se kahi bhi sukoon se rah nahi payege." Nakul ne kaha.
"Dad ke dar se main tumhe kaise chhod deti nakul. Tum jante ho ki tum meri jaan ho aur main tumhare bina nahi ji sakti. Is liye kisi bhi anjaam ki parwaah kiye bina maine tumhare sath jina aur mar jana chun liya. Ab jo bhi hoga ham dono ke sath hi hoga. Ham jiyege to sath sath aur marege bhi sath sath." Maine nam aankho se kaha.
"Tum sath ho to mujhe bhi kisi ki parwaah nahi hai neelam. Tum meri himmat ho aur taakat bhi. Main apne aapko bahut khush naseeb samajhta hu ki meri jindagi me tum ho. Dekhna bahut jald ham dono khushi khushi jindagi jine lagege." Nakul ne kaha to uski baate sun kar mujhe bada sukoon mila aur aankho ke saamne aane wale wakt ke haseen palo ki jhalkiya dikhne lagi.
Ji to karta tha ki sari umar ham dono isi tarah pyar bhari baate kare magar jagah sahi nahi thi. Aas paas baithe log hamari taraf bhi najare ghuma dete the. Jane unke man me ham dono ke liye kaisi kaisi baate chal rahi hogi. Safar aise hi gujarta raha. Lunch ka time ho chala tha aur pet ye abhaas kara raha tha ki ab use kuch chahiye. Train ek station par ruki to nakul jaldi se niche utra aur dibbe se baahar chala gaya. Usne kaha tha ki train agar kisi stop par rukegi to ham apne khane ke liye kuch le lege.
Kuch der baad nakul jab aaya to uske hath me do plastic ki thailiya thi aur paani ke do bottle bhi. Thailiya aur bottle mujhe pakda kar nakul upar hi aa gaya. Uske baad ham dono ne un thailiyo me maujood khana khaya aur paani piya. Khane ke baad ab kuch achha feel ho raha tha. Abhi do ghante baaki the mumbai pahuchne me. Is liye nakul ne mujhe araam karne ko kaha aur khud niche wali sheet par chala gaya.
Back to home side...
Subah se dopahar ho chuki thi magar meri khabar le kar na janardan waapas aaya tha aur na hi ravendra uncle waapas aaye the. Is wakt ghar me maatam jaisi situation thi. Subah se mom ka bura haal tha. Megha aunty ke samjhane par ab wo ro to nahi rahi thi magar apne seene me umadti bhavnao ko rok bhi nahi pa rahi thi.
Dad ghar par nahi the. Wo bhi ravendra uncle ke jane ke baad kahi chale gaye the. Ratan bhaiya bhi ghar se kahi chale gaye the. Dopahar ke khane ka wakt ho gaya tha. Ghar me jo vidhwa maid thi usne khana bana diya tha aur mom logo ko khane ka bhi kai baar kah chuki thi magar kisi ne khana nahi khaya tha.
Achanak baahar car rukne ki awaaj aai to mom jaldi se uth kar baahar ki taraf daud padi. Unhe is tarah daudte dekh megha aunty bhi unke piche bhaagi. Baahar aa kar mom ne dekha ki dad ke sath sanjay uncle(Naina ke dad) bhi the. Dad sanjay uncle ki car se aaye the. Dad ne darwaje par khadi mom ko dekha to unka chehra patthar ki tarah shakht ho gaya.
Dad aur sanjay uncle dono hi ghar ke andar ki taraf aane lage to mom aur megha aunty palat kar andar ki taraf aa gai. Unke piche dad aur sanjay uncle bhi aa gaye.
"Main to kahta hu ki hame police me report likhwa deni chahiye surandra." Sanjay uncle ne sofe par baithte hi kaha.
"Bevkufo jaisi baate na karo sanjay. Tumhe bhi pata hai ki police tak agar ye baat gai to kya hoga. Ye wardi wale sale kisi ke sage nahi hote. Do minute nahi lagege is khabar ko failne me. Wo hamari betiyo ko khojege kam aur hamari ijjat ki dhajjiya jyada udayege. Is liye hame khud unki talaash karni hogi." Dad ne kaha.
"Subah se talaash hi to kar rahe the ham magar kya hua surendra. Tumhe kya lagta hai wo log hamare aas paas hi kahi chhupe hoge. Nahi mere yaar balki unke dimaag me to ye baat hogi ki wo hamari pahuch se jitna door ja sake chale jaye." Sanjay uncle ne kaha.
"Mere dimaag me bhi yahi baat hai sanjay aur isi liye maine ravendra ko phone kar ke bol diya hai ki wo railway station ja kar pata kare ki raat me kaun kaun si train kis kis jagah ke liye nikli hain. Raat 11 baje tak neelam ghar par hi thi. Uski mom ne uske kamre me ja kar khud dekha tha. 11 baje wo apne kamre me hi thi aur bed par so rahi thi. Iska matlab 11 baje ke baad hi wo kisi time ghar se bhaagi hai. Yaha se railway station jane me aadha ghanta lagta hai. Is liye ho sakta hai ki wo isi bich kisi train me us haramjade ke sath gai hogi." Dad ne kaha.
"Magar mujhe ye samajh nahi aata surendra ki naina uske sath kyo gai aur neelam use apne sath kyo le gai. Nahi surendra mera dimaag is baat ko hajam nahi kar pa raha hai. Kyo ki naina ko apne sath le jane ka koi matlab hi nahi tha. Agar naina uske sath jana bhi chaahti rahi hogi to usne use jarur mana kiya hoga." Sanjay uncle ne kaha.
"Kahi aisa to nahi ki naina aur neelam dono ka maamla alag alag ho." Dad ne kaha.
"Ye kya kah rahe ho tum." Sanjay uncle bole.
"Tum hi to kah rahe ho ki neelam ne use apne sath aane se mana kiya hoga. Waise bhi aisa hona namumkin lagta hai. Is liye mujhe lagta hai ki naina ka maamla kuch aur hi hai." Dad ne kaha.
"Aisa kya maamla ho sakta hai." Sanjay uncle ne jaise khud se hi pucha tha.
"Bhabhi ji se is bare me pata karo sanjay. Ladkiya jyadatar apni maa ko hi apni personal baate batati hain. Is liye tum bhabhi ji se pucho is bare me." Dad ne kaha.
"Raat me bhi aur subah bhi pucha tha maine magar us wakt is tarah se maine socha nahi tha is liye ab jarur puchuga usse. Magar yaar agar aisi koi baat hoti to is situation me anjana mujhe jarur batati." Sanjay uncle ne kaha.
"Pata to karna hi padega. Aakhir pata to chale ki raato raat ye dono ladkiya kaha aur kaise gayab ho gai hain." Dad ne kaha.
Sanjay uncle thodi der baad apne ghar chale gaye. Wo kafi chintit the apni beti ke liye. Dad ka bhi yahi haal tha magar unhe is baat ka gussa bhi tha ki unki beti ek do kaudi ke ladke ke sath bhaag gai thi aur unki ijjat ki dhajjiya uda gai thi.
Main nakul ki awaaj sun kar jaag gai. Pata nahi kab meri aankh lag gai thi. Main jaldi se uthi aur samne dekha to nakul niche se meri taraf hi dekh raha tha. Usne bataya ki ham mumbai pahuch gaye hain aur ab hame train se utarna hai. Uski baat sun kar maine apna huliya sahi kiya aur sirhaane par rakhe bag utha kar use pakdane lagi. Dono bag nakul ko dene ke baad main bhi samhal kar niche aa gai. Aas paas ke log ek ek kar ke gate ki taraf ja rahe the.
Nakul ne dono bag le liya tha. Maine usse kaha bhi ki ek bag main le leti hu magar usne kaha ki halke hi to hain bas tum araam se aao mere piche. Uski baat sun kar main uske piche piche chalne lagi. Kuch hi der me ham dono gate se baahar aa gaye. Baahar kafi shor tha. Main nakul ke piche piche hi chal rahi thi. Mere dil ki dhadkane apne aap hi tej ho gai thi.
Station se baahar aane me hame kuch time laga jarur magar aakhir ham baahar aa hi gaye. Nakul ek side par dono bag ko jameen me rakh kar khada ho gaya. Main bhi uske paas hi khadi ho gai. Nakul ne apni jeb se mobile nikala aur kisi ko phone karne laga. Maine dekha ki nakul ke hath me koi dusra mobile tha. Main uske mobile ko pahchaanti thi. Par is wakt uske hath me koi dusra hi mobile tha. Maine socha ki usse puchu is bare me magar fir main ye soch kar chup rah gai ki baad me puchugi.
Nakul kisi Rohan naam ke aadmi se baat kar raha tha mobile me. Uski baato se hi mujhe pata chala tha. Usne phone par bataya ki wo station se baahar kis jagah par hai. Baat karne ke baad nakul ne mobile waapas jeb me daal liya.
"Ye rohan kaun hai nakul." Maine utsuktawas puchha nakul se.
"Rohan vikram ka dost hai. Vikram ne usse baat ki thi aur mujhe rohan ka mobile number diya tha aur kaha tha ki mumbai pahuch kar main usse baat kar luga." Nakul ne kaga.
"To kya wo yaha aa raha hai." Maine pucha.
"Haan maine use bataya ki ham dono yaha pahuch chuke hain. Usne kaha ki wo bas kuch hi der me aa jayega." Nakul ne kaha.
"Kya wo yahi kahi paas me hi rahta hai." Maine hairani se pucha.
"Nahi paas me to nahi rahta magar maine use tab bhi phone kiya tha jab tum train me so rahi thi aur ham yaha pahuchne wale the." Nakul ne kaha.
"Tumne to kaha tha ki yaha pahuch kar ham pahle kisi hotel me rukege aur araam karege. Uske dusre din hi tum baat karoge apne dost ke dost se." Maine kaha.
"Haa par jab maine rohan se us wakt baat ki to usne pucha ki yaha kaha rukoge to maine use bata diya tha ki hotel me ruk jaauga aaj to usne kaha ki hotel me rukoge to kharcha jyada lag jayega is liye isse achha hai ki ham dono uske flat me ruk jaye." Nakul ne kaha.
"To kya wo bhi hamare sath usi flat me rukega." Main nakul ki in baato se thoda asahaj ho gai thi.
"Wo to rukega hi aakhir flat usi ka hai magar chinta ki koi baat nahi hai neelam. Hamare liye to filhaal yahi bahut badi baat hai ki yaha aate hi hame rukne ke liye achhi aur safe jagah mil gai hai. Warna kisi ajnabi jagah par rukte to sukoon se so bhi nahi pate." Nakul ne kaha.
"Haa ye to hai." Maine bas itna hi kaha. Uske baad nakul ne mujhse paani wagaira pine ke liye pucha to maine mana kar diya. Aakhir kuch aur intjar ke baad achanak hi nakul ka mobile baja to usne mobile nikaal kar dekha. Shayad rohan ki call thi. Nakul ne usse baat karke bataya ki wo kis jagah par hai.
Rohan se baat karne ke baad nakul ne dono bag uthaye aur mujhe sath chalne ka ishara kiya to main uske piche chal padi. Kuch doori par ek ladka safed rang ki car ke paas khada najar aaya. Shayad rohan hi tha wo. Ham dono jab uske paas pahuche to usne nakul ko dekh kar use nakul kah kar pukara to nakul ne bhi use rohan kah kar pukara. Jab confirm ho gaya ki wahi rohan hai to nakul ne usse hath milaya.
Rohan ne mujhe dekh kar namaste kiya to maine bhi sir ko halka sa hila diya. Uske baad rohan ne apni car ka pichla gate khola aur mujhe baithne ko kaha to main baith gai. Jabki nakul uske sath car ke piche side ja kar dikki me dono bag rakhe aur fir rohan ke sath aa kar aage ki sheet par baith gaya.
Car chal padi aur nakul rohan se idhar udhar ki baate karne laga. Main pichhli sheet par chup chaap baithi car ki khidki par lage glass se baahar dekh rahi thi. Waha par badi badi buildings najar aa rahi thi mujhe. Aisi buildings maine tv me dekha tha magar aaj yaha dekh rahi thi.
Main najaro me hi khoi hui thi aur mujhe wakt ka pata hi nahi chala. Car ruki aur nakul ki awaaj mere kano me padi to maine chaunk kar uski taraf dekha. Wo mujhe utarne ke liye bol raha tha. Main hadbada kar jaldi se gate khol kar niche utar aai. Charo taraf najar ghumai to pata chala ki ham kisi society ke andar the aur yaha bhi ek kataar se badi badi building dikh rahi thi.
Nakul ne car ki dikki se jab bags nikaal liya to rahan ne nakul ko wahi par rukne ka bol kar car ko aage badha diya. Shayad wo car ko parking me khadi karne gaya tha. Thodi der me wo aaya aur ham dono ko apne sath chalne ko kaha. Kuch door chalne ke baad ham jis jagah pahuche waha par ek side lift thi. Rohan ne diwaar ke bagal se lage ek button ko dabaya to usi button ke upar laal rang me dikha ki lift upar tenth floor se niche ki taraf aa rahi hai.
Lift ke andar ham teeno aaye aur rohan ne 9th floor ka button daba diya. Kuch der me ham teeno rohan ke flat me pahuch gaye. Rohan ne bataya ki ye flat uske personal use ke liye hai magar filhaal ham tab tak ruk sakte hain jab tak ki hamare rahne ka intjaam nahi ho jata. Rohan ne ye bhi bataya ki flat me jarurat ka sara samaan rakha hai jise wo bahut kam hi use karta hai magar ab ham use kar sakte hain.
Rohan ki ye baat sun kar hame thoda sukoon mila. Usne kaha ki aaj ham dono araam kare. Kal wo subah 8 baje aayega aur nakul ko apne dad se milwane le jayega. Sab kuch samjha bujha kar rohan chala gaya. Main uske chale se raahat feel karne lagi thi. Ab is flat me sirf ham dono hi the.
"Kitna sundar ghar hai na nakul aur kitna bada bhi." Maine charo taraf najar ghumate huye kaha.
"Sahi kaha magar mahga bhi to bahut hoga. Aise ghar ki ham kalpana nahi kar sakte neelam. Hamare liye to filhaal yahi bahut hoga ki rahne ka koi thik thaak intjaam ho jaye kahi." Nakul ne kaha.
"Sab ho jayega nakul. Achha sochoge to achha hi hoga." Maine kaha.
"Achha tum jaldi se fresh ho jaao uske baad main bhi fresh ho jaauga." Nakul ne kaha.
"Thik hai nakul. Tab tak tum jara kitchen me dekho khana banane ka sab samaan hai ki nahi. Fresh hone ke baad main garma garam khana bana dugi. Fir ham sath hi khana khayege." Maine kaha.
Nakul meri baat sun kitchen ki taraf chala gaya aur main apna bag le kar ek kamre me chali gai. Kamre me aa kar maine apne bag se apne kapde nikale aur bathroom me chali gai fresh hone ke liye.
Back to home side...
Shaam ho chuki thi aur ravendra uncle ghar waapas aa chuke the. Is wakt sab hall me hi baithe the. Dad sanjay uncle aur ravendra uncle bhi.
"Iska matlab hamara shak sahi tha ravendra. Hamari wo namuraad beti us do kaudi ke chhokre ke sath mumbai gai hai." Dad ke chehre par gussa tha.
"Haan bhaiya us wakt wahi ek train thi jo mumbai ja rahi thi." Ravendra uncle ne kaha.
"Fir to naina bhi mumbai hi gai hogi surendra. Isi liye yaha aas paas uska kahi bhi pata nahi chal saka." Sanjay uncle bhi bol uthe.
"Chalo maan liya sanjay ki naina bhi mumbai gai hogi magar kyo. Aakhir uska un dono ke sath jane ka kya matlab ho sakta hai." Dad ne kaha.
"Matlab chaahe jo bhi ho surendra magar itna to ab pakka ho gaya hai na ki wo un dono ke sath mumbai hi gai hai. Is liye ab hame un sabko khojne ke liye mumbai jana hoga. Pata nahi kis haal me hogi hamari bachchiya. Jamana bahut kharaab hai dost. Mujhe to rah rah kar ye andesha ho raha hai ki un dono ke sath kahi kuch bura na ho jaye." Sanjay uncle ne kaha.
"Fikar mat karo sanjay. Mujhe bhi unki chinta hai. Us ladke ne apne prem ke jaal me fasa kar neelam ko aisa kaam karne par majbur kiya hai. Ham aaj hi mubmai ke liye niklege aur un sabko har haal me khoj nikalege." Dad ne kaha.
"Main mumbai jane ke liye tickets ka intjaam karta hu bhaiya." Ravendra uncle ne kaha aur wo uth kar baahar ki taraf chale gaye.
"Tum bhi mumbai jane ki taiyari kar lo sanjay. Ho sakta hai ki hame waha par kuch din lag jaye is liye us hisaab se taiyari kar lo." Dad ne kaha to sanjay uncle ne haa kaha aur fir uth kar wo bhi apne ghar nikal gaye.
Sabke jane ke baad mom dad ke paas aai. Unka chehra abhi bhi aisa lag raha tha jaise wo roi ho. Dad ne ek najar unhe dekha magar bole kuch nahi.
"Agar wo waha par mil jaye to unhe kuch mat kahiyega. Pyar se ghar le aaiyega aur fir yaha jo marji kijiyega aap." Mom ne halki awaaj me kaha.
"Mujhe achhi tarah maloom hai ki mujhe kab kya karna hai. Is liye gyaan dene ki jarurat nahi hai tumhe. Tumhari beti ne jo kiya usse hame ye seekh mil gai hai ki bachcho ko itna bhi laad pyar nahi karna chahiye jiski vajah se kabhi aisa din bhi dekhna naseeb ho jaye." Dad ne gusse se kaha aur uth kar kamre ki taraf chale gaye.
Back to my side...
Bathroom se fresh ho kar aur kapde pahan kar main kamre me aai to dekha nakul bed par hi baitha hua tha. Use dekh kar main ek pal ke liye ruki aur fir muskurate huye bed ke paas hi aa gai.
"Wo main ye batane aaya tha ki kitchen me har samaan maujood hai aur maine safaai bhi kar di hai." Nakul ne meri taraf dekhte huye kaha.
"Thik hai tum bhi fresh ho lo. Tab tak main jaldi se khana bana deti hu." Maine halki muskaan me kaha.
"Thik hai main dusre kamre me ja raha hu fresh hone ke liye." Nakul ne kaha aur uth kar apna bag utha liya. Uski is baat se main muskuraai.
"Dusre kamre me kyo. Is kamre me bhi to fresh ho sakte ho." Maine kaha.
"Haa par main soch raha hu ki jab tak hamari shadi nahi ho jati ham dono alag alag hi rahe aur alag alag kaamre me hi soye." Nakul ne sakuchate huye kaha.
"Tum aisa kyo sochte ho nakul. Badi mushkil se to ham ek dusre se mile hain aur itne kareeb aaye hain. Fir alag alag sone ki baat kyo nakul. Nahi nahi ham ek hi kamre me aur ek hi bed par sath sath soyege aur dher sari baate bhi karege." Maine kaha.
"Par neelam kya ye thik rahega. Kahi hamare bich...
Nakul bolte bolte ruk gaya tha magar main uski baat ka matlab samajh gai thi aur sharm to mujhe aai lekin ye jaan kar achha bhi laga ki nakul itna kuch soch raha tha.
"Agar hamare bich aisa kuch ho bhi gaya to kya ho jayega nakul. Mera sab kuch to tumhara hi hai. Chaahe aaj apni amaante le lo ya fir shadi ke baad. Mujhe isse koi fark nahi padega magar haa is baat se jarur bahut fark padega ki yaha par ham itne kareeb hote huye bhi alag alag kamro me soye. Kya tumhe nahi lagta nakul ki ham dono ek dusre ki baaho me samaye huye soye." Maine kaha.
"Lagta hai neelam bahut lagta hai. Mera dil to har pal tumhe apne sath lagaye rakhne ki hasrat karta hai magar main nahi chaahta ki hamare prem ke bich ek pal ke liye bhi hawas aa jaye jisse tumhare dil ko thes pahuche." Nakul ne kaha.
"Oh nakul itna kuch mat socho jaan. Main achhi tarah janti hu ki tum kabhi bhi mere dil ko thes pahuchane ka soch bhi nahi sakte. Ab ye baate chhodo aur isi kamre ke bathroom me fresh hone jaao. Ham ek hi kamre me sath sath rahege. Waise bhi nai jagah par akele kamre me mujhe dar hi lagega. Tum mere paas rahoge to mujhe sukoon rahega." Maine muskurate huye kaha.
"Thik hai neelam. Ab tum jaao main bhi fresh ho leta hu." Nakul ne kaha aur fir wo apne bag se kapde nikaalne laga.
Main kitchen ki taraf chali gai. Mere man me nakul ki masumiyat se bhari baate goonj rahi thi. Mujhe uski baato par man hi man hasi aa rahi thi. Wo aisa hi tha. Nature se sharmila aur jhijhakne wala ladka. Apne se kabhi bhi wo mere kareeb nahi aata tha aur na hi aisi baate karta tha jo jara sa bhi sex se related ho. Yaha tak ki wo ye bhi nahi kahta tha ki mere hoth kitne rasile hain aur dil karta hai ki inhe choom lu. Agar kabhi main usse aisi baate kar ke chhedti to wo buri tarah sharma jata tha aur najre jhuka leta tha. Fir badi mushkil se wo ye kahta ki main usse aisi baate na karu. Mujhe uski is baat par bahut hasi aati thi. Main socha karti thi ki jo baat ladki ko kahni chaahiye thi wo baat khud ek ladka ladki se kahta tha.
Kitchen me khana banate wakt main yahi sab soch rahi thi. Fir main past ki sari story ke bare me bhi sochne lagi. Sochte sochte us jagah par pahuch gai jaha par ratan bhaiya mujhe achanak se mil gaye the. Mujhe yaad aaya ki unhone mujhe ek packed dibba diya tha aur kaha tha ki ise rakh lu. Mere man me sawaal ubhra ki aakhir kya ho sakta hai us dibbe me.
Gas ko dheema kar ke main waapas kamre me gai aur apne bag se us dibbe ko le kar kitchen me aa gai. Kisi gift ki tarah packed tha wo dibba. Mere man me ye janne ki utsukta aur bhi badh gai ki usme kya hai. Is liye main jaldi jaldi dibbe ke upar lagi hare rang ki panni ko kholne lagi. Kuch hi der me wo panni nikal gai to main ye dekh kar chaunki ki wo packed dibba waastav me ek mobile ka tha. Samsung company ka screen touch mobile tha wo.
Mobile ko dekh kar main hairaan thi aur soch rahi thi ki ratan bhaiya ne ye mobile mujhe kis liye diya hoga. Kya is liye ki wo iske jariye mujhse baat kar sake aur mera haal chaal jaante rahe. Platform par jis tarah se unhone mujhse baat ki thi usse to yahi laga tha ki unhe meri fikra hai aur wo mujhse bahut pyar karte hain. Magar is situation me mere man me khayaal aaya ki kahi iske pichhe unki koi chaal to nahi hai. Maine khud se sawaal kiya ki kya wo mujhe kisi bhi tarah ka nuksaan pahuchane ka soch sakte hain. Mere andar ke har jarre se ye awaaj aai ki nahi. Unhone iske pahle bhale hi kabhi ye nahi dikhaya tha ki wo mujhe bahut pyar karte hain magar ye bhi sach tha ki unhone kabhi bhi mujhe kisi baat ke liye na daata tha na hi mana kiya tha. Wo awaragardi karte the aur usi me lage rahte the magar hamare bich kabhi kisi tarah ki takraar nahi hui thi.
Maine apne dimaag se in sari baato ko nikala aur us mobile ko dibbe se nikaal kar dekhne lagi. Mobile naya hi tha aur uska sara samaan bhi usi dibbe me tha magar mujhe khayaal aaya ki mobile ke sath sath sim card bhi diya hoga bhaiya ne. Ye dekhne ke liye main dibbe me dekhne lagi magar sim card na mila. Fir mujhe khayaal aaya ki ho sakta hai ki sim card mobile me hi laga diya ho bhaiya ne. Kyo ki dibbe ki seal open thi. Maine mobile ke button ko dabaya to pata chala wo abhi off hai. Mere man me sawaal ubhra ki kya mujhe mobile ko on karna chahiye.
Kitchen ke baahar se kisi ke aane ki aahat hui to maine jaldi se mobile aur dibbe ko kitchen ke platform ke niche chhupa diya aur uske rapper ko dustbin me daal diya. Thodi hi der me nakul kitchen me aa gaya aur mujhse puchne laga ki khana ban gaya ki nahi to maine use bataya ki bas kuch der aur time lagega. Meri is baat se nakul thik hai kah kar waapas laut gaya.
Nakul ke jane ke baad maine mobile ko nikala aur use on karne ke liye button daba diya. Mera dil joro se dhadakne laga tha. Main ye soch kar hairaan bhi thi ki main nakul se mobile ke bare me chhupa rahi thi. Mujhe khud nahi pata tha ki main aisa kyo kar rahi thi. Mobile on hua to maine sabse pahle uske valume ko bilkul hi band kar diya. Mobile me hi sim card laga tha aur jaise hi sim card network me aa kar show hua to usme messages aane lage. Message tone ki jaga beep beep ki awaaje hui. Kuch message network company wale the aur kuch whatsapp wale. Whatsapp me ratan bhaiya ka naam add tha aur unke hi messages the.
Apni badhi hui dhadkan ko kaabu me karte huye maine whatsapp messages ko dekhne ka socha. Usme ratan bhaiya ke kai sare messages the. Jinme wo starting ke message me kah rahe the ki i hope tum dono sakushal pahuch gaye hoge. Ek message me likha tha ki subah jaise hi sabko tumhare jane ka pata chala to ghar me hangama shuru ho gaya tha. Dad bahut gusse me the aur mom ka ro ro kar bura haal tha. Dad ravendra uncle aur hamare aadmi tumhari khoj me nikal chuke hain. Ek message ko padh kar main buri tarah shocked ho gai. Wo message ye tha ki naina ka kahi pata nahi ki wo raat se kaha gayab hai. Naina ke dad uski khoj kar rahe hain.
Naina ke bare me jaan kar main shocked thi. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki naina kaha gayab ho gai. Ek message me ratan bhaiya ne kaha ki mere kisi message ka reply kyo nahi de rahi tum. Last ka message padh kar meri dhadkane aur bhi badh gai. Us message me likha tha ki dad ko pata chal gaya hai ki tum mumbai gai ho is liye tum dono ke sath sath naina ki bhi khoj me dad ravendra uncle aur sanjay uncle mumbai aane wale hain.
Ratan bhaiya ke in messages ko padh kar mujhe samajh hi na aaya ki main ab kya karu. Sabse jyada pareshaan to main naina ke bare me jaan kar ho gai thi. Aakhir wo kaise gayab ho gai. Kahi aisa to nahi to nahi ki ratan bhaiya naina ke bare me aisa bol kar mujhe kisi jaal me fasa rahe ho. Magar mera dil kahta tha ki bhaiya aisa nahi kar sakte. To kya sach me naina gayab ho gai hai magar kyo aur kaise. Kya wo khud gayab hui hai ya kisi ne use gayab kar diya hai. Sochte sochte mera sir chakrane laga.
Badi mushkil se maine khud ko samhala aur ratan bhaiya ko message karne ka socha. Maine unhe message me type kiya ki naina ke gayab hone ki baat kya sach hai bhaiya. Aakhir kaha gai wo. Plz uska kahi pata chale to mujhe bhi batana kyo ki mujhe uski bahut fikar ho rahi hai.
Ratan bhaiya ko message kar ke maine mobile ko off kar diya aur usi dibbe me daal kar use kitchen me hi chhupa diya. Kuch der me khana ban gaya to main khane ko thaali me sajane lagi. Mere man naina ke gayab hone ki baat hi ghoom rahi thi. Rah rah kar khayaal aata ki wo kaise gayab ho gai.
Maine aur nakul ne ek sath hi khana khaya. Nakul baar baar yahi kahta ja raha tha ki maine bahut achha khana banaya hai aur usne lambe arshe ke baad ghar ka bana hua itna swaadist khana khaya hai. Nakul bahut khush dikhaai de raha tha us wakt. Main bhi khush thi ki wo mere banaye khane ki itni tareef kar raha tha aur khud bhi khush tha.
Kitchen me aa kar main sare bartan dho rahi thi. Nakul ne mere paas aa kar kaha bhi tha ki wo meri madad karta hai magar maine use ye kah kar mana kar diya tha ki ab se ye sare kaam main khud karugi. Maine use kamre me bhej diya tha aur ab khud bartan dho rahi thi. Mere man me is wakt bahut si baate chal rahi thi. Sabse pahle to yahi ki dad ravendra uncle aur sanjay uncle meri khoj me yaha mumbai aa rahe the. Dusri ye ki jane naina kaha gayab ho gai hai aur wo kis haal me hogi. Teesri baat ye ki aaj pahli baar main nakul ke sath ek hi kamre me aur ek hi bed par sone wali thi. Mere man me is baat ko le kar ajeeb si feeling aa rahi thi. Dil to is baat se behad khush tha magar man me ek jhijhak aur ghabrahat bhi thi.
Bartan dho kar main kitchen se baahar aai aur kamre ki taraf chal padi. Raat me pahanne wale kapde to the mere paas magar un kapdo ko pahan kar nakul ke saamne jane me mujhe sharm aur jhijhak dono hi ho rahi thi. Main jaanti thi mujhse kahi jyada bura haal nakul ka hoga. Kyo ki wo bahut hi sharmila aur jhijhakne wala ladka tha. Fir mere man me khayaal aaya ki nakul se kis baat ki sharm aur jhijhak. Aakhir aane wale dino me main uski biwi hi banne wali thi aur biwi banne ke baad to hamare bich koi sharm aur jhijhak nahi rah jayegi.
Kamre me aai to dekha nakul bed ke kinare par chup chaap baitha kuch soch raha tha. Mujhe dekhte hi wo fauran bed se niche utar kar khada ho gaya. Uske chehre par uljhan aur pareshani dikh rahi thi.
"Wo main ye kah raha hu ki main dusre kamre me so jata hu. Tum bhi thaki hogi is liye tum araam se so jaao yaha. Agar koi problem ho raat me to mujhe awaaj laga dena." Nakul ne ek hi saans me kah diya.
"Tum ye kaisi baate kar rahe ho nakul. Kya tumhara dil nahi karta ki ham ek dusre ke kareeb ho kar dher sari pyaar bhari baate kare." Maine uski aankho me dekhte huye kaha.
"Karta hai neelam magar is wakt tumhe araam karna chahiye. Kitna thak gai hogi na tum. Pyar bhari baate to ham baad me bhi kar lege na." Nakul ne haklate hue kaha to mujhe hasi aa gai. Mujhe haste dekh wo buri tarah jhep gaya.
"Maine kaun sa apne sir par pahaad rakha hua tha nakul jisse ki main thak gai hu. Sara bojh to tum hi le rakhe the. Agar tum thak gaye ho to chalo main tumhare badan ki maalish kar deti hu." Maine kaha.
"Nahi nahi neelam. Main ekdam thik hu. Achha ab tum araam se so jaao. Kal subah baat karege." Nakul ne kaha.
"Kya main itni buri hu nakul ki tum mere paas rah nahi sakte. Kya main itni buri hu ki mere sath baith kar mujhse pyaar bhari baate nahi kar sakte. Agar yahi karna tha to kyo laye ho mujhe yaha." Maine roni surat bana ke kaha.
"Ye tum kya bol rahi ho neelam. Tum janti ho ki main tumhe kitna pyar karta hu." Nakul ne hadbada kar bola.
"Jhooth bol rahe ho tum. Agar tum itna hi mujhse pyar karte ho to mujhse door kyo bhaag rahe ho. Kya main tumhe kha jaaugi." Maine kaha.
"Main kaha bhaag raha hu neelam. Main to bas ye chaahta hu ki abhi tum araam se so jaao. Baaki sari baate ham kal se karege." Nakul ne bahana bana diya.
"Ab baate na banaao tum. Chup chaap yahi mere sath raho. Kabhi mere bhi dil ka haal samjha karo jaan." Maine kaha aur jane kyo meri aankho me aanshu aa gaye. Ye dekh kar nakul fauran mere paas aaya aur mere chehre ko pakad kar meri nam aankho ko ponch diya.
"Maaf kar do neelam. Tum to janti ho ki main kaisa hu. Mujhe ye to pata hai ki main tumse itna pyar karta hu ki tumhare bina ji nahi sakta magar is baat ko kahne me pata nahi kyo mujhe jhijhak si hone lagti hai. Main har pal yahi sochta rahta hu ki main aisa koi bhi kaam na karu jisse tumhare dil ko thes lage. Is wakt bhi main yahi soch kar tumhare sath ek hi bed par nahi sona chaahta tha ki kahi tum ye na samajh baitho ki tumhe akela dekh kar main tumhare sath koi faayda utha raha hu." Nakul ne gambheer ho kar kaha.
"Tum ekdam se buddhu hi ho aur pagal bhi. Jane kya kya sochte rahte ho tum. Ham dono ek dusre se sachcha prem karte hain aur ham dono ka ek dusre par hak hai. Prem me jajbato ko chhupaoge to prem ka rang kaise khilega jaan. Tumhara dil jo bhi kahe use bas kar dala karo. Kisi baat ke liye jhijhak mat rakho apne andar." Maine kaha.
"Baat to tumhari thik hai neelam magar jane kyo main koi baat khul kar kah nahi pata. Jhijhak aur dar bahut jyada haavi ho jata hai mujh me aur fir main kuch bhi nahi kah pata. Jabki mera dil iske khilaaf rahta hai." Nakul ne udaas sa ho ke kaha.
Mujhe nakul par bahut jyada pyar aa raha tha aur main chaah rahi thi ki use bahut sara pyar karu. Jhijhak to mujh me bhi thi magar nakul jitni nahi. Maine socha ki ab nahi to fir kab. Aakhir wo mera hone wala pati hai. Ek din to hamare bich sab kuch khul to jana hi hai. Mere dil ki dhadkane tej ho gai aur main apne man ki uthal puthal ko kisi tarah samhaalti hui aage badhi aur nakul se ja lipti.
Nakul ko shayad mujhse itna jaldi is harkat ki ummid nahi thi is liye wo ekdam se shock ho gaya tha. Wo kisi but ki tarah aise hi khada raha jabki main usse lipti kahe ja rahi thi ki apne jajbaato ko main nahi samhaal sakti jaan. Mera dil kahta hai ki tumhare seene se aisi hi lipti rahu aur tumhe bahut sara pyar karu. Tum bhi apne jajbaato ko jabardasti mat dabaao nakul. Apne armaano ke dwaar khol do aur mujhse khul kar pyaar karo.
Meri baato ka asar der se hi sahi magar nakul par hua jarur. Pahle wo shock sa ho kar khada tha aur jab maine ye sab kaha to usne bahut dhire se apne dono hath uthaye aur meri peeth ke niche kaste huye mujhe apni aagosh me le liya. Mere pure jism me mithi mithi si lahar daud gai. Shayad yahi haal nakul ka bhi tha. Mujhe apni aagosh me liye wo kuch der tak bilkul hi chup raha.
"Aisa pahle kyo nahi kiya tha neelam. Tum to jaanti ho ki main sharm aur jhijhak ke kaaran ye nahi kar sakta tha is liye kam se kam tum hi kar deti. Agar tum karti to shayad main bhi tumhe aise hi apne se chhupka leta. Aahhh kitna sundar ahsaas hai neelam. Main bata nahi sakta ki is wakt mujhe kaisa mahsus ho raha hai. Bas ji karta hai ki sari jindagi main tumhe aise hi apni aagosh me liye rahu." Nakul maano apne jajbaato ko ek ek kar ke baahar nikaal raha tha. Uski ek ek baat mere dil me utar rahi thi aur mujhe mitha sa ahsaas de kar mere andar khushiya bhar rahi thi.
"To kisne roka hai jaan. Main to chaahti hu ki tum mujhe yu hi saari umar apni aagosh me le kar pyar karte raho." Maine nakul ko aur jor se kaste huye kaha.
"Tumhe pata hai neelam mera dil kya kya karne ko kaha karta hai." Nakul ne is baar kaampti si awaaj me kaha.
"Haa batao na jaan ki tumhara dil kya kya karne ko kaha karta hai." Maine dhadakte dil se usse puchha. Meri aankhe mithe ahsaas se band thi aur jubaan apne aap hi khul rahi thi.
"Jab tum mere paas hoti thi to mera dil kaha karta tha ki main tumhare sundar se chehre ko bas nihaarta rahu aur tumhare gore gore sundar gaalo ko choom lu." Nakul ne kaha.
"Aur kya kaha karta tha tumhara dil. Mujhe sab kuch bataao na jaan." Main jaise utaavli si ho rahi thi.
"Aur ye ki tumhare gulaab ki pankhudiyo jaise hotho ko choom lu aur ye bhi ki tumhe apni baaho me bhar lu magar kabhi himmat nahi hui aisa karne ki." Nakul ye kahte huye jaise udaas sa ho gaya. Jabki uski baate sun kar mere man me sangeet sa bajne laga tha aur uski aakhiri baat par jaise main bhi udaas ho gai. Jajbaat machal se gaye.
"Koi baat nahi jaan. Jo gujar gaya use bhool jaao. Aaj aur is wakt main fir se tumhare saamne hu aur tumhari baaho me bhi hu. Is liye tumhara jo bhi dil kare kar lo. Main chaahti hu ki tum apni chaahato ka bedardi se gala na ghoto. Pyar ka ijhaar pyar se karo magar khul kar." Maine ye kah kar jaise nakul ko kuch bhi karne ki chhoot de di.
"Kya tum sach kah rahi ho my love. Kya sach me main tumhare gaalo ko aur hotho ko chhu sakta hu aur kya main unhe choom sakta hu." Nakul ne mujhse alag ho kar meri taraf dekhte huye kaha tha. Uski aankho me bepanaah pyar jhalak raha tha. Wo kisi masoom bachche ki tarah lag raha tha is wakt.
"Main tumhari hu jaan. Meri har cheez tumhari hai aur tumhari har cheez meri hai. Tum jo chaaho kar sakte ho." Maine kaha. Nakul meri taraf hi dekh raha tha aur mujhe apni hi kahi baato par sharm bhi aa rahi thi. Mere hoth halke halke kaampne lage the.
Ham dono bed ke paas hi khade the. Nakul meri baato ko sun kar chup chaap sirf mujhe hi dekhe ja raha tha aur main uski aankho me dekhte rahne ki jaddo jahad kar rahi thi. Dil to joro se ye soch kar dhadke ja raha tha ki nakul kuch hi der me mere gaalo aur hotho ko chumega. Man me mithe mithe ahsaah ki tarange rah rah kar mujhe kahi aur hi ghuma deti thi.
"Ab kya aise hi dekhte rahoge mujhe." Nakul ko ektak mujhe hi dekhte dekh mujhse raha na gaya to main puch baithi thi. Meri is baat se nakul ko jaise hosh aaya aur muskura utha.
"Kitna khush naseeb hu main jo mujhe tum jaisi hoor ki pari mili hai. Meri viraan si jindagi me tum bahaar ban kar aai ho neelam. Agar tum mujhse juda hui to main ek pal bhi ji nahi paauga." Nakul ne bhaari awaaj me kaha.
"Nahi jaan main tumse kabhi juda nahi hougi. Kyo ki tumse juda ho kar main bhi ek pal ji nahi paaugi. Main hamesha tumhare sath hi rahna chaahti hu. Fir chaahe jaisi bhi situation aaye." Maine nakul ke sundar chehre ko apne hatho me lete huye kaha.
"Main wada to nahi kar sakta my love kyo ki sab kuch insaan ke hath me nahi hota magar main puri koshish karuga ki sansaar ki har khushi tumhare kadmo me daal du." Nakul ne is baar aise lahje me kaha jisme ek dridhta thi aur ek yakeen tha.
Nakul ki baato ne mujhe bhaav vibhor kar diya tha. Main andar se bahut khush thi. Mera dil kar raha tha ki main uske un hotho ko choom lu jin hotho ne aisi mithi baate ki thi aur maine is baar khud ko roka bhi nahi. Apni ediyo ko utha kar maine nakul ke gulaabi hotho ko jaldi se choom liya. Nakul bhale hi mere choomne par hairaan hua tha magar mujhe bahut achha mahsus ho raha tha.
"Kya karu jaan. Tum to baate hi karte ja rahe ho jabki mujhse bardaast nahi hua. Is liye tumhare hotho ko choom liya." Maine muskurate huye kaha to nakul bhi muskura utha.
"To choomte rahna tha na. Mujhe to kuch samajh hi nahi aaya ki achanak kya ho gaya hai." Nakul ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Mujhse jitna ho sakta tha maine kar diya jaan. Waise bhi tumhe samajhna chaahiye ki ek ladki kabhi pahal nahi karti balki hamesha ladke ko hi pahal karni hoti hai." Maine kaha.
"Ho sakta hai magar hamare maamle me aisa nahi hai neelam. Ladki agar sharm aur jhijhak ki vajah se pahal nahi karti to samajh lo ki hamare maamle me main ek ladki hi hu aur main sharm aur jhijhak ki vajah se ye sab nahi kar pa raha to tum ladka ban jaao aur pahal karti raho." Nakul ne muskurate huye kaha. Main nakul ki in baato ko sun kar khil khila kar hasne lagi thi.
"Agar main ladka hoti to is wakt tumhe apni majboot baaho me utha kar bed par le jati aur fir tumhe bahut sara pyaar karti. Magar na to main ladka hu aur na hi meri baahe itni majboot hain ki main tumhe utha kar bed par le jaau. Is liye janaab ye khayaal apne man se nikaal dijiye aur mard ban kar mardo wala kaam kijiye." Maine bhi muskurate huye kaha.
"Tumhare khayaal se mardo wale kaun se kaam hote hain." Nakul ne meri aankho me dekh kar kaha.
"Kitchen me khana banana. Bartan dhona aur kapde dhona ye sab mardo wale kaam hain." Maine kaha aur khud hi apni hasi nahi rok paai. Jabki nakul meri baat sun kar hairaani se mujhe dekhne laga.
"Kya tum mujhe chidha rahi ho." Nakul ne aankhe dikhate huye kaha.
"Nahi main tumhe ullu bana rahi hu." Maine haste hue kaha.
Nakul samajh gaya ki main uski khichaai kar rahi hu is liye wo pahle muskuraya fir achanak hi usne mujhe apni god me utha liya. Main ek pal ko to ghabra hi gai thi jab usne mujhe ek jhatke se utha liya tha. Jabki nakul mujhe uthaye bed ke is taraf aaya aur fir mujhe bed par gira diya. Usne mujhe uchaai se nahi giraya tha warna meri sach me cheekh nikal jati.
"Ab batata hu tumhe. Bahut ullu bana rahi thi na mujhe. Ruko ek ek ka hisaab luga main." Nakul bed par aa kar aur mere dono hatho ko pakad kar alag alag side par kar diya. Main seedha leti thi aur meri taange ghutno se mud kar upar ko thi. Jabki nakul majbuti se mere hatho ko pakde mere kamar ke left side ghutno par baitha tha. Uski is harkat se main hairaan bhi thi aur thoda ghabrane bhi lagi thi. Aisa usne kabhi nahi kiya tha magar aaj shayad uske andar ki jhijhak nikal gai thi.
"Ullu ko ullu na banaau to aur kya banaau." Maine apni ghabrahat ko door karne ka prayaas karte huye kaha. Mujhe lag raha tha ki nakul mere hatho ko pakde mere upar aa jayega magar usne aisa kiya nahi. Wo bas mere kamar ke paas hi bed par ghutno ke bal baitha mere hatho ko pakde huye tha. Main apne hatho ko chhudane ki koshish kar rahi thi magar chhuda nahi pa rahi thi.
"Ab bataao kya kya karu tumhare sath. Bahut ullu bana rahi thi na mujhe." Nakul ne apni bhaunho ko upar ki taraf karte huye kaha.
"Main kyo bataau ki tum mere sath kya kya karo. Main to itna jaanti hu ki tum ullu ho." Maine muskurate huye kaha.
"Achha ruko fir. Ab ye ullu kya kya karta hai." Nakul ne kaha aur mere chehre ki taraf jhukne laga. Meri saanse to pahle se hi tej thi ab uske is tarah jhukne se aur bhi tej ho chali thi. Main samajh gai ki wo ab kya karne wala hai. Main bhi chaahti thi ki wo apni chaahto ko pura kare.
Nakul mere chehre ke ekdam paas aa chuka tha. Uski tej tej chalti garm saanse mere chehre par pad rahi thi. Mera dil buri tarah dhadke ja raha tha. Wo meri aankho me dekhta aur fir mere kaamp rahe hotho ko dekhta. Main is wakt uski aankho ka saamna nahi kar paai aur meri aankhe band ho gai. Nakul ko laga jaise maine use ijajat de di ho. Usne abhi bhi mere dono hath pakad rakhe the. Jabki ab main apne hatho ko chhudane ki koi koshish nahi kar rahi thi balki maine khud ko dheela chhod kar uske hawale kar diya tha.
Meri aankhe band thi aur saanse tej ho chali thi. Dil ki dhadkane ye soch soch kar aur bhi badhti ja rahi thi ki nakul abhi kuch hi palo me mere hotho ko chumega aur jane wo kya kya karega. Ye situation aisi thi ki mujhe baaki kisi chij ka hosh nahi tha. Meri haalat badi ajeeb si thi. Apne hotho par apne mahbub ke hotho ki chuwan ko lalaait aur bechain si ho rahi thi main. Aisa pahle kabhi nahi hua tha aur na hi kabhi itni bechain aur utsaahit hui thi. Nakul se milne ki tamanna to har pal hoti thi magar usse mil kar aisa hone ka socha hi nahi tha aur na hi ye ahsaah aaya tha.
Bed par aankhe band kiye padi thi main magar jab ummid ke anusaar kuch na hua to meri bechaini aur bhi badh gai aur maine halke se aankhe khol kar nakul ko dekha. Wo usi tarah mere chehre se thodi upar jhuka hua tha magar ekdam chup tha wo. Kahi khoya hua sa lag raha tha. Hotho par halki muskaan khili hui thi aur aankho me duniya bhar ki chaahat. Use apni taraf is tarah dekhte dekh kar maine apne dono hatho par jor diya to uske hath se mere hath asaani se chhoot gaye. Jaise hi maine hath chhudaya to use hosh aaya aur wo ekdam se chaunk gaya.
"Maine kaha tha na ki tum ullu ho aur ullu hi rahoge." Mujhe nakul par jane kyo thoda gussa aa gaya tha aur main bed se uthne lagi thi magar tabhi nakul ne mujhe halka dhakka diya aur fir se mere dono hatho ko pahle ki tarah pakad liya.
"Ab nahi chhoduga tumhe. Ab dekho ye ullu kya karta hai tumhare sath." Nakul ne mere hatho ko majbuti se pakadte huye kaha.
"Haa dekh chuki hu main ki is ullu ne kya kya kiya hai mere sath." Maine chidhe huye lahje me kaha.
"Gussa kyo ho rahi ho dear. Main to iske pahle tumhari khubsurti me kho gaya tha magar ab dekho main kya karta hu." Nakul ne muskurate huye kaha.
Nakul meri aankho me dekhte huye fir se mere chehre ki taraf jhukne laga aur idhar meri dhadkane fir se tej hone lagi. Jaise hi nakul mere chehre ke bilkul paas aaya to meri aankhe fir se band ho gai. Mere andar ek kamp kapi si hone lagi thi. Tabhi mere chehre se nakul ki garm saanse takraai aur mere hotho par koi bahut hi narm chij chhu gai. Wo narm chij nakul ke hoth the.
Jaise hi nakul ke hotho ne mere thartharate hotho ko chhua to main kaamp kar rah gai. Dil ki dhadkane ruk si gai. Main ek pal ke liye jaise bejaan si ho gai magar tabhi nakul ne mere hotho ko jor se chooma aur thoda upar ho kar fir se chuma to main hosh me aa gai. Mere dono hath nakul ne pakad rakhe the aur ab main unhe chhudana chaahti thi. Is liye nahi ki main nakul se door hona chahti thi balki is liye ki main use apni baaho me kas lena chahti thi.
Nakul ki pakad dheeli pad gai thi. Wo mere hotho ko chumte huye jaise kahi khota ja raha tha. Maine jaldi se apne dono hath chhudaye aur nakul ke sir ko pakad liya dono hatho se. Nakul sirf mere hotho ko choom raha tha aise jaise koi gaalo par kiss karta hai. Uske hoth mere hotho ko chhu jate aur fir se upar uth jate. Main samajh gai ki nakul ko hotho par kiss karna nahi aata hai. Mujhe bhi nahi aata hai magar maine filmo me dekha tha ki wo log kaise kiss karte hain. Filmo me to nakul ne bhi dekha hoga magar is wakt use shayad kuch yaad nahi tha balki wo to bas utne me hi khota ja raha tha.
Maine halki si aankhe khol kar dekha to nakul ki aankhe band thi aur uska chehra gulaabi ho rakha tha. Madhoshi ka aalam tha us pe. Meri haalat usse bhi jyada kharaab thi. Mere andar ajeeb sa ahsaas bharta ja raha tha jo mujhe paagal karne laga tha. Maine nakul ke chehre ko dono hatho se pakda aur jor de kar apni taraf kiya. Mere hotho ke kareeb aate hi maine sir ko halka sa utha kar uske hotho ko choomna shuru kar diya. Ham dono ki saanse tej thi. Mere andar uthal puthal si hone lagi thi. Maine kuch der aise hi nakul ke hotho ko chuma fir maine nakul ke nichle hoth ko apne hotho ke bich daba liya. Mujhe nahi pata ki ab main kya kar rahi thi. Mujh par madhoshi chha gai thi aur paagalpan sa sawaar ho gaya tha. Nakul ke nichle hoth ko maine ekdam se apne hotho se pakad liya tha aur ab muh me daba kar use kulfi ki tarah chusne lagi.
Nakul koi harkat nahi kar raha tha. Wo to jaise behosh sa ho gaya tha. Uski tej tej chalti saanse mere chehre se takra rahi thi. Andar garmi bharti ja rahi thi jiska asar badi teji se ho raha tha. Main ab paaglo ki tarah nakul ke hoth ko choos rahi thi aur kaat rahi thi. Apne hatho se nakul ke sir ke baalo ko buri tarah kheech bhi rahi thi. Ye paagalpan ka daur kuch der tak chala fir band ho gaya. Nakul jo behosh sa ho gaya tha wo achanak chhitak kar door ho gaya.
Nakul jaise hi door hua to maine badi mushkil se aankhe khol kar uski taraf dekha. Nakul bhauchakka sa meri taraf dekh raha tha aur apne hotho ko sahla raha tha. Uska huliya aisa ho gaya tha jaise usne jane kab se baalo me kanghi na kiya ho.
"Nakul kya hua jaan." Maine madhosh si awaaj me usse puchha.
"Kya tum paagal ho gai ho neelam." Nakul ne thoda gusse wale lahje se pucha. Wo abhi bhi apne hoth sahlaye ja raha tha.
"Nahi to aisa kyo kah rahe ho tum aur tum is tarah door kyo ho gaye nakul." Maine kaha.
"Aur kya karu. Tum to mere hoth hi kaatne par tuli thi. Mujhe dard hua to main door ho gaya. Kya aise kiss kiya jata hai ki hoth hi kaat daalo. Mujhe abhi bhi yakeen nahi ho raha ki aisa tumne kiya. Aakhir kya ho gaya tha tumhe." Nakul ne ek saans me ye sab kah dala.
"Sorry jaan. Pata nahi kya ho gaya tha mujhe. Mujhe khayaal hi nahi raha ki main kya kar rahi thi. I'm so sorry jaan. Dikhao kya sach me maine tumhare hotho ko kaat liya hai." Main kahte huye jaldi se uthi aur nakul ke kareeb ja kar uske hotho ko dekhne lagi. Nakul ke hoth kate to nahi the magar laal pad gaye the aur nichla hoth thoda motha sa dikh raha tha.
Nakul ke hotho ki haalat dekh kar mujhe khud par gussa to aaya hi magar apne aap par sharmindagi bhi hui ki maine ye kya kar diya. Nakul mere bare me kahi ye na sochne laga ho ki mere andar prem ki jagah hawas paida ho gai thi. Maine nakul se iske liye kai baar sorry kaha. Nakul ne mere sorry kahne par bas yahi kaha ki jane do main samajh sakta hu ki tumne ye sab jaan bujh ke nahi kiya.
Kuch der baad jab ham dono ke andar ki haalat thik hui to ham dono hi is bare me charcha karne lage ki us wakt ham dono ko hi kisi baat ka hosh nahi rah gaya tha. Mujhe is baat ka bura lag raha tha ki mere paagalpan ki vajah se nakul ko taklif hui.
"Yaar is tarah mayus aur udaas na ho tum. Mujhe pata hai ki tumne jaan bujh kar mere hotho ko nahi kaata tha. Wo to bas ek pyar hi tha jo us roop me nikal raha tha. Main to khush hu ki tumne mere andar ki jhijhak nikaal di." Nakul kahne ke baad muskuraya to main bhi muskura uthi.
"Achha chalo ab so jate hain. Kal subah jaldi uthna bhi hai. Pata hai na ki kal rohan ke sath mujhe job ke liye jana hai." Nakul ne kaha.
Nakul ki baat par maine haa kaha aur fir main bed ke ek taraf let gai. Mere letne ke baad nakul bhi dusri taraf let gaya. Hamare bich kuch distance tha. Kamre me ekdam se khamoshi chha gai thi. Mere man me ek baat aai to main muskura uthi.
"Sote wakt mere paas mat aa jana. Warna fir se kaat lugi." Maine dusri taraf karwat liye huye hi kaha.
"Tum kaat ke dikhana is baar fir dekhna main kaha kaha kaatuga tumhe." Nakul ne kaha aur wo palat kar mere peeche aa kar mujhe apni baaho me bhar liya.
Nakul ne jaise hi mujhe peeche se baaho me bhara to meri dhadkane tej ho gai. Magar maine use iske liye mana nahi kiya kyo ki uska aise mujhe baaho me lena bahut achha lag raha tha mujhe.
"Thik hai kaat lena magar jyada jor se mat kaatna." Maine muskurate huye kaha. Meri baat par nakul ne peeche se meri gardan ke paas halke se choom liya aur kaha chalo ab so jaao.
Ham dono aise hi kuch der me so gaye. Nakul ne mujhe apne se lagaya hua tha jisse mujhe badi sukoon ki neend aai. Jaise ab main duniya ke har khatre se mahfuj thi.
Back to family side...
Dad aur sanjay uncle train me baith chuke the. Dad ke sath ravendra uncle bhi aana chaahte the magar dad ne mana kar diya tha ye kah kar ki unka ghar par rahna bhi jaruri hai. Abhi tak gaon me is baat ki kisi ko bhanak nahi lagi thi. Is liye jaruri tha ki ravendra uncle is maamle ko chhupaye hi rakhe aur kuch aadmiyo ke sath naina ki khoj bhi karte rahe.
Idhar dad aur sanjay uncle aapas me baate karte huye safar kar rahe the. Dono ko hi filhaal ye nahi pata tha ki main kaha hu aur wo mumbai pahuch kar mujhe kaha aur kis tarike se talaash karege. Filhaal unhe mumbai me rah rahe apne ek dost ke yaha rukna tha aur us dost ko bina kuch bataye hi mumbai me meri talaash karni thi.
Kafi der tak dono ek dusre se is bare me charcha karte rahe uske baad dono apni apni jagah ja kar so gaye the. Train apni speed se chalti rahi aur kisi tarah raat gujar hi gai aur dusre din ki shuruaat hui. Mumbai pahuchne me unhe abhi kafi time tha. Is liye subah fresh hone ke baad wo fir se isi bare me charcha karne lage. Wo sabse jyada is baat se pareshan the ki naina kaha gayab ho gai hai. Kahi wo kisi musibat me to nahi fas gai hai ya fir kisi ne use kidnap kar liya hai. Agar kisi ne uska kidnap kiya hota to sanjay uncle ke paas kidnapper ka phone to aata hi kisi firauti ke liye magar aisa nahi hua tha. Yahi ek baat thi jo unhe ye sochne par majbur kar rahi thi ki naina shayad mere sath hi chali gai thi us din. Jabki yaha mujhe khud hi uske bare me koi jankari nahi thi. Ratan bhaiya ne jarur mujhe message me bata diya tha ki wo usi raat se gayab hai jis raat main nakul ke sath mumbai gai thi.
Back to my side...
Subah jab meri aankhe khuli to main abhi bhi nakul ki baaho me thi. Ye dekh kar mere hotho par muskaan khil gai. Nakul abhi bhi so raha tha. Maine dhire se khud ko nakul ki baaho se ajaad kiya aur fir uth kar baith gai. Maine nakul ki taraf dekha. Wo har baat se bekhabar kisi masoom bachche ki tarah sukoon se so raha tha. Mujhe us par bahut jyada pyaar aaya to maine halke se uske hotho ko choom liya aur fir muskurati hui bed se niche utar gai.
Bathroom me ja kar main fresh hui aur fir kitchen ki taraf badh gai. Maine socha ki pahle chaay bana lu fir nakul ko jagaaugi. Kitchen me jab main aai to mujhe yaad aaya ki doodh to hai hi nahi. Main waapas kamre me aai aur nakul ko jagaya. Maine use bataya ki chaay ke liye doodh nahi hai is liye wo baahar se doodh le aaye.
Nakul utha aur pahle bathroom gaya uske baad baahar doodh lene chala gaya. Main kitchen me aai aur chaay banane ki taiyari karne lagi par tabhi mujhe yaad aaya ki kal raat maine ratan bhaiya ka diya hua mobile yahi kahi chhupa diya tha. Maine pahle idhar udhar dekha fir mujhe yaad aaya ki maine kitchen ke platform ke niche chhupaya tha.
Niche se mobile nikaal kar main teji se kamre ki taraf bhaagti hui aai. Main jaanti thi ki nakul doodh le kar jaldi hi aayega is liye maine mobile ko apne bag me hi daal diya aur kamre se baahar aa gai. Mujhe is baat ka bahut bura lag raha tha ki main is mobile ke bare me nakul se chhupa rahi hu magar main mobile ke bare me bata kar nakul ko pareshan nahi karna chaahti thi. Is wakt wo khush tha aur agar maine use bataya ki mere bhaiya ne ye mobile us raat railway station par aa kar diya tha to jane wo kya soche aur pareshan ho jaye.
Kuch der me nakul doodh le kar aa gaya to main khushi ka ijhaar karte huye chaay banane lagi. Chaay jab ban gai to ham dono ne sath hi chaay pi. Uske baad nakul bathroom chala gaya nahane ke liye. Kyo ki use rohan ke sath jana tha aur rohan kisi bhi wakt aa sakta tha. Is liye wo rohan ke aane se pahle hi ready ho jana chaahta tha.
Nakul ke jane ke baad main bhi kitchen me aa gai. Maine socha jab tak nakul taiyaar hoga tab tak main uske liye naasta taiyaar kar deti hu. Is liye main jaldi jaldi naasta banane lagi. Mere man me ek khushi thi ki aaj jaise hi nakul ko naukari mil jayegi to ham dono ki life bhi dhire dhire achhe se katne lagegi.
Nakul jab puri tarah taiyaar ho kar aaya to main plate me uske liye naasta le kar aa gai. Nakul ne mujhe bhi sath me naaste ke liye kaha par maine usse kaha ki main baad me naasta kar lugi. Is wakt uske liye jyada jaruri tha. Magar nakul na mana aur fir mujhe bhi uske sath naasta karna hi pada.
9 baje door well baji to nakul ne ja kar darwaja khola. Darwaje ke baahar rohan tha aur darwaja khulte hi wo andar aa gaya. Uske chehre par is wakt ajeeb se bhaav the. Usne aate hi jo kaha use sun kar nakul ke hosh ud gaye. Rohan ki baat mere kaano par bhi pad chuki thi aur nakul ki tarah mere bhi hosh ud gaye the.
Rohan ne short me jo kaha tha use sun kar nakul ke hosh ud chuke the aur main jo nakul ke pichhe hi jane kya soch kar darwaje ki taraf chal di thi to rohan ke shabd mere kaano me bhi pad gaye the. Jisse mere bhi hosh ud gaye the. Kuch der ke liye aisa laga jaise aas paas kuch tha hi nahi. Kaano me saay saay ki awaaj aa rahi thi.
"Ab is tarah kya khade ho yaar. Hato andar aane do." Darwaje ke paas khada rohan nakul se thoda uchhi awaaj me bol pada to nakul jaise neend se jaga aur hadbada kar ek taraf hat gaya.
Rohan andar aaya aur chhote se hall me rakhe sofe par dhamm se baith gaya. Uske pichhe pichhe nakul bhi aa gaya tha aur idhar main bhi. Mere aur nakul ke chehre ka rand uda hua tha. Badi mushkil se hamne khud ko samhala.
"Kya tum sach kah rahe rohan magar yaar aisa kaise ho sakta hai." Nakul ne kaha.
"Mujhe bhi is bare me kuch pata nahi tha nakul bhai. Subah dad jab phone par baat kar rahe the tabhi suna aur jana maine." Rohan ne kaha.
"Ab ham kya karege nakul." Main pareshan si nakul ki taraf dekhte huye bol padi.
"Chinta mat karo neelam. Main kahi dusri jagah naukari khoj luga. Ye to achha hua ki hame wakt rahte pata chal gaya ki tumhare dad aur sanjay uncle yaha aa rahe hain aur rohan ke yaha rukege. Kitna ajeeb ittefaak hai neelam ki main jinke yaha naukari karne ke liye jane wala tha wo tumhare dad ke dost nikle. Rohan bhai ko bhi pata nahi tha ki iske dad aur tumhare dad dost hain. Achha hua ki rohan ne apne dad ki baate sun li warna ham to badi asaani se pakde jate." Nakul serious ho kar bola.
"Dekho main ye kah raha hu ki abhi tum yahi par ruko. Mere dad ko is flat ke bare me pata nahi hai. Is liye tum dono yaha par abhi araam se ruk sakte ho. Rahi baat naukari ki to kuch din ke liye is baat ko bhi bhool jaao. Dad ke dost aaj do ya teen baje tak pahuchege to main ye pata karne ki koshish karta hu ki wo dad se is bare me kya baate karte hain." Rohan ne kaha.
"Dad ko apni ijjat aur maan sammaan ki fikar apni jaan se bhi jyada hai. Is liye mujhe nahi lagta ki wo aapke dad se hamare bare me koi baat karege." Maine kaha.
"Aapke dad aur mere dad aapas me gahre dost hain is liye ye possible hai ki wo is bare me mere dad se charcha karege. Baat agar gair ki hoti to wo sach me nahi batate aisa mera manna hai. Baaki main to hu hi pata karne ke liye. Dekhte hain kya hota hai. Agar aapki baat sahi hui to ye aap dono ke liye achhi baat ho sakti hai. Kyo ki jab wo is bare me dad ko kuch batayege hi nahi to dar kis baat ka. Matlab wo log is baat ko mere dad se chhupa kar apne tarike se aap dono ko yaha mumbai me khojege aur ye baat to wo soch hi nahi sakte ki jinhe wo puri mumbai me khoj rahe hain wo to unki naak ke niche hi hain." Rohan ne kaha.
"Baat to tumhari thik hai rohan bhai par agar unhe kisi tarah hamari bhanak lag gai to sab khatm bhi ho jayega." Nakul ne kaha.
"Isi liye kah raha hu ki abhi naukari ko bhool jaao aur yahi par araam se raho aur haa baahar jyada na nikalna. Main pahle dekhta hu ki wo yaha aa kar dad se is bare me koi baat karte hain ki nahi. Uske baad sochege ki kya karna hai. Ek baat aur yaha aap dono bilkul safe hain is liye kisi baat ki fikar mat karna. Khane pine ka sara samaan to hai hi aur jo sabji aur doodh ka matter hai use bhi main adjust kar duga. Subah doodh aur shaam ko taaji sabji aa jayegi yaha par." Rohan ne kaha.
"Rohan bhai hamare liye itna kuch kar rahe ho ye ahsaan main kaise chuka paauga." Nakul ne kaha.
"Kamaal hai yaar bhai bhi bolte ho aur ahsaan chukane ki baat bhi karte ho. Tum vikram ke dost ho is liye mere bhi dost hi huye na bhai. Upar se is situation me ho to dost ki madad karna to apna farj banta hai na yaar." Rohan ne muskurate huye kaha.
Rohan ham dono ko samjha bujha kar kuch der me chala gaya. Uske jane ke baad ham dono kafi der tak isi bare me sochte rahe aur aapas me vichaar vimarsh karte rahe ki aage kya hoga ya hame aage kya karna hoga. Maine nakul se is bare me bhi baat ki ke ye rohan hamare liye itna kuch kar raha hai jabki aaj ke jamane me koi bhi kisi ke liye itna kuch nahi karta. Meri baat par nakul bas yahi kahta raha ki duniya me achhe log bhi hote hain. Jaise uske dost hain jinhone uska ilaaj karaya tha aur aaj unhi ki madad se ham dono yaha hain.
Nakul ke samjhane par main samajh to gai magar mere man ke ek kone me ye baat abhi bhi thi ki kya sach me rohan hamare liye kisi farishte jaisa hai ya wo ye sab kisi aur hi vajah se kar raha hai. Itne mahge flat me usne hame bina kisi swaarth ke rakha aur hamari jarurato ko bhi pura kar raha hai. Jab tak wo yaha tha main uski najar bacha kar uski baato par aur uske chehre ke bhaavo par hi gaur karti rahi thi. Mujhe ek pal ke liye bhi aisa nahi laga tha ki uske man me achhaai ke alawa kuch aur bhi hai. Bhagwan jane wo sach me achha tha ya fir wo apne man ke bhaavo ko chhupane me expert tha.
Naasta ham dono hi kar chuke the is liye abhi bas baithe hi the aur ab shayad yaha par baithna hi tha. Main baar baar is baat se hairaan ho rahi thi ki rohan ka baap mere dad ka dost tha aur meri talaash me nikle mere dad aur sanjay uncle unhi ke yaha rukne wale hain. Is baat ki chinta to thi hi magar dusri chinta ki baat ye bhi thi ki meri saheli naina ka kahi pata na tha. Jane wo kaha hogi aur kis haal me hogi. Mujhe yaad aaya ki ratan bhaiya ne mujhe messages kiye the aur maine unhe reply bhi kiya tha.
Nakul sofe par baitha tv dekhne laga tha. Usne kaha tha ki is tension ko door karne ke liye hame tv dekhna chahiye. Maine nakul se thodi der araam karne ka kah kar kamre me aa gai. Kamre me aa kar maine sabse pahle darwaje ke andar se hi jhaank kar nakul ko dekha. Wo abhi bhi tv hi dekh raha tha.
Maine darwaje ko halka sa khula chhoda aur jaldi se apne bag se mobile nikala aur on kiya. Kuch hi der me mobild par messages aane lage. Screen par ratan bhaiya ke messages ke notification dikhe. Main uthi aur mobile le kar bathroom me ghus gai aur darwaja band kar ke pani ki toti ko halka sa khol diya jisse agar nakul kamre me aaye bhi to use yahi lage ki main bathroom me hu aur naha rahi hu.
Bathroom me maine mobile par dikh rahe ratan bhaiya ke messages par touch kiya to unke messages open ho gaye jisme kai sare messages the. Sabse pahle to unhone apne message me meri khairiyat puchhi thi aur fir bataya ki naina ka abhi tak koi pata nahi laga hai. Ye bhi bataya ki waha ghar me mom bahut dukhi hain. Dad ke bare me bhi bataya ki wo aaj mumbai pahuch jayege aur yaha par wo apne kisi dost ke yaha rukege. Ratan bhaiya ne aakhiri message me ye pucha ki main mumbai me kaha par hu aur mobile kyo band rakhti hu.
Sare messages ko padh kar main kafi der tak sochti rahi ki main bhaiya ko kya jawaab du. Main soch rahi thi ki bhaiya mujhse ye kyo puch rahe hain ki main yaha kaha par hu. Kahi aisa to nahi ki wo mujhse pata jaan kar dad ko batana chaahte ho. Is wakt mere man me yahi khayaal aa raha tha ki bhaiya ne shayad is liye mujhe mobile diya tha ki unke man me koi plan tha. Dad ki najar me khud ko achha banane ke liye unhone aisa kiya hoga. Magar isme logic najar nahi aa raha tha mujhe. Kyo ki agar bhaiya ke man me aisa koi vichaar tha to wo mujhe us raat ko hi pakadwa sakte the magar unhone aisa nahi kiya balki ek achhe bhai ki tarah hi byohaar kiya. Sabse chhup kar railway station aana aur nakul ki najro se bacha kar mujhe mobile dena. Yaha tak ki mujhse ye bhi kahna ki wo mujhe bahut pyar karte hain aur dad ki tarah meri khushiyo ka gala nahi ghotna chaahte.
Ratan bhai ne jo kiya tha usme mujhe kahi bhi kuch galat nahi lag raha tha magar fir bhi jane kyo main puri tarah un par bharosa nahi kar pa rahi thi. Maine unke messages ke reply me apni achhi khairiyat bataai aur is baat ka ki main kaha par hu yahi jawaab diya ki mujhe yaha ke bare me kuch pata nahi hai.
Ratan bhaiya ko jawaab dene ke baad maine mobile ko fir se off kar diya aur bathroom se baahar aa gai. Nakul kamre me nahi tha. Shayad abhi bhi tv hi dekh raha tha. Maine jaldi se mobile ko bag me dala aur bag ko bed ke niche sarka diya. Uske baad main apne kapde le kar bathroom me nahane chali gai.
Wahi ek taraf...
Dad aur sanjay uncle sawa do baje rohan ke ghar pahuhe. Rohan ke dad Desraj patel apne office se seedha railway station gaye the unhe pick karne ke liye aur fir unhe apni car me le kar aa gaye the. Dad ke dost ne raaste me hi pahle majaak majaak me pucha tha ki itne saalo baad aaj unhe apne is dost se milne ka khayaal kyo aaya. Jawaab me dad ne kaha tha ki unhe to chalo itne saalo baad unka khayaal aa hi gaya aur wo unse milne mumbai bhi aa gaye magar unhe apne dost ka kitna khayaal aaya itne saalo me.
Dad ne raaste me apne dost ko ye nahi bataya ki unki beti yaani ki main apne premi ke sath ghar se bhaag gai hu aur wo yaha mujhe khojne aaye hain. Ghar me pahuch kar sabse pahle dad aur uncle ne khud ko fresh kiya aur fir khana pina hua. Desraj patel ki dharm patni ka naam Reshma tha. Reshma patel aur desraj ke do hi bachche the. Jin me sabse bada rohan tha aur fir usse ek saal chhoti ladki jiska naam Ragini tha. Dono bhai bahan college ke last year me the.
Baat cheet ka daur itna lamba chala ki shaam ho gai. Desraj bahut khush the ki unke dost itne saalo baad unse milne aaye the is liye unhone dad aur uncle ka achhe se welcome kiya tha. Dad apne dost ki tarakki se khush the. Raat me teeno dosto ne ek sath hi party manaai jisme teeno ne drink kiya tha. Drink ke baad un teeno ne halka fulka khana khaya aur fir sab sone chale gaye. Jab se dad aur uncle aaye the rohan barabar unki baate sunne ki koshish kar raha tha aur wo is koshish me safal bhi hua tha. Uske anusaar mere dad ne uske dad se mere bare me is tarah ki koi baat nahi ki thi.
Back to my side...
Maine naha dho kar lunch taiyaar kiya aur fir ham dono ne sath hi khaya. Is bich ham dad aur uncle se related hi baate kar rahe the. Nakul ne bas yahi kaha tha ki filhaal hame yahi rahna chahiye aur dad ke waapas jane ka intjar karna chahiye. Uske baad hi sochege ki aage kya karna hai.
Hamare paas dusra koi kaam to tha nahi is liye khana khana tv dekhna aur baate karna hi rah gaya tha. Is bich nakul se thodi bahut hasi majaak bhi hota tha. Wo ab pahle ki tarah na sharmata tha aur na hi kisi baat ke liye jhijhakta tha. Rohan ne nakul ko phone karke bata diya tha ki uske ghar me mere dad aur sanjay uncle ne uske dad se kya kya baate ki thi. Usne bataya ki filhaal to un teeno dosto ne drink kiya aur khana pina kar ke sone chale gaye hain. Next day kya hoga iske bare me wo hame khabar karta rahega.
Idhar main aur nakul bhi raat me kha pi kar so gaye the. Ham dono ek hi bed par so gaye the. Hamare bich thodi bahut pyar bhari nok jhok hui thi uske baad ham dono ek dusre ko kiss kar ke so gaye the. Ek taraf to main dad ke aane ki vajah se chintit thi wahi ek taraf nakul ke kareeb rah kar khush bhi thi.
Subah sab se pahle meri hi aankh khuli. Pichhli subah ki tarah hi nakul ne mujhe pichhe se apni baaho me liya hua tha. Maine bahut hi saavdhani se khud ko uski baaho se ajaad kiya aur fresh hone bathroom chali gai. Uske baad maine kitchen me ja kar waha ki saaf safaai ki. Subah ke saat bajne wale the aur mujhe yaad aaya ki kal rohan ne kaha tha ki subah doodh aur shaam ko taaji sabji aa jaya karegi.
Main check karne ke iraade se baahar wale gate ki taraf badh chali. Nakul to abhi bhi kamre me hi so raha tha. Baahar ka gate khol kar maine dekha to koi nahi tha. Maine tv aur filmo me dekha tha ki doodh wala gate ke paas aata tha aur doodh ki thaili rakh kar chala tha. Magar yaha to aisa nahi tha ya fir ye ho sakta tha ki abhi doodh wale ke aane ka time hi nahi hua tha. Maine gate andar se band kiya aur andar chhote se hall me aa kar baith gai. Mujhe doodh wale ke aane ka intjar tha.
Kafi der tak main wahi sofe par baithi rahi magar gate par kisi ke aane ki dastak na hui to main uth kar kamre me aa gai aur nakul ko jaga diya aur usse kaha ki baahar se doodh le aao chaay ke liye. Meri baat par nakul ne kaha ki baahar jane ke liye rohan ne mana kiya hai hame. Doodh aur sabji to khud hi hamare paas aa jayegi. Shayad aisa usne intjaam kar diya hoga. Maine nakul ko bataya ki main gate khol kar baahar dekh chuki hu waha koi nahi tha.
Nakul ne mujhe kuch der wait karne ko kaha aur khud fresh hone ke liye bathroom chala gaya. Nakul ko bathroom me gaye abhi do minute hi huye the ki door bell baji. Main door bell ki awaaj sun kar chaunki. Mere man me khayaal aaya ki ho na ho doodh wala hi hoga. Ye soch kar main kamre se baahar ki taraf chal padi. Man me ye dar bhi tha ki kahi koi aur hi na ho baahar. Ham dono to waise bhi yaha naye hi the aur kisi ko jaante bhi nahi the. Fir bhi himmat kar ke maine baahar wale gate ke paas aa kar andar se hi pahle awaaj de kar pucha ki kaun hai to baahar se awaaj aai ki dodh wala.
Maine doodh wale ko do minute rukne ko bola aur teji se chalte huye kitchen me aai aur ek bartan le kar darwaje ki taraf badh chali. Darwaja khol kar maine dhire se baahar dekha. Ek 40 ya 45 ki umar ka aadmi tha aur uske paas jameen par ek chhota sa doodh wali baalti thi aur hath me naapne wala jug. Maine bartan darwaje ke paas rakh diya usne bartan par do jug doodh daal diya aur bina kuch bole chala gaya. Doodh ek liter se kam nahi tha.
Darwaja band kar ke jab main andar aai to nakul bhi kamre se baahar aa gaya. Usne mere hath me doodh se bhara bartan dekha to puch hi liya ki ye kaha se aaya to maine use bata diya. Meri baat sun kar wo bola ki rohan ne sach me intjaam kar diya hai.
Maine chaay banaai aur fir ham dono ne sath hi chaay peete huye idhar udhar ki baate ki. Kareeb nau baje rohan ka nakul ke paas phone aaya aur usne usse hamare bare me pucha aur fir apne yaha ki khabar di. Khabar ye thi ki is wakt mere dad aur sanjay uncle rohan ke dad ke sath naasta kar rahe hain. Dad ne rohan ke dad se jaruri kaam kah kar kahi jaane ka bola hai. Rohan ke dad ne pahle to yahi kaha ki aaj wo office nahi jayege balki unke sath hi chalte hain magar dad ne mana kar diya hai. To ab haal ye hai ki dad aur sanjay uncle meri khoj me niklege. Rohan ke dad ne unke liye apni ek car bhi dene ko bol rahe the to shayad wo unki car me jayege. Dad ne bataya ki wo shaam tak hi waapas lautege.
Rohan ne kaha ki wo dopahar ko hamse milne aayega aur is bare me baat karega. Rohan se baat karne ke baad nakul ne phone rakh diya. Kuch der hamare bich khamoshi rahi uske baad nakul ne kaha.
"Tumhe kya lagta hai tumhare dad hame khoj lege." Nakul ne kaha.
"Main is bare me kya bolu. Bas yahi kah sakti hu ki agar hamari kismat kharaab hui to ham jarur pakde jayege aur agar naseeb achha hua to wo hame kabhi nahi khoj payege." Maine kaha.
"Mujhe nahi lagta ki wo hame khoj payege neelam. Ham yaha puri safety se hain. Jabki wo hame baahar khojege jaise ham unhe sadak par hi kahi mil jayege. Ya fir wo ye sochte hoge ki ham yaha kisi hotel me ruke honge." Nakul ne kaha.
"Itne bade shahar me itna asaan nahi hai ki wo hame khoj payege. Unhe to yahi pata nahi hoga ki itne bade shahar me ham kis jagah ho sakte hain. Ye to wahi baat ho gai jaise bhoose me sui khojna hai." Maine kaha.
"Hamare liye sabse achhi baat ye hai ki unhone hamare piche police ko nahi lagaya. Agar unhone police ko bata diya hota to police wale der sawer jarur hame khoj lete aur fir aage jo hota wo bahut hi bhayanak hota." Nakul ne kaha.
"Police ko wo kaise bata dete. Usse to baat fail jati aur sabko pata chal jata ki thakur surendra singh ki ijjat ki dhajjiya uda kar unki beti apne mahbub ke sath bhaag gai hai. Us haalat me dad aur hamare khandaan ki uchi shaakh aur unke ruaab dhool me mil jate." Maine kaha.
"Kya main itna bura hu neelam ki wo mujhe apna nahi sakte aur mere sath tumhari shadi nahi kar sakte. Mera gunaah sirf itna hai ki main unki tarah paise wala nahi hu aur unki tarah uche khandaan se nahi hu. Jabki unhe sochna chahiye ki chhota bada kuch nahi hota balki prem to sabse bada hota hai. Unhe meri na sahi kam se kam apni beti ki khushiyo ka to sochna chahiye tha. Har maa baap chaahte hain ki unke bachche khush rahe. Fir apni hi beti ki khushiyo ka gala ghotne se wo kaun si khushi de rahe hain." Nakul ne dukhi ho ke kaha.
"Jane do jaan. Ham ab mil gaye hain na fir itna kyo dukhi hote ho. Main maanti hu ki mere ghar walo ki soch galat hai magar koi baat nahi. Ham dono mil kar apni ek alag duniya basayege. Ek pyar ki duniya jisme ham dono hoge aur hamara pyara sa sansaar hoga." Maine nakul ko pyar se dekhte huye kaha.
"Tum sath ho to mujhe kisi baat ki taklif nahi hai neelam magar kabhi kabhi na chaahte huye bhi ye khayaal aa jata hai ki bade ghar me tum pali badhi ho aur tumhare mata pita ne tumhari har jarurato ko tumhare ek ishare par pura kiya hai. Lekin main koi bada aadmi nahi hu aur na hi mere paas itni kshamta hai ki main tumhari har khwaaish ko tumhare ek ishare me pura kar du. Is vajah se agar tumne mujhe kisi din tana mara aur mujhe chhod diya to main to jite ji mar jaauga neelam." Nakul ne mere chehre ko dono hatho me le kar kaha tha. Uski baate mere dil ko cheerti chali gai thi.
"Nahi nakul aisa kabhi nahi hoga. Meri khwaais meri chaahat sirf tum the aur tumhare mil jane se mujhe har khushi mil gai hai. Tum jis haal me mujhe rakhoge us haal me khush rahugi main. Mujhe na mahlo me rahne ki khwaaish hai aur na hi badi badi cheejo ki. Is liye is baat se befikar raho mere sanam ki main is sabke liye kabhi tumhe tana maarugi ya chhod ke chali jaaugi." Maine kaha to nakul ne mujhe apne seene se laga liya. Maine bhi use kas ke pakad liya. Main sochne lagi ki ye bade chhote ka bhed logo ke man me kaisa kaisa dar aur kaisi kaisi baate bhar deta hai.
Kuch der hamne ek dusre se aur pyar bhari baate ki fir maine lunch taiyaar karne ka kah kar kitchen me chali gai aur nakul wahi hall me baith kar tv dekhne laga. Rohan ne dopahar ko aane ko kaha tha is liye maine socha ki uske aane se pahle hi ham lunch kar ke fursat ho jaye.
Dopahar me rohan do baje ke kareeb aaya. Main aur nakul hall me hi baithe tv dekh rahe the. Rohan aaya to usne pahle hamse hamara haal chaal pucha uske baad usne hame bataya ki uske ghar me uske dad se mere dad aur sanjay uncle ne kya baate ki.
Rohan ke anusaar mere dad ne apne dost desraj se mere bare me kuch nahi bataya tha. Balki yahi kaha ki mumbai ghoomne ke uddesya se aaye hain. Is liye kuch din yaha ruk kar mumbai ghoomege aur kuch apne jaruri kaam bhi karege. Rohan ke dad ko kyo ki har roj office jana hota hai is liye wo unke sath kam hi ja payege.
"Mujhe to lag raha tha ki neelam bhabhi ke dad apne dost se jarur apne aane ka sach batayege aur unse madad bhi maagege apni beti ko khojne ki magar aisa hua nahi. Iska matlab wo mere dad ko puri tarah apna dost nahi samajhte hain ya fir wo ye sochte hoge ki sachchaai jaan kar mere dad apne dost ke bare me kya sochege." Saari baat batane ke baad rohan ne ham dono ki taraf dekh kar kaha.
"Ho sakta hai rohan bhai ki unki dusri baat hi sach ho. Itne saalo baad apne dost se mile hain to unke man me yahi baat hogi ki dost ke saamne unka kad ya sammaan feeka na pade." Nakul ne kaha.
"Dosto me ye sab nahi chalta nakul bhai. Dost to hote hi hain ek dusre ki madad karne ke liye. Khair jo bhi ho magar unki is soch se ek cheej ka faayda to hai ki tum dono par koi musibat nahi aayegi. Mujhe pura yakeen hai ki wo tum dono ko yaha khoj nahi payege. Is maya nagri me kisi ko khoj lena asaan kaam nahi hai. Tab to bilkul bhi nahi jab ki unke paas koi suraag ya koi jariya hi na ho. Agar yahi kaam police karti to wo der sawer tum dono ko khoj hi leti. Kyo ki unke paas bahut se vikalp hote hain khojne ke." Rohan ne kaha.
"Sahi kah rahe ho rohan bhai. Ham bhala yaha kab tak chhup ke baithe rahege. Kisi na kisi din to hame yaha se baahar nikalna hi padega aur jaise hi ham pubilc place me aaye to police ka koi khabri hame jarur pahchaan lega aur fir wo police ko khabar kar dega. Uske baad khel khatam." Nakul ne kaha.
"Bilkul thik kaha bhai. Police walo ke source bahut bade hote hain. Waise surendra uncle ko police ki madad hi leni chahiye thi. Apne yaha ki police na sahi magar yaha ki police se madad to leni hi chahiye. Usse to koi problem nahi hogi unhe. Mashla to gaav walo ke pata chalne se hai jabki yaha ki police se madad lene par gaav walo ko is sabka pata nahi chalega." Rohan ne kaha.
"Bhai aisa kyo kah rahe ho yaar. Kya tum chaahte ho ki neelam ke dad yaha ki police ko hamari khoj me laga de." Nakul ne has ke kaha.
"Are main kyo chaahuga nakul bhai. Main to bas ek reality bata raha hu ki surendra uncle agar yaha ki police se madad lege to unhe isse koi nuksaan nahi hoga balki faayda hi hoga. Police kuch hi dino me tum dono ko khoj kar unke supurd kar degi aur fir wo tum dono ko le ke gaav chale jayege." Rohan ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Waah kya baat kahi hai bhai. Yaar ye salaah tum ja kar neelam ke dad ko na de dena." Nakul ne kaha to main bhi muskura uthi.
"Mujhe salaah dene ki jarurat kya hai bhai. Mujhe agar yahi karna hoga to main unhe police se madad maagne ki salaah nahi duga balki saaf saaf bata duga ki wo jinhe khojne yaha aaye hain unhe maine apne flat me badi hifajat se rakha hai." Rohan ne muskurate huye kaha.
"Agar ye majaak hai to samjho bahut hi achha hai lekin agar aisa hua to ham dono par bhaari musibat ho jayegi." Nakul ne kaha.
"Aisa bhi to ho sakta hai ki dad ka man badal jaye aur wo aapke dad se hamari sari kahani bata de aur fir unse ye bhi kahe ki ham dono ko khojne me wo unki madad kare." Maine kuch sochte huye kaha.
"Haa aisa bhi ho sakta hai. Kuch din me jab wo aap dono ko khojte khojte thak jayege aur wo aap dono ko khoj nahi payege to unke man me ye baat aa bhi sakti hai. Surendra uncle agar na bhi mane to unke sath aaye unke dost unse is baare me bol bhi sakte hain aur samjha bhi sakte hain ki unhe apne dost ko sab sach bata dena chahiye aur unse madad leni chahiye." Rohan ne kaha.
Kuch der aur isi subject par baate hui uske baad rohan chala gaya aur ye bhi kahta gaya ki ab wo yaha roj nahi aayega balki phone par hi baat kar liya karega. Rohan ke jane ke baad main aur nakul bhi kuch der isi bare me baat karte rahe uske baad main kamre me araam karne chali gai jabki nakul tv dekhta raha.
Dad aur sanjay uncle ke yaha aa jane se aisa lag raha tha jaise hamari jindagi thahar si gai hai. Rohan bhale hi ye kah kar gaya tha ki yaha ham safe hain magar man me ye shanka baith gai thi ki kab tak. Kahte hain jab ham andar se vichlit hote hain to baahar se koi romance jaisi situation create karne me muskil ho jati hai ya fir ye kaho ki aisa hota hi nahi. Log laakh samjhaye magar jo baat baith gai hoti hai wo asaani se jati nahi.
Aaj ka sara din aise hi gujar gaya. Ham dono ke bich bas normal baate hi hui. Kuch karne ko to tha nahi is liye kabhi tv dekhte to kabhi jabardasti sone ki koshish karte. Ek tarah se bechaini ki si haalat ban gai thi. Yaha ham dono par koi paabandi nahi thi magar lagta tha jaise bahut badi jail me kaid ho gaye ho.
Shaam ko nakul ke phone par rohan ka call aaya. Usne udhar ka haal bataya. Haal yahi tha ki dad aur sanjay uncle sara din mumbai me ghumne ke baad shaam ko waapas aaye hain aur uske dad ke puchne par unhone yahi bataya ki wo aaj kai places me ghoome. Matlab ki unhone ye nahi bataya ki wo kis silsile me ghoomne gaye the.
Situation ek tarah se hamare hak me hi thi kyo ki dad aur uncle rohan ke dad se sach chhupaye huye the. Magar aisa bhi ho sakta tha ki unka man badal jaye. Idhar main apni saheli naina ke liye bhi chintit thi ki wo kaha hogi aur kis haal me hogi. Aakhir kya hua hoga uske sath.
Aise hi do din gujar gaye. In do dino me kuch khaas nahi hua tha. Rohan phone par batata raha tha ki uske yaha kya situation hai. Idhar mere man me bhi ye baat aane lagi thi ki dad ab bahut jald waapas laut jayege kyo ki sirf unke aur sanjay uncle ke dwara khojne se ham unhe milne wale nahi the. Magar dusre hi din meri is khush fahmi par grahan lag gaya jab rohan ne phone par nakul ko bataya ki mere dad ne uske dad ko sab kuch sach sach bata diya hai. Sach jaanne ke baad uske dad mere dad se naraaj to huye magar fir jab unhone apni majburi aur jhijhak ka bakhaan kiya to wo kuch nahi bole.
Sach jaanne ke baad rohan ke dad ne wahi suggestion diya jiske bare me rohan se ham pahle hi baat kar chuke the. I mean yaha ki police se help lena. Rohan ke dad ke is suggestion par mere dad bhi agree ho gaye aur wo rohan ke dad ke sath paas ke police thaane me ja kar ham dono ke bare me bata kar hamari khoj karne ki request ki. Police rohan ke dad ke bare me achhe se jaanti thi is liye usne dad ko fikra na karne ko kaha aur search operation me lag gai.
Rohan ki is khabar ne ham dono par jaise hamare sir par aasmaan girne wali baat ki thi. Abhi tak jis baat se ham dono lagbhag mukt the ab wo dar ekdam se fir baith gaya tha. Aaj nahi to kal police hame dhoodh hi legi. Ye soch kar ab hamari haalat kharaab hone lagi thi. Rohan ne kaha tha ki police bhi abhi itna jaldi ham tak nahi pahuchegi. Ham bas baahar na nikle.
Aise hi do din aur gujar gaye. Main aur nakul rohan ke flat par khate pite aur pade rahte. Man me bana hua dar badhta hi ja raha tha. Udhar dad aur uncle bhi rohan ke ghar par is intjar me the ki police jald se jald hame khoj kar unke hawale kar de. Is beech dad aur uncle rohan ke dad ke sath unki company me bhi gaye aur apne dost ki company ko dekh kar unhe apne dost ki tarakki se khushi hui.
Raat me ham dono ne khana khaya aur fir sone ke liye kamre me aa gaye. Jab se hame pata laga tha ki dad ne hamari khoj me ab police walo laga diya hai tab se ham dono hi andar se ghabraye huye the magar ek dusre se jaahir nahi kar rahe the.
"Agar sach me police ne hame khoj liya to kya hoga nakul." Maine nakul ki taraf karwat le kar kaha.
"Police hame kaise khoj legi neelam. Tum bekaar me tention le rahi ho. Ham yaha puri tarah safe hain." Nakul ne kaha.
"Tum police ke bare me itna kam mat aanko nakul. Uski pahuch aur uske tarike bahut high level ke hote hain. Mana ki ham is flat ke andar hain aur safe hain magar socho jis din ham yaha aaye the us din building ke baahar maujud watchman ne hame dekha tha. Ho sakta hai ki police yaha aaye aur watchman se hamare bare me puche. Police ko dad ne hamari photos bhi di hogi. Tasviro ko dekh kar watchman saaf bata dega ki ham yaha par hain." Maine kaha.
"Tum jane kya kya sochti rahti ho har wakt. Jabki aisa kuch nahi hoga." Nakul ne kaha.
"Tum itna daave ke sath kaise kah sakte ho nakul. Jabki jo kuch main soch rahi hu waisa hone ke 100% chances hain." Maine kaha.
"Chalo maan leta hu ki tumhara sochna sahi hai magar ye bhi to socho ki yaha se ham jayege kaha. Baahar police hame khoj rahi hai aur agar ham baahar kahi dusri jagah chhupne ke liye jayege to ho sakta hai ki ham raaste me hi police ke dwara pakde jaye. Is liye behtar yahi hai ki ham yahi rahe aur baahar na nikle." Nakul ne kaha to main chup rah gai. Sach hi to kah raha tha wo. Baahar jane se khatra hi tha jabki yaha par kahi na kahi abhi ye aas thi ki shayad ham pakde na jaye.
"Ok fine main is bare me rohan se baat karuga. Use bataauga ki ham kya soch rahe hain. Uske baad wo jo kahega karege." Nakul ne kaha.
Kuch der aur idhar udhar ki baate karne ke baad ham dono ne so jane ka socha. Neend to ham dono ki udi hui thi magar fir bhi sone ki koshish ki aur aakhir kuch der me neend aa hi gai.
Dusre din routine ke anusaar main subah uth kar sabse pahle fresh huyi uske baad maine chaay banaya aur fir ham dono ne chaay pi. Breakfast wagaira karne ke baad main aur nakul hall me tv dekhne lage. Ham dono ke beech pyar karne jaisi koi baate nahi ho rahi thi kyo ki ham dono hi tension me the.
Mere jor dene par nakul ne rohan ko phone karke bulaya tha. Ham yaha is flat me bhale hi safe the magar sawaal tha ki kab tak safe rah sakte the. Dusri baat ye bhi thi ki kya ham yaha par pakde jane ke dar se sirf chhupe hi rahege. Hame apni life me aage badhna tha jo ki is situation me nahi ho sakta tha. Hame apne sir se pakde jane wali tension ko door karna tha.
Dopahar ko ham dono lunch karne ke baad fursat hi huye the ki door bell baji. Nakul ne ja kar darwaja khola to dekha rohan tha. Rohan ke aane se hamne usse kaha ki hame yaha se kahi dusre shahar nikal jana chahiye kyo ki der sawer police hame khojte huye yaha bhi aa sakti hai aur agar unhone hame pakad kar hamare dad ke hawale kar diya to hamare sath achha to bilkul bhi nahi hoga.
Rohan hamari problem ko samajhta tha magar wo bhi bechara kya kar sakta tha. Wo jo kar raha tha wahi hamare liye bahut badi baat thi magar maujuda situation me hamara yaha rahna thik nahi tha. Hamne usse kaha ki agar ham kisi tarah mumbai se nikal kar kisi dusre shahar me chale jaye to pakde jane ka khatra tal jayega aur ham iske alawa bhi kuch karne ke liye free ho jayege. Rohan ne hamari baat par kaha ki use ek do din ka time chahiye. Agar kuch jugaad hota hai to wo hame batayega.
Rohan ke jane ke baad ham dono kuch der isi bare me baate karte rahe uske baad main kapde dhone chali gai jabki nakul wahi tv dekhta raha. Main soch rahi thi ki kya soch kar ham ghar se bhaag kar yaha aaye the aur ab hamare sath kya ho raha tha. Main ye maanti thi ki apne maa baap ke khilaaf ja kar hamne achha nahi kiya tha aur na hi hame is tarah bhaag kar aana chahiye tha magar apne dil ke haatho majbur the ham. Mere dad meri shadi nakul ke sath kisi bhi keemat par nahi karte jabki main nakul ke bina jindagi jine ka soch bhi nahi sakti thi.
Udhar mere dad aur sanjay uncle rohan ke dad ke sath unki company me chale jate the. Din bhar akele ghar me baith kar wo karte bhi kya. Waise bhi har gujarte din ke sath unki chinta aur pareshani badhti hi ja rahi thi. Rohan ke dad unhe dilasha de rahe the ki wo fikra na kare. Bahut jald unki beti aur us ladke ko police talaash kar legi. Dad ko yaha aaye huye hapte se jyada din gujar gaye the. Apna kaam dhandha chhod kar wo yaha jyada time tak ruk bhi nahi sakte the. Is liye wo chaahte the ki police hame jald se jald talash kar le.
Do din baad rohan ne phone kar ke bataya ki uska ek dost hai deepak naam ka. Wo pune me job karta hai aur kisi kaam se wo apne ghar mumbai aa raha hai. Rohan ne usse hamare bare me baat ki to usne kaha ki wo hame yaha se nikaal kar pune le jayega. Is liye ham taiyaar rahe. Rohan ki is baat se hame kuch raahat mili.
Is flat me hame kisi tarah ki koi taklif nahi thi magar is situation me ye hame kaid jaise lag raha tha. Normal situation hoti to ham aise flat me rahne se khush hi hote magar is haalat me kuch bhi achha nahi lag raha tha. Ye do din hamne badi mushkil se gujaare aur finally wo din aa hi gaya jab hame mumbai se nikalne ka awsar aur saadhan mil gaya.
Rohan ne phone karke kaha ki wo shaam ko aayega kyo ki hame shaam ko hi yaha se nikalna hai. Is liye wo hame yaha se le kar plan ke anusaar deepak ki bataayi huyi jagah par jayega. Us jagah se deepak hame apni car me le jayega. Ham dono hi bahut jyada utsuk the aur ghabraye huye bhi the ki sab kuch kaise hoga. Kahi aisa na ho ki yaha se nikalte hi kahi par ham police ke dwara pakad liye jaye. Agar aisa hua to hamara kya hoga ye ham soch bhi nahi sakte the.
Teesra din kisi tarah gujra aur shaam huyi. Main aur nakul puri tarah yaha se nikalne ko taiyar the. Hamare paas samaan ke roop me ham dono ke ek ek bag hi the. Shaam ko 6:30 baje ke kareeb rohan aaya aur fir ham uske sath flat se nikal kar neeche aaye. Baahar gate par security guard tha jo ki koi dusra hi tha. Usne rohan ke sath ham dono ko dekha to usne rohan se puchha. Rohan ne use yahi bataya ki ham uske dost hain. Uske baad ham waha se rohan ki car me baith kar chal diye.
Raaste me rohan aur nakul ek dusre se baate kar rahe the jabki main kisi aur hi duniya me khoi hui thi. Mujhe yaha se nikalne ka tension to tha hi magar ek tension naina ka bhi tha ki wo kaha gayab hai aur kis haal me hogi. Uske bare me jab bhi main sochti thi to mere man me dher sare khayaal aane lagte the aur main anayaas hi uske liye chintit ho jati thi.
Kuch der baad rohan ki car ek jagah ruki to main hakikat ki duniya me aai. Car rukte hi rohan aur nakul car se utarne lage to main bhi utar gai. Kuch hi faasle par ek aur car khadi thi jiski driving sheet par rohan aur nakul ki hi umar ka ek ladka baitha dikha hame. Car se utar kar ham us car ke paas pahuche. Rohan ke dost deepak ne hame car me baith jane ko kaha to ham dono apna apna bag liye car ki pichhli sheet par baith gaye. Deepak aur rohan ek dusre se baate kar rahe the. Deepak rohan se kah raha tha ki fikar ki koi baat nahi hai. Police hame nahi pakad payegi.
Kuch der rohan se baat karne ke baad deepak ne car ko start kiya. Rohan aur nakul ne ek dusre se hath milaya aur baad me phone karne ko kaha. Uske baad deepak ne car ko aage badha diya. Raaste me deepak nakul se beech beech me baate karta raha jabki main ek baar fir se khayaalo me gum ho gai thi. Mujhe pata hi nahi chala ki main kitni der tak socho me gum rahi thi. Mujhe hosh tab aaya jab car ek jagah ruki aur nakul ne mujhe pukara.
Maine dekha ki nakul aur deepak car se utar chuke the aur mere side khade the. Main unhe dekh kar sochne lagi ki itni jaldi pune aa gaya kya. Mere chehre ke bhaav dekh kar nakul ne kaha ki abhi ham pune nahi pahuche hain balki kisi jaruri kaam se yaha ruke hain. Nakul ke kahne par main car se baahar utri. Uske baad main aur nakul deepak ke peeche peeche chalne lage.
Ek taraf kai saari shops thi. Deepak ek shop ke paas ruka aur fir palat kar hame andar aane ko kaha to ham dono uske peeche chal diye. Shop ke andar ek aadmi mila to deepak ne usse kuch baat ki jisse us aadmi ne hamari taraf dekha aur fir deepak ki taraf dekhte huye sir hilaya.
Us aadmi ne ham dono ko apne peeche aane ko kaha to ham dono deepak ki taraf dekhne lage. Deepak ne nakul se kaha ki yaha par hamara huliya badla jayega taaki raaste me kahi agar police wale mile bhi to pahchaan na sake. Deepak ki ye baat sun kar hame samajh aaya ki ham yaha kyo aaye hain. Main deepak ki is baat se hairaan bhi hui aur khush bhi. Kya sahi dimaag lagaya tha usne.
Main aur nakul thodi hi der me us aadmi ke sath shop ke andar ki taraf aaye to ek jagah ek ladki mili. Us ladki se us aadmi ne kuch kaha jisse wo ladki mujhe apne sath le gayi jabki nakul us aadmi ke sath dusri taraf chala gaya.
Wo ladki mujhe ek kamre me le aai jaha par aur bhi ladkiya thi jo alag alag chairs par baithi ladkiyo ka make up kar rahi thi. Chairs ke saamne bada sa sheesha laga hua tha aur uske chaaro taraf white bulb jal rahe the. Us ladki ne mujhe ek khaali chair par baithaya aur fir wo mera huliya badalne ke kaam me lag gayi. Jaise jaise wo mera huliya badalti ja rahi thi waise waise main saamne sheeshe me khud ko dekh kar hairaan hoti ja rahi thi. Maine filmo me hi ye sab dekha tha magar aaj jab ye sab mere sath ho raha tha to main chakit thi.
Ek ghante baad situation ye thi ki main saamne sheeshe me apne aapko hi pahchaan nahi pa rahi thi. Main samajh gai ki jab main khud hi apne aapko nahi pahchaan pa rahi hu to police kya mujhe pahchanegi. Huliya badalne ke baad wo ladki mujhe le kar baahar aayi. Baahar wo aadmi pahle se maujud tha. Us aadmi ke sath jab maine ek aur aadmi ko dekha to main chaunki. Wo aadmi bhi mujhe dekh kar chaunka tha aur fir mujhe dekhte huye muskurane laga tha. Main samajh gai ki ye nakul hi hai jo ab badle huye huliye me dikh raha tha.
Deepak ne us aadmi ko hamara huliya badalne ke liye paise diye. Uske baad ham sab car me aa gaye. Raaste me deepak ne kaha ki ab koi police wala hame nahi pahchaan payega aur ab ham befikra ho kar pune ja sakte hain. Itne dino me main pahli baar apne andar khushi mahsoos kar rahi thi. Maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ki meri jindagi me kabhi aisa bhi din aayega jab mujhe apna huliya is tarah se badalna padega aur ek shahar se dusre shahar bhaagna padega.
Deepak ne raaste me nakul se kaha ki wo jis company me job karta hai us company me wo uski bhi job lagwa dega aur wahi kahi rahne ka intjaam bhi karwa dega. Deepak ki is baat se nakul ne khush ho kar use thanks kaha aur ye bhi kaha ki wo uska ye ahsaan kabhi nahi bhulega. Nakul ke aisa kahne par deepak ne kaha ki insaan ek dusre ki madad ke liye hi hota hai. Wo to use apna dost samajh kar apna farj ada kar raha hai.
Idhar main soch rahi thi ki wakt bhale hi hamare liye bura chal raha tha magar hamari madad ke liye jo log mil rahe the wo kisi farishte se kam nahi the. Aaj ke wakt me aise log bahut kam hi milte hain jo kisi ajnabi ke liye itna kuch bina kisi swaarth ke karte hain. Main ye soch soch kar upar wale ko thanks kah rahi thi.
Nakul deepak ke sath uski bagal wali sheet par baitha tha aur deepak se baate kar raha tha. Main pichhli sheet par baithi pahle to khayaalo me gum thi aur fir jane kab meri aankh lag gai thi. Dono aapas me baate kar rahe the. Baat karte karte wo is baat par pahuche ki ham dono ka huliya to badal gaya hai lekin agar police walo ne hamse hamara ID card dikhane ko bola tab ham kya karege. ID card ki baat se jaise problem khadi ho gai thi. Kuch der sochne ke baad solution ye nikala gaya ki main aur nakul apna apna ID card nikaal kar deepak ko de de. Agar kahi police wale milte hain aur hamse hamara ID card maagege to ham ye bol dege ki ham apna ID card lana bhool gaye hain. Police ko talaashi me hamare paas koi ID card nahi milega. Halaaki huliya badalne ke baad aisa hona to nahi chahiye tha lekin durbhaagyawas agar aisa hua to yahi ek raasta tha.
Mumbai se pune ka raasta by car lagbhag teen ghante se kam ka hi tha magar fir bhi ham teen ghante se upar ke time par hi pahuche. Kuch jagaho par police wale mile bhi magar waisa kuch bhi na hua jaise ka hame dar tha. Idhar hamari jaan me jaan bhi tabhi aai jab ham bina kisi baadha ke pune pahuch gaye. Raat ke gyaarah se upar ka time ho gaya tha. Deepak jaha rahta tha waha ke makaan maalik ko usne phone kar ke bata diya tha ki use aane me der ho jayegi is liye makaan ke andar jane me koi problem nahi hui. Waise bhi bade bade shahro me itna wakt koi maayane nahi rakhta tha.
Deepak ne apne makaan maalik se hamare bare me bata diya tha. Makaan maalik achha aadmi tha aur uski biwi bhi is liye usne mujhe raat me rukne ke liye ek alag kamra de diya. Deepak ne unse hamare bare me yahi bataya ki ham yaha kisi kaam se aaye the magar raat jyada ho jane ki vajah se yaha rukna pad raha hai. Deepak ne bhi hame raaste me samjha diya tha ki ham unke saamne aisa show na kare jisse unhe hame dekh kar kisi baat ka shak ho jaye.
Raat ka khana ham sab ne makaan maalik ke yaha hi khaya. Uske baad ham sab sone chale gaye. Nakul deepak ke sath uske room me chala gaya tha jabki main ek alag kamre me. Mujhe nahi pata ki deepak aur nakul ke beech kya baate hui room me magar main to sukoon se so gai thi. Nai jagah par aane wali subah kaisi hogi iska pata hame nahi tha magar itna jarur tha ki man me ab pakde jane ka dar nahi tha.
