Ajay: aarrey mere liye yeh Amazon ke trip ek short trip tha. 2-3 din mein hei yeh trip khatam karne ka iraada tha mera. Agar itna dangerous trip hota toh main tujhe aur Kusum ko kyun le aata, tum log toh iss mamle mein amateur ho. Mere badkismati hain jo hum teeno aise apada ke stithi mein pad kar iss jungle mein phass gaye..
Anil : Hm..
Ajay: Tu pooch raha tha na kal, ki kyun main koi raasta nehi khoj paa raha hun?? Kyunki main concentrate hi nehi kar paa raha hun. Mera dimaag ghum chuka hain, kuch kaam nehi kar raha hain, because of my physical needs. Isliye mai tum logo ko lekar yahan se nikal nehi paa raha hun. Sach toh yeh hain dost ki jab tak mere yeh jaroorat e poora nehi hoga, tab tak main iss ghane jungle se nikal ne ke koi tarqib nehi nikaal sakta.
Anil: toh tujhe yahan koi ladki milega kaise..
Ajay chup tha. Anil ne Ajay ke taraf dekha, aur Ajay ne Anil ko. Dono mein aankho hei aankho mein baat hua. Ajay ne aankho hei aankho mein naa chahte hue bhi kuch ankahi baatein keh diya apne aankho ke bhasa (lanuguage) se jo Anil ne padh liya. Ajay apne dabe hue uss baat ko apne jubaan mein nehi laa sakta tha. Pad wo apne aankh Anil ke aankh mein tika kaar kuch ankahi baatein baata diya apne ankhon se. Anil Ajay ke aankhon ke bhasa samajh chuka tha.
Anil: Mai jo soch raha hun, kya tu wahein chahta hain.
Yeh baat kehte hue Anil ke hath pair kaanph rahe the. Ajay ne Anil ke baat sunkar apna sar neeche kar liya. Anil samajh chuka tha ki paani kidhar beh raha hain. Ajay ke chhupi mein hei uska razamandi chhupa hua tha.
Anil kaanpte hue gale se kahan, "tune aisa soch bhi kaise liya?? Yeh kaise ho sakta hain? No, it's not possible....."
Anil yeh kehte hue apna sar hilane laga tha. Wo yeh mann ne ke liye bilkul bhi taiyyar nehi tha.
Ajay apna sahas juta kar kahan, "dekh, agar tu sachmuch mere dil ke baat sunna chahta hain then at first you have to be calm down. Tu aise bechain hoga toh mai kuch nehi keh sakta. Jo problem hum face kar rahe hain uska koi solution nehi niklega phir. Tu thoda shant ho jaa.."
Anil khud ko thoda shant kiya, aur phir kahan, "bol, tere mann mein jo bhi hain tu keh daal."
Ajay: Dekh, main abhi jo kehne jaa raha hun, voh ekdam mere dil ke baat hain. Agar saare baatein sunkar tu mujhe maar dena chahta hain, toh main khusi khusi maar jaunga, pad please mere baat ko apne dil par maat lena. Mere saare feelings unintentional hain, aur mere apne feelings ke upar koi control nehi hain. Tere mein agar patience hain toh tu baith kar sun, otherwise tu bina kuch jaane, jo bhi mujhe saaza dena chahta hain, tu de sakta hain.
Anil khud ko ander se mazbut kar ke kahan, "bol, tujhe jo kehna hain. Sabkuch bol, mai sab sunne ke liye taiyyar hun. I am ok now. Feel free to say anything to me."
Ajay: Thanks..... Ok, toh baat yeh hain ki hum teeno iss ghane jungle mein phass gaye hain. Hum teeno ke hei kuch chahatein hain jo ki sharirik hain. Tum dono toh shaadi shuda ho, isliye tum ek doosre ke chahat poora kar sakte ho. Isliye tune mujhse madat bhi maanga tha, privacy dene ke. Maine diya bhi. Main ek adventurer travelor hun, mujhe aadat hain kuch dino tak bina khaaye piye rahene ka, yeh bhi mujhe aadat hain ki kuch aor dino ke liye bina sharirik chahat naa mita kar rahena ka. Itna control mere khud ke upar hain. Pad aankhir kar main bhi ek insaan hun, mere bhi kuch hadde (limits) hain. Isliye ek din aaya jab mere khud ke upar se control kho chuka main. Mere mann mei curiosity jaga, mujhe pata tha mere absence mein tum dono kya karte ho raat mein. Isliye mere cuiosity yehi cheez soch kar charam sima par pohunch gaya tha. Maine thann liya ki main kam se kam ek baar jaa ke dekhu tumare private moments ko.
Ajay thoda rukh kar phirse kehne laga, "dekh Anil, mera koi intention nehi tha tum dono ke trust ko aise break karne ka. Pad main aor karta bhi kya dost, mere sharir mere ek nehi sunn raha tha. Mere ander aag ka babula phoot raha tha.."
Yeh keh kar Ajay ke aankh se do boond aansu nikal aaya. Ajay ko rote hue dekh Anil ke dil ko bhi thoda dukh pohuncha aur wo bhi thoda taras khaya apne dost Ajay ke situation ke upar. Usne Ajay ko thoda tasalli dekar usko apna baat continue karne ko kahan, "koi baat nehi, tu bol.."
Ajay: Toh mai ek raat ko wapas aaya iss lake side mein aur ek bade chattan ke peeche chhup kar tere aur Kusum ki sangham ko dekhne laga. Maine saare raat dekha, aur dekh kar apna aankh sekhne laga.
Yahan pe Ajay ne ek jhoot baat Anil se kahan ki wo ek raat yeh sab dekhne aaya tha. Balki sacchai toh yeh tha ki wo bohut pahele se hi aise karnama ko anjaam deta gaya. Wo pahele se hi apne dost ke aankho mein patti pahena raha tha.
Ajay: Believe me Anil, mere bass mein aab kuch nehi tha. Mere ander ke jama hua havass mujhe bekarar kar chuka tha. Tere aur Kusum ki physical intimacy dekhte hue mere hath apne aap mere penis tak pohunch gaya, aur mai usse hilana suru kar diya. Mai tum dono ke sex ko dekh kar hilata gaya aur apna masturbate poora kiya by releasing my cum.
Anil: Tune is island mei aa kar uss din hei pahele baar mastubate kiya tha? Iss se pahele iss island pe kuch nehi kiya tha?
Ajay: Bhai, aadmi masturbate tabhi kar sakta hain jab uske samne masturbate karne wali koi ho, chahei voh computer ya tv screen mein ho yaa live saamne. Iss isolated island mei aa ke mujhe aise nazare pahele kab dekhne ko mila tha, tu hi bol?? Kya main janwaro ka sex dekh kar hilau??
Anil: Iska matlab tu Kusum ko soch kar masturbate kiya tha??
Ajay: Aab mai kya kahoon tujhe?? Tujhe agar iss baat par gussa aata hain toh tu mujhe abhi maar daal, iss jungle mein koi kanoon vyavastha naam ke cheez nehi hain. Yahan agar tu mera murder kar deta hain toh koi tujhe poochega bhi nehi. Agar kabhi iss jungle se baahar nikla toh keh dena ki jungli janwaro ne mujhe apna shikaar bana liya tha.
Anil thoda chup raha aur shant hokar kahan, "dekh main samajh paa raha hu tere baat. It's a human nature. Yahan main chaa kar bhi buda nehi mann sakta aur naa hi tere upar gussa kar sakta. Tu itne dino se baki duniya se isolated hain. Sirf tu hi kyun, main aur Kusum bhi hain. Pad hum ek doosre ke sath apna quality time spend kar sakte hain, lekin tu toh single hain. I can feel your position, but phir bhi yeh baat main digest nehi kar paa raha hun. Mujhe thoda gussa aa raha hain tujh par."
Ajay: Yeh, I know.. Even I can feel your position too. Kusum tere wife hain, aur agar koi tere wife ke bade mein aisa kehta hain toh as a husband tujhe buda lagna bilkul jaayez hain..